Distraction

Ironic how this keeps us going. Distraction.

Buhay ka pa ba?

Sa araw-araw kitang naaalala, kumusta lalamunan mo? Tangina with a punch on my pillow. May kurot pa yan. Tangina isipin mo naman ako oh. Yung unan ko hirap na hirap na.

#binilaukan

Hypocrisy #2

YOU wont let your age define your capabilities. YOU wont accept “you weren't even alive when it happened” as an argument. YOU use statistics to tell the truth because of the superiority of mathematics in all disciplines of academe. YOU draw conclusions of the past based on data not from hearsay. YOU forecast a series of events from your gathered data. YOU are bright. YOU are brave. YOU are independent.

Yet, YOU invalidate the the voices, the stands, the choices, the methods, and ultimately the experiences of the majority of the earlier generation. YOU slap them with your data, which by the way, contains a margin of error. We call this error... the EXPERIENCES OF THE PAST. 

Hypocrisy #1

YOU fight for freedom of speech. YOU amplify your voice in socmeds, rallies, etc. YOU urge the government to stop strangling us through the laws and decisions they make.

Yet, I do not feel safe and free to lay all my thoughts because YOU might attack.

The Millennial Age

Pedro: Despite criticismsss, I have my rights. I choose for my own.

Juan: I suffer from inequality, discrimination and injustice! Pero putangina mo, gago kang huwad ka, magnanakaw ka, wala kayong karapatan sa mundo, wala kang karapatang magpaliwanag. Humarap sa tao, duwag ka! Society says, Juan is being abused and is suffering injustice.

Relative Battles

So many voices on the long overdue battle that is still under court. But what is more frightening are problems that are left untouched or discontinued. They do not surface because a force keep them underground. 

The underground is what we call-- HELL. 

PCOS 2016

The Dictator and the Social Dictatorssss

We live in a society where experienced generations were mocked to shut their mouths because the “young erudite” told them so. 

Ingat Ka, Ingat Kayo

Me: Ingat ka jan...

You: Kayo rin, ingat kayo.

Every single fucking time. Ouch!

Kahit Saan

Wala eh. Ikaw laging iniisip ko saan man ako mapadpad, saan man ako matitig. Life... so hard.

Chasing Ages

I am just four years to triple decade and yet Im still waiting for your words before I finally decide if I am to be on my own. Itanggi ko man, hinihintay parin kita. :( 

Hindi yata ako makakapag-asawa ng walang closure sayo. Shet. Shaket. Paano ka ba mawawala sa isip ko :(.

A Snap

All these time I thought I was okay yun pala my inner self was just perfectly patiently waiting. Until that moment of decision bigla kong inisip “tangina, nasaan ka na ba kasi”. 

Hey, self!

Congratulations for overcomming this challenging yet friutful year! May 2021 outshine yesterday! Cheers to loving more yourself and finding your worth! I love you, Self 😘.

Love,

Yourself

Nostalgic ng mga christmas songs especially kung malayo sa pamilya. Kahit yung second best na makasama ko sa pasko, malayo din. OMG! I hope masurvive ko tong paskong to. Instead na excitement, lungkot yung nararamdaman ko.

Get Out!

It seems I am working not for my family nor for me but for this power plant. Awful. Whose fault? Mine or the company’s? Whose choice? Mine.

Impulse.

Minsan hindi mo rin talaga mapigilan eh. Kasi nga impulse na. 

Hayy. 

To Be is To Do.

I never knew that this was possible. I guess it is really our minds that controls everything. Even our emotions are puppets of our brain. It was hard until I mastered the art of puppeteering. it was all worth it. 

Eleven years ago, we rooted something innocent. It was a feeling I thought will never grow until distance amplified every bit of you. Our story was romantic, I should say, but it was very sad. Distance was indeed my misery. Worst was none of us stood up. You once told me to let destiny be our guide (non-verbatim). Then, we let the universe makes our paths cross. It was a misfortune, we never stumble across each other again. Greatest life hack I learned with our story is that DESTINY IS A FLUKE AND WE SHOULD NEVER LEAN ON MERE CHANCES. We create our paths. To be happy is always a choice. 

I pray you will find your happiness as I have found my peace. To see you in the future will always be something I look forward to. I would love to hear some of your stories, my friend. 

  With love and care, Genie Belle

Bye.

HAHAHAHA! Duh?! Flips hair. :P