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bigbrotherfiore · 4 years

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episode seven: “im pissed and ready to get some revenge” - austin

hoh: haley

evicted: amanda

LANA: https://youtu.be/p3I76uT6An8

JAKEY: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n3W2zlMPduo

HALEY: https://youtu.be/ZVMJJw-WAIo

AMANDA: https://youtu.be/7l5RJZbs2zk

AMANDA: https://youtu.be/EfbdLlMLnDY

AMANDA: https://youtu.be/e1JueMUpsUk

AMANDA: https://youtu.be/P5fA5SoRBmM

AMANDA: https://youtu.be/qp91P5ei_tM

HALEY: https://youtu.be/-jSZY78vRZc

SZYMON: https://youtu.be/FGxysY8234U

FERG: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8kX2QxVYRSk&feature=youtu.be

That was horrible seeing Rich leave this week. The first member of the Marching Band has just been eliminated from the game and I’m pissed and ready to get some revenge for King Rich. Mikki and Jakey better watch their backs

HALEY pulls through with the random HOH lol! So I came clean to Haley about Me/Daly/Sara and hopefully she trusts me enough to keep the remaining Marching Band players safe this week!

Haley asked me for my opinion on the noms this week and I think it’s time to get some revenge for Rich! Let’s put up Mikki/Jakey and get that lying rat ass Jakey out of this house...

I am feeling very happy with my hoh, Congrats to Haley on winning HOH! I kept her safe because she kept me safe so lets hope this happens again

I feel very conflicted about winning hoh again. I was going to cop out and volunteer to be a pawn (who maybe goes home) to whoever won... and now it’s me. Rich went home unanimously. It was devastating and I’m so sad it was him. Mikki, addilyn, and jakey were targeted in his eviction? (Or so I heard, I was late) but it just so happens they are also my targets for the week. Now that all of the truth is out there and I Lowkey feel alone, I have zero problem making some waves before I head out. I’ll nominate jakey and Mikki, and addilyn will be the replacement if they win. If she wins and takes someone off I guess it’ll be Amanda because I promised safety to my last 2 noms. I feel really dumb that I don’t care to play anymore but *im a sensitive* and I take things too personally. I feel bad wanting to ditch but I don’t feel great playing with Austin and Sara until the end because I don’t stand a chance and I don’t have the mental capacity to hang along to 3rd place like Daly did with them. I would never go against them, I don’t think they would go against me. But I think the chances of either of them picking me are SLIM. I think I’m the only one in this game who has never played any sort of thing like this and it’s draining. My long distance relationship is suffering because it takes so much of my time and energy. I definitely think it takes a special kind of person to play these and do well and make cut throat decisions, but I’m not made for that. I REALLY hate complaining and being wishing washy about staying. I guess what I’m trying to say is that I’ll never quit, I respect the game too much. And I’m not going to just give up. I’m ready to go down, but go down with a fight and shake things up. I don’t think I’ll play again.. unless it’s for a “people who couldn’t cut it season” 😂And I really hope Austin or Sara win in the end. Because I do love the people I’m working with.

Things are definitely different between me and Haley now... I don’t believe she would ever vote me out or nominate me but I can just tell she doesn’t look at me the same way knowing I have someone else in this game that I trust with my life in Sara. I wish she was able to see that my relationship with Haley is different from my relationship with Sara but she doesn’t and it sucks...

Okay so it’s been about 4 hours??? Since my last DR and what I said isn’t sitting well with me. I talked with Austin...and I’m feeling better. These last few days have been really hard for me emotionally. I did feel blindsided, and kind of on the outs within my own group. But honestly who cares if Austin picks Sara in the end over me?? That means he played me and he played a better game than I did. BUT I’m not the type of person to actually lay down and quit. I’m going until the wheels fall off with the Marching Band. I got lucky and won HoH god damnit. I deserve to be here and to play and to shake things up. If it’s not for very much longer then so be it. But I’m here to stay and play. I think I’m just having a hard time adjusting because 90% or more of the cast comes from a gaming background and I’ve got absolutely NOTHING to help prepare me for this. My dumb self also aligned with some real pros and assumed they were like me coming in with nothing. But that’s okay, this is the game I’ve chosen to play and I’m going to fucking do it. Jakey doesn’t get to think he’s running the show, trash me in his DMs, call me and accuse me of lies to make me confess shit, and then come back to me like we’re fucking best friends. Fuck. That. I came in saying I was gonna play nice and tell the truth and NOBODY ELSE IS SO WHY SHOULD I?!? Honestly I’m done. I’m going to do what I can to get Austin and Sara farther because they deserve it. I’m ready to blow shit up. I’m ready to press my button if that kid seriously pulls off a veto win. I hope I just don’t flop. Lol

I can't wait to see Jakey walk out the door tomorrow. You know when your name rhymes with Snakey that you can't be trusted AT ALL. He is an absolute asshole to anyone he talks to. He tries to turn people against eachother and has on multiple occasions crossed the line on what is just a game move and what is personal. I will be glad to see him go tomorrow!

Click HERE to see the Goodbye Messages for Amanda.

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bigbrotherfiore · 4 years

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episode six: “i am about to shake this house down boots ” - addilyn

hoh: addilyn

evicted: rich

MIKKI: https://youtu.be/CBq0rnYR8mk

SZYMON: https://youtu.be/54DwTSjkhdw

SZYMON: https://youtu.be/SIByJuI7KtA

HALEY: https://youtu.be/wUZEHzxZB5w

daly said callout elise for playing both sides the MOMENT she stops playing both sides. im so mad. and admits that i was on the outs of their lil 4 so like bye whatever i dont even... im mad. because i think there is a difference between angrily saying someone is dangerous and outright exposing shit and also saying im in some alliance that im NOT in, he was wrong, so clearly i was right to say byeee because he thought that was a thing.

im just floundering. i feel the tension and i hate it. i dont know who i can trust of austin/sara even tho i want to and i'd lean towards neither even tho austin is trying to send me nice dms like "oh fuck" like yeah oh fuck dude ugh i dont even know what to say. addilyn should nom rich as the target but idk if i am in danger of going up beside him or as a renom. im on the outs of the entire game rn and pretty expendable to most people. i was hoping for hoh to prove my loyalty but i completely fucked it up by fumbling with my timer so RIP. hopefully i can survive regardless but it's definitely gonna be a hard path from here on out and i have no idea how to rebuild right now because nobody has any real trust for me. im gonna talk to some people more like lana and see what i can do. i could reach out to the bottom but i know they'd throw me under the bus no questions asked for doing that. my gameplay was not good this round, floaty untrustworthy lookin ass, but maybe i can make like regina george and survive being under the bus.

WHO WANT'S TO SEE MY HOH ROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM feeling very glad i finally won a comp.. after coming second... This is far too much power for me to handle. But I am about to shake the house down BOOTS..........

So giving Daly a pity vote at this last eviction might have done more damage than good. Haley is pissed and wants to know who the other vote is and I can't tell her it was me, especially after I just told her I knew Daly before this game. It is also kinda hurting my own game because people are thinking that I was the vote to keep Daly and lol I was

Every day that continues in this house, it just makes it harder and harder to not tell Haley that I also know Sara as well from before this game began. I truly do believe that if I mention to her that I know Sara after seeing how she reacted about the Daly thing, I think that would be the end of our friendship. On the other hand, after this game she is going to find out regardless and she will probably never talk to me again... Luckily I told her about the Daly thing after he was already gone from the game or else that could have been really bad

Addilyn is the new HOH and I think this is good for my own personal game tbh... We have that Winnipeg connection and I truly believe she wants to keep me in this game because she gets genuine vibes from me. Unfortunately Rich and/or Sara will nominated this week and that will be a whole hassle to deal with

This game has become really unenjoyable over the last 24 hours for the reason that I hate having to lie to the people I genuinely love in this game. Knowing Sara and Daly from before this game really put me in a shitty position from Day 1. I didn't know either of them were applying but when they were both casted, I wanted to work with both of them immediately, then Haley came along. Haley has been my rock in this game and I know that I can trust her with my life in this game. She tells me everything about her game and it kills me to have to keep secrets from her but if she knew about me knowing Sara as well as Daly she would instantly not trust me and I want to go to the end with her...

I am getting real sick of Jakey in this game. He is going around starting rumours about every single person in this house and I am getting sick of it. It is clear he is working with Addilyn and Mikki because some things I have said to them only has gotten back to him word for word and that is upsetting because I really did trust Addilyn and Mikki and feel a little betrayed by them, especially if Addilyn nominated me this week after telling me I would be 100% safe

So another week where I escaped the block. Unfortunately Sara and Rich are on the block but all hope isn't over yet. We still have Devil's Lair and POV to get them off. Rich asked if I would play in the POV as his houseguests choice but I really didn't want people to see how close we are so I convinced him that picking Haley would be a better option for us. Hopefully I am not screwing myself over by setting myself up for the backdoor option this week...

LMAO not haley lying to me about not talking to Austin or ferg much when I know they're in an alliance together and her and Austin make it SO obvious that they are a duo. I can't help but laugh. it's cute how they think they are slick when they are literally MESSAGING ME THE SAME TIME, and like start messaging me after the other and then end at the same time it's just.....so obvious. like guys please try harder???? if you wanna be a secret duo keep it more secret??? you're literally in an alliance together I- and I know about it because you're aligned with MY secret duo. ahhhhh how cute of you to try how cute how cute. I'm so bitter and over these people like so over it every single thing out of haley and Austins mouths is FAKE and they think they are being so great at playing people but I'm sitting here playing them back it's so exhausting keeping up a fake conversation. the sad thing is I think I would love haley outside of this game. but in it she annoys the crap out of me because she's sooooo fake and boring. I'm over it.

