damn girl, you'll make the prettiest flowers once your body rots into the earth

I’m always the back burner friend. The friend that’s always there for everyone, but not important enough to be there for. I’m only moved to the front when it’s convenient. I’m tired.

“The hardest things for human being to do is to know themselves and to change themselves.”

— Aldred Adler

Once I get comfortable with someone I like, I talk a lot.

When I feel unwanted, I distance myself.

“Being suicidal doesn’t mean that I’m going to kill myself. Being suicidal is having this inexplainable ache while you’re living. It’s waiting for your life to end, and wishing that you didn’t have to carry on. Having this ache, and incapability to feel happy living, doesn’t mean that I am going to kill myself; it just means that I wouldn’t mind dying.”

— (via lost-alone-broken)

you can’t hear it but my brain is constantly yelling at me telling me i’m a bad person

“To hell with them. Nothing hurts if you don’t let it.”

— Ernest Hemingway

I think I hide it pretty well. I think I make them all believe I am alright because I am functioning, but I don’t feel functional and when they ask if I’m okay, I’ll be honest. I’ll be honest but they won’t listen because no one truly wants to know.

“Do you think because you touched me you know me? You’re just a boy and I have galaxies growing inside of me.”

— dolorimeter

It hurts, but I know how to hide it.

"Now I know that there's a different way to die. My body breathes. Heart still beats. But I am not alive."

The Pretty Reckless, "Follow Me Down"

What's the point in talking anymore no one listens to me anyway 😕

“Sometimes when I say “I’m okay”, I need someone to look me in the eyes, hug me tight and say “I know you are not”.”

— Unknown

do you know how much chaos it took to be this calm?

“I hate how sadder I get everyday.”

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