Ang sarap bumalik ng college. Nakakamiss lahat, kahit yung baon ko na kasya lang sa isang araw nakakamiss sobrang babaw ng kaligayahan ko dati simpleng kain lang sa labas masaya nako. Simpleng tambay lang okay na. Pero ngayon iba na. Nakakamiss kiligin nung college! Haha nakakamiss kumain ng maruya sa canteen, nakakamiss pag pawisan ng todo! Nakakamiss habulin si crush haha! Nakakamiss mag swimming class. Nakakamiss yung walang palyang tawanan with friends. Nakakamiss lahat. Pero ayoko ng balikan. Ang sarap lang alalahin na minsan sa buhay ko naranasan ko ang pinakamasayang taon.

Happy tots only.

I did dreamt of him. For the first time, as if it was real. You were wearing your uniform, ganap ka nang sundalo🥹 and then you saw me and hugged me tightly and kissed me like you were longing it for so long. I kissed you back and then we went on a trip together pero ang weird kasi parang sa panaginip na yun alam natin sa isa’t-isa na isang araw lang tayong magkakasama and it will be the end and then I woke up crying.

I realized that you were the one that got away. That you were the greatest love I never had. What we had was short but it was the best. I really wanted to know the reason why you stopped pursuing me. Was I not enough? Or was I just too much.

But I wish nothing but the best, and I hope you get the happiness you never got from me.

My ariston.

Ayoko na sumama sa memorial park it makes me sad. Kahit hindi ko kilala yung tao, it breaks my heart knowing that someone who loves them will feel the greatest pain of all- to live without them.

and suddenly everything seems so hard when you’re not around ✨