Just wanted to apologize for being a weird kid, lmao

honestly I can’t say I was much better. That’s just what maturing is I suppose

Just wanted to stop by and say hey. It’s been awhile. Hope you’re doing okay.

it sure has. I haven’t been genuinely active on this blog for approximately 2 years lmao

I know I keep going back and forth on whether or not I’ll bring this back but truth is I probably won’t and mostly just come back every once in a while to message like, one person. I don’t know how much of this blog I’ll leave up, there’s a lot of memories here, a lot of things I don’t even remember posting possibly because it’s been so long. I’ve definitely changed a lot, and I wouldn’t say I regret making this blog, but also looking back just... Wow I was really depressed and incredibly dysphoric without even realizing just how dysphoric I was. Mostly I’m trying to go through and delete all the pictures of my face because while I’ve grown I’m still incredibly mentally ill and I’ve had a bit of a paranoia spike recently when it comes to having pictures of my face being on the internet. Some of them weren’t reblogged, or weren’t reblogged around much but I doubt I’ll be able to get rid of all the pictures because I’m not really willing to go around to every blog that reblogged a photo of my face and be like “hey can you delete this photo you reblogged literally years ago thanks”

I really don’t know what the point of this post is. Closure? Memories? Wistfulness? Chasing something that I don’t feel I can have anymore because I’m in such a different place now? maybe. I know there are people that I met here that I miss, some that I interact with now on occasion, and some that I don’t think I’ll be able to reconnect with as much as I would like to. 

Anyways, I might have more to say later, but if you do want to reach out to me you can send me a message here or you can follow my main blog @/randomblahstuff as I’m still technically active there even if it is less reblogging posts and more just scrolling through my dash endlessly.

//so it turns out I cannot deal with health stuff, school stuff, religion stuff, and multiple blogs all at once who knew

//which is why I update every like, 3-6 months or something idk how time works

Canada’s Search History #78

How to handle college

again

RPers, please reblog this if you’re ok with para responses that don’t include dialogue.

        Often it seems like an expectation that dialogue will be exchanged in every para response, but sometimes characters are nonverbal, or don’t have anything to say, or are in a situation that would make talking impractical. If the writer puts enough attention into describing their actions, though, there’s still plenty to respond to even without dialogue.         Non-dialogue responses are not “going nowhere.” Non-dialogue responses are not “filler.” Non-dialogue responses are not non-responses.

I tried making it into a GIF

Not a complete disaster I think! ^-^

“just, stressed, I guess”

Canada’s Search History #76

How to ask for a hug

I mean you’re not wrong, unfortunately

Canada’s Search History #77

How to stay still for more than 2 seconds

Canada’s Search History #77

How to stay still for more than 2 seconds

*shuffles into the hug* thanks

Canada’s Search History #76

How to ask for a hug

oh! uh, yes please

Canada’s Search History #76

How to ask for a hug

Canada’s Search History #76

How to ask for a hug

Canada’s Search History #75

How many games can someone own before it becomes a problem asking for a friend

Canada’s Search History #74

Good Zombie defense plans

Canada’s Search History #73

Nearest petting zoo

I can’t believe the last time I was on this blog was in April