I thought, being quiet is what people love. But you cant satisfy all.

What is this adulting shit that you’re no longer bother to explain things anymore. It’s so unhealthy but—

life is just sad

by Orlova Maria

did god really punish me this way?

via weheartit

April 13, 2018

I can finally breathe.

what have you done? and what have i become

jan 1, 2018

Its 2.40pm Jan 1st now, and I am currently studying for my finals. It suddenly came to my mind that I am graduating in 5 months, the feeling that I felt was-- I don't know how to describe it. But I think the closest word that I can find is scared. The fact that I'm graduating is scaring the shit out of me. That I have to face the real world after this. But life goes on. You get older, and if you are lucky, you get wiser. 

This is me stepping into 2018 with an empty healing heart. Forgetting the sombre memories that dwelled my heart for these past six months. There is nothing much that I wish for 2018. I only want me myself to be more happy than I used to be-- in everything that i do. Retracking my sunshine back which was lost while this heart aching for someone who isn't there anymore. I wish to cherish more moments with my friends as we are leaving this such staple uni environment. I wish I will graduate on time with my longtime goals-- first class honours. I wish to be more of me. As for 2017, thank you for the lessons. 

these hands had to let it go free

-as

remember when once in a letter to seunghyun his mother called him her lighthouse? now hyung is his brothers’ lighthouse as well ❤️