camicesaunders
I am the designer of my own catastrophe
Cam. Insane and an empty vessel
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// I love your Cam what are you going to do now? 8(
I might just float this, if I have time. I've moved to Alphamiles.tumblr.com
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I can't physically be with someone when I'm in this condition. ill, anxious, lonely, hapless, scarred all over and terrified to live.
I like her so much. Maybe my feelings surpass "like". I want to be there for her, express how I feel, but I can't. I'm so pathetic. How can I be there for her if I can't be there for myself? Is it all worth taking a chance? Exposing who I truly am?
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I'm sorry.. There's alot going on. Well.. of course I like you! Who wouldn't?
I.. it’s just..
Your signals are really throwing me off. Either you like me, or you don’t.
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Okay. I'm not sure what to say?
Okay.
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all of them :D
1) Height: 5'7
2) Virgin? Yes
3) Shoe Size: 10
4) Sexual Orientation: Straight
5) Do you Smoke? Do you drink? Do you Take Drugs? No
8) Age you get mistaken for: 14-15
9-12) Have Tattoos? Want any tattoos Got any Piercings? Want any piercings?: No
13) Best friend? No one actually.
14) Relationship status: Alone.
15) Biggest turn ons: Sense of humor, relentless, kind, talented, pretty eyes, a good personality, unafraid of what she wants to say.
16: Biggest turn offs: Flashy, make up, superficial.
17) Favorite Movie: Donnie Darko.
18) I'll love you if: You accept me for who I am.
19) Someone you miss: Maya Matlin
20) Most traumatic experience: The time I purposely fell off the catwalk balcony in Degrassi. I was so afraid someone would find out I did it intentionally.
21) A fact about your personality: I can be funny at times?
22: What I hate most about myself: Everything.
23) What I love most about myself: I would feel vain answering this.
24) What I want to be when I get older: "Hockey Star" like everyone says..
25) My relationship with my sibling(s): Punching bag, hah.
26) My relationship with my parents: I'm closer with my mom.
27: My idea of a perfect date: Probably movies and a sleepover, and alot of snacks, or stargazing. I don't really like the idea of a fancy dinner.
28) My biggest pet peeves: Superficial people.
29) A description of the girl/boy I like: Blonde. I can't go further.
30) A description of the person I dislike the most: Since he dislikes me, he likes to skate.
31) A reason I've lied to a friend: To protect them from me.
32) What I hate the most about work: No work?
33) What my last text message says: "Okay. :) I'll see you in a little bit."
34) What words upset me the most: You disappoint me.
35) What words make me feel the best about myself: N/A
36) What I find attractive in women: Personality.
37) What I find attractive in men: N/A
38) Where I would like to live: France.
39) One of my insecurities: My scars. My height?
40) My childhood career choice: Something with sports.
41) My favorite ice cream: I can't eat it. Lactose..
42) Who I wish I could be: Someone happy.
43) Where I want to be right now: Home.
44) The last thing I ate: Some pasta.
45) Sexiest person that comes to my mind immediately: Maya
46) Random fact about anything: Apparently, if I was a cheeto, I'd be a hot cheeto...
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I'd rather not, really. Yes that Ice Hound. I shouldn't have reminded you if it slipped your mind. Good, I'm glad, because that had to be one of the most embarrassing moments of my life. I don't really think so, but I guess it's getting slightly better.
Sometimes I wonder what goes on around here.
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Maya called you hot and all you say is "Huh"? hahahh
Oh.. Oops.
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