Fuckshit: donāt go
This just a blurb Iām making at like 2 am
(Also first time writing a one shot like this so be kind, if anyone reads this)
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Music was blaring, people dancing, some just standing around, others doing god knows what. I was in my own world with fuckshit as usual though ignoring everything and everyone else.
Weāre both siting on some old brown couch smoking and talking about random things when suddenly I gain some weird confidence.
I look into his eyes and I can tell heās so high he wonāt comprehend anything I say and honestly Iām too gone to care about what Iām saying.
āA lot of girls like youā I say.
My elbow resting on the couch and my arm resting on my hand, my legs folded and angled towards him. Heās holding onto my ankle with one hand and a modelo in the other.
āYeahā he replies nodding his head signaling me to give him another puff
āYeahā I reach towards his mouth with a joint āitās not like youāre all thatā¦but to them you areā
āOnly to them?ā
I ignore his question, ā probably cause of this long beautiful hair, and thoseā¦. eyes.ā
He stays quiet, his eyes hanging low but still staring at me while I looking at my hand stroking his blonde curls gently. The softness of them surprising me
āAnd you exude so much confidence, I canāt tell if itās real, if itās all a character you put on, or if the drugs and drinks create it, but it still gets you laid I guessā
āExudesā¦.you say the craziest fuckin words what does that even meanā
I let out a giggle, of course heād only focus on that.
I really wanna kiss him, maybe even fuck him but I know if I let this go any further Iāll regret it and itāll just turn into some weird one night stand that heāll forget about but Iāll remember.
I wonāt lie and say I donāt find him attractive cause I do, I mean look at him. But Iām not stupid. Yet the music is muffled out and itās just me staring back at him and his beautiful eyes, heās grip getting tighter on my leg, the weed smelling delicious, his lips looking tempting.
I lean forward out of what feels like instinct and as Iām about to lay my lips on his I stop.
āWhat?ā He says
āCanātā I reply. I let out a warm breathe still close to his lips and as I lean back I put the joint in his mouth and I get up and walk towards the nearest exit.
Fuck what was that about, I think to myself as I reach my car. I made sure to park far enough not to get it jammed with all the other cars, yet close enough I wonāt get too lazy to walk to it.
As Im about to open the door I hear his voice calling towards me
āFuck are you going? youāre my rideā
āFind someone else fuckshitā
āNo not after you explain what happenedā
I get in my car and stare at him as he gets in. As embarrassed as I am I also know itās better to drive him than to let him go with some stranger
āThat was nothing just got caught up in the momentā I say as I start turning on the car.
He takes the key out of the ignition and turns to me āwell why couldnāt the moment keep goingā
I let the silence hang in the air and I just stared at my steering wheel too scared and confused to answer
āyou suddenly canāt speak now? You donāt like me or what?ā He continued
āI mean ik you donāt like the things I do but shit I know you felt what I felt just now so whatās upā
I slowly looked up at him the high wearing off and the adrenaline rushing in
āI felt it but I donāt wanna be just another one of your girls, weāre friends fuck shit, I donāt want that to change you know. Like youāre really cool and real hot, Iām always so tempted to just jump on you but I donāt think you like me that way. I mean knowing you youāve probably thought about having sex but itās not just like that for me I really like you and Iād honestly prefer to push back these feelings as long as it meant Iād get to stick by your sideā
In the middle of my rambling love confession he grabbed my face and pressed his lips against mine effectively getting me to shut up.
It was soft and he pulled away still holding my face, I didnāt say anything and he leaned back in, continuing to kiss me slowly and gently. His lips tasted like beer and weed which I found weirdly delicious, his lips were as soft as I expected. His tongue snaked its way into my mouth and his grip in my hair got tighter. His tongue exploding every inch of my mouth and learning the way in which my teeth were shaped. I reached for his hair and the world felt like it stopped for a moment. Everything felt so hot and heavy.
He pulled away and I let out a disappointed and desperate groan.
āI donāt just wanna hit and run y/n, youāre beautiful and I thought I was stupid but didnāt I make it so obvious that I want you? I think I want you more than you want meā he still held my face with warm hands
āHuh?ā I was confused and couldnāt process what he said for a minute
āDo I have to repeat myself?ā
āNo, I got it. Soā¦.what now?ā I didnāt know where this put us in our relationship and was too scared to ask
āLetās go homeā home meaning my house ātomorrow I get to wake up with my girl in my armsā
āWhat girl? You havenāt asked properly dumb assā
āWhat the fuck are you talking about??? I just gave you a whole love confessionā
I stared at him tryna hide my growing smile
āUGHHHHHā¦will you be my girl?ā
I pretend to think about it and hum.
I canāt hold in my laugh as he looks at me with an aggravated expression āIām fucking with you! Yes!ā
āActing like Iād let you say no. Start the damn car!ā
I start the car and drive home happily with my heart full and beating fast.
āāāāā
I got kinda lazy at the end oopsies, lmk if yall like it???
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We need mean!reader, angry!reader, misunderstood!reader, creepy!reader, gross!reader, toxic!reader, nonforgiving!reader, selfish!reader, narcissistic!reader, dark!reader, FEDUP!reader. That bitch is way too nice, passive, and sensible. āš¾š
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