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carlynendiape05 · 3 months
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"THE ROLLER COASTER ROAD: MY JOURNEY FROM CHILDHOOD TO ADULTHOOD"
Looking back from my past made me realized that I am already far from who I am before and who I am today. I never knew before that my life would be a roller coaster ride, so many ups and downs, struggles and stress but I am still proud that I survived. Growing up with no self confidence and self esteem made my life more difficult. Back when I was a child, I usually don't want to communicate with other people, I only had 1-2 friends that time. I don't know why I am that kind of child but I know to myself that I am comfortable when no one is around. 
Because of being afraid to go to school that days, my Mother always got mad at me and push me to go but I always end up being absent on the school days. But my Mother didn't gave up and still push me to go, and as the days goes by, I already adopted to myself that I should go to school so that I had a good grades.When my age became 12-13 years old in my elementary days, I started  developed my self confidence and self esteem. I changed from introvert child to extrovert child. I became an achiever on the school and learned to cooperate with school activities. 
I can say that I developed in many ways that time. Having more friends and started to have mutual feelings with other people. It was my most treasured moments because I am a Grade 6 student that time and that was the time that i've meet my Bestfriends and we're still Bestfriends up until now. When I am with my close friends, I am that type of child who is the joker of the circle and considered as the sunshine girl of the group because of my joyful personality and positive mindset.I still remember that every month of May, Me and my Family always go to the Province of Bantayan and meet my relatives.
I felt so happy and excited everytime we go there because it is our family time. Having time with my Grandmother is one of the best memories that I had before. Eventhough It is hard to live because we had no financial stability in our Province, I still wan't to live their together with my Family. My hobbies before is playing and watching movies with my neighbors, just like what other children do when they are still young. Playing some fake money and selling foods with nothing inside is one of the memorable experience that fulfill my childhood days together with my friends. 
And when I became a Highschool student, I've meet a lot of people,and it also became my happiest highschool moments. 4 years in Highschool served my self as the guide on how to became strong and matured. When Pandemic happened, I am a grade 8 student that time. And because of pandemic, I experienced a lot of struggles especially in my academic performance because of ECQ. It was so hard for me that time because I only had modules but I didn't had enough knowledge to understand those modules without explanation coming from my teachers.
Studying from home is not a good study habit for me that time, not only because of I didn't learned some of the lessons on the modules but also because I've missed going to school with my friends and had some personal talks with my teachers and classmates. When things  got better and students are already allowed to go to school, I am already a Grade 10 student that time. There are so many changes in the environment and it took me how many months to adjust on the new rules.
But still everything goes to normal already after I graduated in Grade 10.  When I started Grade 11 at Asian Learning Center, I am happy and grateful that I choose this strand. 
I've meet a lot of people with different point of view in life and saw those people who are strong and motivated  to strive for their dreams. I never experienced pressuring my self before but when I started in Seniorhigh I felt that I need to do my best and make my parents proud. I also felt pressure because in our family, I am the only on that they expected to finish schools and graduate because my sisters and brother already got married and decided to stop their acads. I also realized that I need to choose those group of friends who will help me no matter what happened without plasticity in any aspects. Having those people had a big impact of my life and made my self become more strong to overcome challenges.
And now I am already a Grade 12 student, this school year taught me how time  management is important. So many struggles that sometimes we students ended up going to school with lack of sleep because of academic pressure. I cried so many times in this school year and even doubted my self because of being a slow learner. Anxiety hits me this time but I make it as an inspiration and I know to myself I can do it but I also come up that as a Graduating students and soon to have a more serious life experience in college. The pressure of enrolling college without financial stability and my Parents decided that I should stop my acads here and go find some work to supply our financial needs.
I don't know what path I should choose, Is it continuing college or find some work. I want to continue studying and promise to my self that to be a working student. I witnessed so many students who became a working student and still striving not only for supplying the needs of their family but also for their acads and I make them as an inspiration because I believe that if they can do it, I can also do it.I know that it will not be an easy journey for me,but I need to fight for my future and for my family.
