hi i love all of u The Most
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i need to make dynamic tags for my fave mutualies 👀
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LUCAS .
@clericlost said ‘ i think i’m subconsciously trying to ruin my own life. ‘
‘ TELL ME ABOUT IT. ‘ lucas sinclair toed the line between boyhood and adolescence as if he couldn’t decide where he wished to land ( he enjoyed the gentle grips of freedom that boyhood allowed, but his mind very subtly screamed GIRLS at him — both were very succinct arguments ). it led to nearly every conversation with max spurring into an argument, the back - and - forth of indecision meeting its maker into her force ; she sliced fire into his frozen world. pause, eyes twitching over to will, a reminder to himself that this wasn’t about him. ‘ seriously. tell me about it. what’s up, will ? ‘
BROWS ONLY PINCH TOGETHER AT FIRST , tongue already tying itself back into knots at the prospect of explaining one’s —— one’s WHAT , exactly ? impatience ? exhaustion ? complaint ? seems SILLY now ; melodramatic at best , this imaginary weight of , well , everything . rippled catastrophe , from father dearest long gone to inter-dimensional monsters now grown cold to the meager numbers sat in mom’s bank account , everything EVERYTHING in-between —— it is silly , to even think about attributing these unrelated concepts to him & him alone , it’s LUDICROUS , & yet , he’s just ... silly , he supposes .
life's just too loud for sensitive eardrums like his own ( like HIM ) . he thinks of Lucas , thinks of his family , his house , his parents , & feels a pang of REGRET immediately follow . it’s not fair , to judge anything from the outside looking in , even more so one of his best FRIENDS . & so he shrugs , blinks over ‘til dull eyes finally meet dark , & grapples for words at the back of his tongue . ❝ NOTHING , just —— one of those days , i guess . you know ? ❞ a deep breath flattens him further against the floor , gaze flicking back to weathered ceiling . ❝ sometimes i just wish i could make things ... SIMPLER . ❞
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LUCAS .
@clericlost said ‘ 13 / inside a dark cabinet ‘
BREATHING. it was a wet gargle struggling in the back of a throat, a slow clump of noise forming outside of the doors ( will’s closet was shrunken with age so light spilt through the doors, flashes of slick blackness accompanying the low noise ). body dragged itself away from the opening, but the sick breathing still rang out — each outtake shook at his shoulders, sped up his heart. ‘ will, ‘ whispered into the darkness. he couldn’t see anything, but his voice sounded too LOUD, practically a scream. breathing grew, body rammed against the closet, and lucas’ hands reached out to grab for will.
❝ SH , ❞ INSTINCT TUMBLES LIGHT FROM HIS LIPS , phantom syllable , own sliver of sound in the darkness , hushed , too loud , the need for SILENCE , even as one’s own breath rings out like a beacon —— even as he reaches out blind until chilled fingers catch on a sleeve , clutch TIGHT & pull closer despite the already cramped quarters . feel lungs shudder , body contract on shriveled inhale ( stop , listen ) , & grip clambers down to wrap in the other’s of its own volition . ❝ is —— ❞ TOO LOUD , TOO —— ❝ is it GONE ? ❞
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I highly recommend you follow the person I reblogged this from.
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me being ignored (now that i am mature): this is fine i suppose
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hey uhfhh h gimme muse ideas for my multi ? 😳🤙
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— where’s will ?
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commissions/please donate!
ok so - university happens for me in a few months, and i’ve spent the past few years saving like mad, doing jobs whenever i could, making sure to save every penny, basically doing whatever the hell i could to get money. and i eventually got over £1,000! except i found out recently that every single penny has been taken from me by my mother, so now i have….pretty much nothing, and could really use some help to get back on track. therefore, commissions! first of all, if you don’t want to commission me, but you’d like to donate, here’s the link to my paypal: https://www.paypal.me/lilydonate
however, if you’d like to commission me, here are my prices:
100 screenshots: £5 ($8)
100 icons + psd and border: £3 ($5)
200 icons + psd and border : £5 ($8)
300 icons + psd and border: £8 ($10)
promos: £2 ($3.50) - please note that my promo skills aren’t Amazing so it’ll be very basic!)
