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bulianik · 5 months
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what are your hcs/theories about chuuya's past? feel free to go wild with your thoughts 😽
I have a few. .. A lot actually but i felt like making some art so here's what i have the stamina for right now.
Mom Nakahara
So i've been thinking about her a lot considering she's the parent he would have spent the most time with. We know basically one line about her but we can learn that she and her husband have a lot of political sway in town, she's of samurai descent, and has a lot of decorum "like those of the upper class". That didn't really translate into the design I made for her bc for some reason i was very fixated on her being a farmer lady but I imagine she has a very polite and respectful personality. I think her past involving some form of samurai heritage could indicate she's a socialite of some kind and rather wealthy and well known in the village, which could attract a lot of disrespect when the Dad is at war and she's raising Chuuya on her own.
Apart from the mostly baseless farmer vibes i DID want her to seem very soft, and very tired. She's effectively a single mother, her husband's at war, her child is "unruly" and gets into fights and she's might be getting shit from the people she knows around her. It's stressful.
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2. Gender
So here this might be diverging from canon, but this is very very important to me. i headcanon Chuuya as FtM transgender, like this is just super ingrained in my mind. Projection mostly. (Also why whenever I draw genderbender art of him, Girl Chuuya's body isn't particularly feminine, maybe she hasn't gotten her tits yet. I want the trans/nb reading to be very available.)
So anyways when i was thinking about his past, i was wondering if he even started considering gender that way. Maybe, maybe not. I think he might have gone for a more "tomboy" type attitude when he was a kid, begging his mom to let him wear "non-girly clothes" instead. Maybe she lets him to that because wearing shorts instead of a skirt isn't something that really matters in her eyes, cutting her kid's hair short isn't a big deal. So i think mom would be accepting of the idea that her son's trans, but maybe other townspeople aren't. And they spread rumors about Chuuya's mother "for raising him wrong."
Cue some kindergarten Chuuya out to bat for his mom's honor.
3. Professor N.
This is a really obvious one to me, but I believe that Chuuya knew N before the lab. Two versions I bounce between: N being a friend of his father's during the war. If N really does stand for "Nakahara" maybe N is his uncle on his mom's side. Either way I think some kind of accident or risk was involved with Chuuya's ability manifestation, and contact N who they know is involved with some secret ability research and they trust him enough to send Chuuya to the lab with him to "get him fixed"
If chuuya's original ability was the self contradicting power enhancement ability, maybe an accident involving him over powering something and it like. exploding or something. Or maybe he used it on himself and some kind of singularity opened up (black holes maybe??) Either way something really dramatic bc Chuuya's ability is dramatic.
Anyways. theres something very insidious to me about N knowing Chuuya as a kid. As soon as he was given the chance to, he not only faked his death, experimented on him, but systematically abused him in order to make him lose his sense of self/sense of humanity. essentially forcing him into an object/weapon. Not a person anymore. It's sick, N is honestly one of (if not THE) most genuinely evil characters in all of bsd.
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Overall I'm hesitant on the idea of Chuuya's parents being awful but it is possible. I've got several different fluctuating versions of his pre-lab backstory honestly.
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bulianik · 5 months
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Dazai, ranting: —and his stupid fucking blue eyes which are as deep as the ocean and his stupidly pretty face can go fuck themselves—
Ango: and may I ask what Chuuya-kun did this time?
Odasaku, taking a sip of whiskey: he smiled at him
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bulianik · 5 months
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bulianik · 5 months
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I need to start recording all of mfof dazai's outfits in a spreadsheet or something because they're so. yeah.
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bulianik · 5 months
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First meeting gone differently
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bulianik · 6 months
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Думаю буду какие-то зарисовки писать и постить в тамблер, можно попробовать, но это не точно
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bulianik · 6 months
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Мне эта песня напомнила моменты в которые я почти на целый день погрузился, но песня понравилась
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bulianik · 6 months
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do you want to stay in tonight
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bulianik · 6 months
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to keep the toddlers entertained ya know
redraw based on this official art
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bulianik · 6 months
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Bram but a DJ :)
From a writing/art trade :)
commissions closed, waitlist open
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bulianik · 6 months
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Что нажимать в этом вашем тамблере боже мой
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bulianik · 6 months
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Выбираем Брему маник на его когтистые лапки, я пока разрываюсь между этими четыремя:
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bulianik · 6 months
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Вау какими БУКВИЩАМИ можно писать вот это ДААААА
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bulianik · 6 months
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А у вас бывает такое, что вы идете с кем-то, и встречаете человека с какой-то вроде и не странной деталью в одежде, но цепляетесь за нее и придумываете этому человеку какую-то ебанистическую историю
Типа, мы с мамой однажды летом на вокзале увидели чела с чемоданом, на котором были изображены пальмы, море итд. Я поделилась с мамой, что было бы забавно, будь у него еще и чемодан со снегом и елкой для зимних путешествий. И короче мы слово за слово придумали, что у него маленькая квартирка, вся заставленная чемоданами, а в этих чемоданах отдельные измерения, и вот там он живет. А путешествует, чтобы купить новый чемодан с новыми измерениями.
Бедный мужик даже не в курсе, какую невероятную жизнь ему придумали. Я бы многое отдала за то чтобы узнать, придумывали ли такое про меня.
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bulianik · 6 months
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whatever the canon says
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bulianik · 7 months
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@sigmashipweek day 5: band au!
dazai and chuuya convinced their classmate sigma to join their band, but will they actually make any music?
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bulianik · 7 months
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@sigmashipweek Day 5: Casino
What if Dazai visited Sigma at his casino?
I was inspired by a pic from here: https://startwithsunset.tumblr.com/post/167972222438/eric-earnshaw-1924-2001
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