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I  HAVE  MOVED  TO  ROGUETM.     A  MUTLI-MUSE  FILLED  WITH  LOTS  OF  DIFFERENT  MUSES  FROM  LOTS  OF  DIFFERENT  MUSES.     ALL  MY  MUSES,  BOTH  CANON  &  OC  ( EXCEPT  SAM  WHO  CAN  BE  FOUND  AT  DILIGENTBIRD  ),  ARE  NOW  HERE!     EVERYTHING  HAS  BEEN  DROPPED,  NOTHING  IS  BEING  TRANSFERRED  OVER!  

I  HAVE  MOVED  TO  ROGUETM.     A  MUTLI-MUSE  FILLED  WITH  LOTS  OF  DIFFERENT  MUSES  FROM  LOTS  OF  DIFFERENT  MUSES.     ALL  MY  MUSES,  BOTH  CANON  &  OC  ( EXCEPT  SAM  WHO  CAN  BE  FOUND  AT  DILIGENTBIRD  ),  ARE  NOW  HERE!     EVERYTHING  HAS  BEEN  DROPPED,  NOTHING  IS  BEING  TRANSFERRED  OVER!  

    HELLO  FRIENDS  &  FANS,      yes  i  know,  i  haven’t  been  active  in  like      .      .      .      well,  let’s  just  say  it’s  been  a  while.      a  lot  of  shit  happened  in  my  personal  life  which  meant  that  i  found  it  difficult  to  be  on  here  and  around  these  muses.      that  being  said,  i  am  planning  on  remaking  this  blog  very  soon.      EVERYTHING      will be  dropped,  memes  /  drafts  /  mains  /  exclusives,  everything.      but  this  is  not  a  post  to  announce  my  remake,  it  is  in  fact  just  to  inform  you  that      SAMANTHA  GIDDINGS  CAN  BE  FOUND  HERE      and  i  hope  that  you  all  are  still  interested  in  writing  with  her  because  she  is  definitely  my  fave.      once  i  get  more  comfortable  writing  in  the  until  dawn  universe  again,  i  will  remake  this  blog  with  a  personal  request      -      if  you  are  only  looking  to  write  with  josh  washington,   there  are  plenty  of  amazing  solo  josh’s  (  boningzone  /  ghostinhumanshape  /  strangemines  to  name  a  few  )  who  are  worthy  of  that  love  because  i  personally  can’t  handle  constantly  being  in  josh’s  headspace  to  the  point  where  i  allow  it  to  burn  me  out.      i  love  josh  but  i  don’t  want  him  to  be  the  only  muse  i  explore  on  my  new  blog.      but  anyway,  i  love  you  all  and  i  will  see  you  all  very  soon.

caroline’s cute flirty/playful smile

two word starters

“ please don’t ”

“ i’m sorry ”

“ trust me ”

“ fuck off ”

“ don’t go ”

“ please stay ”

“ i tried ”

“ you’re wrong ”

“ you’re right ”

“ i know ”

“ don’t run ”

“ go away ”

“ don’t stop ”

“ it’s hard ”

“ don’t cry ”

“ we can’t ”

“ calm down ”

“ i’m scared ”

“ make me ”

“ wanna bet ? ”

“ run away ”

“ don’t look ”

“ i promise ”

“ try harder ”

“ believe me ”

“ don’t move ”

“ you’re mean ”

“ i’m cold ”

“ you’re beautiful ”

“ hold me ”

“ let me ”

“ come here ”

“ shut up ”

“ fuck off ”

“ it’s complicated ”

“ you’re okay ” 

“ wake up ! “

“ you’re on “

“ i’m pregnant “

“ you’re sick “

“ how long ? “

“ what happened ? “

“ stop it “

I want to talk about what happened without mentioning how much it hurt. There has to be a way. To care for the wounds without reopening them. To name the pain without inviting it back into me.

Lora Mathis, If There’s A Way Out I’ll Take It (via thequotejournals)

heathers: the musical starters

“ i think i’m a good person. you know, i think there’s good in everyone. ” ” college will be paradise if i’m not dead by june. ” ” what did you just say to me, skank? ” ” we still on for movie night? ” ” i would fight for you if you would fight for me. ” ” that’s not pate. that’s liverwurst. ” ” if you’re nice, i’ll let buy me a big gulp. ” ” that’s like going to mickey d’s to order a salad. ” ” i don’t really like my friends. ” ” everyone’s lives have got static. ” ” does your mommy know you eat all that crap? ” ” the sky’s gonna hurt when it falls. ” ” the parents are gone ; and i got my party slippers on! ” ” okay, so it’s salt, then lime, and thennnn… shot. ” ” there’s no alcohol in here! are you trying to kill me? ” ” hope you brought kneepads, bitch! ” ” let’s get to it. beg. ” ” i just killed my best friend! “ ” jesus, you’re making me sound like air supply! ” ” i need help. i’m at the cemetery. ” ” look! booze! drink! ” ” i’m really looking forward to your apology for being such a stone-cold bitch last night! ” ” you are the only thing that’s right about this broken world. ” ” god have mercy on my soul. ” ” any war has it’s causalities. doesn’t mean it’s not worth fighting. ” ” we don’t choose who lives or dies. ” ” well, FUCK me gently with a chainsaw! ” ” do you have the guts? ” ” did you have a brain tumour for breakfast? ” ” are you gonna kill yourself on stage? ” ” its as good a time as any to say that i faked it, every single time. ” ” if you were happy all the time, you wouldn’t be human. you’d be a game show host. ” ” thanks for coming after me. ” ” don’t call me. don’t… talk to me. we are over. ” ” i was avoiding you. ” ” why are you pulling my dick? ” ” your problems seem like life and death– i promise, they’re not. ” ” sorry to come through the window ; dreadful etiquette, i know. ” ” get out of my house. ” ” hiding in the closet? c’mon, unlock the door. ” ” was that good for you? cuz it kinda sucked for me. ” ” the irony here is that i never got to write a suicide note. ” ” i destroy things. never occurred to me to try building anything. ” ” our love is god. ” ” say hi to god. ” ” you look like hell. ” ” the war is over. ” ” i’d be honoured if you’d let me be your friend. ”

