My flowers are more predictable than the wish that is mine. Just to get a little courage, I'll sip a little wine All I wanna ask is, somewhere down the line; won't you, won't you, won't you, won't you be my valentine?
If only you could be here sometimes. Won't you, won't you, won't you, won't you be my valentine?
Sorry I couldn't find any good scanner so thats the raw file. Haha. Also, I commission our oc a few weeks ago for val. Hope you like it. Yaay.
have you ever wonder about how the destiny works? don’t you think the way the universe and destiny works are always similar to some kind of magic? the universe led us through the labyrinth of time, and make me crossing paths with you. the stars are aligned, and destiny starts to unfurled it’s script for us. our destinies entwined, and our souls found each other. it was the best thing that ever happened to me. although i know, you’ll probably tired of hearing this, but crossing paths with you are something that i’ll always be grateful to. although, we didn’t meet each other at our best, but i believe, in the meantime we will bloom together, both of us, you and me.
oh my prettiest rue, i really hope you do realize that i’m always here for you, i’ll make sure to coated you warm with my love, and make sure you’ll never feel alone. whether on your good days nor bad days, i’ll still love you. i’d still kiss you even with the tears on your face and i’d still hug you even if you’re bleeding. even when the world is falling apart, i’ll always be here for you, holding you tight and make sure all the times we’ve spend together can make you feel the happiest and make you feel loved. sometimes, i wish you can see yourself from my point of view, so you can see how much of an amazing person you are, and how precious you are for me. you are.. the prettiest. you are more than an art, more than a muse, you are something that i couldn’t describe with any words in this world. i wish pretty, beautiful, amazing, or perfect can describe you well but it still feels not enough. because you are you, and being beautiful, being pretty, being strong and being amazing are something that related to a concepet for me, while you.. you are something that i can touch, you are real, and i love you for what and who you are. so please, make sure to love yourself for my sake, okay? untill i can finally hold those hands of yours and kiss it. my precious treasure, my prettiest poetry, my rue edmund clementine. i love you, forevermore.
dear my edmund, my rue, my clementine. the moon to my star. today is not our best day, isn’t it? but it’s totally okay. i’d still love you, even in your bad days, and even in our bad days. my love for you remains the sameㅡ oh, actually no. they’re not remains the same since my love keep growing to be much bigger than before. i really want to know how much you meant for me. every sides of you are so easy to love. it feels like, loving you are as easy as i’m breathing. it’s just becoming a part of my daily activities and slowly becoming more than that, loving you is a must, is a need for me. so, please.. let me wrapped you and coated you with my love, would you? i’m still no good at expressing myself but i’ll try to be better for you, i’ll try to make you feel loved by me, since you deserve so much loves and happiness. oh, how i wish you know i’ll give you the world, the stars, and the moon even without you asking me. i’m so in love with you and i’ll always be.
dear you, the future “mini-me.” firstly, i want to say thankyou for being born and existed in this world. and secondly, i want to tell you that, the world ... isn’t all about sugar and everything sweets. but the world is a cruel place, and there’s a lot about how this world works that i’m stillㅡ not fully understand. but one thing that i’ll promise you, that i’m here, during your up and downs and on your triumph. i want you to remember this, i’ll always be here. i’ll love you wholeheartedly and hold you gently, so you can find a place to call home. even everyone turn their back on you, i would never leave you behind. i will always stand by you, no matter what happened.
i might not be the best parents, but for you, i’ll try. and i can guarantee that there’s no need to be afraid, because me and your father will always be here, to tell you all of the things you want to hear. and oh, for your information, your dad is an amazing person, he’s so good at showing his love so i guarantee you’ll love your father as much as i do.
Like the answer to the question "would you still love me if I was a worm?" Is better shown through an example. I would place you in a jar with fresh dirt at least once a week, water you, and feed you whatever it is worms eat. I would place you by the TV so you could watch anything you wanted. One day I'd end up switching to YouTube to show you something, and in the recent searches, you'd see 'how to take care of a worm,' and 'how to tell if a worm is happy.'
I do not know you yet, but I truly believe I'll know you someday, and I know when I meet you, I'll love you forever. In sickness, health, changes, and even worm. Or even when you Mother nags you.
To think about having you makes me extremely giddy and also vigorusly nervous. I don't want you to be here for I am a dog who chased my own tails. A grown up who seems to stuck at the age of 19. But I hope you exist so I can tell you of how universe expanded everyday and so is my love for you. Yet I wish nothing but for you to not be your Father's kid.
You are your own person. And I can guarantee; that your Mama loves you dearly. So much that the watered soil you once dream of will be the happiest place to lay within.
Chapter I of many many many webweaving post dedicated to Aiko Adrian. — Curated by Chai Rue.
What Aiko Adrian made of: running outside to see the first snow, walking in the wind, dark nights and twinkling lights, peppermint tea, freshly cut evergreens, a baby's first giggles (Tinkerbell haha), third man syndrom, Ricky and Gunwook 'INTERPOL INTERPOL, INTERNATIONAL POLICE❗❗', Ivan Fyodorovich Karamazov, Kobo Kanaeru.
What cinemas reminds me of Aiko Adrian: The Half of It (Dir. Alice Wu, 2020), Summer Ghost (Dir. Ionundraw, 2021), Legally Blonde (Robert Luketic, 2001), Arrietty (Hiromasa Yonebayashi, 2010), I Believe In Unicorn (Leah Mayerhoff, 2015), Swing Girls (Shinobu Yaguchi, 2004), From Me To You (Naoto Kumazawa, 2010).
What songs that I reasonate with the existence of Aiko Adrian: Like Real People Do - Hozier, Meltdown - Kagamine Rin, My Dearest - Supercells, Cool With You - New Jeans, North Star - Searows, Lucky Strike - Troye Sivan, Fairy of Shampoo - TXT, You're here thats the thing - beabadoobee, Softly - Clairo, Cool About It - Boygenius, Kokoro no Sekai - Ichiko Aoba.
And last; but not least this freaking clip.
Thankyou for reading.
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