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canijustleavesblog · 2 years

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So.. I've just told my mom I like girls..

I'm shaking..

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canijustleavesblog · 2 years

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20.12.21

97cm

76 cm

106cm

80,5 kg

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canijustleavesblog · 2 years

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Okay.. I'm sooo confused rn

There is one girl which I kinda like. Or not. I can't understand. So, I receive mixed signals from her. Like, she's saying that I'm beautiful and gorgeous and that she wants to marry me and stuff.. but I can't understand does she flirt with me? Is that the way she talks to ppl? Does she like me? Idk

I've been thinking about her and this situation for a log time and I just asked does she likes "likes" me, yk. And she said "yes, very much" And asked the same question to me. Of course I said yes, but..idk. Now when I'm kinda flirting with her she's being like "haha, cool" I mean...what cool is about that?

Now I watch her insta and think, that I'm not good enough for her. Like, I don't deserve to have feelings for her, not speaking about relationship

Anyway.... I should say it, cause my mind I'd about to blow

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canijustleavesblog · 2 years

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Well, hello)

Happy Halloween I guess... I was not in the mood doing anything, specially make up or cosplay ( but I really wanted)

I hope I'll be able to celebrate it with my friends in few days🙃

#happy halloween

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canijustleavesblog · 3 years

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30.10.20

I felt a little bit dizzy today, but anyway

An apple ~ 50 ccal

The buckwheat with meat ~ 130 ccal

2 salt chips ~ 50 ccal

An ice cream ~ 100 ccal with chocolate ~ 150 ccal

Actually I didn't like the ice cream at all. I guess, I shouldn't be eating this

Weight check 79,7 kg

#weightloss #weight check

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canijustleavesblog · 3 years

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So.. today I checked my weight and it was 79,8. I know, it might be not a big deal, but I haven't been less than 80 kg for 3 years now.

I guess, I can be able to manage that this time..

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canijustleavesblog · 3 years

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I guess, I'll be single forever..

#im alone #help help help #why nobody likes me #I'll die alone #I'm pathetic

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canijustleavesblog · 3 years

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29.10.20

So today I haven't eaten till 8.30pm but had to eat smth, just a little

Buckwheat with meat ~150 ccal

I'm still thinking should I have a snickers bar or not, so

A snickers bar ~190 ccal (in question)

Anyway.. I checked the weight, today is 80,3 kg. When I'm 79kg, I'll take a break for few days and the next goal will be 75 kg.

#weight check #weightloss

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canijustleavesblog · 3 years

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Guess, who started to watch Supersize Vs Superskinny again

I idk, but I cannot watch shows like this when I eat well, only when I'm hungry

But I like this show, I like their British accent

#supersize vs superskinny #eating show

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canijustleavesblog · 3 years

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28.10.20

2 toast with cheese 320 ccal

An apple 50 ccal

And a lot of tea. I love tea. I was 81,5 kg when I checked it today but I'd drunk 1 L of tea before it, so I'm not sure

Anyway I'll check it tomorrow at the morning

#lose weight #weight check #bpd #depression episode

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canijustleavesblog · 3 years

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27.10.20

I'm trying to lose few kg and i hope notices can help me , I'm doing this mostly for myself, so if this bother u, just ignore it

1 piece of pizza ~ 180 ccal

1 cup of coconut coffee ~ 55 ccal

Weight

81,9 kg in the morning

81,7 kg in the evening

#weightloss #weight check #just ed shit #bpd things #bpd

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