So I somehow managed to avoid the block this week, considering a number of people were trying to get me up beside Rich because they were worried I would save him, which I would LOL. So from here, I have to casually try to sway the votes for Rich to stay, depending how the Devils Lair goes... I really don’t want to lose Rich and Mazden isn’t even playing this game so it’s not a difficult decision for me.

Rich is probably leaving tomorrow and this game is just getting worse and worse for me... It is literally killing me not being able to tell Haley about the full relationships I have with Daly and Sara and the longer I wait, the worse it is getting... I actually feel like a horrible human being lying to her...

(a little while later)

So I came clean to Haley about the whole knowing Sara/Daly thing because I do truly trust her with my life with in this game. Sara is probably gonna smack me when she finds this out but I will ensure that it won't affect her game. Haley means a lot to me and I couldn't wait until the end of the game to tell her or else she would probably never talk to me again.

So uh... there’s a lot to unpack here but really all I can say is that I’m really disappointed in myself for letting a dumb game really get to me and make me feel real things. Austin, Sara, and Daly all knew each other. AND have gamed together before. And took 1st, 2nd, 3rd in a previous game. Honestly, when he told me, I should have been more surprised but I wasn’t. I know I should be used to more people lying to me but he was like the #1 person I wasn’t lying to. And because of all of the work he put in to our relationship I believed he wasn’t either. But I was SO wrong. Poor rich, he and I connected immediately. And I know I stated before I don’t know who I would have picked, but I have a gross gut feeling that it would have been Austin based solely on how often we talked. Which makes me feel sick that I betrayed someone who I was great with for someone who did nothing but lie to me. Austin admitted he was the daly vote. And last night when he told me I told him I understood the vote but I didn’t understand the continued lying. And I’m not sure I stand behind that. I know this is a game of cut throat, do what you gotta do, scheming, etc... but I wasn’t here to play that way and Austin knew that. The fact that he voted against me at all really pisses me off and just hurts tbh. And Sara continually making comments about the daly thing makes so much more sense now. Like yeah I realize now how good you felt with him. You knew him! But I didn’t! BUT IF I HEAR YOU SAY WE NEED HIM OR HE WOULD HAVE HELPED THIS ONE MORE TIME ILL SNAP. You’re in my alliance, not daly. And If we all could have agreed on a renom or you let me put up jakey when I wanted to we wouldn’t be here. I also wouldn’t have put him up if I knew you all knew each other. I wanna tell sara really badly that I know. And I think rich deserves to know more than anybody. But I told Austin I’m not the type to ruin people’s games. So I’m not going to make a liar out of myself. WHICH REALLY SUCKS BECAUSE I LOVED MY IDEA OF A CAMEO GOODBYE FROM AN ACTUAL HOUSEGUEST DISHING ALL OF MY TEA. I don’t know where I want to go from here. I’ve put a lot of time and energy in to someone who didn’t need to. He had other people and was most likely playing me the entire time, he swears he wasn’t but there’s been so many lies I don’t even care anymore. I’m literally just so annoyed I let myself get here. I truly don’t want to play anymore, I don’t know if I have the emotional capacity to continue. Depending on who wins next week, I might volunteer to be a pawn and do some stupid shit to go. I’m not interested in just quitting, I don’t wanna ruin their game like that. But I’d rather have my fellow houseguests think I’m just a really bad game player rather than a coward who quit. Because it’s going to look like I quit for nothing. And really I did it to save myself from continually getting hurt, which is the first really selfish game move I plan on playing.

I am getting really sick of Sara/Haley/Rich talking about quitting this game just because we aren’t in power for one week. Yes, I will admit I was thinking about quitting my own but it was because I had to keep a huge lie from someone I truly do like and it was making her cry killed me but I wouldn’t ever go thru with it and to think that they are thinking of quitting just because things aren’t going our way for one week is really getting annoying...

Click HERE to see the Goodbye Messages for Rich.

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bigbrotherfiore · 4 years

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episode five: “putting him out of the world, hole in one bitches” - amanda

hoh: haley

evicted: daly

JAKEY: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HbqLp5moghg

AMANDA: https://youtu.be/CdkkVpHPMmU

AMANDA: https://youtu.be/WpFosDHQ8BM

AMANDA: https://youtu.be/3IWcbXLGQ9E

AMANDA: https://youtu.be/DQX_WaiSqUU

AMANDA: https://youtu.be/hWrIhPLWBsk

AMANDA: https://youtu.be/rG_eFG7nJ04

AMANDA: https://youtu.be/a2co6N-YpGo

AMANDA: https://youtu.be/Ba_A5ci5Zp8

AMANDA: https://youtu.be/hTKGi3x1E2Y

HALEY: https://youtu.be/dhQ4bSlz1BQ

ELISE: https://youtu.be/Mjlih5dnyVc

ELISE: https://youtu.be/uo1msHvh7j4

MIKKI: https://youtu.be/sfpoVfgv-Co

SZYMON: https://youtu.be/JxfVnvSDS3c

JAKEY: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bfX4P3blS4U

Haley and I have had good conversation and she is super nice to me but don’t know if I trust her. I think she is working closely with Austin who also is super super nice to me, but I don’t know where their heads actually are in this game.

THE MARCHING BAND strikes again. 4/5 HOH wins have been won by a member of our alliance so far. I can't believe how dominant we have been and I am loving every minute of it. Another chill week for Austin ahahahah

Rich and Sara taking the heat for a potential duo is good for my game because it leaves me in the background just where I want to be. I think I have successfully positioned myself comfortably on both sides of the house without people believing that I am working against anyone

Lana wants an alliance with me, Mikki, and Addilyn. Jakey wants an alliance with me, Mikki, and Addilyn. I love it! We're discussing if we want to merge the alliances so shit isn't as complicated. I'm so ready for this alliance. I feel like we're getting second lives in the game. Mikki gave our games a tarot reading and it said that we lost someone and that we are now going into a victory and into something new and good for us and I feel like this is what will be good for us. At the same time, I also trust Sara 100% and it's going to be really hard if someone brings up her name to try to deny it without showing my cards. She promises that she won't betray me ever so I pinned that message just in case she does betray me. I don't think she will, though. I don't know. I feel pretty good with Haley being HOH, I just don't know who she would put up.

Honestly I am a bit nervous. We had some nice conversations, but maybe nothing that would count as concrete. I don't know if she wants to keep me around. I would hope so, but if not then I guess it's GAME ON. I will not go down without a fight. I have a few people who I hope will vote to keep me...but only time will tell.

I am fucked. Winning this week was probably not in my best interest but I needed to prove to myself I could do it!!! While simultaneously protecting the people I’m working with. But... now I have to show my cards and pick people.. I...unfortunately...made the mistake of aligning with half of the god damn house. I am in 4 alliances and intend to keep my word in this game for as long as I can. The Marching Band: Rich, Austin, Sara The BB Baddies: Sara, Rich, Jakey The Iconic Queens: Rich and Mazden The FASH Four: Ferg, Szymon, Austin Daly and I established working together Mikki and I established working together Addilyn and I are kind of established!? That leaves Amanda, Elise, and Lana. If it comes down to veto I’ll put Mikki up because she is clearly working with Elise who I don’t think I can trust. The only reason Mikki isn’t up initially is because of how hard I was working her when she was on the block and Rich was HOH. She is playing me too, I know. Actually I know both girls are. I mean... I hope they like me as a person because I really like them. But game wise we are on different sides.. I’d like for Lana to win and take herself off. I feel realllllllyyyy badly for nomming her. I truly have no idea what’s going to happen with this week. I also feel badly because I know fans like Lana and I want this to be good for them too. It’s a mess. I just really really want to make it to jury. I don’t think I have what it takes to win this game. But I want to be there to vote for someone who does. I just hope my own alliance(S) isn’t what takes me out.

I can honestly say this has been the hardest night in the house for me. I love both Haley and Daly as people and I thought I would be ok with voting out Daly because we haven’t had a great past outside of the game but there is just something about him that I can’t detach myself from. Unfortunately this week I am going to either disappoint Haley and go against her eviction request or I will disappoint Daly by voting him out and I literally do not know what I will do tomorrow...

If today couldn't have gotten any worse, it just did... I came clean to Haley about knowing Daly prior to the start of this game. I have grown to LOVE Haley like an older sister in this game as we talk for upwards of 3 hours every night and I couldn't keep this secret from her anymore. She was very pissed and angry at me for not telling her earlier and keeping it a secret but she assured me that she would not tell anyone. I don't think I could also tell her that Daly, Sara, and I also come from a mutual site "Zwooper" and all are pretty good friends outside of this game or else it would totally set her off the edge. I know she is going to find out sooner or later that we all know each other in this game after the season is over but I don't think I could tell her all at once or else she would completely shut me out for good and she is too special of a friend to lose inside and outside of this game. I truly feel like an asshole and I don't know what to do anymore because I truly do trust Haley just as much as either Daly or Sara in this game with my life, if not more... I really just hope she can forgive me after this game is over or else I lose a really amazing person in my life...

Austin knows Daly Irl. That’s it. That’s the DR. AND NOW IT ALL MAKE SO MUCH FUCKING SENSE. I’m annoyed he let me get here but I can’t blame him for not telling me. I probably wouldn’t have said anything ever. Rich and Sara aren’t happy with the game move. And I get it, for their individual games it was bad. BUT I can’t trash mine for theirs. That’s not the purpose of this. This is an alliance, not a sacrificial play group. I’d still like to work with them...but I’m nervous they’d be closed off to me and I’d be the mostly on the outs out the group. And I’m not going to lie, If they do campaign and vote to keep him... I’m going to be fucking devastated. Clearly “we’ve got your back no matter what” meant nothing. I love them and I’d love to trust them. But this move was my fault and there’s a clear divide. Hoping Austin and I make it through. I keep telling him to do what is best, but lowkey, if it’s keeping Daly I’m devastated. I have a headache from crying so much.

