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wow wow wow
I finished the series. wow.
I hurt for Lauren. She lost everything multiple times over and then her own brother withholds her own child from her. wow.
and the full truth isnāt him being lonely itās that he hated his sister on some level . sheās what he could never be. and he allowed himself to ignore slavery even though he himself experienced it in order to maintain what he managed to find for himself. so much so he kept her child from her. Even just the knowledge of her existence wow
in other news, although I shouldnāt be Iām surprised by the hopeful ending. i was glad to see so many of the acorn crew having found each other again
on the lowest of keys Earthseed def would have got me š I gotta be careful whew
Butler is a wizard forreal
(Like Make America Great Again????!!!!!??)
reading parable of the sower for the first time and it feels like a warning
how am I supposed to be planning for a future and trying to learn tech skills for a high paying job when I feel like I need to be learning how to grow food and find fresh water sources
how to forage and learn what herbs work for what ailments/prevention/protection/etc
we have been watching a genocide in 4K for months and being made more aware of all the ongoing genocides around the world, forced to constantly be re-infected with a bio level 3 pathogen for almost half a decade, canāt afford adequate housing, non-poisonous food, sufficient healthcare or education and itās all getting worse and more and more money is being put into police and the military to maintain the current capitalistic world order
if theyāre are true history books in the future covid will mark the beginning of the end of this era
i wish to survive it
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Parable if the Sower had me shaking!!! Already a 3rd of the way into Talents and Iām so pissed at Lauren š
why why why. Dove tree was as much of a warning to you in Acorn as the increase in robberies was to you in your Neighborhood and do many people warned you!!
I get not wanting to move to a town, but why not go underground with Earthseed. Start spreading the word that yāall are Christian now as soon as Dovetree burned. š Ahhhhh
reading parable of the sower for the first time and it feels like a warning
how am I supposed to be planning for a future and trying to learn tech skills for a high paying job when I feel like I need to be learning how to grow food and find fresh water sources
how to forage and learn what herbs work for what ailments/prevention/protection/etc
we have been watching a genocide in 4K for months and being made more aware of all the ongoing genocides around the world, forced to constantly be re-infected with a bio level 3 pathogen for almost half a decade, canāt afford adequate housing, non-poisonous food, sufficient healthcare or education and itās all getting worse and more and more money is being put into police and the military to maintain the current capitalistic world order
if theyāre are true history books in the future covid will mark the beginning of the end of this era
i wish to survive it
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reading parable of the sower for the first time and it feels like a warning
how am I supposed to be planning for a future and trying to learn tech skills for a high paying job when I feel like I need to be learning how to grow food and find fresh water sources
how to forage and learn what herbs work for what ailments/prevention/protection/etc
we have been watching a genocide in 4K for months and being made more aware of all the ongoing genocides around the world, forced to constantly be re-infected with a bio level 3 pathogen for almost half a decade, canāt afford adequate housing, non-poisonous food, sufficient healthcare or education and itās all getting worse and more and more money is being put into police and the military to maintain the current capitalistic world order
if theyāre are true history books in the future covid will mark the beginning of the end of this era
i wish to survive it
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the way Iām about to treat my partner for their birthday
our options are limited due to living through a pandemic and us being covid aware/conscious but man am I about to make this a good ass time for them
1.2.24
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back to learning how to code again.
if iām going to break into tech why not learn what originally got me interested in it.
i can learn anything.
i can learn anything.
i can learn anything.
really want to learn to code and get a job in the EdTech space.
doesnāt need to be in that order.
hoping the 100devs bootcamp has a 3rd cohort in January but itās not looking likely.
if no announcements have been made by the new year, Iāll join a catch up class in January.
until then Iām going to keep working on freecodecamp and start my data&SQL course next week.
i really can see myself as a developer.
i just have this vision of myself at 30 (and beyond) and iām doing everything now to set her up nicely.
iām a software developer š©šæāš»āØ
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i have got to get a wfh job and SOON.
being constantly exposed to covid at work is just unsustainable.