ENDIAPE,CARLY S. XII-BACKTESTING
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carlynendiape05 · 3 months
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Looking back from my past made me realized that I am already far from who I am before and who I am today. I never knew before that my life would be a roller coaster ride, so many ups and downs, struggles and stress but I am still proud that I survived. Growing up with no self confidence and self esteem made my life more difficult. Back when I was a child, I usually don't want to communicate with other people, I only had 1-2 friends that time. I don't know why I am that kind of child but I know to myself that I am comfortable when no one is around. 
Because of being afraid to go to school that days, my Mother always got mad at me and push me to go but I always end up being absent on the school days. But my Mother didn't gave up and still push me to go, and as the days goes by, I already adopted to myself that I should go to school so that I had a good grades.When my age became 12-13 years old in my elementary days, I started  developed my self confidence and self esteem. I changed from introvert child to extrovert child. I became an achiever on the school and learned to cooperate with school activities. 
I can say that I developed in many ways that time. Having more friends and started to have mutual feelings with other people. It was my most treasured moments because I am a Grade 6 student that time and that was the time that i've meet my Bestfriends and we're still Bestfriends up until now. When I am with my close friends, I am that type of child who is the joker of the circle and considered as the sunshine girl of the group because of my joyful personality and positive mindset.I still remember that every month of May, Me and my Family always go to the Province of Bantayan and meet my relatives.
I felt so happy and excited everytime we go there because it is our family time. Having time with my Grandmother is one of the best memories that I had before. Eventhough It is hard to live because we had no financial stability in our Province, I still wan't to live their together with my Family. My hobbies before is playing and watching movies with my neighbors, just like what other children do when they are still young. Playing some fake money and selling foods with nothing inside is one of the memorable experience that fulfill my childhood days together with my friends. 
And when I became a Highschool student, I've meet a lot of people,and it also became my happiest highschool moments. 4 years in Highschool served my self as the guide on how to became strong and matured. When Pandemic happened, I am a grade 8 student that time. And because of pandemic, I experienced a lot of struggles especially in my academic performance because of ECQ. It was so hard for me that time because I only had modules but I didn't had enough knowledge to understand those modules without explanation coming from my teachers.
Studying from home is not a good study habit for me that time, not only because of I didn't learned some of the lessons on the modules but also because I've missed going to school with my friends and had some personal talks with my teachers and classmates. When things  got better and students are already allowed to go to school, I am already a Grade 10 student that time. There are so many changes in the environment and it took me how many months to adjust on the new rules. But still everything goes to normal already after I graduated in Grade 10.  When I started Grade 11 at Asian Learning Center, I am happy and grateful that I choose this strand. 
I've meet a lot of people with different point of view in life and saw those people who are strong and motivated  to strive for their dreams. I never experienced pressuring my self before but when I started in Seniorhigh I felt that I need to do my best and make my parents proud. I also felt pressure because in our family, I am the only on that they expected to finish schools and graduate because my sisters and brother already got married and decided to stop their acads. I also realized that I need to choose those group of friends who will help me no matter what happened without plasticity in any aspects. Having those people had a big impact of my life and made my self become more strong to overcome challenges.
And now I am already a Grade 12 student, this school year taught me how time  management is important. So many struggles that sometimes we students ended up going to school with lack of sleep because of academic pressure. I cried so many times in this school year and even doubted my self because of being a slow learner. Anxiety hits me this time but I make it as an inspiration and I know to myself I can do it but I also come up that as a Graduating students and soon to have a more serious life experience in college. The pressure of enrolling college without financial stability and my Parents decided that I should stop my acads here and go find some work to supply our financial needs.
I don't know what path I should choose, Is it continuing college or find some work. I want to continue studying and promise to my self that to be a working student. I witnessed so many students who became a working student and still striving not only for supplying the needs of their family but also for their acads and I make them as an inspiration because I believe that if they can do it, I can also do it.I know that it will not be an easy journey for me,but I need to fight for my future and for my family. 
