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chaoticpete · 1 year

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Love You for Infinity (Kyojuro x Fem Reader)

He made a promise he knew he couldn't keep

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You watched as Rengoku was in the living room watching Tengen play a game with Gyomei while he waited for his turn. He was an angel. A flame that came into your life and brought you from the darkness. The cold, bitter darkness that Giyuu and Shinobu put you in. You really thought that Giyuu was the one. You thought you were the only one he could love and be with. You thought you had cracked the surface of his cold exterior and he had let you in. You even met his family even though at the time you never understood the looks they would give you. Maybe it's because they knew about him and Shinobu and wondered when you were going to figure it out. You wish you had. It would have saved you the heartache of walking in on them on his couch. You wanted to surprise him but, you stood by the door listening in on their talk with each other. You remember it like it was yesterday even though it's been a few months.

"How long do you plan on hiding Giyuu-kun? She deserves to know you don't love her." You felt your heart squeeze listening to the sultry tone she used on Giyuu as you slid down his door sitting on the cold, wet ground. It was the morning dew and you didn't care if you stained your pants. You had something more worrying, more spirit-crushing than a pair of pants that can easily be cleaned.

"But she loves me and that's something I'm not willing to give up. I may not care for her but, her unconditional, blinding love is something I deserve and need." You felt like vomiting. So all this time he never loved you? At this point, you were pretty sure he didn't even like you. This was all a game to him, a façade. This was part of his plan to trip you up and fall into his web of lies. He didn't care about you. He just wanted your unconditional and blind love. That's exactly what you did too. You gave him blind and unconditional loyalty. You cared for him. You remembered little important details about him that no one else did. You were his first friend and lover. At least you think. Now you don't know. He lied to you. He betrayed you.

"Ara, ara so cold of you Giyuu-kun~" You heard the sounds of them kissing and that's when you left everything you got him to make breakfast right there by the door. Leaving you to block him and Shinobu off of everything. You didn't want to know how long. You didn't want to know when it all started. You didn't need to know. It was over and there was no going back to him ever. He broke a promise right along with your heart.

"I will love you for infinity" What a liar. You shook your head to get out of the past coming back to the present. You watched as Rengoku finally got his turn. Rengoku. The object of your affection. You really really liked him. You knew it in your heart but, you were scared. Your heart yearned for his touch but, your brain was filled with trepidation. You couldn't handle another heartbreak so soon. You didn't want to be heartbroken like that ever again. You never thought you would be cheated on but, damn Giyuu proved you wrong and crossed that hurdle for you checking it off your bucket list. Not like you wanted it on there in the first place.

"Hey Y/N, are you going to join us or continue to shy away over there, eh?" You smirked at Tengen going to join them not missing the way Rengoku would look at you from time to time. You were hyper-fixated on him and that's the only reason why you ever noticed anything and everything he did. You were the moth drawn to the flame. You wanted him. You needed him. Your heart and brain were in a constant battle though. You didn't want to get hurt again, not that you truly believed Rengoku would ever hurt you. He was the most genuine person you knew besides Gyomei. Would he even be interested in you?

"Once I'm done I wanna play with Y/N!" It was Rengoku and you couldn't help but let a smile spread across your face. Of course, he would like you as a friend but, that's about it. He probably thinks you're still hung up on Giyuu. You never told anyone that he cheated just that you both separated. You were crying a lot and many thought you were upset about breaking up but, they never bothered to talk to Giyuu. None of them really liked him with how cold and stuck-up he acted. If only you had listened to all of them in the beginning maybe you wouldn't be in this predicament that you're in now.

"Don't get upset when I kick your ass." You both shared a laugh as you felt your heart skip a beat. His laugh was beautiful. He was just beautiful. His hair and eyes were the color of flames and fire but, not the ones that burn. The one that caresses you when you're upset, warms you up when you're cold like a fireplace. His smile was as bright as the sun and you found yourself almost squinting every time his attention was on you. You wished it was always on you.

"I think it will be the other way around." You smirked as you both played Mario kart listening to Tengen and Gyomei talking in the back.

The noise was nice to combat your raging thoughts. Your hands and eyes were focused on the game, your ears on the occupants behind you but, your mind was on a whole different plane. You haven't thought about Giyuu in a long time so why now? Is it because you never truly got the closure? Nah, you didn't care too much about that. Your closure was completely blocking the two of them out of your life. Maybe it was just emotions and cheating can and will scar a person. It may be another day for the other person but, the one who got cheated on can remember that even when they already have moved on. Maybe it's because you never told anyone the truth. They just assumed you both grew apart. Not that he cheated.

