thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

there needs to be a jesus on the cross emoji that i can use any time i have to go to work in an hour

they used to make smackable technology. you used to be able to hit your tv when it didn't work good.

Bleeding heart dove

So actually Vampire is an ancient Eastern European god, they worshipped him before monotheism happened. Yeah he’s my patron. I can talk to him and he’s actually vegan and can go out in the sun just fine. The centuries of folklore is all just propaganda. Look at this 5-paragraph blog post from 2006 and you’ll see what I mean.

I love it when spotted hyenas get excited and hold their lil fluffy tails up

if homestuck was trolls.....

NO fucking shot dave doeznt hav tur8o CTE after 13 yearz around 8ro. Letz 8e real

a particular 8rand ov fridge horror homestuck haz az a 8rain damaged 8east iz the way tht it canonically esta8lishez, thru jake & mituna, tht even god tierz can have traumatic 8rain injuriez & then showz many ov the characterz suffering head trauma iz loek. Wuh oh!!! Well th rest ov these 8itchez are gonna havr some neurological isduez l8r in their Theoretically endless livez. especially if they keep getting in 8ig plot slapfightz withoit head protection

a particular 8rand ov fridge horror homestuck haz az a 8rain damaged 8east iz the way tht it canonically esta8lishez, thru jake & mituna, tht even god tierz can have traumatic 8rain injuriez & then showz many ov the characterz suffering head trauma iz loek. Wuh oh!!! Well th rest ov these 8itchez are gonna havr some neurological isduez l8r in their Theoretically endless livez. especially if they keep getting in 8ig plot slapfightz withoit head protection

fuuuck my stupid gay tail all the ideal dogs point at laugh at my dumb faggy tail

The current state of pop girlies is so funny like

Ariana Grande: getting dragged for homewrecking with the guy who played SpongeBob in the SpongeBob musical

Taylor Swift: dropping her worst album in years about how deeply obsessed she is with Matty Healy

Billie Eilish, for some reason:

fuck you fuck your found family of misfits and gay warlocks and shit dont you fucking dare grapple with your emotional struggles in an empowering story of overcoming trauma in my fucking dungeon there is no tenderness here there is no tendersoft slow burn romance there is nothing but weeping and howling and the gnashing of gore-stained teeth in the dark there is acidspray and dart traps and boiling oil pits and skeleton archers firing through murderslits and false doors and bomb-rigged treasure chests and giant fucking ogres and a frankenstein and a vampire (NOT a traumatized goth with a heart of gold it's a fucking nosferatuwho wants to fucking kill you and not even eat you) and electric eels and zombies and Poison and cave ins and electrical traps and spinningflayers and shrieking hellion devils and barbed wire and backstabbing ninjas and actual landmines . I'm going to capture your found family and I'm going to kill them it's not even going to be a conflict that you can resolve by overcoming your dead childhood hamster trauma and reunite with your loved ones I'm going to set them on fire

meulin himejoshi