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carlynendiape05 · 3 months
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Carlyn Endiape 12-Backtesting
Looking back from my past made me realized that I am already far from who I am before and who I am today. I never knew before that my life would be a roller coaster ride, so many ups and downs, struggles and stress but I am still proud that I survived. Growing up with no self confidence and self esteem made my life more difficult. Back when I was a child, I usually don't want to communicate with other people, I only had 1-2 friends that time. I don't know why I am that kind of child but I know to myself that I am comfortable when no one is around. 
Because of being afraid to go to school that days, my Mother always got mad at me and push me to go but I always end up being absent on the school days. But my Mother didn't gave up and still push me to go, and as the days goes by, I already adopted to myself that I should go to school so that I had a good grades.When my age became 12-13 years old in my elementary days, I started  developed my self confidence and self esteem. I changed from introvert child to extrovert child. I became an achiever on the school and learned to cooperate with school activities. 
I can say that I developed in many ways that time. Having more friends and started to have mutual feelings with other people. It was my most treasured moments because I am a Grade 6 student that time and that was the time that i've meet my Bestfriends and we're still Bestfriends up until now. When I am with my close friends, I am that type of child who is the joker of the circle and considered as the sunshine girl of the group because of my joyful personality and positive mindset.I still remember that every month of May, Me and my Family always go to the Province of Bantayan and meet my relatives.
I felt so happy and excited everytime we go there because it is our family time. Having time with my Grandmother is one of the best memories that I had before. Eventhough It is hard to live because we had no financial stability in our Province, I still wan't to live their together with my Family. My hobbies before is playing and watching movies with my neighbors, just like what other children do when they are still young. Playing some fake money and selling foods with nothing inside is one of the memorable experience that fulfill my childhood days together with my friends. 
And when I became a Highschool student, I've meet a lot of people,and it also became my happiest highschool moments. 4 years in Highschool served my self as the guide on how to became strong and matured. When Pandemic happened, I am a grade 8 student that time. And because of pandemic, I experienced a lot of struggles especially in my academic performance because of ECQ. It was so hard for me that time because I only had modules but I didn't had enough knowledge to understand those modules without explanation coming from my teachers.
Studying from home is not a good study habit for me that time, not only because of I didn't learned some of the lessons on the modules but also because I've missed going to school with my friends and had some personal talks with my teachers and classmates. When things  got better and students are already allowed to go to school, I am already a Grade 10 student that time. There are so many changes in the environment and it took me how many months to adjust on the new rules. But still everything goes to normal already after I graduated in Grade 10.  When I started Grade 11 at Asian Learning Center, I am happy and grateful that I choose this strand. 
I've meet a lot of people with different point of view in life and saw those people who are strong and motivated  to strive for their dreams. I never experienced pressuring my self before but when I started in Seniorhigh I felt that I need to do my best and make my parents proud. I also felt pressure because in our family, I am the only on that they expected to finish schools and graduate because my sisters and brother already got married and decided to stop their acads. I also realized that I need to choose those group of friends who will help me no matter what happened without plasticity in any aspects. Having those people had a big impact of my life and made my self become more strong to overcome challenges.
And now I am already a Grade 12 student, this school year taught me how time  management is important. So many struggles that sometimes we students ended up going to school with lack of sleep because of academic pressure. I cried so many times in this school year and even doubted my self because of being a slow learner. Anxiety hits me this time but I make it as an inspiration and I know to myself I can do it but I also come up that as a Graduating students and soon to have a more serious life experience in college. The pressure of enrolling college without financial stability and my Parents decided that I should stop my acads here and go find some work to supply our financial needs.
I don't know what path I should choose, Is it continuing college or find some work. I want to continue studying and promise to my self that to be a working student. I witnessed so many students who became a working student and still striving not only for supplying the needs of their family but also for their acads and I make them as an inspiration because I believe that if they can do it, I can also do it.I know that it will not be an easy journey for me,but I need to fight for my future and for my family. 
