main pop boy behavior

January 27

She rises up out of a sea of faces and embraces me, embraces me passionately — a thousand eyes, noses, fingers, legs, bottles, windows, purses, saucers all glaring at us and we in each other’s arm oblivious. I sit down beside her and she talks — a flood of talk. Wild consumptive notes of hysteria, perversion, leprosy. I hear not a word because she is beautiful and I love her and now I am happy and willing to die.

Tropic of Cancer, Henry Miller

A postcard made by Gawker.com back in 2010 for people to send messages to Lindsay Lohan in prison.

“I love you totally, tenderly, tragically.”

When I was sixteen, I made the discovery — love. All at once and much, much too completely. It was like you suddenly turned a blinding light on something that had always been half in shadow, that's how it struck the world for me.

A Streetcar Named Desire, Tennessee Williams

Britney Spears at the House of Blues during The M+M’s Tour, 2007.

I must have been crazy but there are many kinds of crazy and some are quite delightful. I starved so that I could have time to write. That just isn't done much anymore. Looking at that table I saw myself sitting there again. I'd been crazy and I knew it and I didn't care.

Hollywood, Charles Bukowski