5,000 words of fic/drabble/any kind of writing: £5 ($8)
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me , watching ma.rki.pli.er eat sour patch kids ice cream with a tactical shovel & dissociating : i should write
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MONSTER ?
The maned MONSTER shook violently, ruffling the tanned curls around the frame of the expansive chest, hooves digging into the earth that dared to stand in the presence of the legend of the woods ! This BEAST, this CREATURE, rose from it’s grave with HEAVY lumbering, rolling itself forwards upon limbs, slowly slipping from the shadows ! RED eyes sparkle to the little boy standing in front of RUINS of darling little wooden construction, LARGE beast contorting over the roof of wood && PLASTIC. A SLENDER head TILTS to the side, BLINKING with wide interest. LITTLE CHILD ! INNOCENT ! A COOING noise flutters from blocky MAW. “ Lost ? ” // @clericlost
THE APPEARANCE IS A STARTLING ONE TO SAY THE LEAST , enough to have body backpedaled & hands felled back to brace against the earth before he can CRUMBLE completely , bloodstream beat washing waves against eardrums like static , shivered , rushing , elbows bowed against the weight of gravity & that of crimson gaze PINNED still to his own as a bug against a wall . another beat , both unmoving , & lungs shudder in caving chest . he blinks , unsure of reality for but a moment ( a MONSTER —— yet not a demogorgon , not a shadow monster —— ) as the world begins to right itself once again , axis tilt & whirl & STEADYING beneath his palms .
his next breath rattles a little less than the last . ❝ … n-no , but —— you —— WHAT ARE YOU ? ❞
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IT FEELS LIKE EVERY CELL LIGHTING ON FIRE . just a moment , a blink & it’s gone , but a barely stifled sound still clambers strong at the back of his teeth , body jolting back & away from the source of its PAIN ; face like his own , both familiar & not , eyes wide as a reflection —— Wally is quick to step back into the other’s space , SHAKING hands already outreached to soothe , placate despite one’s own distress bubbling just below the surface , simmer to boil to steam billowed out through the flesh he can already feel stitching blistered BURNS back to smooth & unblemished .
when he speaks , he can feel the skin around his mouth crack & ache in kind . ❝ it’s —— y-you didn’t MEAN TO , okay , you just —— ❞ words taper away , tongue darting out to wet still healing lips around the taste of REASSURANCE & iron ( must have bitten it in even the single convulsion ) , ❝ l-look , i’m already healing , see ? ❞ ( he ignores the fact he’s speaking around a mouthful of BLOOD . )
@hecleric / caldwell starter
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WALLY’S SEEN HIM AROUND , PINK ALWAYS NOTEWORTHY —— least harmful —— not for a lack of presence , though most pinks are overlooked regardless , mere COMPARTMENTALIZATION , this name ( mick ? nick ? something ) & face filed under nonthreatening somewhere in the back of his mind .
however , it’s not the PINK that draws him near today ; no , it’s the splash of PURPLE & GRAY mottling the skin around his eye . own steps tiptoe closer , as if the air itself might shatter beneath their tread , before he deems himself close enough to speak . ❝ ... what happened to your FACE ? ❞
@heseventh / caldwell starter
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GAZE ROAMS TO THE FURTHEST CORNERS OF THE ROOM , empty stomach & emptier hands restless for better company than better food ( not that caldwell’s lacked all that much in QUALITY ) , appetite still simmered just out of reach ( having your pointer finger cut off just hours earlier will do that to you ) despite the lunch hour having just begun . however , earthy eyes quickly find a source of INTRIGUE ; an island among ocean of crisp uniforms , single girl sat alone , own eyes pinned on the food in front of her with stale interest . some part of him recognizes the shape of her face , the arch in her brow —— most likely one of his BROTHER’S closer friends , if he recalls correctly .
without second thought , he approaches , sliding across from the other with an easy expression . ❝ hey . uh ... i-it’s —— EL , right ? ❞
@astra11 / caldwell starter
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me vs recycling the same icons bc i can’t be bothered to make more
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hecleric .
i love wallace byers with my entire soul send tweet @clericlost
honestly i wanna do more with him like in & out of his caldwell verse even though he’s technically mostly just for interacting with u since we're duplicates but listen i love him
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