always a late bloomer. the love i couldn’t have while growing up was meant to be from him all along. spring has been different since last year. i don’t need to do that tap dance to prove shit to anybody. i don’t care anymore if i seem boring. i get to wake up and sleep with a smile now. i have someone to experience life with. it has been easier and so much fun ever since. always been private-became a bit of an oversharer cus someone made me feel inadequate once-back to being private again. the only thing people around me get when they ask about my relationship is that: “we’re doing good <3” i smile at them and they know they can’t ask further cus they can feel i won’t be sharing any more than that. i don’t ask about theirs cus i have my life that interests me more than anyone else’s. i kinda like seeing them surprised about learning a fact about me. the best things in life are really to be kept in private not exactly hidden cus u can’t. a professor told me i looked blooming when the last time she saw me was when she was comforting me cus i was suicidal. when u r in love it just naturally shows.

verliebt

spring on film 🌷

Armand Doré (detail)

indoor picnic 🧺🍒 cus the sun hurts

nature and wildlife documentaries~

🍀✨ so lucky

<333

change of plans

my heart feels like fucking exploding…it feels surreal we’re tying the knot next year 🖤💍

I’m much too much obsessed with them. they are so cute

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"I want to talk about everything with at least one person as I talk about things with myself"

- "The Idiot" by Dostoevsky

in just one hour, my schedule for the next two weeks are suddenly full…only had a couple days of rest from last month and especially last week 💀 how much are they going to push our mind and bodies T-T

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