stydia meme | two favorite moments per season → season 1 (½)

@craccola: Anyone else still drying their puffy eyes after last night’s @nbcthisisus 😭and in serious need of ☕️ ?

rp sentence starters using lines from r.h. sin’s work , whiskey words and a shovel II  part one  /  part two

“ i’d like to feel nothing. ” “ i just want to feel at ease. ” “ i just want a lover who knows how it feels to feel like me. ” “ you are good enough. ” “ they only treat you how they feel about themselves. ” “ i just want to know love like i know hate. ” “ i just want a love similar to my own. ” “ i’ve always given myself in small doses. ” “ i’ve learned to expect nothing. ” “ you can’t get hurt if you feel nothing. ” “ you can’t force something to be more than what it should. ” “ i’m not giving up. ” “ i hope it’s you who survives. ” “ sometimes you have to drown to learn how to swim. ” “ i learned the lesson of settling for someone. ” “ teach them self-love and respect. ” “ everything you are is everything that i need. ” “ i know when your heart is heavy. ” “ there’s still magic in a heart that’s been broken. ” “ that’s what it always boils down to. ” “ you fall only to discover their true self. ” “ you’re in love with a mask. ” “ i understand, i’ve been there. ” “ i know how difficult it can be. ” “ losing something fraudulent makes room for something real. ” “ loving someone doesn’t make them the one. ” “ i don’t want puppy love. ” “ i’m not a child. ” “ i no longer have the need for childish things. ” “ i want your love in its purest form. ” “ i want you. ” “ you deserve to be someone’s only choice. ” “ we try our hardest to force life into things that must die. ” “ love doesn’t feel pure anymore. ” “ i can’t say that i miss it. ” “ yet somehow we end up in hell. ” “ your heart is stubborn. ” “ your regret will always come at a moment too late. ” “ i’m still trying to forgive myself. ” “ i’m still trying to make peace with all the broken pieces of my past. ” “ it’s the harsh reality of falling in love with the surface. ” “ i should just change my number. ” “ this is my way of forcing you to feel what i felt. ” “ stop engaging with those who can’t afford you. ” “ you’re not okay but you will be. ” “ you either be consistent or become nonexistent. ” “ i’m afraid you won’t be able to comprehend my love. ” “ you have this perception of love that is false. ” “ you loved the idea of something they could never give you. ” “ i won’t be standing where you left me. ” “ i no longer seek closure. ” “ the pain means you’re alive. ” “ you belong to you. ” “ sometimes your soul mate is yourself. ” “ all i saw was pain, scars, and darkness. ”  “ it gets better, just give it time. ” “ you’re in love with how you remember them. ” “ you’re attached to an idea that no longer exists. ” “ no one misses you until you walk away. ” “ you avoid love altogether out of fear of more hurt. ” “ you deserve a break. ” “ to love the wrong person is hell on earth. ” “ your heart is fractured but it’s still valuable. ” “ sometimes nightmares occur while we’re awake. ” “ i’m too loyal to myself to entertain anyone who can’t remain loyal to me. ” “ your past lingered like a rope around your neck. ” “ not everyone you love will stay. ” “ some people only exist as examples of what to avoid. ” “ betrayal makes the heart fragile. ” “ handle yourself with care. ” “ love has always been like winter. ” “ we’re all looking for the same damn thing. ” “ ask yourself why you miss me. ” “ i’ll never let you back in. ” “ sometimes the devil promises us a piece of heaven. ” “ sometimes darkness disguises itself as light. ” “ even good people with big hearts who love hard have their limits. ” “ unhealthy relationships are dead things waiting to be buried. ” “ we fall in love with untrue versions of others. ” “ the path toward peace is filled with chaos. ” “ you can’t help who you love. ” “ but you do decide who has the potential to be loved by you. ” “ there’s something inside you that can’t be found elsewhere. ” “ walking away doesn’t mean you stop caring. ” “ i’d like to be a part of your future. ” “ you won’t let go because you’re waiting for things to change. ” “ i wanted you to come back. ” “ i refuse to be broken. ”

intimacy . // meme .

“please… just kiss me…”

“i really want to feel your hands on me”

“touch me.”

“kiss me.”

“hold me…”

“just a little longer”

“come closer”

“keep whispering”

“god you make me feel alive”

“i want your tongue all over me”

“put your hand on my thigh”

“i love the way your hand feels”

“you smell so good”

“i don’t want to let go”

“i don’t think i can let go”

“there’s something in the way you touch me”

“your breath leaves goosebumps on my skin”

“closer…”

“more, please…”

“your breath is so warm”

“your hands are so cold”

“your hair is so soft”

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