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carcinizated-carcass · 2 months
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carcinizated-carcass · 2 months
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Art Is The Artist
I'm laying on the floor watching you throw acrylics at the canvas It's ballet with horsehair brushes and dirty stained cups of water You don't even remember I'm here
I love to watch you paint Mixing colors into something meaningful You used to tell me that abstract was freedom And as I pour words, I agree It doesn't always mean something Sometimes it just needs to look appealing
You mix blue and green And move a line that looks random But I know you've got some kind of plan Hiding deep within the swirls
There are no words spoken and Placebo plays through the red splotched speaker Without you, I'm nothing
I could watch you all day For this is far more intimate then a strip tease I can see your naked soul and it is the most perfect thing I've ever known I long to taste you yet again
You look back at me Your face covered in little drops of paint And the colors only brighten that amazing world that is your taste You smile, with paint makeup I've never seen something so stunning
I pray this moment never ends And I can live within the world you create
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carcinizated-carcass · 3 months
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Patience is a virture
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carcinizated-carcass · 3 months
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Aching to tear flesh from bone is a persistent abhorrency
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carcinizated-carcass · 3 months
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your abandoned dogs desperately whining and pawing at your door
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carcinizated-carcass · 5 months
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carcinizated-carcass · 5 months
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carcinizated-carcass · 5 months
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dogs !! dogs !! dogs!!
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"I feel like a dog, I cry like a dog Matted mange and muzzled maw With gnashing teeth that bite and gnaw
Hide under the couch with a tail between legs Hackles raised, I curl my spine Twisted and bent to comply the confines
It's pathetic and demeaning To suffer this feeling Desperately pleading at the foot of your throne Begging and begging For a glimpse of the bone"
[26/11/2023]
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carcinizated-carcass · 6 months
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i’m like if a guy was whelmed, overly so
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carcinizated-carcass · 6 months
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I hold my breath 
until my lungs ache,
praying another thought of you
doesn't cross my mind. 
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The pain is subsiding.
The anger is waning,
yet the thought of you
is still very much
unwelcome. 
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Little Icarus is spread like
ash
over the sea.
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The burning is over,
the falling is done, 
he's learned what it's like to hit the ocean
at whatever volecity you reach
falling from
'the top of the world,'
and it has all come to a 
screeching... 
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Sprawled out against the ocean,
set adrift,
he stares up at what led him here:
The fly,
the fire,
the fall,
and even everything before;
and he can't help but to think...
This is it?
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After all that... 
The pleasure,
the pain,
everything outside and
in-between,
this is it?
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Silence,
quiet stillness,
a dulling sunset,
shushing waters, 
and the emptiness
that comes with being stranded out
in the middle of nowehere
with nothing in sight?
-So this is what starting over feels like?
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carcinizated-carcass · 7 months
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[22/09/2022]
I'm trying to become less so it'll be easier for you to love me more.
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carcinizated-carcass · 7 months
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Dancing
Listen, lover—loud and clear
comes caroling the choir
singing songs so sweet to hear,
like Orpheus’s lyre.
Let us listen; let us love.
Come now, we must seize this chance—
a choir sent from above,
all so we at last can dance.
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carcinizated-carcass · 7 months
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Cathy Park Hong, from "Spring and All"
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carcinizated-carcass · 7 months
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denial isn’t a bad place to be
at least I’m happy
i want to believe she loves me
in my daydreams
i am her precious little one
held in her arms
but i can’t remember her touch
i just don’t know
she says her hands are cold
my chest is warm
imagining her hand in mine
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carcinizated-carcass · 8 months
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"Under the Sun's Embrace: A Love by the Lake"
"Can I go where you go, forever and ever,
In this close embrace, let's endeavor.
Take me to a lake, beneath the sun's warm glow,
Watching ripples dance where pebbles go.
Cloud shapes we'll guess as they drift on high,
Beneath the surface, in our own world, we'll lie.
Kissing underwater, a love's gentle graze,
Drying hair in the sun's warm embrace.
We'll make flower crowns from humble weeds,
Hold hands in silence where tranquility feeds.
In our shared moments, with hearts in sync,
Comfort in togetherness, no need to overthink.
Content in each other's presence, so rare,
In the beauty of love, we find solace there.
Forever and ever, let this bond remain,
In this close embrace, our hearts will sustain."
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carcinizated-carcass · 8 months
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“This is why people touch. Sometimes words are just not enough.”
— Nicola Yoon, Everything, Everything
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carcinizated-carcass · 8 months
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