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carlynendiape05 · 3 months
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Carlyn Endiape 12-Backtesting
Looking back from my past made me realized that I am already far from who I am before and who I am today. I never knew before that my life would be a roller coaster ride, so many ups and downs, struggles and stress but I am still proud that I survived. Growing up with no self confidence and self esteem made my life more difficult. Back when I was a child, I usually don't want to communicate with other people, I only had 1-2 friends that time. I don't know why I am that kind of child but I know to myself that I am comfortable when no one is around. 
Because of being afraid to go to school that days, my Mother always got mad at me and push me to go but I always end up being absent on the school days. But my Mother didn't gave up and still push me to go, and as the days goes by, I already adopted to myself that I should go to school so that I had a good grades.When my age became 12-13 years old in my elementary days, I started  developed my self confidence and self esteem. I changed from introvert child to extrovert child. I became an achiever on the school and learned to cooperate with school activities. 
I can say that I developed in many ways that time. Having more friends and started to have mutual feelings with other people. It was my most treasured moments because I am a Grade 6 student that time and that was the time that i've meet my Bestfriends and we're still Bestfriends up until now. When I am with my close friends, I am that type of child who is the joker of the circle and considered as the sunshine girl of the group because of my joyful personality and positive mindset.I still remember that every month of May, Me and my Family always go to the Province of Bantayan and meet my relatives.
I felt so happy and excited everytime we go there because it is our family time. Having time with my Grandmother is one of the best memories that I had before. Eventhough It is hard to live because we had no financial stability in our Province, I still wan't to live their together with my Family. My hobbies before is playing and watching movies with my neighbors, just like what other children do when they are still young. Playing some fake money and selling foods with nothing inside is one of the memorable experience that fulfill my childhood days together with my friends. 
And when I became a Highschool student, I've meet a lot of people,and it also became my happiest highschool moments. 4 years in Highschool served my self as the guide on how to became strong and matured. When Pandemic happened, I am a grade 8 student that time. And because of pandemic, I experienced a lot of struggles especially in my academic performance because of ECQ. It was so hard for me that time because I only had modules but I didn't had enough knowledge to understand those modules without explanation coming from my teachers.
Studying from home is not a good study habit for me that time, not only because of I didn't learned some of the lessons on the modules but also because I've missed going to school with my friends and had some personal talks with my teachers and classmates. When things  got better and students are already allowed to go to school, I am already a Grade 10 student that time. There are so many changes in the environment and it took me how many months to adjust on the new rules. But still everything goes to normal already after I graduated in Grade 10.  When I started Grade 11 at Asian Learning Center, I am happy and grateful that I choose this strand. 
I've meet a lot of people with different point of view in life and saw those people who are strong and motivated  to strive for their dreams. I never experienced pressuring my self before but when I started in Seniorhigh I felt that I need to do my best and make my parents proud. I also felt pressure because in our family, I am the only on that they expected to finish schools and graduate because my sisters and brother already got married and decided to stop their acads. I also realized that I need to choose those group of friends who will help me no matter what happened without plasticity in any aspects. Having those people had a big impact of my life and made my self become more strong to overcome challenges.
And now I am already a Grade 12 student, this school year taught me how time  management is important. So many struggles that sometimes we students ended up going to school with lack of sleep because of academic pressure. I cried so many times in this school year and even doubted my self because of being a slow learner. Anxiety hits me this time but I make it as an inspiration and I know to myself I can do it but I also come up that as a Graduating students and soon to have a more serious life experience in college. The pressure of enrolling college without financial stability and my Parents decided that I should stop my acads here and go find some work to supply our financial needs.
I don't know what path I should choose, Is it continuing college or find some work. I want to continue studying and promise to my self that to be a working student. I witnessed so many students who became a working student and still striving not only for supplying the needs of their family but also for their acads and I make them as an inspiration because I believe that if they can do it, I can also do it.I know that it will not be an easy journey for me,but I need to fight for my future and for my family. 
