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citadelselfships · 6 months
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what if i just start calling one of my secret f/os by name but like the name people don’t know him by. hes a performer and is mostly known for his stage name. what if i just started regular naming him
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citadelselfships · 6 months
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positive responses only + no self deprecating or else i break your keyboard over my knee
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citadelselfships · 6 months
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just thinking about height/size difference things with f/os:
☀️ the shorter one jogging/skipping every once in a while to keep up when the taller one is trying to get somewhere fast
🌙 bonus: the taller one thinking this is adorable and walking too fast on purpose
☀️resting their chin on top of the other one’s head during a hug, or if the height difference is big enough, using their head as an arm rest
🌙 that thing where the taller one scoops the other up into a kiss/hug by the waist and practically picks them up and leans them both over
☀️ COMPARING YOUR HANDSSSSS especially during that flirty almost-dating stage
🌙 one of them cups the other’s face and their whole cheek fits in the palm of their hand
☀️ the shorter one slotting perfectly into the taller one’s side, under their arm
🌙 BEAR. HUGS. BEAR HUGS.
Bonus round: Do any of you have an f/o who’s inhumanly large (or small)? What sort of dynamics does that create?
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citadelselfships · 6 months
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i really do love the self ship dynamic of serious, but not living together yet. i love the "your place or mine?" and i love the "come over?" and i love the "do you wanna have a sleepover this weekend?" and i love the "just stay here tonight." i love imagining me and my fictional lover intentionally making time and space for each other.
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citadelselfships · 6 months
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for those with glove wearing f/os: don't forget to occasionally imagine them pulling off those gloves with their teeth.
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citadelselfships · 6 months
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Isabel Allende, The House of The Spirits // Anne Carson, Red Doc> // F. Scott Fitzgerald, The Short Stories // Ocean Vuong, On Earth We're Briefly Gorgeous // 肉包不吃肉, The Husky and His White Cat Shizun // Bernhard Schlink, The Reader (trans. Carol Brown Janeway) // Heart Like Yours— Willamette Stone
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citadelselfships · 6 months
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"I don't excuse the actions of this character--" well I do. I kiss them about it directly on the mouth. I think they should have done worse things. I think that would have been funny.
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citadelselfships · 6 months
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autism is living by vampire rules. light sensitivity. eating the wrong food makes you want to die. need to be explicitly invited places. weird sleep schedule. eating the same thing every time. specific rituals and routines. burst into flames at the sight of a crucifix. etc.
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citadelselfships · 6 months
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citadelselfships · 6 months
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i’m very [i love you most ardently] [it’s rotten work not to me not if it’s you] [i can take care of myself just fine. no. what do you mean no? no] [i can’t explain the state that i’m in the state of my heart he was my best friend] [you want to die for love you always have] [you are my sweetest downfall i loved you first] [i should have gone through life half awake if you’d had the decency to leave me alone] [he’s more myself than i am, whatever our souls are made of, his and mine are the same] [he was pointing at the moon but i was looking at his hand] [it was not intended as a compliment. it was a confession] [he is half of my soul, as the poets say]
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citadelselfships · 6 months
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Oooh but noticing your F/O(s) getting flustered by YOU
Letting out a feral noise (growl, snarl, raspy yell etc) at someone else or something out of annoyance and hearing a small ‘oh’ from your F/O cause ‘wow okay’
The first few times you go off about your interests and really get into infodumping they sit back and watch you really get excited, hearts in their eyes cause ‘whoa’
Having fun doing something and turning and shooting them a wide grin and they feel their heart start doing a full gymnastics routine in their chest
Your F/O startling a bit when you grab their hand for literally any reason (or no reason at all) and glancing at you only to feel themselves melt a bit and tighten their grip, smiling a little wider
Literally any time you drape yourself across them and they shift to hold you cause ‘oh my god they trust me enough to cuddle and I love them so much kadnkdsb’
Honestly even the thought of making them emotionally keysmash... y a l l
F/O tries to be soft and cups your face in their hand but you lean into their touch and kiss their wrist/palm and you get to watch them implode
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citadelselfships · 6 months
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💕 Domestic F/O Imagines 💕
You wake up in bed with them, it's warm and cozy and you take at least half an hour to get out.
You're cleaning the dishes and your f/o comes up behind you, wraps their arms around you, and places their head on your shoulder. You do the same when they're doing the dishes.
