husband jacket 🤝🏻 autism shirt. a very successful alien day

queer, garbage

sorry i got wet when you called me a “pretty boy” can you do it again

got real giddy talking to my wife about xenos we could purchase for the shelf. like sure, babygirl, we can get an alien queen when it won't break the bank. we can get a million alien queens even though it won't make for an accurate setting but whatever makes you happy!!!

“Display Sil,” designed by H. R. Giger, fabricated by Steve Johnson, Bill Corso, Bob Newton, and Gino Acevido.

a soft dom who also has that like healthy possessiveness is really the dream like… praising you but also talking about how you’re all theirs and like marking you up so everyone will know you’re theirs. 

like… pleeeaaaseeeee. 

happy 13th birthday scre4m, here's an obligatory "look at my cool stuff" while it's appropriate :]

ALSO. very important point that i missed in the midst but it baffles me how linear trauma is portrayed and 98% of the time it's by armchair psychologists who haven't done a lick of research outside of social media. which is not only reckless but just plain stupid. you're stupid if you think a life-altering event didn't affect someone whose brain hadn't fully developed yet (or anyone. but esp. at that point in life).

it's the fact that kirby as a teenager isn't that large of a contrast to them as an adult but the thought is the opposite because of the misconceptions. people don't believe that she has a high sense of justice because they don't recognise how big their heart is. her dismissal of the path sidney took was down to being naïve and too immersed in the movies to understand the gravity of reality.

until it happened to her, and she followed the same path: college, helping others, putting themselves out there in the public eye to share their story in addition to everything else. kirby did everything sidney did but in quicker succession because they had a point of reference. "the movies don't matter," because they don't. she knows they don't. it was never about the movies so much as it was the individuals consuming them, and even then, was it really about them? it has been for a couple of cases, but not all of them. the movies had nothing to do with kirby being stabbed (& killed). they used to be the primary focus but she realised that the real world is where people like charlie & jill really live, and those are the people that hurt her.

so this sense of justice does stem from their heart — and their heart is huge. growing up helped her heart grow in size and that anger + grief + fear was swapped with acceptance + peace + love, and that sounds a little cliché but it's true. sometimes life is cliché. how did that happen? it remains to be seen by some but that doesn't mean it didn't. it doesn't mean her journey doesn't make sense because it didn't end at becoming a special agent. it hasn't ended yet and it won't for a very long time.

what people think kirby is has been built upon stereotypes and surface level analysis. the stereotypical cool girl who doesn't care about what people think and grew up the same way. that isn't kirby. her introduction in the early draft of 4 establishes she cares — and sometimes the scripts get it wrong, but not that time. not the moment we meet them.

i wish i had more to say on this but it is just so simple. it's so clear why they stepped into the world one day as part of law enforcement, it's so clear why someone like them would want to help people, to save people the way she wishes someone had saved her from what happened. that doesn't mean they're suddenly stripped of their identity and i wish people would see that.

i love black self shippers so much i really want to make this community a safe and fun place for them instead of a lonely battlefield

i'm not a shipper (quite ironically) but the second greatest honour * i can bestow upon a character is allowing them to be shipped with my favourite original guy. that's like being paired with me only complete creative freedom to scratch the brain real nice. shakes.

* honestly the first greatest since kirby is My Husband so there is no competition anyway but you catch get my drift. i love to a nauseating degree and that includes all this stuff.

for fuck's sake!!!!!

final destination brainrot cannot happen, i don't think i have the capacity to think about clear rivers 24/7 for the next fortnight on top of everything else in there. i'm gonna explode

“You come to me at night, and walk through my dreams as if they belong to you.

They do.”

William C. Hannan

in the 19th century i would've gotten diagnosed with ghosts in my brain

oh, my pretty baby, how i love you so so much.

cut it out with till death do us part. i will find you in this life and reality and the next one and the next one and the next one

her voice keeps getting gruffer with age and ooh. it's so nice when they're exhausted and up to my ear to whisper so it's easier to converse. or to fuck with me because she knows it does. she knows i'm far too easy even when they're not trying to push my buttons.