I just wanna get out of my head and find peace

I'm damaged baby you gotta love me different.

“Everyone leaves in the end anyway.”

—

Do you ever feel like you miss out on life, because you are not able to socialize the way most people do?

i’m such a slut for reassurance my heart literally nuts when you tell me you want me

I’m jealous of those who can function like a normal human being. They don’t have anxiety holding them back from everything, they don’t struggle to get out of bed or have to put on an act that everything is fine when its not. They don’t struggle to hold friendships and relationships… they don’t feel sad for no fucking reason everyday. Those that can hold jobs and work towards their dreams, the ones who have self esteem and see the beauty in themselves. Those that know what its like to feel safe and secure, not insecure and fearful of it all. 

“At your absolute best, you still won’t be good enough for the wrong person. At your worst, you’ll still be worth it to the right person.”

—

I wish I was better at controlling my nerves,

Because I always seem to ruin days of my life fearing the week ahead.

Me: idk i'm feeling kinda sad and anxious

Brain: bite the skin off of your fingers

Me: that would just make it worse why would i do that

Brain: you gotta

“You promised you wouldn’t leave. You were always so irritated at the idea of how scared I was of you leaving me. And when I finally let go of that fear, you left.”

— Excerpt from a book I’ll never write

i wonder if you just don’t realize what you are doing to me or that you simply don’t care

i don’t know what’s worse