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carlynendiape05 · 3 months
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Carlyn Endiape 12-Backtesting
Looking back from my past made me realized that I am already far from who I am before and who I am today. I never knew before that my life would be a roller coaster ride, so many ups and downs, struggles and stress but I am still proud that I survived. Growing up with no self confidence and self esteem made my life more difficult. Back when I was a child, I usually don't want to communicate with other people, I only had 1-2 friends that time. I don't know why I am that kind of child but I know to myself that I am comfortable when no one is around. 
Because of being afraid to go to school that days, my Mother always got mad at me and push me to go but I always end up being absent on the school days. But my Mother didn't gave up and still push me to go, and as the days goes by, I already adopted to myself that I should go to school so that I had a good grades.When my age became 12-13 years old in my elementary days, I started  developed my self confidence and self esteem. I changed from introvert child to extrovert child. I became an achiever on the school and learned to cooperate with school activities. 
I can say that I developed in many ways that time. Having more friends and started to have mutual feelings with other people. It was my most treasured moments because I am a Grade 6 student that time and that was the time that i've meet my Bestfriends and we're still Bestfriends up until now. When I am with my close friends, I am that type of child who is the joker of the circle and considered as the sunshine girl of the group because of my joyful personality and positive mindset.I still remember that every month of May, Me and my Family always go to the Province of Bantayan and meet my relatives.
I felt so happy and excited everytime we go there because it is our family time. Having time with my Grandmother is one of the best memories that I had before. Eventhough It is hard to live because we had no financial stability in our Province, I still wan't to live their together with my Family. My hobbies before is playing and watching movies with my neighbors, just like what other children do when they are still young. Playing some fake money and selling foods with nothing inside is one of the memorable experience that fulfill my childhood days together with my friends. 
And when I became a Highschool student, I've meet a lot of people,and it also became my happiest highschool moments. 4 years in Highschool served my self as the guide on how to became strong and matured. When Pandemic happened, I am a grade 8 student that time. And because of pandemic, I experienced a lot of struggles especially in my academic performance because of ECQ. It was so hard for me that time because I only had modules but I didn't had enough knowledge to understand those modules without explanation coming from my teachers.
Studying from home is not a good study habit for me that time, not only because of I didn't learned some of the lessons on the modules but also because I've missed going to school with my friends and had some personal talks with my teachers and classmates. When things  got better and students are already allowed to go to school, I am already a Grade 10 student that time. There are so many changes in the environment and it took me how many months to adjust on the new rules. But still everything goes to normal already after I graduated in Grade 10.  When I started Grade 11 at Asian Learning Center, I am happy and grateful that I choose this strand. 
I've meet a lot of people with different point of view in life and saw those people who are strong and motivated  to strive for their dreams. I never experienced pressuring my self before but when I started in Seniorhigh I felt that I need to do my best and make my parents proud. I also felt pressure because in our family, I am the only on that they expected to finish schools and graduate because my sisters and brother already got married and decided to stop their acads. I also realized that I need to choose those group of friends who will help me no matter what happened without plasticity in any aspects. Having those people had a big impact of my life and made my self become more strong to overcome challenges.
And now I am already a Grade 12 student, this school year taught me how time  management is important. So many struggles that sometimes we students ended up going to school with lack of sleep because of academic pressure. I cried so many times in this school year and even doubted my self because of being a slow learner. Anxiety hits me this time but I make it as an inspiration and I know to myself I can do it but I also come up that as a Graduating students and soon to have a more serious life experience in college. The pressure of enrolling college without financial stability and my Parents decided that I should stop my acads here and go find some work to supply our financial needs.
I don't know what path I should choose, Is it continuing college or find some work. I want to continue studying and promise to my self that to be a working student. I witnessed so many students who became a working student and still striving not only for supplying the needs of their family but also for their acads and I make them as an inspiration because I believe that if they can do it, I can also do it.I know that it will not be an easy journey for me,but I need to fight for my future and for my family. 
