callmenikkinicole
Nikki Nicole
I'm a lot of things, and no one pays enough attention to me to know it.
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Interviewer: Who would you say is the heart of the team?
Downey: (Points to Evans)
Evans: See, I was going to say him. I was genuinely going to say him. I think without him, we don’t work.
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look. i don’t think my stretch marks are beautiful. i don’t think they’re tiger stripes or natural tattooos. i don’t think my acne is beautiful. i don’t think the bags under my eyes are beautiful. i just think they’re human. and i don’t think i have to be beautiful all of the time in order to be accepted and loved and sucessful. i don’t think every small detail of my outer appearence needs to be translated into prettiness.
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IF YOU CANT HANDLE ME AT MY WORST, JUST REMEMBER THAT I HANDLE ME AT MY WORST AND THAT MAKES ME STRONGER THAN YOU
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every single person who reblogs this will get at least one lockscreen in their messages made by me, based on your blog. every. single. one.
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as a serial killer my name would be the suspense so my victims would be like “oh no, the suspense is killing me” and we would both laugh right before i killed them
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what she says: I’m fine
what she means: TAYLOR SWIFT JUST RELEASED THE BEST MUSIC VIDEO OF ALL TIME WHERE SHE MAKES FUN OF ANYTHING BAD ANYONES EVER SAID ABOUT HER WHILE LOOKING REALLY HOT AND SHE KILLS OFF HER OLD SELF AND THE WHOLE VIDEO IS FULL OF SYMBOLISM AND HIDDEN MESSAGES THAT JUST NEVER END AND THEN SHE BROKE THE WORLD RECORD FOR MOST VIEWS IN ONE DAY IN YOUTUBE HISTORY
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NO ONE DRAGS TAYLOR SWIFT LIKE TAYLOR SWIFT DOES
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haters: taylor swift is over!
taylor: breaks 13 records in 4 days
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My favorite part of the video is a tie between when Taylor Swift was burying Taylor Swift and when Taylor Swift was on the pedestal throne thing and Taylor Swift and Taylor Swift were fighting and then Taylor Swift kicked Taylor Swift and all the Taylor Swifts fell to their death
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The Clothed War by Callmenikkinicole
clothed beneath thousands of layers, there was a war,
there was a storm hidden from all but one.
it was winds of thousands of kilometers,
it was summer and finding yourself.
but it was winter when there were too many voices.
and the voices didn't stop,
i tries to calm them, but they kept coming.
to the voices, i was never right, i was never good enough.
to the hen, i was never good enough and to the rooster was the same.
to the other chicks i was a failure.
i wasn't enough.
so brick after soft brick,
a wall built of stone,
around the most precious,
of two tear drops sewed together,
i was trapped within the walls.
these were the trenches of me.
these were my trenches.
the guns were my thoughts and the soldiers were the voices.
but i had weaponry too.
my voice was the gun,
i was the soldier.
the commander was my mouth.
but the odds were even,
so for evermore,
the clothed war.
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I Didn't Want To Grow Up, But Not For The Reason You Are Expecting
I was in face terrified of growing up, but for a different reason then everyone else.
they all rushes forward, but there was a guy.
he made me petrified.
he made me terrified for my life.
when i was eight a man came into school and talked to us about growing up.
he said, you have to get needles, because a lot of older kids get really sick.
he said a bunch of other things then that, but it came down to the fact that in my mind, this guy was telling me, that a lot of teenagers got sick and died.
and i was thinking, ‘what was the survival rate? 30%’
so yes, i was petrified, but not for the reason of everyone else.
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it amused and agrivated me, how people thought my concentration issues i could fix like turning on and off a lightbulb.
“you know, if you just focus more, you’ll have less concentratioin issues.” they say.
well, no shit shirlock.
unfortunatley i cant focus.
or concentrate. it’s one second i have the greatest idea and the next- oh a squirrel.
i remember one time, i was trying to tell a story at dinner table, but my thoughts were so jumbled that i kept going back and correcting myself.
“spit it out.” my brother had growled. he of course meant this jockingly, but this was a few days before my diagnosis of ADHD, so i was really stressed.
i broke down crying.
i wanted to scream so many things at once, i wanted to scream “look, im not sorry i cant concentrate, im not sorry my thoughts are jumble, i can’t control it so leave me alone!”
or maybe i wanted to scream “fuck you!”
instead i hastily finished my story and left the dinner table.
i knew that i had ADHD, or maybe i was hoping for a solution, but i always thought: “you know, once i get diagnosed, they’ll understand.”
they didnt understand, and they never will.
so, until they understand, the long nights of screaming and crying and the arguments over homework and concentration will stay the same.
i wish they would understand, but of course, they wouldnt be them if they understood me.
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