my friends pointed out how i don’t let myself have fun and i wish i could’ve told them it’s because it’s hard to have fun when you’re constantly worried about how your body looks
The worst part of depression is waking up and the first thought that pops in your head is how shitty you feel, alone and struggling to get through the day before it's even started
Yo fuck this self deprecation bullshit goddamn I know I’m cute and I know I’m smart and all these wonderful things! Sure, there are times where I make mistakes but they don’t undermine all of my positives that I have no need to deny. Fuck denying the good parts of yourself. Self deprecation ain’t cute if you doing it on purpose for attention. You’re still you if you give up the ‘no I’m nots’ and ‘not trues’. You’re a happier you if you embrace yourself. So give yourself a hug dammit and revel in your glory