11.7.23
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November 3 / 4, 2023 - A small selection of the many rallies across the world in solidarity with Palestine these past two days, as hundreds of thousands took to the streets all over the world once again to denounce Israeli crimes against the Palestinian people.
Palestine is not alone!
Auckland, Aotearoa
SĆ£o Paulo, Brazil
Caracas, Venezuela
Washington DC, USA
Paris, France
MontrƩal, Canada / Buenos Aires, Argentina
Santiago, Chile
Tokyo, Japan
Berlin, Germany / London, UK
Rome, Italy / Oslo,Norway
Sydney, Australia
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read the free pdf late last year but just received the paperback copies I ordered for me (itās a book I wanted in my personal library) and my partner (who has been wanting to read a hard copy of it). so excited for the many talks and discussions to come. š„¹
found someone on etsy whoās price gouging copies of stone butch blues so hereās a reminder that you can get a pdf of it on leslie feinbergās website FOR FREE here and a paperback copy on lulu.com for $12 here.
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not in a rush (yet)
and I know it will take time
but now that I have the stability of my current job Iām back to working on upskilling so I can get a fully remote job in 2024
my current job is going to launch me into my salesforce career
everything just keep leading back to that
fully remote job loading š¤
9/10
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working in an office setting is hell. no matter how cool the office.
another place I will never fit. another place Iām expected to conform and perform.
9/7
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this. my god this. and being back in working in an office after 4 years isā¦
seriously have been thinking about this all night long. call me autistic but the fact that 90% of workplaces the point is not to get your work done and then be done doing it but to instead perform an elaborate social dance in which you find something to do even when you're done doing everything you need to do in order to show your fellow workers that you, too, are Working . because you are at Work . disgusting why cant we all agree that if there is no work immediately to be done. we just dont do anything
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For me, big part of the femme identity is feeling this huge gap between you and straight women who act and dress in a āfeminineā way. I canāt go to a place filled with straight women without feeling like a complete stranger. I can never feel like I am at home when surrounded by them. We could be bonding about the same stuff but the way I interact with things and present myself to the world feels like (and it is) a completely different thing. You cannot just group straight women and femmes together just because of what seems like a behaviour in common. It isnāt and it will never be. There is always this invisible wall in between us. We are not comparable in any way.
This post includes trans women and excludes t*erfs
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officially started my new job today
a very nerdy dyke job that pleases my inner child so so so much š„¹
my office has a lot of queers too which I love
new chapter starts today šāØ
8/28
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thinking about how good my partner fucked me this weekend and wow canāt believe i ever thought I was straight LMFAO
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currently reading Blood in the Water and Iām at the part of the book where I know disaster is next and so Iām procrastinating reading it.
there is no limit to the evils of this country.
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truly accepting my autism has me slowly allowing myself to do or have the things Iāve always wanted but felt weird about.
for example i love wearing all the same color. the desire for sameness/routine is strong with this one. in HS I wore mostly black but by college I felt ābasicā and started adding more colors in to my wardrobe. now, colors look amazing on my brown ass skin but I feel the most comfortable and confident in black. so now with my new job (and not wearing uniforms 70% of the time), Iām slowing transforming my wardrobe to be 95% black. i canāt wait to play with different textures and shapes and cuts all in the same color.
another thing is sensory toys! i am both sensory seeking and avoidant. but I love soft things so much. and fidget toys! i usually turn other things in to fidget toys anyway so itāll be nice to get some stuff that has that purpose. also allowing myself to be āannoyingā about my special interest..books.
the biggest thing is probably socially. i cannot and do not even want to maintain the level of socializing that is seen as the ānormā (and damn sure not in a pandemic). this year is really been allowing myself to say no. to be quiet in social settings. to simply not speak when i donāt want to. to be more honest with loved ones. ļæ¼this one is the hardest but itās worth it.
these are just a few small things that were on my mind this morning.
the biggest thing is how much kinder I am to myself about certain things.
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today was good to me.
got confirmation that my job will be my job.
my nerdy heart is so happy.
screaming š
being the adult little you wanted to be >>>
8/8 āØ
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