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the worst part of any kitchen is that one lower cabinet that’s just a terrifying precarious loud pile of baking pans

Soon mama was done signing me out and we drove away, tail lights shining out into the city,soon vanished just normal people.but i never will forget those 6 months,the strangest six months of my life.

I'm Awake?

By: Charlie Rodgers

I inhaled deeply,Icould hear people talking. My …mom? I thought, why is everyone crying?I tried to tell them it was ok, but the sound wouldn’t come out.I tried and tried and tried, nothing. The doctor walked in the room

“Ma’am,we um.. We have the results,we will have to pull the plug soon, very soon.”

“No please not my baby girl please!”My mom said louder than i’ve ever heard her, she fell to the ground, sobbing her tears like waterfalls, falling down her face,she pleaded “please, please,please,please not my baby.”

Inside, I was crying, but no tears, no sound, no...nothing.

Mommy, I screamed inside,I felt as if I was a 3 year old again,scared of her own shadow.needing someone to save me, but no one could.quivering, behind mommy asking her to pick me up.I looked at the clock, 6:30 pm,as I thought, everything faded black.

I woke up in my hospital bed,it was just...off no one was in it.It was silent. It surprised me because,well normally there is always at least a doctor and a family member.I was confused the room was kinda dark, no lights except my lamp on the bed side table.It faded black,again

I woke up in a car,i think i’m still dreaming i figured i was since I can’t tell what’s real and what’s not anymore.i cant even process what’s been happening lately, the car was zooming,I was in the car but I wasn’t, I was above looking down at me in the car.the car crashed,spinning into the night,and then it vanished.It was at this moment I realized I was in a coma,and that I had serious trama,but the question was, who was driving the car…I thought really hard back to that day.honestly, I had no memory of that day.

I “woke up”to someone walking into my room,it was an unfamiliar face. But they were crying,I was puzzle as I lay there looking as dead as ever.they were reading to me,I was confused,who reads to a person in a coma?oh well.I listened anyway it was really strange because I had no clue what he was talking about,slowly I remembered what happened.I did wake up in a car and I was tied down to the back seat struggling,tape over my mouth,gasping or trying to gasp for air.He was saying something like “I'm going on trial tomorrow,i'm sorry I know I shouldn't have but I couldn't just leave you, I wouldn't have tied you down if I thought you wouldn't have freaked out and well, struggled like you did.I’m not a trader and no man left behind. I guess sometimes I forget you're only 15 and that this wasn't what was meant for you, not your life.I guess all i have to say is, I'm sorry.”at this point I was totally aware of what happened, we were robbing someone and due to my health issues I fainted. He tied me up because I would have freaked out,not knowing where I was.he was trying to save me, like he said no man left behind.

My mom was there  in the morning I was still curious why i only saw one person yesterday, but I brushed it off.she sat there for a moment,she started “yelling she moved she moved”

I was puzzled,me? I moved? i ve been moving haven’t I? The doctor ran in the room he was even excited “ok, this is a great sigh,” she was so excited yelling.I have to say i've never seen her that happy.

I stopped,everything faded black once more.

The doctor walked in the room,he tapped me and his eyes opened so wide,i opened my eyes he called my mom,she took 3 minutes to get here...i was sitting in the bed. I was trying to get up but my body wouldn't move.

3 months later…

“This is the day i get to leave the hospital, i still have to do pt(physical therapy)” i told my mom while i was standing packing the last of my things.

“Baby,honestly i knew this day come, everyone doubted but i knew my baby wouldn't give up.”my mom said right beside me helping.

My dad came through the door he was getting us lunch, I'm all packed,i said to my parents my dad took the bags me and mom followed mom checked me out and we left.i don't know what happened to gray,my partner in crime, literally. He never contacted me again.

I figured he pleaded guilty and is in prison right now,  decided it was better for me not to live that life anymore. Soon mama was done signing me out and we drove away, tail lights shining out into the city,soon vanished just normal people.but i never will forget those 6 months,the strangest six months of my life.

Don’t threaten me with a good time

too everyone that used me

me XD

i don't believe in closed minded  people just people who lost their creativity along the way

charlie rodgers