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Can you share your published writing with us
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#nick answers#thank you for asking though anon#but i prefer keeping my writing irl and writing here separately
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Please tell me you’re planning on continuing leave my mind
YES!! I just need to get a job, set a routine so I can find time to write
– THE MIDDLE PART —
funfact: I actually wrote the beginning & ending at the same time, the middle is the part I want to take my time writing
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*breaks down because I've been unemployed since I graduated and somehow I was busier with life when I was a student and now everyone's telling me two things. the job market is horrible rn and it's a slow process. and idk what to believe now*
*cries*
how do you guys/ how have you dealt with the hopelessness from unemployment 🥺😭
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A life update no one asked for -3-
I don't really know where to begin because too mang has happened since I last properly posted a fic here. And I've been getting asks, that I've properly yet to answer and have a good amount of fics I need to type [yes I still handwrite all of them heehee].
I'll start with me being unemployed, and just putting myself out nearly a year since graduation, as a student who was super busy and getting no callbacks and a series of failed interviews, it just gets to you at one point. I'm still on this big or grand journey of moving on from someone I genuinely loved and still can't let go of as a friend after we tried, and then came to find that there were was alot of us.
I think that influenced alot of my fics these days, I can't write any comfort anymore after the last months of the previous year.
On the bright side of one thing after another, I'm a published writer now and I've been shamelessly entering/asking magazines if they'd publish me. Annnd along with that are plans of pursuing a second bachelor's degree [why not, if you can afford it] and, or a masters degree related to communications.
Right now, alongside writing fics, I've been trying to find myself after ten months of wanting to be something he would eventually love. It's been a couple fusing journey of sadness and lots of why's, but I've been feeling better. one day I'll be able to bring myself to look at the pictures where I was genuinely happy with him without being so heartbroken.
Love, Nick
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it's thinking about heartbroken! erwin and yearning! miche hours
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A life update no one asked for -3-
I don't really know where to begin because too mang has happened since I last properly posted a fic here. And I've been getting asks, that I've properly yet to answer and have a good amount of fics I need to type [yes I still handwrite all of them heehee].
I'll start with me being unemployed, and just putting myself out nearly a year since graduation, as a student who was super busy and getting no callbacks and a series of failed interviews, it just gets to you at one point. I'm still on this big or grand journey of moving on from someone I genuinely loved and still can't let go of as a friend after we tried, and then came to find that there were was alot of us.
I think that influenced alot of my fics these days, I can't write any comfort anymore after the last months of the previous year.
On the bright side of one thing after another, I'm a published writer now and I've been shamelessly entering/asking magazines if they'd publish me. Annnd along with that are plans of pursuing a second bachelor's degree [why not, if you can afford it] and, or a masters degree related to communications.
Right now, alongside writing fics, I've been trying to find myself after ten months of wanting to be something he would eventually love. It's been a couple fusing journey of sadness and lots of why's, but I've been feeling better. one day I'll be able to bring myself to look at the pictures where I was genuinely happy with him without being so heartbroken.
Love, Nick
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Boyfriend! Miche Zacharias Boyfriend Headcanons 𐑺ִ - 🌳 ₪ ˚ Ꮺ 🧺ꞌꞋ
note: am I back? am I back? I hope so 😭🤚 I'm a day late, but here's a miche zacharias boyfriend headcanons. [Miche HC anon if you're reading this, hi. I wuvyu] I've so much to post about him in my drafts but time and being burnout is not so fun
warnings: unedited (I'm typing all this on my phone) slight mention of an FWB relationship, reader is artist-coded, Miche calls reader 'doll'
boyfriend Miche and you whose relationship really didn't *surprise* your pool of friends at all. The two of you already acted like a couple. If anything it was you two who were surprised.
boyfriend Miche and you who started off as being friends with benefits [here's a fic I wrote] where alot of nights were spent sleeping on his chest, or him sleeping above you
fwb Miche who looked at you one night, so close to asking if you two should *escape again*
fwb Miche offering his shoulder to you when you shyly rest your head once Hanji starts talking about a new government funded research on Ragako's cattle practice.
fwb Miche who checks up on you throughout Hange's story, noticing that your fighting off sleep.
fwb Miche who's heart stops beating. he was sure it stopped beating when you looked up and said, 'let's go home'
fwb Miche who confirmed that he felt more that just "I like being around (y/n)." when he looked at your sleeping figure on his passenger seat when he stopped at a red light.
boyfriend Miche who's more shameless I'm asking you if he could watch you draw/write/edit/paint.
boyfriend Miche who's worried that you'll injure yourself making your canvases, so he takes it up in himself. "Can't have you accidentally hammering yourself with this—" "might've happened once".
Boyfriend Miche who took it as his responsibility to make your canvases from then.
Boyfriend Miche who tries to play it cool that he's in love. Everyone at work notices him smiling more, smiling at his phone more. His interns were sure that it was his bike that shamelessly roared when the clock showed 5pm.
Boyfriend Miche who keeps all your doodles of you two in his wallet. Just underneath the polaroid the two of you had taken.
Boyfriend Miche and you who are still friends. One day you catch him smiling as he cooked, "You're smiling stupid" "I am?" He says with a smirk "I'm in love with the prettiest person alive" "oh"
Boyfriend Miche who takes in your stunned face, leaning towards you to peck your face. Then a quick one on the lips.
Friends who kiss more, as you two would joke about.
Boyfriend Miche never understanding why you two should match. slowly though, he's the one who initiates it. Matching watches, matching keychains, matching baseball caps.
Boyfriend Miche who likes towering over you when you two shop for groceries or go to bookstores, vending enough to rest his chin on top of your head.
Boyfriend Miche also has an embarrassing amount of pictures of you sleeping on him.
Boyfriend Miche who goes straight to your house than his after an unexpected overtime. "I'd rather be here than that apartment"
Boyfriend Miche who tiredly watches you from the couch as you put takeout food on plates. "You didn't have to, (Y/n).You're tired, too" "Yea.. I still wanna eat with you unless you don't want to"
Boyfriend Miche has that stupid smile again, forcing himself up from the couch and joining you on the floor. "What was my doll's day like?"
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Hi! is it too late to join your one night stand collab?
no!! never!! I'd live to see your entry if you decide joining
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I feel like it was just yesterday when you realized p1 of mister zacharias . Now look at you 🥹
*sniff* my girl has grown so much
ive yet to write my huge life update here but my personal life isn't just allowing me to 😥🥲 but thank you anon, and it's so 🥺🥺 to even think about how much tumblr has seen me change???
oooh "Mister Zacharias" I do plan on rewriting that
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may i present to you the insufferable pair in chibi
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there is just something about this blog that makes me want to write
THANK YOU SM🥺😭🤚 seeing this makes ME want to post the fics I've been writing since September of last year
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I love your work
🥺🥺
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ehe
I think it hurts more because he was my best friend first and now AHHHH
on my wonderful process of moving on, u just had to find that there was two of us the entire time
hiatus is gonna last longer guys 😭🥺
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