this is the only site I can post to openly about being depressed since no one I know really uses it anymore @-@

it's almost my birthday and I hate myself more than ever... my bad skin was pointed out, my awkwardness was pointed out, plus my meal order was completely wrong but I'm not able to speak up on that 🙃 kinda hate myself more than usual today

not me crying at the new laid back camp episode because of the flash back scene of episode one

really had to be my own job that shown me how I'm just socially inept huh...

When dad wants to visit his daughter.

I'm no more than just a mom and that's it. my child means the world to me but I also know I'll mean nothing more than being a mom to anyone else from now on

I be taking pickle juice shots

I like this a lot.

I quit my job now I'm a stay at home mom and idk if I'm happy or feel selfish but it's only day 2 now and yesterday had a lot of extremely stressful things happen. I'm hoping today goes smoother

was sent home early yesterday for my emotional break down but hey I have a 4 day weekend ahead of me and they gave me a sandwich for lunch today 🙃

this week I've been belittled by the boss of another building my company has during a professional development day and talked down to by my own boss the same week when I talked about my stress I've been having at work... but I still think I'm not gonna quit my job even though I also feel like I'm no good at it and feel even worse as a person so... idk if it's me or if I have any reason to feel upset but damn am I depressed

guess who woke up hating themselves all over again 🥰

depression is back on the menu!

I guess I got a badge for my 100th post but it feels so unwarranted cause I been on here for like a decade xD

one of them days I just wanna ahhhhhhhhh. it's a good drunk day I can actually feel excited and happy to just BE

I'm a much more honest and interesting person when I drink. I have no clue how to be socially ok when I'm sober but I'm more confident and interesting when I'm drunk I've noticed. not like I'd drink more from this but it's interesting to notice both online and in person

I so badly want to travel outside the U.S.A. I feel like it would be such a big experience

ugh my step dad decides to be a giant bigot during pride month while my actual dad turns into the best grandpa he could ever be and even tries to improve being a dad ontop of it... I love this switch up but I wish my step dad would at least TRY to change his bigoted attitude in favor of seeing his grandson... my baby is so sweet idk why he'd ever not work on himself to see him