ended up finding out he has a financee back home HELPPP AND HE GHOSTED ME HAHAAHAH

trying to weigh out whether or not to keep my shitty boyfriend so i don’t have a big breakdown or having a small breakdown everyday that eats away at me

trying to weigh out whether or not to keep my shitty boyfriend so i don’t have a big breakdown or having a small breakdown everyday that eats away at me

Bro, you ok? Bro, humans aren’t separate from the ecosystems around us. We’re a part of them, bro. Bro, we’re never going to have absolutely zero effect on ecosystems, because we live here, bro. Bro, I never said it had to be a bad effect. We don’t have to immediately be perfect either, bro, sometimes doing what you can is what you can, and its way better than nothing. Bro what do you mean humans are a plague. You’re starting to sound a bit like an ecofascist, bro… Bro?

jaded girl January, fucked up girl February, mentally ill girl March, apathetic girl April

The first rule of tragedy is to be yourself. The second of rule of tragedy is to be literally anyone else. The third rule is that however much you try, there is no escaping being yourself forever.

hm. i think every time i feel an impulse to people please, to be unproblematic and likable and charming and feel the safety that comes with universal adoration, i need to remind myself that i want to be loved like a person, not like a dog.

ok (makes room in my life for better things)

like there comes a point where you think something is fundamentally wrong with you. and then it turns out it’s just Friday and you haven’t washed your hair in three days and maybe you’re also just a little lonely and the combination of all three of those things is whittling a hole into your chest every time you breathe. but also the sun’s up. and you’ve survived everything so far, so you’ll survive this too, even if it hurts, even if you have to survive it many times.

Gripping my bathroom sink repeating I am not afraid to keep on living I am not afraid to walk this world alone

Ever since I was a little girl ive always wanted to open the emergency exit door

““Perhaps they were right putting love into books. Perhaps it could not live anywhere else.””

— William Faulkner

do you guys think jesus, the son of a carpenter, smelt the wood of the cross & temporarily thought of home

on purpose!!! love people on purpose!!! find someone wonderful and love them and tell them it wasn’t an accident, you had a choice, you saw who they were and realized how lovely it would be to love them, and it is!!! i made a good decision! i love you on purpose!!!

from rayne fisher-quann’s latest substack post

“I love you—I do—but I am afraid of making that love too important. Because you’re always going to leave me. We can’t deny it. You’re always going to leave.”

— David Levithan (via quotemadness)