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Get a fucking life dude, chasing around a child and trying to "expose" them by encouraging harassment is not helping anybody. I wouldn't want my rape experience to be visible under search results, how can you not see they are trying to move on with their life? No fucking wonder they kept trying to get away from you. How do you sleep at night knowing the damage you cause?
anyways. did hawk ever actually take accountability or did he run away again once ppl exposed him. you cant simultaneously say he deserves to have a digital presence and "to be able to share his art" in his own words then turn around and be like hes too young to be held accountable for lying about his age and interacting with *IRL ACTIVE* zoophiles and people who sexualize CSA and drawing them art for money :(
he was groomed, yes, this is terrible and never should have happened. his experience hits incredibly close to home to my own. but putting yourself in THE EXACT SAME SPACES YOU GOT GROOMED IN AFTER SAYING YOUR HEALING AND GETTING HELP is not going to help. if his therapist actually saw the animal rape he was producing, interacting with and the animal rapists he was hanging around with and went "yeah, its fine for you to go right back online where you were first victimized" he needs a better therapist. when i talked to mine about what happened i was advised to keep my internet presence minimal if not nonexistent for at least a year or two. this helped far more than immediately shoving myself back into the internet sphere and pumping out artwork for money and attention.
given hawk's track record of lying and dodging blame i have no reason to trust him. he's shown no accountability. what are people affected by him supposed to do, just forget? just allow him to jump directly into the groups and fandoms he initially got groomed in by reason of "oh hes just a kid"? regardless of your beliefs if he is too young to be held accountable HE IS TOO YOUNG FOR THE INTERNET. end of story.
how do you sleep at night knowing the person you defend will never get better because of enablers like you? no fucking wonder they keep doing the same thing over and over and expecting a different outcome.
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going to assert off the bat i am taking this statement in as good faith as possible given the scenario.
i am of the complete understanding you were groomed into zoophilia and i can empathize with you deeply on this. i have personally known people affected by- and almost fell victim myself- to zoophilic predators. there is lasting trauma there and i have no doubt you are affected by it in many ways, including the way you navigate sexuality and the way you personally view yourself.
however trauma is not a get out of jail free card. you asserted in private to people who trusted you that you knew zoophilia was wrong, but behind their backs created an alternate account to indulge in bestiality-centric art, not just producing it but consuming it. you blocking your mutuals from that account shows you understood very well that you understood this was wrong, but still wanted to engage in it in a well-known public space and receive recognition for it. you publicly engaged with (and saw MANY times) people with zetas in bio interacting with your art, some with pro-irl contact in their bios, some that you yourself were following, liking, and engaging with, so im not sure i buy you didnt understand what the zeta symbol was, especially when these profiles had real life videos of animal abuse as their pinned tweets or first posts. some of these accounts had so much animal abuse content they were banned from the platform in the time between the initial callout and now.
do you think that you didnt hurt your friends and mutuals when you hid something like that from them?
you also neglect to mention many other issues, such as your age. either you falsified your age as a 16 year old to interact with +18 accounts, which is wrong and means you should not have a major artistic platform for your own good at this age, or you are currently lying about being younger than you really are as a 19 year old, which is doubly wrong and means you cannot be trusted with a platform without being seriously dishonest about who you are. I have a hard time believing this as genuine, especially when instead of posting any of this on your public pages, you posted it on a side account so you can try and continue with a perceived clean slate. how are people supposed to trust you? how is it supposed to be clear at all you want to change if you publicly would rather shift blame to traumatic experiences, if you would rather quietly change everything about yourself just to continue posting online for attention and money?
i do not think you can be trusted with a platform at all if you cannot be accountable for this. being transparent about your past is the first sign you are serious about healing and being better than this. you know this is wrong and you know you are capable of change but it takes longer than 2 months offline to heal from something like this.
