i am completely convinced that henri has it the worst of all the amnesia protagonists and by that i mean he has no redemption, he has no time to grieve, he has no explanation for what's going on and realistically, he is dead after the ending of the game with not a single soul to explain what happened inside that bunker. an unknown tragedy.

daniel and oswald eventually remember all about finding their orbs and the alien power that brought upon them. the shadow, vitae and the rituals were all explained to daniel and he remmbers them. the visions of the future and what oswald did with that knowledge comes back to him. the two get to remember what happened as they'd already had time to come to terms with it and get their redemption once they've been through the amnesia process and had the time to grieve what they did in the past. they to make a conscious choice in their endings too. oswald puts an end to the machine and his own suffering and it's his choice. daniel gets to take down alexander (with or without agrippa) or can choose to let alex complete his goal; even if it means his own sacrifice, daniel chooses his ending.

tasi and the rest of her crew all have a run in with tihana and the other world directly and by the time she gets to make the choice for her ending, she remembers everything and sees the consequences of her actions. given tasi hasn't actually done anything wrong and whose whole story revolves around being a grieving mother, she gets to slowly remember that as she's transforming and come to a newly informed conclusion where she, once again, chooses her outcome. she either sacrifices herself and/or her baby or she takes a risk despite knowing the consequences but the important part is she chooses it.

and what's so special about the three of them is that their choice has an impact on the world past their short lifespans. (going off the "true" endings) daniel calming the shadow, oswald destroying the machine and stopping the massacre, tasi destroying tihana's reign.

justine.... uh, justine is her own situation. she's just living her best life. she has nothing to do with the other world anyway, she really is just thriving. good for her.

henri though? he is never granted that. we don't know exactly when he went into the bunker or what involvement he had with the roman tunnels, but given we get no comments from either him or augustin about the strange events that happened in there, i don't believe either of them were aware. they're in a warzone, it's not uncommon for men to lose their minds and start seeing/hearing strange things. even hearing stories of the tunnels, it's easy to just believe that everyone i just superstitious. all henri knows is he's fighting a war, one day his best friend nearly died on a patrol and then somehow he miraculously survived and ended up back at the bunker. the man has amnesia caused by severe head trauma, that's a damn hefty thing to deal with already. severe head trauma, being in a coma for at least a week or two, probable concussions, retrograde amnesia hell even the fact he doesn't speak throughout the game might indicate aphasia. henri was not present for the tunnels incident not augustin's transformation so he did not already have the time to process and grieve it all. he finds things out by piecing together other people's journals but may not even have much time to do so as he's constantly under threat during the entire game. worse still, this creature that has no earthly explanation is hunting him and then when he reaches the tunnels for himself he suddenly sees floating rocks and visions so that's a whole other things for him to process. he has no idea what the other world is, what the harvesters are or why the harvesters exist. and once he escapes the bunker, he's not even given 10 seconds to breathe before he's at best captures and at most realistically killed by german soldiers who even if they could communicate with each other, would NEVER believe the insane story henri only had a fraction of information about of what happened down there. his death wouldn't affect anything and after the true ending, nobody would even have known he just stopped an almost immortal horror from massacring entire armies. there is no redemption to be had, there is no grieving, there is no rationalising what happened, it's just pure and constant terror.

Another colour palette challenge, featuring my precious boys. Enjoy.

Henri: woow🥺🥰... u have beautiful eyes😊😊....mon ami☺️...

Augustin:

Why do Amnesia gifs even happen

I want to know

Please tell me I’m not the only one who thinks that Henri’s face model should be edited and made into a actual face model. Because I can’t just be thinking of this by myself if anyone hasn’t seen it.

Like look at this. He’s got the face of a mannequin. Meanwhile I wanna see him as the emotional and terrified mess that he is lol.

Another mini comic, because I’m bored and need to draw.

Here, have another Henri.

pov you jangled keys in front of their faces

Been stuck with a small art block. Tried to go back to the challenge and see how the colour palettes would look like with my two ocs, Alice and Temi.

Looks good if I say so myself.

can you tell which one I used reference for finally😹

I FORGOT YOU CANT READ MY SHIT HANDWRITING it's in alt text

She bunker on my amnesia till I... I dunno

What else should I draw these funky men doing?

More of this drawing challenge, and this time, I’ve drawn Justine in it!

Here, have a drawing of my two Ocs (Who I barely upload on here) with that one TV Girl song.

Me when I have to kill my best friend because I'm bored😢

I had to give this a try with each of the colours. And it was worth it.

“Must check on Henri…Wish he would wake…My prayers remain unanswered.”

I wanted to make a comic on Henri and Augustin during the whole thing where my boy was in a coma, so I’ve drawn one. Enjoy the angst with these two.

More amnesia to bunk