Click HERE to see the Goodbye Messages for Daly.

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bigbrotherfiore · 4 years

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episode four: “power gets you got, so i just need to survive” - elise

hoh: rich

evicted: brianna

AMANDA: https://youtu.be/YnRbNjQQLns

AMANDA: https://youtu.be/Xs-EwM8N1e4

AMANDA: https://youtu.be/LBES8nSlqN8

RICH: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1Oxy39TIAllP-l-lh_xgrqva8So7r-tK0/view?usp=drivesdk

AMANDA: https://youtu.be/QbtU7qP1eBI

AMANDA: https://youtu.be/LBES8nSlqN8

AMANDA: https://youtu.be/_XB2DbrrIY8

MIKKI: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sop4L3aZOWU

MIKKI: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IoshRaBKm80&feature=youtu.be

MIKKI: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yZNAeadCgZc

MIKKI: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lh_vEZFbNgU

MIKKI: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UqLb_hymcZw

SZYMON: https://youtu.be/KlJC100xcQM

AMANDA: https://youtu.be/jgNo5u4oN3s

i’m super nervous after the jared eviction. i don’t want to win hoh but i’m also scared rich or daly will win or even mazden could win. i just want brianna or sara or elise or mikki or lana or jakey to get it because those are the people i trust the most but if i got it SOMEHOW since i did not write any useful information i would probably put up mazden and rich because i talk to him the least and i feel like he’s super shady. i don’t know. maybe not mazden but i don’t know i’m SCARED i’m terrified

I literally only talk to him about what we eat in a day sooooooooo anyways

THE MARCHING BAND JUST DID THAT. We have now won 3/4 HOH Competitions this season!!!

ok so rich wants to work together now that jared is gone. i love jared from the bottom of my heart but fuck it might benefit me now that he's gone and there aren't rumours. hes gonna nom potentially lana and brianna, unfortunate for me because nfps but she might win veto again. also people know im close with mikki, gotta stop stanning taylor swift in the VC clearly... thats all rn because im slacking on these and i cba to record

I can honestly say that I have not felt nervous at all in this game to date. I won the first HOH, Sara won HOH #2, Szymon won HOH #3, and Rich just won tonight's HOH. Obviously Sara and Rich are in The Marching Band Alliance and Szymon and I have a tight duo alliance so it is really nice to just sit back and relax 1/4 into the game. I also think I have been able to lay low after my 1st HOH run and allow other targets to begin to emerge! HAHA I love this game!

So Addilyn connected the dots that me and Daly are both from Manitoba and that kinda scares me. She is the only one besides Sara who would know how close we live because she also happens to be from Canada as well... Hopefully she doesn't catch on too well and pin us as a duo

im so fucked i'm literally so fucked. the ONE person i didn't want to win HOH won it. THE. ONE. PERSON. i'm going up and i'm the target. i don't talk to him like, at all. i hate this timeline i hate it i hate it please someone take me out of here. i'm probably gonna go up next to mikki (my CLOSEST ALLY) and go home and im so fucking scared of that. im so scared of rich i hate how he's playing this game that little snake is playing a game that is threatening to mine and i hate it. i hate it i hate it i hate it. this game sucks i hate it (i love u hosts im just irritated) - made 9:27 pm, outdated, will see if anything changes

I am good with Rich winning HOH, he totally deserved it and I'm happy for him. I feel safe with him, and he reassured me that I was going to be safe. So I am going to see just how honest he was with me. I honestly have a good feeling about him, and I like him. What I'm not happy about is people throwing my name out there for him to put up as a pawn...NO MA'AM, PAM, OR SAM!!! I am nobody's pawn, and I WILL remember who said it! I would have to say that I am closest to Jakey and Szymon in this game. I trust them the most and we have the JLS Alliance and hopefully we can ride this out to the end! I also like Amanda, she is someone I would like to keep close. Other than that, I am loving this game. A little chaotic at times, but I can handle it. That's that on that for now! Peace out!✌🏾

Jared is gone, Jared who I genuinely love so much he's amazing and it fucking SUCKS and what sucks worse is that it's probably better for my game because I have options now that people aren't lumping me in with him as a duo. Worse news, looks like Mikki and Brianna will be on the block this week and that puts Mikki in SO much danger. Mikki who I really am coming to trust right but am being named as close with her. Can people stop labelling me as part of duos or... kthx. Anyway, Mikki better stay because it'd be nice to have someone I can trust. Szymon and Sara seem somewhat distant so I'm not sure how much I can trust them right now, especially after I tried to save Jared. Daly and I are closing in on a bond in the absence of Jared and I hope that fares me well. My problem really is that I think a lot of my connections are on the table. I've been working on getting closer to people but with some of the guys it's kinda hard so!!! we'll see. I've been swinging the birthday twin angle with Addilyn so let's see how that pans out!! I'm really not getting much info so then I don't have much info to give so nobody wants to give me any. It's a long long cycle. But with Mikki in danger I did casually be like "why are people so mad abt people who've played other games, like szymon has won survivor and ferg has won the challenge a couple times?" just to really get that out there and for it to come from Mikki, not me :). Byeeeeeee I'm so done with this if Mikki goes here. I don't want to have to shuffle into working with the men but I might have to. I wanna crack their alliance open but I don't want to be a big target this early, annoying. Rich told me that he felt good with me now that Jared's gone but didn't tell me the real noms until today (told me Bri/Lana but it's Bri/Mikki) so yay fuck that shit everyone else has a closest ally/allies and mine are all LEAVING ok thats enough of that tantrum. I'll figure something out it's just awkward as hell because I'm not entirely sure how to push a vote in a smart way. I have a couple ideas of HOW but not how to do it subtlely. I'm still trying to avoid making enemies because when it comes down to it, I need to be safe from the block more than I need a ghost of power in this game. power gets you got, so i just need to survive.

I am sooo excited rich is HOH. I kind of went underground for a few days and forgot about DRs. Austin solidified a group with Ferg, Szymon, himself, and I while Szymon was in power. I really like that group too. I’ll do what I can to keep them safe. I feel like I’m connecting with everyone??? I mean, I’m not oblivious...I know some probably don’t like me, but I think I’m talking to everybody. Jared went home. He almost didn’t because of an emotional house meeting... the girls literally debated flipping a coin?? Mazden was on the block again but nowhere to be found. Shes Sade again but old what she is thinking. I prepped a google doc for the last hoh for like 5 hours I’m SO glad rich won. I also tried by best just in case but he kicked butt!! I talked to Amanda on the phone last night for an hour and we really connected. She’s super easy to talk to. I’m worried about Austin but we will see what comes of it in the days to come. I LOVE my groups. Rich and Sara are amazing. Szymon is so caring, and ferg is definitely putting effort in to our relationship. I’m happy because I feel like I’m doing okay! Rich joked that we are the evil alliance of the season and I just hope he’s wrong tbh... I never wanted to be the bad guy, I’ve always thought I was an underdog 😳. Sarah thanked me for putting the group together and I’m really grateful we made it. Power 3/4 times??? It’s my turn next, I really don’t wanna let them down.

My issue with trusting Mikki was never that I truly thought she was untrustworthy. I think it was apparent from the moment Mikki would only vote for Mazden in Week 1 because she wanted to be good to Celina showed that she's loyal. I was so worried her loyalty didn't lie with me, though, and now that I've realised Mikki is a great ally, she's on the bloody block. I'm a fucking idiot. Watch me lose two great allies in a row UGH.

UGH I so could have won that POV comp but of course I made a huge mistake on my submission. I could have gotten under 4 minutes... At the same time it isn't the worst thing because I would want to use it on Mikki but Rich would be absolutely pissed if I did.

It is crucial for my game for Brianna to go this week. I am getting to the point where I do not feel like anyone left in the game would nominate me based on the relationships I have built since Day 1. I do not think it would be in my best interest to win this HOH tomorrow because I genuinely wouldn't have 2 nominees that are not working with me (except maybe Mazden/Lana)

I am feeling sooooooo conflicted. Like I wanna win hoh tomorrow...but I have absolutely NO idea who I’d nominate. Austin keeps pointing out that I’m the only person (in both of our alliances) who hasn’t won anything. But is winning really good for my game at this point?? Also, either Austin is a closet asshole to all, or he’s just really comfortable with me. He says a lot of mean things.. 😒 “you’re my little pawn who can never win a comp” ...all jokes aside...ouch.. while he’s out here telling me winning isn’t good. I like him a lot, and he tells me all the time that I’m his #1 and I do believe him because he’s putting in a lot of work with me. BUT, I think he’s getting too comfortable. He needs to step up, try to have genuine conversations, and be nice to me because I’m fragile 😂 I’m gonna try for hoh tomorrow. Then I’ll have to think about who I nominate. I actually have no clue but it’s whatever. Daly wants to talk on the phone tomorrow and I need to be super careful what I say to him. Honestly, if I won I’d love to nominate him just to shake things up and step away from the “sides” but whatever, I truly don’t think I’d make it far if I did. I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT IM DOING. I’m annoyed at everything. And I feel really bad that I’ve basically stepped out on my f2 with rich from night one. I fucking love him. And if it came down to him, Austin, and I in final three I guess I don’t really know what I’d do. It’s easy to say Austin because we talk constantly. But rich is nice and genuine with me. AND I believe he’s fiercely loyal. And I think if it came down to it Austin would cut me to win. The more and more we talk he’s getting comfortable and he’s playing ruthless. ...and that scares me...