"You're alright there Y/N?" You jumped at the feel of someone's hand on your shoulder and you focused to see Rengoku looking at you in concern. You felt yourself blush a little and look down to see you had a death grip on the controller and you had won with Rengoku right behind you in second place. You let the controller go flexing your fingers to get circulation back into them.

"I'm sorry Kyo just some unpleasant memories resurfaced." He was very concerned but, chose not to push it for now. You knew him thought. When it was going to be just the two of you that's when he will fret and keep asking and pushing until you cave in and tell him the truth. You didn't want to. You were embarrassed. You felt at first that you could have changed him, could have done something better. You used to think what did Shinobu have that you didn't? The honest truth was that no matter what if someone was going to cheat on you they will cheat. You can give them a crown to parade in and worship but, if they don't want you to share that crown then you won't get it. That's how disgusting some people are. Tengen and Gyomei stayed for a bit longer before they called it a night giving you tight hugs and kisses on the forehead before leaving. Now it was just the two of you. You and Rengoku. Your heart was beating fast with anxiety. It felt like the tension was rising in the air almost suffocating you. Maybe it was just you. You watched as Kyo turned the game off and turned on a random anime that neither of you was interested in. You loved when you both watched anime.

"Now, are you going to tell me or am I going to have to keep asking." You turned to Kyo who was facing you now with a soft gentle smile. It was encouraging and his eyes were wide and open but, firm. He was willing to wait but, he wasn't going to be dismissed. You were going to have to tell him what was plaguing you whether it was now or later. You turned towards him slowly crawling a bit until you were directly in front of him both of your knees touching each other. You took a breath to steady your nerves. You wanted to look him in the face when you said this.

"Giyuu cheated on me with Shinobu." His eyes widen as his jaw slacked. You pushed on before you lost your bravado. " They were cheating for a while and I found out one morning when I came over to surprise him with breakfast. He said he never cared for me but, he only kept me around because I gave him the love he deserved. He and Shinobu laughed all about it." You felt your eye twitch watching as his face went through numerous emotions. It finally settled on resentment

"That cold-hearted bastard." You snorted at that as he shook his head "He threw away a diamond for cheap silver. That bitch always acted as she hated him, teasing him harshly. Always saying he is so bland and cold...I'm so sorry." He pulled you into a tight hug as you snuggled into his chest face resting between his neck and shoulder. He was warm. Really warm and comfortable.

"...I'm over him. He is not important, never was." You decided to take a chance and sit properly in his lap with your legs around his hips and all he did was fix you so that he was holding you much closer and tighter. This was nice. This was something you wanted to do with him.

"I'm glad you're over him. He never deserved you. He doesn't deserve anyone for being that way. You're a Queen. You deserve to be worshipped. You deserve to be given a crown. You deserve someone to care for you and love you for infinity." You jolted at those words but, no waterworks happened. You used to cry at the sound of those words but, they no longer affected you so negatively. You hopefully had someone else who can fill that hole in your heart. Permanently.

"I think I found him." You leaned up a bit just enough to be in Kyo's face. Your nose was lightly brushing against his as the two of you never broke eye contact. This was the kind of intimacy you craved. Something you never even got close to with your ex. You studied his face dragging your hand lightly down the side of his face taking in his features as he did the same thing for you. Once done with your explorations the two of you shared a soft smile with each other.

"I think you did too." No more was said as the two closed the gap between your lips in a breathtaking kiss. He tasted as good as he looked. It was sweet, soft, and sensual. Everything you wanted, everything you needed, everything you craved.

Once the two of you pulled away he brought you in for a hug "Let me replace all those bad memories, bad emotions, and bad feelings with good ones." He didn't let you go and honestly? You didn't want to be let go.

"Please do."

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This was a one-shot that I was inspired by the remix of a song. This took me 45 minutes to write.

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chaoticpete · 1 year

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Sickly Love

Peter Parker x Reader

Hi hi guys! So this is my first imagine and I am so glad to be able to share it with all of you! I hope you guys enjoy it! Also this is my first time writing for a non binary reader so I’m sorry if its lowkey crappy.

Pairings: College!Peter x Sick!Reader

Warnings: fluffy

Opening the door to your boyfriend’s small apartment, you quietly make your way inside having your 1000th sneezing fit today. You had started your day with a slight sore throat and had drunk some tea to help fight it while you were at work but it seems like you’re gonna lose this battle.