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trigger warning: sexual assault (child sexual assault, animal child rape, grooming), mass harassment, zoophilia mention, beastiality mention, sexual nudity mention, self destructive behaviours
thank you everyone who sincerely wished for me to get help! fortunately i am already engaged with several therapists. i am thankful to the select few people who reached out & let me talk through everything with them, and helped me realize what was going on. this all led to me being able to speak about it with my support system and start working through my years of online exposure, break out of the cycle of harmful sexual behavior towards myself, learn to unpack why i felt the need to continue that unhealthy cycle and work on understanding the long term effects of animal on child rape, CSA, grooming, etc had on my hypersexuality, online presence and relationships.
turns out being dehumanized through years of sexual abuse and portraying those feelings by drawing yourself as a dog being sexually tortured is not normal behavior! crazy
trying to explore these very complex feelings through art ended with me, once again, exposing myself, my past trauma and my body to others. this is a vicious cycle and i now know just how dangerous, common, yet unspoken about the victimization cycle is for survivors of csa. this is why i won’t be apologizing for fleeing. it was the safest thing for me to do, not just because of some angry people on twitter, but from actual predators i was engaged with. i was in no state to speak up about everything considering all this entails.
in regards to the one zoophile i followed, they had ΘΔζ in their display name. from my understanding the first two are therian symbols (?) and i assumed the third was too. i assure you i shared the shock everyone else had when i realized what it actually meant. taking the time to actually look through shit & when i saw that person fantasizing about committing beastiality in their tweets, the realization hit that i was interacting with people who might’ve been harming real animals, it made me sick to my fucking stomach and thankfully changed my entire view on the situation. you are of course free to believe what you want, but i personally think it’s fucking insane that because of this mistake i am being made out to be someone who “actively endorses animal cruelty and rape”. i can promise you i’d have offed myself long ago if that was the case. i am horrified enough at myself for engaging in feral art at any point in my life but please know i do not align at all with people who wish harm or sexual acts on animals.
as much as i believe i was influenced during all this, i certainly did make decisions to make situations worse, including an attempt to make money, and i take full responsibility for that. i am sincerely sorry for any harm caused. none of this should have happened in the first place and it shouldn't have spiraled so far.
to reiterate and make clear: my art was not real and was not intended to represent reality. it was not meant to represent any harm or sexual acts being done to actual animals. it was not made to encourage zoophilia or acts of beastiality, nor did it represent my personal feelings towards animals. everything depicted was a character meant to represent parts of myself and used as a way to express feelings of dehumanization and to reclaim traumatic experiences. i am now of the understanding it was entirely wrong, and was unintentionally used by zoophiles. i am extremely sorry.
i promise you i have heard quite literally every variation of threat or disparage you could possibly make towards me. i wish to say that you are valid in your anger, however, all i ask is no other people get harassed. i have never and will never encourage hate speech of any kind, no matter what side you’re on.
the original callout itself inherently caused further harm to myself and others. i beg you to stop sending minors explicit porn and directing them to nsfw accounts. no drama is worth endangering more people.
i am putting hard limits on my future online presence and i simply won’t be further engaging with the furry community. however, art is something i am still passionate about and is my main source of income, so i am working on making that a safe activity for myself. my social media will be monitored with help from my disability support workers to help me with my muted fear response and lack of perception concerning safety & danger. i will not be personally interacting or messaging anyone, simply just using my platform to post illustrations. i am focusing on recovery, and you can choose to respect that or not. i know the harassment is something i will just have to live with, but know i will try not to be engaging with it for my own safety.
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if you’ve experienced any form of sexual assault as a child, please know you have a higher risk of revictimization. protect yourself. learn from my mistakes. access resources, speak to trusted adults. follow your gut. being led to seeing yourself as an inhuman animal and object can be incredibly dangerous. you don’t deserve to feel that way. don’t let people treat you as such.
for those of you who are genuinely trying to do the right thing and need an outlet for your anger — rather than doxxing, threatening and sending mass harrassment to already at risk individuals, i encourage you to utilize your time, skill sets and donations to support your local animal welfare officers. consider joining animal protection forces. report evidence of occurring animal abuse to authorities.
thanks for reading.
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illustrator based in australia, my main blog is @dogpelts.
peter , eighteen, he / him
trans + autistic + adhd + physically disabled
my special interest is zoology (particularly canids, canine ethology, anthrozoology, zoo-archaeology, taxidermy, wildlife ecology). my hyperfixations vary often, however i’m currently rambling about dimension 20, rdr2 & tlou.
about me ┊carrd ┊twitter ┊instagram ┊toyhouse ┊pinterest
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twitter by the same name. he recently changed it from image 1 to image 2.