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episode three: “there has been a turning point, i repeat there has been a turning point” - brianna

hoh: szymon

evicted: jared (13-0)

BRIANNA: https://youtu.be/c6uHYozJPt8

JAKEY: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eyu7in5ir6Q

MIKKI: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8KJkY4G2TJs

SZYMON: https://voca.ro/cAK6rv966yO

JAKEY: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z69d0eRwpXk

So now I have to do some major damage control to Addilyn and Lana after Jacob's attempt of throwing me under the bus. I am pretty confident I can clear my name here though

I am like 99% sure Szymon will not nominate me this week. We have really bonded over the last couple of days with talks outside of the game so I feel like I have a better connection with him than some other players in the game. I am hesitant because he did tell Haley that he wants to watch out for me but I feel like whoever he mentions I will have to be on board with so I don’t give him any reason to doubt that I am not 100% loyal to him

THERE HAS BEEN A TURNING POINT I REPEAT THERE HAS BEEN A TURNING POINT!!! SHAKES ASS FOR THE DIARY ROOM

Honestly I don’t know what I would do if Haley was evicted from this game! We have talked every single day since day 2 from like 11pm-2am about EVERYTHING.

My goal for tomorrow is to ensure that The Marching Band isn’t nominated this week for eviction! I know that I am safe, but I don’t wanna push too hard cuz it will make Szymon suspicious

Oh. My. God. Jacob really went out with a bang eh? I feel like so many people are shook from his long ass novel. A lot of people weren’t mentioned (such a shame) and the 2 people who probably should have been were skipped over. He told me he liked me and hopes I go far??? Lol, not what he told Austin yesterday. Apparently he truly thinks I’m an idiot who will do what people want.. if that’s what you meant to say Jacob why didn’t you just say it?? Burning Rich’s vote was a slap to the face and I bet he thinks he has the last laugh.. whatever. I realllyyyy thought I did well in the HOH and I suckedddd. Szymon absolutely kicked ass and deserved it. I. Am. Scared. It would be dumb of me to trust Szymon but you guys heard it first, I said I really liked him and meant it. But I’ve heard so many promises of safety that I’m just not comfortable because I haven’t gotten one! Yes I thought we had a good relationship but you can never be so sure!! Who would I like to see on the block??? Jared and brianna. Lana I guess. But I have absolutely zero interest in talking to Jared. Our messages CLEARLY prove he was the “mastermind” and I told him I’d do what he wanted. Ugh what an ass. I’m super scared for noms... I just want the marching band to make it!! And Ferg because apparently ferg is team Haley now?? I’ll have to report back on that but for now I’ll take it until proven otherwise...

Okay so I talked to Szymon and I feel better. I definitely would like to work with him. I don’t know if he’s just telling me what I want to hear but he basically told me he’s putting Jared up because of what he did to me. The entire marching band is worried about both noms because they think we can work with them but I honestly couldn’t be happier. Daly needs to be humbled. WHY DO PEOPLE I LOVE LIKE HIM SO MUCH I DONT GET IT?! I feel like people could be worried he needs to go, and MAYBE vote him, but I think I’d rather have Jared out. There’s no way in hell im winning that veto to save either of them if picked. I want Austin to start something with Ferg and Szymon. I think that would be a good 4. Here’s to hoping this goes well!!

I felt it was necessary to create the Fash Four alliance of me, haley, szymon, and ferg because we are 4 level-headed players who are not pegged as currently working together in this game. I think we can go far but I am not sure how many comps Haley and Ferg can actually win...

I am really happy that Szymon decided to keep me safe this week! Jared going up is good for my game and Daly going up is not ideal as he is one half of the Toba Boys but I think he could use a little bit of paranoia to knock him down a few pegs from his high horse hehe

I’m honestly really upset about being the renom. Earlier this week when I talked with Szymon, he told me that he would not think of nominating me and that I do not have to worry about my activity with him because he completely understands everything. So the fact that he said that and then goes and nominated me as a renom felt like he put a knife in my back.

I think getting out Jared is the better option tonight over Mazden because he is more shady than Mazden and I do not know that he would keep The Marching Band save if he won

trust ranking 1. bri & szymon 3. addilyn 4. elise 5. ferg 6. amanda 7. mazden 8. jakey 9. austin 10. haley 11. sara 12. lana 13. jared 14. daly 15. rich So I'm currently waiting for ferg to show he trusts me by like JHASJHASHJAJHS TELLING ME HIS ALLIANCE WITH SZYMON/HALEY/AUSTIN but nope ashjashjahsj it's not coming so he is dropping a bit. I don't think I am his number 1 at all anymore but that's fine. I really love ferg a lot and we click really well and I do think he has my back. I don't tell him about my alliances either but it's just so funny that I know and I'm like :eyes: when he talks to me about house dynamics and what not. I think he was honest with me about saying he likes me and haley best tho. I do love ferg <3 addilyn is my everything I would die for her absolutely madly in love I'm so <3 <3 <3 I'm so happy I met her in this because she's genuinely like the light of my life at the moment. she's such a warm and kind presence to be around and she's so real with me. you already know how much I love Bri and szymon. sadhdshgdasghdshg like YOU KNOW my bbs <3 just want them to do so well so badly I love Elise so so so much we just seem to connect so naturally on so many things. she's amazing. I love Amanda too helpppppppppppppppppp she's SO COOL like just so cool and fun to talk to I really love haley on a personal level she's fun to talk to and I really do like her a lot but I don't trust her at all in this game. I don't trust Austin but our relationship is odd he's either pretending to trust me too or he really does? and I can't tell??? he also told me people really like me but worry that because I like everyone my relationships with them might not be genuine so I'm like WELP cos um yeah I do get along with a lot of people that's just how I am and if they are already worrying about that that's not good. idk what to do about that tho ahhhhh and like maybe Austin said that for a game reason? who knows. hopefully I have enough genuine allies to help me get through any of that doubt people may have. idk I hope it's not like a BIG thing. maybe if I keep playing dumb I'll be fine FINGERS CROSSED ahhhh also rich has an extra point for this hoh UGH I gotta beat him so I can get him out. PLEASE

I think it is in my best interest to throw this HOH comp. I know Rich/Daly/Haley will go super hard and any of them winning is ideal for me. I also don't wanna put any kind of target on my back this early by winning 2/4 HOH's

omg Jacob set this house ON FIRE on his way out. Everything he wrote about me may be 100% but true but that doesn't mean I want anyone to know..... cover BLOWN :o

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episode two: “suck it up and ask me how my night is going, before you ask me for stuff” - haley

hoh: sara

evicted: jacob (13-0)

AMANDA: https://youtu.be/H48g2t4XbZA

ELISE: https://youtu.be/FqmpBzF5kSs

SZYMON: https://youtu.be/ihcTfWpqdWs

BRIANNA: https://youtu.be/_0EHb_kScnc

LANA: https://youtu.be/KhRDJjlz1zw

AMANDA: https://youtu.be/fXUeQXBexHI

FERG: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M2xcKxEEigk&feature=youtu.be

ELISE: https://youtu.be/3UL5-srETTg

JAKEY: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F1PB-oKqhXo

MIKKI: https://youtu.be/6kk8LRH_yPc

BRIANNA: https://youtu.be/q_QeDHZ__Lg

holy noodles!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HoH!!!! Me and my alliance NEEDED this omg. Rich and Daly have gotten themselves in a deep pile of doodoo being too vocal about pushing names, so being able to protect them feels good. Celina going was a victory for me as well, and makes some loyalties very clear. I'm also SO glad Haley nabbed the safety so Brianna couldn't.... not that she's necessarily in trouble, but it keeps me and Haley more at a distance cause it shows Haley doesn't feel safe either.

Celina, I’m sorry but you had to go. With all of the news of side on the other side of the house and pre-gaming and knowing each other before hand, newbies like me don’t stand a damn chance!!! I am STOKED Sara won. OBVIOUSLY. We are just gonna March along until next week. I took safety this week because it wasn’t a bad punishment. AND now I can hide working with Sara. AND Brianna was typing and we couldn’t let her take it. (I truly am sorry, you’re just on the other side!) I wish Rich got it, but his phone wasn’t out. That hoh was hard and playing on my phone I didn’t stand a chance. I am straight up blessed that Sara won. I AM STOKED FOR THIS WEEK AND HOW THE VOTE WENT. I don’t even care if I’m Scary Haley. 💁🏻‍♀️ Now I just need to work through some stuff I said to the other side and move forward.

I am fucking FUMING!! MEGA FUCKING FUMING!!!!!! SO many people lied to me about this vote when they literally didn't have to??????? I have almost no connection to both of the nominees??? I didn't care who went it's just that people are already lying when I made it clear that I didn't care, but I'm not gonna blow up like Jacob did. He's burying his own game and I do not want to be associated with that or him. I did the exact opposite: I told everyone my thought process, why I voted Mazden out, and that I want to work with everyone in the future. For some people, I was being genuine like with Sara and the NFPS and Lana and Haley and basically every woman and Jared and Szymon (he already knew I was voting Mazden though). POSSIBLY Ferg too because he gave such a sweet response... But under all of this, I am mad. But no one can know. I AM going to win this game.

THE MARCHING BAND pulled that off!!!!!!! The best part is not one single person believes I had anything to do with the blindside because I didn't have to cast a vote. The blame is being split between Rich, Daly, and Haley which is not ideal but it is better than being on me!