Your f/o(s) come home completely worn out. They flop down on they couch and place their head on your lap. You two just sit there in the quiet.
On hot summer days, you find your f/o(s) laying on the tile floor. You eventually join them whether you like it or not.
You're having a bad day and your f/o(s) do(es) everything for you. Cooking, cleaning, taking care of any pets. You simply get to relax and do as you please.
Going. On. Park Dates. You do out to a park on a nice, sunny day. Eat vendor food and sit around, people watch, and make idle conversation.
During the seasonal deep-clean of your home, all of you are dressed in apt cleaning clothes, dust mask and all. At the end of the day, you don't bother cooking and order out.
At the end of the day, you and your f/o(s) get ready for bed together. You curl up in their arms.
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citadelselfships · 6 months
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imagine your F/O leaning against the frame of the bathroom door, absolute adoration in their eyes as they watch you do your skincare, or put on your makeup, or style your hair. you’re distracted and so wholly yourself as you look at yourself in the mirror, only half aware of their presence, and your F/O, completely and overwhelmingly in love, takes the moment just to watch you.
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citadelselfships · 6 months
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F/O: S/I and I don't have pet names for each other.
Platonic F/O: Uh huh. Hey, you know what bees make, right?
F/O: Honey?
S/I, from the next room: Yes, dear?
Platonic F/O: Don't lie to my face again.
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citadelselfships · 6 months
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There’s something about Romo!F/Os who don’t even think twice about casual touch with you, and the Platonic F/Os who give you a shiteating grin every time it happens in a group setting bc they’ve noticed but Romo!F/O(s) hasn’t even a CLUE they do it yet
Things like; making their way past you and they gently shift you a step over by placing their hands on your hips so they can get past, walking next to you and hovering/having their hand on your back, them not even thinking twice about leaning/flopping onto you for the ~Dramatics~, Them not even thinking about hand holding at all (at least until a Plat!F/O makes a side comment about it), maybe even being in a group where even all your Plat!F/Os are all JUST as casually touchy so NO one realizes it’s when it flusters you for a bit
F/Os who don’t realize until someone points it out and, only then, realize they do it ALL THE TIME
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citadelselfships · 6 months
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Hey good day it’s time to think about you and your F/Os picking things up from each from how much you’re together !
If you make noises when you’re thinking (or anytime lol) they start to make the same noises absentmindedly when they’re focused
If you both have different accents they start pronouncing certain words in your tongue or use phrases they’ve only heard from you, if it’s a language-based accent they also pick up certain words from your first language they’re used to hearing from you
They go 👀!!!!! when they hear you use one of their phrases or repeat something they told/taught you to someone else, internally just ‘Hey I had a hand in that!’
You both pick up movements from each other too, from standing positions to gestures to making faces when certain things happen, neither of you notice until a (another, if you pick it up from a Fam! Or Plat!) platonic/familial F/O points it out
Or just catching yourself mid-motion and going ‘OH IM DOING THEIR THING’ much to whoever your talking to’s confusion
Picking up certain logics or knowledge from each other!! Your F/O listens to you enough to be able to point out things about you passions they’ve learned from hearing you gush or complain and you picking up tidbits of their passions and handiwork right back, even if you both know it as the others Thing
Also pointing out like, “you know someone could totally parkour up there if they did this” and now every time your F/O sees ledges or old buildings they just think about how someone would parkour up there because of you
Fidgeting!!!! If you fidget when you’re nervous of thinking or to stay focused your F/O lowkey picks up on it! If you ruffle your hair while you think they start playing with theirs, if you have a fidget-object (CUBES, bendies, fidget spinners etc!) they unmeaningly start to check and make sure they know where it is at random points, if you play with things like jewelry or hats or handkerchiefs or whatever accessories you wear, they mirror it with theirs
If either of you work with or hang out with animals a ton you both make The Noises, what noises they are can totally depend on what animals you’re with but like, horses you make clicking/tisking noises when it’s time to go or hurry up so it’s in the same flavour as that
Certain food combos, I fear some of you and your F/Os shared food cabinets ‘cause... well you KNOW don’t you lmao
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citadelselfships · 6 months
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Everyone always talks about your fictional boyfriend comforting you but what if I need to comfort HIM. What if he's the saddest little man in the whole entire world and he needs a hug so so bad
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