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Looking back from my past made me realized that I am already far from who I am before and who I am today. I never knew before that my life would be a roller coaster ride, so many ups and downs, struggles and stress but I am still proud that I survived. Growing up with no self confidence and self esteem made my life more difficult. Back when I was a child, I usually don't want to communicate with other people, I only had 1-2 friends that time. I don't know why I am that kind of child but I know to myself that I am comfortable when no one is around. 
Because of being afraid to go to school that days, my Mother always got mad at me and push me to go but I always end up being absent on the school days. But my Mother didn't gave up and still push me to go, and as the days goes by, I already adopted to myself that I should go to school so that I had a good grades.When my age became 12-13 years old in my elementary days, I started  developed my self confidence and self esteem. I changed from introvert child to extrovert child. I became an achiever on the school and learned to cooperate with school activities. 
I can say that I developed in many ways that time. Having more friends and started to have mutual feelings with other people. It was my most treasured moments because I am a Grade 6 student that time and that was the time that i've meet my Bestfriends and we're still Bestfriends up until now. When I am with my close friends, I am that type of child who is the joker of the circle and considered as the sunshine girl of the group because of my joyful personality and positive mindset.I still remember that every month of May, Me and my Family always go to the Province of Bantayan and meet my relatives.
I felt so happy and excited everytime we go there because it is our family time. Having time with my Grandmother is one of the best memories that I had before. Eventhough It is hard to live because we had no financial stability in our Province, I still wan't to live their together with my Family. My hobbies before is playing and watching movies with my neighbors, just like what other children do when they are still young. Playing some fake money and selling foods with nothing inside is one of the memorable experience that fulfill my childhood days together with my friends. 
And when I became a Highschool student, I've meet a lot of people,and it also became my happiest highschool moments. 4 years in Highschool served my self as the guide on how to became strong and matured. When Pandemic happened, I am a grade 8 student that time. And because of pandemic, I experienced a lot of struggles especially in my academic performance because of ECQ. It was so hard for me that time because I only had modules but I didn't had enough knowledge to understand those modules without explanation coming from my teachers.
Studying from home is not a good study habit for me that time, not only because of I didn't learned some of the lessons on the modules but also because I've missed going to school with my friends and had some personal talks with my teachers and classmates. When things  got better and students are already allowed to go to school, I am already a Grade 10 student that time. There are so many changes in the environment and it took me how many months to adjust on the new rules.
But still everything goes to normal already after I graduated in Grade 10.  When I started Grade 11 at Asian Learning Center, I am happy and grateful that I choose this strand. 
I've meet a lot of people with different point of view in life and saw those people who are strong and motivated  to strive for their dreams. I never experienced pressuring my self before but when I started in Seniorhigh I felt that I need to do my best and make my parents proud. I also felt pressure because in our family, I am the only on that they expected to finish schools and graduate because my sisters and brother already got married and decided to stop their acads. I also realized that I need to choose those group of friends who will help me no matter what happened without plasticity in any aspects. Having those people had a big impact of my life and made my self become more strong to overcome challenges.
And now I am already a Grade 12 student, this school year taught me how time  management is important. So many struggles that sometimes we students ended up going to school with lack of sleep because of academic pressure. I cried so many times in this school year and even doubted my self because of being a slow learner. Anxiety hits me this time but I make it as an inspiration and I know to myself I can do it but I also come up that as a Graduating students and soon to have a more serious life experience in college. The pressure of enrolling college without financial stability and my Parents decided that I should stop my acads here and go find some work to supply our financial needs.
I don't know what path I should choose, Is it continuing college or find some work. I want to continue studying and promise to my self that to be a working student. I witnessed so many students who became a working student and still striving not only for supplying the needs of their family but also for their acads and I make them as an inspiration because I believe that if they can do it, I can also do it.I know that it will not be an easy journey for me,but I need to fight for my future and for my family. 
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