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Thank you so much for making that post/this blog because I had no idea, I'm pretty sure I saw this person's art on my tumblr "for you" before :/
Just wanted to say you might want to add something to the post about it specifically being spelt as "canisfamiliars" without the "i", I accidentally blocked someone called "canisfamiliaris" because I misread the post (maybe I just have terrible reading comprehension, but I think it's an easy mistake to make and I wouldn't want a random person getting blocked/hate because of the mix-up)
Makes me so fucking uncomfortable that these people are out there and congregating online, as someone who makes animal art
yes, same, i initially interacted with their art before feeling weird, i started looking at older art he produced and realized this was the same person trying to play the 'delete and remake' game hed done several times before. i am deeply uncomfortable he claims to be a zoology student trying to work with animals while following and interacting with accounts that post videos and photos of pro-contact zoophilia. groomed into it or not he KNOWS it is wrong. he has denounced it in the past, but behind everyones backs he would consume and share it. he is not to be trusted by any means.
ty for the advice too. ill try to put a disclaimer or an emphasis on the spelling
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Er, previous anon... 16 or 19? The Twitter says 19 yet their main says 16... Very confused. Either way I still don't support the call out approach...
he is lying about his age now lol! hes almost 20 years old and continuing to lie his way through everything. dont trust a thing this man says. he had a nsfw twitter account where he claimed he was groomed into this, 'reclaiming' it by 'coping' through nsfw art.
so, either:
1. he lied about being 19-20 in order to produce nsfw art and befriend explicit 18+ twitters
2. he is currently lying about being MUCH younger than he is to escape culpability
3. he is going the puppychan route and claiming to be an alter
regardless of your choice this behavior is still abhorrent. he is a serial liar and needs to be held accountable. if not by a callout what else do we have? furries need to be vigilant and not allow dangerous predators into the community
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user /canisfamiliars is a zoophilic artist who has rebranded several times in order to hide the fact he draws and consumes zoophilic art
he lied to his former mutuals about not consuming feral nsfw art, much less producing it, including blocking their accounts from his after dark so that they wouldnt find out it was him.
he is not a trustworthy person. he lied to his closest friends about finding zoophilic art disgusting then was found interacting with irl, acting zoophiles on his nsfw account. reiterating he was just fine with people who believe it is ok to fuck dogs in real life consuming his artwork. when confronted he didnt even try to defend himself, just deleted everything and made a new account.
screenshots below. be warned there are nsfw & sensitive topics ahead.
this was his main account. note the similarities in aesthetic, layout, and art style as well as his love for sighthounds.
this was his nsfw, which he drew detailed realistic zoophilic art, which i will not and cannot post publicly, but can share heavily censored versions.
on this nsfw account he didnt just have zoophiles following him but INTERACTED AND FOLLOWED PEOPLE WHO BELEIVE IT IS OK TO HAVE SEXUAL CONTACT WITH ANIMALS IN REAL LIFE. the zeta symbol in bio is a way for zoophiles to identify eachother, and the teal/green/brown flag is the flag of zoophilic attraction.
if this isnt bad enough his follower list was chock full of self admitted zoophiles. he definitely saw each and every one of these people interacting with his feral art. you cannot argue its "just fiction" when you are allowing REAL ACTIVE OFFENDERS to interact with your art. is it "just fiction" for an active pedophile to consume nsfw art of children?
art posted on the account that is far too similar to his current style. note the coloring style, the lineart, and the focus on dogs, especially borzois.
after he got caught the first time, his first reaction was to deactivate all known accounts and run off to a new account, where he tried lying about who he was just like he's doing now. this account was called "earnwolf"; you can see the similarities in style, aesthetic, and how he ever so slightly changed it up to try and not get caught.
this person can try to hide behind "just fiction" but i dont think its "just fiction" when you follow and interact with people who post videos of animal sex and shit. you know what youre doing is wrong. stop trying to quietly rebrand when people call you out for this shit Hawk.
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