—Lilllium, from In Place Of The Mirror is a Portait of You

i feel so dumb and embarrassed after expressing any emotion

Lucille Clifton, from The Book of Light; “Climbing”

All men suck, it doesn’t matter what they say, or do. They don’t care about you. At all man. It doesn’t even matter what role they’re suppose to be in your life. Brothers, fathers, husbands. All disappoint, and there’s no reason to trust it.

If a doctor ever asks for PERMISSION FROM MY ‘MAN’ about myyyy body???? Oh shit I’m losing it

Alright not gonna call him, obvi I got good shit coming 😂

I have no shame when it comes to shitting in public restrooms,,,☠️

I didn’t,,,maybe later tho

Should I text my ex?

Should I text my ex?

snowing in seattle - february 2019

LIFO (@lifo_art)

why am i so sad? // 1.8.2017

‘Ain't it funny how I wanted this all my life?

Ain't it funny how I got it here and it don't seem right?

Ain't it funny how we all want to be someone new?

Ain't it funny how I fell in love and then came June?’

June - Briston Maroney

Where I am right now, is where I have dreamt of being. Where I am is answered prayers, and if I’m being honest, I feel like it’s not right. I thought I’d still have the person I loved. I thought i would still have the family I needed, why that is, idk. Why some people are only suppose to be here for second for my life and others an eternity. I have a really good job, I am in a really competitive nursing program, I have my health back, I am losing weight, I am back with my mom, I have my best friend with me all the time, I have confidence in my career path, I am closer to my older brother again. I am so great full for the people in my life, they are so wonderful to me. Why am I this way, why do I restrict food and not sleep and have anxiety and depression, why do I get so frustrated so fast with my family. I love them so much. And right now all I want is Brandon??? What does he even have to compliment my life with right now? He did nothing but stunt my growth, and keep me from my full potential. A boy that is smart and caring and has aspirations likes me, wants to be around me, wants to show me I can ‘trust’ him. Why is he not what I think about at 1AM, why is it Brandon that gets this time in my thoughts, feelings. Why do those that hurt me get to spend so much time in the forefront that those that deserve it are pushed back?