i will forever be the hurting child, the angry teenager and the lonely adult.

scared someone will see right through me and know one of my deepest desires is to be taken care of

Can't stop thinking about how it's so easy for them to not talk to me, yet I become physically ill at even the idea of not having them around

depending your entire mood on another person is absolutely pathetic and i hate that i’m like this

𝐈 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐞𝐧𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐩𝐞𝐨𝐩𝐥𝐞

Nobody is afraid to lose me. I never mean that much.

I wanna burn down every single bridge I built cause I’m tired of being the only person that makes sure it doesn’t fall apart

i’m either just going to be numb or have extreme mood swings for the rest of my life i guess

4.

im just built different (unstable)

10.23.22

Allow people to like you, to enjoy your company, to want to be your friend. Allow them to compliment you, allow others to think you're cool and funny even if you think you're not. It is not up to you to tell others how to feel, and remember that people might see the positive things in you and qualities that you have been failing to see while being too self-critical. Allow yourself to be liked by other people, even when you don't see why they should. Don't self-isolate because you think you are not good enough for other people.