So the Zoo is officially extinct!!! There is no way that Jacob is going to work with Jakey or Daly ever again after tonight but for some reason he still believes I had nothing to do with it. I need to keep Jacob in my back pocket in case he survives this week somehow and wins power next week. I am not gonna lie I do really like him as a person but he is starting to become a liability for me

Since Addilyn, Mikki, Jacob, Amanda, and Brianna are clearly on the bottom, I think it would be wise if I reached out to them and tried my best to make them feel like I had NOTHING to do with this move so that they can trust me if they win next HOH

Someone is spreading rumours that daly, rich, and myself are in an alliance and I am not down for it. Jacob needs to keep my name out of his mouth and get out of here already!!!

All I can say is I’m in shock after tonight events. I was led to believe that the vote was going to be like half and half... And while I’m sad to see Celina go, I mean... I GOT TO STAY! I’m so so happy that the house decided to save me. I definitely had to do some catch up but I mean, I think it paid off! I feel good about this week, moving forward and I just hope to keep these good vibes going! 😊

So first off I'm not that shocked that Celina went home tonight, because the tide shifted that way late last night and a very determined group was gunning for her! I hate that I told her that I was going to keep her safe, but then had to vote to get her out. But the connections she had could come back to bite me in the end! As far as HOH...I'm okay with Sara winning. I think I am good with her, and I think I will be okay this round. But if not....then it's GAME ON!

Brianna and szymon are my everything they are my people and I am taking them to the end if I can like I don't think I'll actually make it but I'm gonna do everything I can to get there and tbh I'll even like die for them to rise if I have to I just love them so much. I trust Brianna with my life and she is always by my side and going through all of it with me and she's so amazing at this game. my bb szymon is so supportive and smart and he's sooooo good at working out the best thing to do and he's found himself in a great position. I love them.

I DONT KNOW WHO TO TRUST besides Austin, sara, and rich. I like Szymon but he isn’t trusting, so I’m not truly sure how he even feels about me. I’m truly struggling to be nice to people who I think are crossing me. Like NO daly, I’m not going to be the fall guy for a plan that I MAY have suggested to you BUT SAID I WAS ON THE EDGE ABOUT that you literally took and fucking sprinted with. I feel really bad Rich was called out. Jacob needs to calm down. He’s trying to save himself by dragging everybody down. He’s also being like WEIRDLY nice and respectful to me in our chats so I’m even more worried. I need to make sure I’m messaging people at random times so they don’t put it together that I’m working with people. Austin calling Szymon right after we talked about him was fucking terrible. Hes not stupid! I don’t know how I’m going to blend back but I sure as hell need to try. 😒 Anybody who has my insignificant name in their mouth this early in the game needs to fall in a fucking hole. Not like a big dangerous hole. Just a little one...for a slight inconvenience to wake them up. I’m am NOT running the show here. I just wanted to save my friend. The SAME and the 5 that voted against her?!? WHATS MY CRIME?!

Jacob comes into my dm’s at 2am and starts accusing me of being a liar and going to Jakey and Daly, and telling them how he’s in 3 alliances. Like buddy. You don’t wanna get caught in the middle of sucking up to everyone in the house, don’t be a snake. He thought I would just back down and agree with whatever accusations he throws my way well he’s got another thing coming. I’m so sick of him acting like he’s the HOH this week when Sara is just gonna put him up anyways. Can’t wait to see him blindsided for the 2nd week in a row!

People are starting to tie me, rich, and Daly together and that is very concerning considering how strong minded players like rich and Daly are. I want to try and play low this week and hopefully distance myself from the boys to get the target off of my back

I can honestly say that The Marching Band is becoming a dominant force in this game! We have won back to back HOH competitions to start the season and we are sitting pretty! My only concern is we need to be a lot more careful of when multiple people in our four speak to people at the same time because people are slowly starting to connect the dots in this game that we may be working together in some form and if that gets out, multiple people will not trust me anymore

I don’t quite know how I feel about Daly in this game! No matter how hard I try to distance myself from him in this game, we keep getting grouped together in every way. I don’t know if he has my best interest in this game compared to Sara. I also find it super funny that nobody has really clued in on the fact that Daly and I live literally 2 hours from eachother and are from the same Province in Canada!

Y’all see this fight right now in the house chat. Your welcome. I fuelled the fire on this one hehe. I’m just gonna sit back and watch the tea spill

I can honestly say that I am 110% sure that I am safe this week. Sara and I are a f2 and there is no chance in hell that she puts me up! Hopefully we can take take out Jacob this week cuz he’s no good for anyone’s game but his own and even then he’s screwing that up for himself!

i'm at the bottom, sara's putting me and jacob up. fucking hate it here i fucking hate this men's alliance. "all women's alliance" my ASS. fucking hate it i need to win this veto, i need need NEED to win this otherwise im screwed.

Sooooo. Veto didn’t go that great. I’m actually really upset because it’s definitely gonna look like I threw it, even though I just didn’t get any points my first 5 fucking rounds. Jacob has been extremely nice to me that last 24 hours and I realllllyyyy can’t figure it out. Like, is it a keep your friends close and your enemies closer thing? Because he knows I voted on the other side. But he called out everyone in that voice chat and then came to me totally respectfully. And has now told me multiple times I’m not his target. Is he trying to make me feel safe?? I need him to go. Austin wants him to go desperately. Talked to austin for a long time again. Two Sames is really up and running, but I need to pull my own weight 😂 I’m worried he has a target on his back but I’d do anything to protect him. Rich and Sara too. I definitely talk to Austin more but I am loyal to our core four and will not go against the Marching Band. I’m a hufflepuff damnit! Rich started the bb baddies with Mazden, himself, and I. I like Mazden, but I’m nervous she’s too trusting of the boys. She really likes jakey and Daly. And I know daly is willing to throw me under the bus if he has to and if that gets back to him im fucked. I kind of lost it a bit today when I mentioned in the baddies that I think Daly is playing by making sly calls and not having anything in writing. I tried to cover it by saying it’s a game move and I’d like to work with him but we will see if those comments come back at me. I need to be careful with everybody right now. Not as much the band and not as much with Austin...but I don’t need to give future ammunition. I feel bad knowing rich and I have a final 2. I do plan on honoring it if Austin doesn’t make it that far. I really like rich and he’s totally someone I would love to be around irl.. but Austin and I talk for an average of over an hour a night. He’s putting the work in to this alliance. And I need to be loyal to that. I don’t know what sara and I have, like if it’s an unofficial f2. But I’d be happy to sit next to her too. She’s smart and she’s playing the game. I respect her a lot. And I respect rich for making the Mazden move. I really don’t think I can take any credit for that. I planted some seeds but rich and Daly seemed to move mountains. I like Mazden, I’d like to keep her around. We will see how she continues to play as she works. I just hope sara or Brianna won veto. I didn’t stand a chance and Jacob needs to GO. I’ve got mr. nice guy in my inbox right now and I don’t think I trust him.

Brianna winning the POV is amazing for my game!! Brianna puts a huge target on her back by winning the first and second POVs of the season. Sara now has to make a replacement nominee and get more blood on her hand and finally Jacob can finally get the hell out of this house. He already started going to Sara trying to get her to put me up but we all know she will never do that so time to get rid of Jacob!

Of course Brianna would use the veto on herself. Anybody would. BUT I am absolutely shocked I did so well in the veto. Yes, Lana threw it.. but there’s no way Jacob and Sara did. I thought I was going to actually bomb it. So I can’t decide if getting second was good for my game or bad. My whole alliance is drinking tonight and I am a boring person so I’m BORED. Bored in the house and I’m in the house bored?? Lowkey annoyed I don’t have a life so I guess I’m going to bed crabby 😂 Jakey put more effort in to our relationship today. He played kind of desperate for friendship (how dare he steal my game) and I think he’s playing me. I didn’t talk to daly or ferg today. I’ll have to work on them. Amanda and Elise are trying really hard with me, which is nice!! Not to throw shade but my relationship with them was so subpar (yes it’s a two way street) that I could barley tell them apart and I forgot they were in sometimes. I’m trying to figure out why they’re trying harder. Do people honestly get the impression I’m some sort of swing vote?? Like am I actually playing the game?? Or is my position dead obvious?? I connected with Mikki today which was really nice. We connected about our LDRs and I’m so glad she gets the balance of game and an LDR. I know people are scared of her because she’s like that with everyone. But I wouldn’t mind keeping her around. Jacob is going down hard and he’s kind of dug his own grave?? But I can’t be mad because he’s been nothing but nice to me. I might have upset sara today? But I’m not sure and I know she’s busy so I’m just going to try again tomorrow and see how she is. She’s been super busy so I’ll be understanding. I’d obviously like to go far with the 4. Addilyn asked for my vote to keep her and I told her she had it but then she left me on read. Which is irritating but she still has it as far as I’m concerned because I’m not interested in going against the boys yet. It seems like the girls are targets right now and I’m not trying to be next. Jared also talked a bit more and asked me to call but I was already on the phone with matt. We decided on a future call, I wouldn’t mind connecting with him. 🤷🏻‍♀️ I need to win this hoh tomorrow.. but I’m not going to lie... I’ve been playing a middle of the road game so far and I realllllllllyyyyy don’t want to talk to everyone on call. I don’t have the time or energy to be fake with people and I obliviously can’t be real without outing myself.. I don’t even know who I’d nominate. I JUST WANNA MAKE JURY 😂 ... but if I don’t I guess it’s okay because I’m about to go back to school in person and teach in the middle of a god damn world pandemic. I guess I could probably focus on that...