You drag your feet over to his room and push it up seeing him sitting at his desk with his headphones in. Even though his back was turned towards you and he can’t exactly hear, he knew you were there. “Hey, babe.” He says not looking up from his laptop. You groan back in response and plop down on his bed ready to just sleep.

Peter takes off his headphones and looks at you on the bed. “Still feeling bad?” You moan again in response cuddling into his pillow and sheets that smelled like him drifting off into a much-needed rest. Peter looks at you worried as you never fell asleep right away especially still in jeans and shoes, you must really be ill.

He goes over to the bed taking off your shoes puts you straighter in the bed. He pushes your hair out of the way and places his hand against your forehead feeling it burning up. “What got you so sick N/N?” He mumbled to himself. He looked at his watch seeing it was just 2:30. Placing a kiss on your forehead he slips on his shoes and made his way out of the apartment.

When you finally woke up from your nap you still felt kinda bad but a bit better. You looked around the darkroom and noticed your boyfriend was nowhere in sight.

Quickly changing into one of your sweats you kept at Peter’s along with his old midtown sweater you look at your phone seeing it was almost 6:30. You shuffle across the floor and open the room door to hear Peter and his Aunt May talking and a delicious aroma floating through the air towards you.

“Peter, honey you needed to peel the potatoes before you had put it into the pot.” “You never said that May!” “I just figured you knew!” You turned the corner to see Peter on a video call with Aunt May along with a messy kitchen and him making something on the stove.

Going up behind Peter you give May a small smile then muzzle your face into Peter’s back breathing in his boyish scent and looking back to the woman who became an aunt to you also. “Hi, Aunt May.” “Hi, honey! How are you feeling?” “Still have a bit of a headache and-“ you get cut off with another sneezing fit and having to go blow your nose. “That keeps happening.” You finish after throwing away your snotty tissue and washing your hands. “Well, I hope you feel better dear. Peter make sure you take good care of them.” “I wouldn’t dream of doing anything better.” “Okay love you kids.” “Love you too Aunt May” you and Peter responded together as she hangs up.

“Are you making Aunt May’s non-famous chicken soup?” You fake gasped. You admit the woman wasn’t the best cook in the world but she knew how to make a badass soup that could cure any cold. “It was supposed to be a surprise for when you wake up but you’re up a tad bit earlier than planned,” Peter says as he covers the pot of soup and pulls you close into his chest. “How did you even manage to get sick?” “Hmm, I think it would have to do with a certain kiss in the rain I had with a certain superhero the other night. And unfortunately, I’m the one who has to pay for it.” “Hey, you know how much people would kill to have an upside-down kiss with Spider-Man like that? Also, it’s not my fault that superheroes don’t get sick.” “Well sucks for them they’ll never get to experience that cause he’s taken.” “By the most beautiful human being on the planet.” “Bold of you to assume my race, Parker.” You wink at him before giving out another sneeze.

“Ugh, I hate being sick.” “Here.” Peter reaches into a shopping bag pulling out some cold medicine both day and night and some Halls along with tea. “You’re too good to me.” You tell him pouting before taking some medicine. You cringe at the flavor quickly and drinks some water. Peter chuckles at your reaction. “Why don’t you go pick out a movie and I’ll bring in some soup for both of us and we can cuddle. “I would love that.”

You walk to Peter’s room and look through the small DVD collection he has and pulls out The Conjuring seeing how it is spooky month aka the greatest month of the year. You set it up and Peter comes through the door with two bowls of piping hot soup waiting to dig into. You turn off the light and climb into bed with Peter you both sitting against the headboard and pressing play on the DVD remote.

By the time it came around to the Warrens started to investigate the house, you and Peter was cuddling together under his sheets as rain is hitting against the small bedroom apartment. “No matter how many times I see this movie…I will always laugh at those crusty feet.” “I’m pretty sure you only like this movie for the crusty feet.” You look up at him pouting. “Nooo…I also like it for the crusty hands…and the hide and clap.”

By the end of the movie you had taken some night quill and was knocked out. Peter looks at you lovingly wondering how he got so lucky.

By morning you were feeling much better. Still a bit of soreness in your throat but halls can fix that right up. You hear sneezing in the bathroom only for the door to open and reveal a sleep-deprived looking peter with a red nose and watery eyes. “I feel like crap.” He says plopping onto the bed next to you.

“Oh, I thought superheroes didn’t get sick.” You tease running your fingers through his hair. He sticks up his middle finger at you and you give out a quiet laugh already knowing the day will be spent with trying to make your partner feel better as he did for you.

#don’t mind me #just reblog #I’m dying at work #my body really hating me and needs fluff

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