starting presh like a newborn baby kelpie

starting presh like a newborn baby kelpie

              { L A Y L A ' s } 2014 follow forever /andstuff/

just a quick note : 2014 is probably a downfall (like in 2k11) year for roleplaying for me. Idk, like — compare to the years before I feel like this year (especially after starting the term) I don’t really rp as much, and that my attention and roleplaying span really has been fucked down a lot. I don’t get on as much, I get lazy a lot and dropped a lot of threads, and not to mention how i just cast aside friendships and what not (many more I bet). Despite that, I really liked this year because ———— I’m just glad that God let me live a year longer to meet beautiful people everyday and online and just — seeing things running on my dash is just fine enough for me to ease my days. (yeah it’s my final year in college and i had a semester of interning, and then school stuff and research projects and a paper I had to retake because I failed and etcetera). I really do love to roleplay and just write stuff because it feels like it’s a get away from stuffs in real and I getting to pretend I’m these cool OCs and what not are just so fun. So by just having people to rp with, made me happy enough to stay online and not to quit. I don’t know what might happen next year. Maybe after graduating in the summer and getting a degree I might just — quit? I’ve been meaning to quit but I just stayed because — after 7 long years of rping; to roleplay, it’s been a part of me and quitting would be sad decision. 

I don’t really wanna say much before listing down these blogs that I really loved hence these people I cared for because, I don’t really like favorism and what not because it feels unfair to other people. But then again, it feels more unfair not to thank especially Miri and Leau for just — idk be there whenever I want to complain. And dumbmotousand, wherever you are, know that oneesand cares for you too. But, other people matter as well. And Ava, I’m sorry for acting like a bitch to you. I duno how to apologize, but pls talk to me again. (This is a public proposal you are not allowed to not accept my apology B() // also wow quick note not really a quick one o n o

Without further ado, thank you for bother rping with me on Julius, or Layne or Serena or Timmy especially. Because they’re the 4 muses that I’ve frequently have muses for, and I cared foremost. And also, sorry for being your incompetent rp partner )8 —

{ xinfelicitas, cruelvanity, etc} || { heartsnares, tryumerisch, etc} || { jizenka } || { praecantito } || { trionfale, desenchantee, etc } || { hostism, ceffylx, etc } || { lxsica, nepheliium, etc } || { miserale } ||  { rosuintensxmoarte, ofraven-locks, etc } || { bloumiddel, etc} || { okamizere } || { cirocchio } || { sinefine-esse, skewerxd, etc } ||  { erstreben } || { lenfantterribles, celenegrucavaler, etc } || { erasethiscurse } || { dxlcis } || { ithilys } || { caninis, pxllid, etc } || { crimsonmadness } || { oscxnes, etc } || { peccatorex, etc } || { naivetys } || { lingeringhiraeth } || { indifferenthums } || { fabricaterose, angelicurse } || { honestly this list would go on and there u go my lazy comes up B( but I shall struggle }

and other awesome ppl I may just admire from afar honestly; 

{ naivne, larosedenoel, duvoziir, lxhng, psioniczna, stxiic, floraisms, etc etc etc etc etc etc etc etc etc etc etc etc }

TV suddenly distracts me and computer went shit on me, I’m sorry this is probably a joke and how I fail at listing my follow forever shit — I should just make a blogroll page for these 4 muses so I can link the awesome bloges I follow there, and then. Idk.. to make lists out of whom I follow as an unconditional gratitude is dumb, personally I think.. I mean lists are just lists, you all are awesome as fuck regardless listed // unlisted. 

   *`•.¸(¯`•.•´¯)¸.•´ ♥ ☆ ♥ `•.T H A N K Y O U¸.•´ ♥ º ☆.¸¸.•´¯`♥ (¯`v´¯)

                                         If she would argue with him then the bickering would be endless. Knowing that he's stronger than her in terms of physical strength wouldn't help either. With Ari, she should know her place and that is to stay as far away from him. She was about to step forth and leave him but before she could ever take a step forward Serena gasped as soon as she felt a pair of arms snaking around her waist; struggling to set her free only to freeze herself, feeling a shiver running down the length of her spine as hands were casually let wonder down her curves and her stomach.

                                     "What are you doing? Let go!"                                     

                            “Yes, you are.” Ari says without so much of a break in his sentence. “You’re my woman and it will always be that way.” The man didn’t fight her when she manages to pull his grip from her hair and turn her back to face him. Ari steps forward and wraps his arms around her. “It is mine. You belong to me.” The kelpie’s hands seem to wonder down her curves and over her stomach. “If you let me in bed with you — I’ll forgive it.”

                                     "I am not your woman!" She growled, having both hands gripping on his wrist to push his grip off of her hair and head jerking away. Serena then turned, facing herself backwards and away from him. "I am not your woman and I don't see why I have to apologize for cutting my hair short. Not like it's yours." Besides, this isn't the way to treat a woman you so claimed to love. Not with violence and anger, especially. 

                          “I’m not letting you go because this does have something to do with me. You’re my woman and you can not change yourself without first coming to me.” Ari only tightened his grip on her hair, tugging her entire head backwards. “Apologize.”

                                      "Ooow ---- !!" Angry man kelpie alert -- she should've known Ari would be the only one who dared to pull her hair, brave enough to actually dare hurting her. "This has nothing of your concern, so let me go!" In other words; casually trying to piss him off by chopping her hair short

                          Ari is not pleased. Serena has cut her hair without his permission. And how did he know? Well, he was looking right at her. The kelpie slipped forward and reached out, grabbing a handful of her now shortened hair. “Serena, what is this?” Her hair, he means.

                                           And someone is a little moody at the moment, having a stranger bumping into her by just a slight was enough to have her pissed off. And cue her turning around to have her hand reaching out for said stranger's arm. "Sorry? You think a sorry was enough? Watch where you going next time -- hmph" 

                             Someone is a little dopey, headaches keep him up all night. Cue arm bumping a stranger. “Oops… sorry…”

                                         Dumb and dumber -- as they say. "It doesn't sound as nice" Which made her paused momentarily to have a moment of thought -- children eat lots of sweet things therefore their blood must've been influx with high content sugars. And she's fine even after feeding on these children. "I don't think I have that dia -- di -- . " She couldn't even recall what term he was talking just seconds before. "-- That thing"

" I——shit." The dragon was still a bit new to these human words as well, but what did it mean again? He learned it from watching a few things on Netflix once or twice— " Somethin’ ‘bout bein’ allergic ‘ta sugar or somethin’? Ain’t exactly sure ‘ta be honest." Poor, naive, man. 

Whenever I see Thranduil on the dash my heart just goes -- doki doki through the sky for 400 miles/hour

                                         "And what's diabetic?" Honest to God, she doesn't know what's that. She's a bit slow -- on these human medical terms. 

" I do not want ‘ta see another Christmas tree, or anymore cookies ‘fer the rest of the year. I’m goin’ ‘ta go into diabetic shock just from lookin’ at ‘em."

SOS

babysitting 8 children rn, and serena muse here is like "fuck you kids I'm gonna eat u for throwing up on my carpet" 

HEYHEYHEY everyone! Happy Christmas u v u and holidays

—xx layla

                                      "Oh but you are. I feel like a mother to you sometimes --" Excuse her. Sometimes she has the need to be a mother to someone. Deonte is just the perfect baby for her. 

                    ❝ … No matter how m-many times you say it                                     I’m still not your. B-Baby.❞