Just a thought.. does Daly try to hold regular conversations with people?? Or does he just like to jump on them when there’s a decision to be made with absolutely no small talk before??? I know he’s busy with school..like he said in the chat.. but he comes at me all willy nilly looking for a decision and I don’t vibe with that. Fucking suck it up and ask me how my night is going before you ask me for stuff 😂 it’s like a man who doesn’t believe in foreplay. I. Don’t. Trust. Him. 🤷🏻‍♀️ But I didn’t lie tonight so this kid better not cross me yet. I’d like to vote with him for a bit. Then he can make his exit whenever. Hopefully before me, but with my luck he will outlast me 😒

I knew everyone was voting Celina and lying to me about voting mazden because 3 people who trust me told me everything and even told me who was telling them the majority was doing Celina and who was spreading lies about an all women alliance and a pregame alliance - I watched as rich and haley lied to me so strongly more so than anyone and honestly how they approached it made me feel kinda ickyyyy and I don't like it!!! so not a fan rn. but I made a point of telling them I trusted them and what not so they would feel guilty!! afterwards they both came crawling to me and that was weird but exactly what I was expecting - as I knew I was gonna get "blindsided" I prepared exactly how I was gonna make this situation work for me and that included being super understanding laughing it off and saying omg this is fun!!! this is big brother and telling the whole vc daly told me the truth so they all know that he told them to risk their games by lying while being honest about his vote himself to save his ass!!! if I was them I'd be pissed!!! so I pointed that out innocently. I also showed empathy to Austin and gave him a chance to deny he knew anything even tho I know he did!!! this led to Austin trusting me and wanting an alliance with me. - I know Austin is close with Sara and haley so when he asked me who I vibe with the most I said them, he doesn't think I know they are close because hello ego!! and what do you know, haley messages me a few hours later and is ultra friendly to me. he told her I liked her just like I planned!!! whoop - I'm pretty sure I'm Elise and fergs number one cos they trusted me and told me even tho they were scared because these people scared them into lying ahjjhhashsajahj SO they defs trust me this is good and I love them both so yay - szymon and I are continuing to be extremely undercover with our relationship we aren't on the same radar at all it's brilliant. - people seem to keep wanting to work with me after this vote and all seem to feel good with me??? they think I'm dumb, naive, bad at this game, and just here for a good time and that's exactly how I'm trying to make them think I am ashjhjhjsah that's how I'm playing this and I think it's working. they see me as an easy number to manipulate and that's what I want them to think before I can start making moves - oh I'm also telling people I wanted Celina gone cos I didn't wanna be tied with her so I'm actually happy lmao sahjashhjahjas even tho I should be in a bad position I think I'm in a good one because I took the knowledge of the blindside and used that knowledge to prepare how I can make it work for me and I think I'm making it work for me.

I find it very interesting that Jacob is now trying to be all buddy buddy with me now that I didn't get put up on the block after he tried to get me up and now needs my vote. Time for you to go bud

i need to do more text diary room entries but im just so tired at this point. it's only week two and i feel like i have a huge ass target painted on the center of my back for reasons that weren't even my fault. like bruh. i'm SICK. let us get power next week please

I can't record rn so here is my angry rant; Jacob has the AUDACITY to throw me under the bus in the pursuit to save himself. Don't tank my game on your way out my good sir! Maybe I'm being completely lied to because everyone is so quiet and maybe Addilyn is going today but even Addilyn is quiet with me so I doubt she's going. No, I think people are wary of me because Jacob is doing this and that painting me as a duo with Jared and tight with Sara! And you know what that means? It means Mikki probably said something SO SHES AGAINST ME TOO NOW UGH I need to clutch hard to jared and sara and austin and szymon and shit and like... pick a side to protect me? I guess? I'm getting caught on playing the middle and if I keep doing it, no one will trust me. I have to show my loyalty to one side. Ugh. This is irritating like I know really I should just play better but why should I when i can just complain about jacob RUINING IT for me?? Jacob is great as a person and ill really miss joking w/ him in house chat but as a player, from the public interrogation to the shit-stirring I want him GONE BYE SIR DONT LET THE DOOR HIT YOU ON YOUR WAY OUTTTT AND DO NOT COME BACK ON A BUYBACK UHUH

Jacob is absolutely bottling his chance of staying this week. He asked me to go around and see if people would save him. Now why in the hell would I do that when he specifically went to the HOH trying to get me nominated this week and now act like that never happened. Time for you to go bud

I am really not sure how I currently feel about Daly... We knew each other coming into this game as the TobaBoys from Manitoba, Canada but I just worry that he doesn't have my best interest at hand. He is clearly one of the most popular people in the game alongside Szymon and that really scares me...

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episode one: “the queen comes to slay... beware” - lana

hoh: austin

evicted: celina (9-4)

BRIANNA: https://youtu.be/3BJCNsw_Gls

JARED: https://youtu.be/8Ocf6ZI8u-Y

MIKKI: https://youtu.be/rZUQ_fML10Q

AMANDA: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SyG116sz2S0

AMANDA: https://youtu.be/wIv9aSgq6nY

LANA: https://youtu.be/Ujl_L6adP2s

JAKEY: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1UuP7JA-8oI

DALY: https://youtu.be/2-hUw2sQtbQ

RICH: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1Omrr3YY4T4HFC4HI2cRQKoywMiQXUtCi/view?usp=drivesdk

MIKKI: https://youtu.be/qEHeo1KEYF8

DALY: https://youtu.be/nvQ2MyHE3g8

RICH: https://drive.google.com/file/d/19n35RcIOMu_BJkbzGiHipf-oGRbEUaLq/view?usp=drivesdk

SZYMON: https://youtu.be/JnJWE13FcUg

JAKEY: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7H0eXEF6-ps

AMANDA: https://youtu.be/etcbJIvWXDM

AMANDA: https://youtu.be/KlpGFld8iRg

AMANDA: https://youtu.be/vIaEDpDMeQk

DALY: https://youtu.be/gptcBJg3AYo

RICH: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1DCarU2o8ht94WAO_11YoRgKsgzFDpmmu/view?usp=drivesdk

BRIANNA : https://youtu.be/3BJCNsw_Gls

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This game hasn't even started yet and I am already overwhelmed. Trying to manage 17 different conversations is insane!!! I have previous ties to Sara and Daly in this game from past ORG games so that is definitely an advantage I feel. However, I know neither of them is going to want to take me to the end as I have beaten both of them in the last game we played together!!!

So I am excited, nervous, overwhelmed....but still very excited to play this game! I never thought this was going to be how I was going to be spending my time tonight and for the next how many days, but I am ready for it. I feel the love from all the people in the game....and honestly it kinda scares me a little. I feel like they expect something from me, or like they are painting a target on me early so they can kick me out early. I don't want to be the one that people feels threatened by because everyone likes me. I have played in games where people would get me to a point and then cut me because they feel like everybody likes me. I feel like it is a good thing that people likes me, but I guess in a game you can't be too likable. I just have to play this the right way and find a balance in this game. I am still looking for my ride or die, in this game....we'll see who stands out in the days to come. The Queen comes to SLAY....beware! xoxo, Lana 💋

So my night 1 strategy is pretty simple. Flirt with the girls, flirt with the boys. Get as many people in my corner as possible. I don’t need people to think I’m their #1 but I want everyone to feel comfortable enough with me to the point where there is always 3 people at least that are lower on the chopping block than me!

Elise and I have made an alliance called the Final 7. I love her so much lmfaoooo. Video DR coming tomorrow

hello hello! it's 3:30 am of the first night as i piece together everything, but i seriously get SO MANY GOOD VIBES from this cast already! i swear to god im in such a good position right now -- im in three alliances, and one of those is a final two with mikki! i feel like i can rest easy knowing that my ass wont be first boot haha, but for reference, I'm going to be updating my relations with everyone in the cast over the course of this competition! hopefully i can make a short video dr tomorrow haha,, anyways here's my first impressions of the first night! ................................................................................................. ADDILYN (RELATION: LIKE) -- SHE'S SO SWEET!!! also birth twins with Elise which is so so cool heck! she plays LOL and is really good at it,, which might mean she's really good at comps too, but we'll have to see! AMANDA (RELATION: ALLIES) -- she's super cool!! i really like her energy, though i can sense her to be just a biiiit chaotic...which might work out well for me, who knows! she also loves to bake, love her AUSTIN (RELATION: LIKE) -- I haven't talked with him much, but I get good vibes from him! Seems to be a bit more calm and laid back, but I'm not too sure. I'll have to keep an eye on him and see how he does going forward. CELINA (RELATION: ALLIES) -- i love love LOVE her energy! her intro video was so cute and we have this resemblance of wanting to get drunk but also wanting to work together sober??? i haven't talked with her too much outside of that but it would be awesome to work with her!! DALY (RELATION: LIKE) -- he literally just messaged me like not too long ago but i like his vibes!! he's also very drunk so i felt that haha. has played sports for a long time, we seem to hit it off as drunk bros HDASKJLDH!! maybe a potential alliance in the works? mikki seems to get good vibes from him too! ELISE (RELATION: ALLIES) -- She's so chill and sweet!! loves to play the piano and the sweater she wore is so cute!!! she was so sweet in my dms when she first messaged me and omg i adore her,, hopefully this alliance pulls strongly!! FERG (RELATION: HAVEN'T MET) -- this mostly had to do with time zones/my call glitching for a while but I haven't really talked to him!! hopefully that'll change in the morning!! HALEY (RELATION: LIKE) -- LITERALLY AN ANGEL!!! i loved her intro video it was so cute and funny, and her vibes are so pure to me! I would love to have her as an ally going forward!! JACOB (RELATION: ALLIES) -- APPARENTLY WE DID MINIS TOGETHER?? IM CRYING THAT TOOK ME TWO YEARS BACK HDASKJDLH... anyway i feel like i can trust him!! but i haven't talked to him too much so hopefully i can talk more with him tomorrow to know more,, he stans da'vonne though so i gotta stan JAKEY (RELATION: FRIENDS) -- literally the only person that's been in a game with me beforehand DHSKJALDAH!! we talked and we're on good terms now i think!! i have to make sure i talk to him more over the course of this game wah! JARED (RELATION: LIKE) -- *insert anime conversations here* okay but in all seriousness! he seems like he's pretty straightforward about his opinions which i can respect!! i sense a bit of chaotic energy but he's still really nice! hopefully I'll be able to get to talk to him more! LANA (RELATION: LIKE) -- SHE IS SO NICE AND PURE AND I WANT TO HOLD HER SO BAD-- we haven't talked much but i understand that she's just pretty overwhelmed right now !! hopefully we can talk more wah! MAZDEN (RELATION: HAVEN'T MET) -- she hasn't been active tonight... sadness... i hope shes okay!!! hopefully its just a timezone thing ahah MIKKI (RELATION: CLOSE ALLY) -- MIKKI I LOVE YOU SO MUCH-- oh wait she can't hear me. she is SO SO sweet and as soon as i got off work i messaged her and we HIT IT OFF LIKE T H A T. we're in two alliances together with others, and one by ourselves? like? our energies are CLICKING SO WELL? I LOVE THIS SONG???? I also know that she played an EXTREMELY GREAT social game in Sailor Moon,,, so I will have to keep my eye out to make sure nothing shady's happening but! we had a call and she seems super trustworthy and she seems like she trusts me a lot so I'm SO DOWN for working with her this is gonna be a power duo like you wouldn't BELIEVE RICH (RELATION: TOLERATE) -- I don't know too much about him,,, we had a short conversation about his profile picture but not much else,,,, I hadn't seen him too active in the chat either so I can't read him? maybe tomorrow! SARA (RELATION: LIKE) -- MUSIC EDUCATION MAJOR??? I LOVE HER ALREADY!!! also she drinks too and honestly i felt that on a personal level. she seems really chill and I'm down to talk to her more! SZYMON (RELATION: LIKE) -- we talked a little bit but he had to go to bed which! understandable its almost 4 am as im typing all of these DHSAKDL but i have good vibes from him! hopefully we can talk more tomorrow ................................................................................................. as i go further along into the game, i think i'll start adding trust rankings into my list? i can't say that i trust anyone 100% yet because it IS only the first day, so i have to be wary... but i will say that mikki is still #1 as of right now and!!! yuh!! its time to lay low for a little while,, i feel like everything for me has been secured for this week, so hopefully it'll just be to get to know people better -- personally and strategically, of course <3

