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beutilized-blog · 5 years

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If last anon wants to know /other/ things feel free to message me off anonymous but yeah. im gonna delete that ask before i sleep lol

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Finally a dazai card that loves me (but one copy is enough pls stop

it’s like mayoi is dumping all the 2018 ssrs it owes me into this one gacha

#━━ ˟ ⊰ ⌈ ❀ ⌉ kiss yourself goodnight tonight ⌜pictures ⌟

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disqvalified replied to your post: not to be that person but fuck i really don’t like...

what goes on chelly

people saying dumb shit like -u- you can’t ship dazai with anyone other than chuuya; 0R they only read the skk panels of the manga?? these people must have really boring lifes i swear. but really it’s a lot of other stuff that has put me off it so much.

#disqvalified

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not to be that person but fuck i really don’t like sk//k anymore; fans have killed it for me and i just can’t like it at all??

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"i love you"

━━ ˟ ⊰ i love you, i hate you; rp meme. // @gravtons

Light leaking away from his eyes as those words came out; what was he to say? That he loved Chuuya back? He could not do that, Dazai knew that would be a string Mori would use against him- could Dazai tell Chuuya that? No. Osamu hated that he was still being played by Mori, that Mori still got in the way of his true happiness. Osamu knew that having any bit of happy would be ripped away from him, it wouldn’t matter who got hurt or broken. The taller males fingers ran along Chuuya’s left shoulder, the prick of guilt rushing into his bloodstream.

A finger linked with Chuuya’s shaking it; but not letting go- a daring touch that he really shouldn’t be doing but he couldn’t help himself from going ahead with it. Dazai knew Chuuya was far from one to let the likes of Mori control him, Chuuya wasn’t likely to get hurt- the god inside helped with that.

That was the numbing part, Osamu wanted to die and he knew that would be near impossible around Chuuya. Dazai was selfish, he didn’t care if things took control with Chuuya and the whole of Japan was destroyed- but that would be breaking what Odasaku wanted and even in Osamu’s selfishness, could he really die knowing that Odasaku would be disappointed in him? No.

Dazai leaned forward lips touching Chuuya’s forehead, a gentle smile pressed on. “You really shouldn’t love me,” he muttered- saying it back? Unlikely. Love is an emotion that he numbed away, a feeling he killed from his system, even if he truly wanted to love Chuuya back- he didn’t want to lie and not mean it to the other, Dazai wasn’t that unkind.

#gravtons #━━ ˟ ⊰ ⌈ ❀ ⌉ but I could not hide my sorrow ⌜answered meme ⌟#━━ ˟ ⊰ ⌈ ❀ ⌉ violet wrists and then his ankles ⌜in chara ⌟#hi i love you #but also hi im sad

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#gif #━━ ˟ ⊰ ⌈ ❀ ⌉ kiss yourself goodnight tonight ⌜pictures ⌟

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“You’re an interesting one. Your mind dances.” “Nowhere as interesting as you.”

#━━ ˟ ⊰ ⌈ ❀ ⌉ your mind dances ⌜odasaku ⌟#━━ ˟ ⊰ ⌈ ❀ ⌉ kiss yourself goodnight tonight ⌜pictures ⌟#hM #gif

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i love you, i hate you rp meme

“feeling used, but i’m still missing you”

“just wanna feel your kiss against my lips”

“i can’t see the end of this”

“it hurts me every time i see you”

"all this time is passing by, and i still can’t seem to tell you why”

“i hate you”

“i love you”

“i hate that i love you”

“i realise how much i need you”

"you want her, you need her”

“i don’t want to, but i can’t put nobody else above you.”

“and i will never be her.”

“i miss you when i can’t sleep.”

“i still got sands in my sweater from nights we don’t remember.”

“fucked around and got attached to you.”

“do you miss me like i miss you?”

“you wouldn’t like that shit.”

"friends can break your heart too.”

“i’m always tired, but never of you.”

“i got these feelings but you never mind that shit.”

“you’re still in love with me, but your friends don’t know.”

“i don’t mean no harm.”

“you ever wonder what we could’ve been?”

“if you wanted me, you would just say so.”

“you say you wouldn’t and you fucking did.”

“lie to me.”

“lie with me.”

“if i were you i would never let me go,”

“now all my drinks and my feelings are all fucking mixed.”

“i know that i control my thoughts”

“always missing people that i shouldn’t be missing.”

“i guess this is moving on.”

“i should stop reminiscing.”

“i learned from my dad it’s good to have feelings.”

“sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance”

“everyone i do right does me wrong”

“all alone, i watch you watch her”

“you don’t care, you never did”

“she’s the only girl you ever see”

“how is it you never notice that you are slowly killing me?”

“you don’t give a damn about me”

*feel free to change the words to fit your muse!

#my other asks deleted themselves so

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"The weak fear happiness itself. They can harm themselves on cotton wool. Sometimes they are wounded even by happiness.“

a roleplay blog of dazai osamu from bungo stray dogs / as loved by chelly

#there thats better??? idek

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im healed

#━━ ˟ ⊰ ⌈ ❀ ⌉ your mind dances ⌜odasaku ⌟#━━ ˟ ⊰ ⌈ ❀ ⌉ kiss yourself goodnight tonight ⌜pictures ⌟#piggybacks yes

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TAG DROP.

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❝ He was a friend. The man who gave me a reason to quit the Port Mafia and join the Detective Agency. Without him, I may have stayed in the Mafia, murdering people. ❞

#━━ ˟ ⊰ ⌈ ❀ ⌉ kiss yourself goodnight tonight ⌜pictures ⌟#━━ ˟ ⊰ ⌈ ❀ ⌉ your mind dances ⌜odasaku ⌟#& tiger bro that i really cba to make a tag for

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