do I want to consume substances till I die or starve to death lmao

eds are real funny cause you think you’re the one in control until you realize you can’t tell the difference between you now and you 20lbs ago

You know it gets bad again when you result into going back on tumblr 💀

This!!

personal opinion warning:

i hate fatspo. i think it’s so mean. like whatever about thinspo i’ll spend my LIFE scrolling through thinspo. but i just think there is something so cruel about posting pictures of plus sized people as motivation not to eat. like you can think it, you can post as many posts as you want SAYING that you don’t wanna be fat, because believe me, i get it, i also am terrified of gaining weight, but the second you post a photo of a real person who is fat as motivation for yourself and others to starve, in my opinion, you’re crossing a line.

again, this is just my personal opinion.

my toxic trait is that whenever something goes wrong I immediately start contemplating suicide

Realistic “day in the life” of someone with BPD:

-cry because you’re the worst person in the world

-smoke

- stop crying because you’re literally a god and nothing can ever make you upset again

-repeat

i try so hard not to be but at the end of the day i’m just a girl

“don’t let it bother u” baby i’m gonna be bothered by this for the next 10 years

my trauma did not make me stronger. It made me angry and scared.