OKAY DAY ONEEEEE so much happened I love this whole cast so much <3 I'm gonna do a proper cast assessment later I think. but I just wanted to CHECK IN ON WHATS HAPPENED so I'm already in two alliances ashjshjhjsajhas one is called the nfps with Brianna/Elise/Amanda/me the second is called drunk whores with Brianna/Jacob/cel/me ashjsahjhsja I'M HAPPY WITH THIS like me and Brianna are also a f2 and we have an alliance called second chances and basically we have 4 people who might have our back atm but don't necessarily have EACH OTHERS backs which I think gives us a lot of numbers and protection? I'm also extremely close to szymon and cel I want to go far with them and play hard with them so badly like ashjashjjsha I have a lot of people and opportunities within this game and it's got me excited. I have so many fun people to play with that I love!!!! I also wanna say that when the nfps mentioned the alliance (like first suggested it) haley was in the chat on MUTE and heard it like ashjashjahsj but she wasn't added to the alliance so um......HELLO but thankfully I think it was like said like a joke at least??? idk but I need to stay on haley's good side because that's 👀 trust ranking Brianna szymon cel ferg? - okay so I've been talking to ferg just recently and I click with him so well? Amanda Elise addilyn daly lana Sara jakey jared rich haley Jacob - I'll explain this more in cast assessment but I genuinely haven't like connected with him as much as others??? weirdly enough?? but I'm aligned with him lmao Austin - I like him I need to talk to him more but like sahjsjahjhas I really like him that's the thing I like all these people mazden - was inactive today I hope we see her tomorrow so we can talk !! this is like VERY EARLY DAYS ASHJASHJHJS so this is gonna change probably by tomorrow even asjhahhjas ITS DAY 1 ASHJJHAS note: Brianna and szymon tie for the top spot tbh like I genuinely love both and wanna work with both but I do hope Brianna and I can get to the end because <3 us in f2 on our second org would be SO CUTE but I love szymon so ashjsajhsahjsahj YOU SEE MY PROBLEM WITH TRUST RANKINGS

If I win the first HOH I will be ending it all. I got a few right because I don't want to look like I'm throwing it too hard but like... I'm scared it will be enough. I hope not. I'm so scared omg

I feel really good !! Ahhh I accidentally send a message for my alliance in the house chat but I feel really solid; !! I trust Austin!! I’m going to make a video and send it to y’all too

Congratulation's to Austin on first HOH proud of him! um i guess i feel safe i have been fairly active with him so i do feel some what safe

I’m gonna be real here: I have talked with Austin some, and I think he’s comfortable with me? Though as of right now, I have no response from his DM I sent him... it could be because of BB playing right now (can’t watch bc im out at the beach) but I’ll try sending a message later on tonight too haha! I don’t think he’ll put me on the block, so it should be fine.. here’s some relation updates! ........................................ AUSTIN [RELATION: SURPRISE + LIKE] — I’m surprised that he won the competition! At the same time, he does seem like someone that would be good at competitions. I’ll have to use this to my advantage in the future — hopefully he trusts me enough ahah FERG [RELATION: LIKE] — He’s super cool!! We only talked a little bit because of time zones but he likes the beaches too, which is where I’m currently at!! I should probably talk to him more — we have the same interests when it comes to music, so I can definitely work with that JARED [RELATION: LIKE] — There are talks about working as allies... stay tuned for more information SZYMON [RELATION: LIKE] — he seems super sweet and funny! i get good vibes from him and so does mikki... potential ally! ............................................... Not much has changed because I’m gonna be at the beach for the next few days, but hopefully I’ll be in a good enough position this week! I’m gonna talk with Jared more about potential alliances and see what we can work with... I’ll talk with mikki about it in the future when the time is right ! She’s still my closest ally as of right now, but maybe in my next DR I can include a trust ranking! With that said, I hope you have a good night!!

I am SO excited to be playing. I’m so new to all of this though, it’s overwhelming. I’m trying to talk to everybody to make sure my butt is covered for the first HoH and not ignore anybody. I want to build authentic relationships and find a ride or die group. I’m vibing with a few people so far, but a lot of conversations seem light and meaningless. Like yes...I’m fine, I’m happy to be here, I’m excited... but what I really wanna know is can I trust you?!

Today I talked with and really vibed with Sara, Rich, and Austin all individually. We came together and we actually solidified an alliance!! The Marching Band! I am so pumped because these were the 3 people I was closest with and we all actually decided to work with each other. Obviously I’m a little nervous I’ll be ostracized and that some are closer than others, but I’m ready to take this to the end. I’m so happy we had something solidified before the HoH because AUSTIN WON!!!! The Marching Band is marching along!!! I’m just hoping I’m not the only one to put all of my eggs in one basket. It might be naive but I trust them.. we will see if it’ll be my demise!!! Also...can we just talk about Jacob’s sus accidental message to the group chat at the beginning of the first HOH comp. there’s definitely other alliances out there... I just hope mine is the best.

So Austin went on call with me and I honestly feel pretty good about his HOH reign now. He told me he's thinking of putting Lana up next to Mazden but I, obviously, IMMEDIATELY shut that down because Lana is my sequester queen! I mean, he didn't explicitly say he was gonna do anything with her when I defended her. He just asked my opinions on her and I knew what he meant, so I went to bat for her. I don't know if I should tell her that though because if she wins HOH and goes after him I don't know if he told anyone else and, at this point, I need to look out for myself. I don't need to be a prejury flop... I feel kind of bad about Mazden because she didn't expect to be working on premiere night but also she didn't participate in HOH so like... I don't know. She also gives me straight girl energy and I don't know how to feel about it. There are straight people in this community? She uses a lot of emojis unironically and girl that laughing emoji... maybe I don't feel bad. I don't know, she seems nice. I have a lot of thoughts. I'll give you my analyses on everyone else I haven't mentioned in other DRs too. Ferg: He seems nice but that video and my internet... He was on screen for maybe 30 seconds of that 3 minute video? I would've appreciated it more if my internet wasn't crappy but unfortunately for him it annoyed me how much it buffered. Jakey: He's my New York sister, I like him a lot but not as much as others. I feel bad because he's nice but I really gotta stop feeling bad and looking out for myself. But I feel okay with him. Daly: I feel like he's super mysterious but also he's kind of hot... anyway... no I won't simp but he's a cutie! I don't know if I could trust him on a game level though! Also I know I mentioned him yesterday but Szymon is so amazing... I love him. My Italy sister... I stan him. He knows me from Stan Brother and asked for an alliance called the Italian Stallions 3.0... he's literally so cute.

OMG what a day as the first HOH. My strategy was to call every single player in this game and build a 1on1 connection with each player. I am absolutely dead and I am not loving the job of having to nominate two people since so many people are so amazing. Early on my favourite people are Haley, Sara, and Szymon. I currently have 3 alliances. One is the Zwooperoos of Daly and Sara from my time on Zwooper. I have The Marching Band which is Rich, Sara, and Haley. FInally, I have The Zoo which is Jacob, Jakey, and Daly. After talking to about 3/4 of the cast on calls, I feel like my nominations are coming down to Lana/Celina/Mazden but I still have yet to talk to all 3 ladies.

A lot of people were considering throwing the 1st HOH competition but honestly screw that! I came here to play and WIN every single competition that I play in and I don't plan on looking back!

Waking up this morning allowed me to see things very clearly. I have voice called with everyone in the house minus Mazden and Celina who have made no interest to call with me so that is not helping their case at all

Honestly I LOOOVEEE Sara and Haley. These are my ride or dies in this game and I am so happy that I have them by my side!

Jakey and Daly have been pushing for me to nominate Addilyn this week and I don't really think it would be wise for my game to do it. Addilyn is a strong personality in this game and I believe she will cause drama if I nominate her. If they want her up so badly they can go to battle with her on their own. I have actually had a decent conversation with Addilyn to the point where I believe she trusts me

I’m okay with him winning HOH, but i also don’t know? We’ve talked a little and i would assume he wouldn’t put me up. He wanted to VC last night at like 2am but bitch i was not awake SKSKSK so i messages like hey i’m awake now! And idk hopefully that’s a sign that he does want to work with me and that i’m safe this week!

I am very much invested in both Haley and Sara being my ride or dies. I have known Sara for a while and I love this girl with all my heart. At the same time, I have recently met Haley in this game for two days now and I already know this girl is going to have my back to the end. Haley and I also named ourselves #TwoSames as our cute duo name. This is exactly how I wanted to start my game with two solid bonds from night 1

I don't see my name, so i am relieved, I guess it was a safe bet for him to do the people who were least active I know people have lives, but at this early in the game anything is enough to get you out!

I can’t say I’m shocked about being put on the block. I still feel like I’m getting to know everyone though and so far, I’ve been getting good vibes from a ton of players! Now I know I just have to crush it in veto to know for 100% certainty that I will be safe this week!

I am SO happy Austin won HOH! Now our alliance just needs to keep moving forward and make sure we can keep the targets off our back. I keep telling others I’m not sure how I feel, but I feel really solid with my group The Marching Band. I would LOVE to make it to the end with them. I feel bad Austin has to get blood on his hands so soon. He made 1:1 calls to everyone to determine who he’d nominate. A lot of drama came out of that and he disclosed most of it to me...so I feel that much better. But some people thought it was weird he called and I hope it didn’t put a bigger target on his back. I think I’ve got such a good connection with everyone in my alliance. Obviously I could be getting played, but here’s to believing in people. Austin came out and talked to me about his other groups. I feel really solid with him. He’s been honest, even when it’s hard. He asked if we could name our duo “two sames.” I think it’s so cute and funny, it’s a phrase I use at work with my students. We’ve voice talked the last two nights and strategized for the entire time. I truly had no idea how much time this would take up for me in my brain. I feel like all I think about is this game. I’m making my rounds and taking to people. Sometimes it’s really hard work because I feel like I’ve already found my people, but I want to protect us, so it’s worth it. Rich and Sara are awesome, I feel like we all vibe really well. Rich was the first person I vibed with, Sara and I are both teachers in a pandemic so we literally are “two sames” (sorry Austin), and Austin and I mesh well too. We’ve got a solid group and I reallyyyy hope we can pull this off. I know there are other alliances out there, and I’m CLEARLY not a part of them.. so I need to work my ass off to make this work.

So the POV player picks were actually not too bad for me. Jacob had told me that there is an alliance of himself, Brianna, Celina, and Mikki but I don’t believe Jacob would use the POV unless I asked him to. I know Jared is planning on throwing the competition as well. I also found out through Jacob that there is a Sequester alliance between Jacob, Amanda, and Lana. Also, Lana has won Sequester which is very concerning for my game as well

I totally bombed the POV today... It took me 6 minutes to find stupid Daly’s name in the word search and that set me back big time. It might not be the worst thing though because winning both comps this early on would definitely put a big target on my back

I definitely think I have an advantage this week because as HOH I was able to go on 1on1 voice calls with each player in the game to try and get a read on them and who they like/dislike. I am a little concerned with players like Addilyn, Jakey, Jacob who may be playing too hard, too fast

AHHHH I am not happy with the noms ashjhajs because I get along BRILLIANTLY with mazden already. she's honestly so great and I think I could have a potential ally and friend in her I love her and her vibe so much and honestly more than other people?? so um YEAH don't want her to go AND THEN ON THE OTHER HAND I have cel who is one of my most important people in the game go up. I love cel so much and I'm here to PLAY WITH HER and work with her!!!! I DON'T WANT HER GONE ahhhhhhhh I have 3 f2's and cel is one of them and I know this sounds insane but every single one of those 3 people are everything to me and I genuinely wanna make it to the end with all of them? so that's gonna be tricky in the end but for now I'm just gonna ignore the problem and live in happy land with my best friends in the game ashjasjhajh so yeah cel being up is awful and I'm going to save her no matter what. but I hate that it means I have to evict mazden because I love her SO much. I hate it here. VETO PICKS okay so Jacob got picked and I'm keen to see what he does because he spoke very loudly about how he'll save cel and wants to play for cel so um buddy lets see how you do ashjhjasjhs I suspect he might throw it because we know he's in other alliances and I'm positive one is with Austin!!! our hoh!!!! so um YEAH will he throw it or will he play for it and use it on cel to keep up appearances? idk but will be fun to see. Brianna is playing and she might save cel if she wins!! she asked me if she should and I was like yeah!! but also people will know you are aligned with her so it's up to you like I just want her to do what's best for her game because I want Brianna to be here for a long time with me, I love her and her winning would be iconic. so yes this is my two cents. I filmed a cute dr for this but my wifi is out so I can't send it so <3 YOU GET TO READ INSTEAD. shashhjasjhas okay bye

people i feel really close to Brianna szymon cel elise ferg mazden???? surprisingly??? what a wild card jakey people i am vibing with really well !! addilyn jared rich? haley people i like and vibe well with but honestly i'm strangely either :eyeshake~1: about or just wanna like get more from sara daly lana people i do not vibe with :grimacing: but they think i do so it's actually fine and might even be one sided on my end whoops jacob austin

I feel horrible for not telling Haley/Rich that I have previous relationships with Daly and Sara. They are both amazing people and they have clearly strong opinions against pre-game relationships but there is no way that I can release that information until after the game is over. This sucks!!

I feel good that Brianna didn't use the POV. It means I don't have to get anymore blood on my hands this week and I believe I will come away from this week with little blood on my hands as possible

I lost a lot of trust for Jared and Mikki tonight. They both went to Daly and told him that I have mentioned how likeable he is in the cast which is absolutely bs because if anything I was just agreeing with what they said to make them feel good. It is clear now that I have to watch my words with them very carefully in the future. I also wonder how much of that was planned on their end to try and create a divide between me and Daly

I AM FREAKING OUT! What the hell is happening in this house??? We can’t even sing Kumbaya for week freaking one!! Split house due to pregaming?? That bothers me. I came in to this with absolutely no connections. I didn’t know who to trust. I DIDNT EVEN KNOW I COULD TRUST THE DIARY ROOM BECAUSE I DIDNT KNOW WHEN/WHERE THEY WOULD BE RELEASED. Brianna decided not to use the veto, fine. But I obviously want to keep Mazden. Celina and I haven’t connected what-so-ever. I’ve taken these last few days to try to build up my barricade beyond The Marching Band. And I really like Szymon. He seems super genuine with me. I like Ferg too, he seems super chill. I told Jared I like him and would like to work with him but I don’t think I can trust him. I’m trying to lay low and tell people I’m voting with the house. I’m nervous I’ve made a target of myself with a few (Jacob) because I haven’t been trying as hard with him. Like I thought we were “ok” 🤷🏻‍♀️ There are clearly two sides to the house and I want to make sure I’m going to survive this mess. I honestly have no idea what’s going to play out after this...I don’t get the greatest vibes from the other side. It’s clear they’re confident that they have the numbers. Who even knows what the hell Jared is gonna do??? He campaigns for Celina..then tells rich he is willing to flip. Tells me he’s willing to flip, and then tells Szymon he isn’t sure!!! WHAT THE HECK?! JUST MAKE A GOD DAMN DECISION. Today is giving me some anxiety. I am SO nervous for this HoH. Worst case scenario, Jacob wins it because he told Austin he wasn’t sure about Rich and I. Also Szymon thinks Daly, Rich, and Austin have a pre-game relationship so that’s definitely something I need to try to keep in my pocket and kill. Rich wants a 3 person with Mazden and myself...without the other marchers. And I have no idea how to bring Szymon in but I REALLY like him. Rich and I have a final 2 that I have semi confirmed, Austin and I have a final 2 that we have named and I’ve agreed with, Sara and I have something but idk about a f2 (we haven’t used those words) and Szymon made it seem like it’s him and I against the world. I really like them and and am loyal to them all, I have no idea what I’m doing. I was trying to get through this without lying but here I am. This. Is. A. Mess.

I really want to ensure that people do not associate me with this big blindside of Celina this week. If she goes, I want others to believe that I had very little to do with the vote so that I don't become the target if someone from the other side of the house wins HOH tonight

Honestly I love the fact that Haley and I have like no lives and are always available to talk to eachother #TwoSames. It just breaks my heart that I am unable to tell her about my prior relationships with Daly and Sara because I know that will cause a huge divide in our friendship

This vote tonight is going to be wild. I am hearing that some people think it is going to be unanimous for Mazden to be evicted but in all actuality it should be Celina going home in a very close vote so I am so excited to see how this one plays out

Austin being HoH was 10/10 best case scenario for me!!! He is my ride or die, and I got all the benefits of his knowledge with NONE of the risk. Brianna being POV was scary at first, and she did her best to hide her connections, but I think all will go to plan even with her choosing not to save Celina.

im so aggrevated i wanna go apeshit i wanna go apeshi

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