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She's a 10 but she spends all her time crying over gay cultivators.
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Pain so good that I am sobbing. Love it
for a second
pairing: kit fisto x reader
word count: 2.2k
warnings: language, references to O66, mild references to depression, i think that covers it?
prompt: 11. Morning kisses that are exchanged before either person opens their eyes, kissing blindly until their lips meet in a blissful encounter.
a/n: when i started writing this, the intent was to be fluffy. and then i wrote it angsty. you're in for a ride with this one, dear reader.
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being a jedi must be hard you supposed. before the war, they seemed to just float on air, like butterflies in the forests of endor. ethereal beings, untethered from the ground, unattached to anyone who wasn’t their own. now, in wartime, they were down to planet, though not in the usual way.
the ones you knew seemed flat, heavy with burden. exhaustion and sadness seemed to follow them around, dangling off the back of their necks. jedi used to roam the streets of coruscant, going to schools to meet with children, waving and nodding at people on the streets. now if you did manage to see one, they kept their heads low, shielded by their hoods. the message they carried with their presence had changed in that sort of way also.
if, by some strange twist of chance, you looked into their eyes, they just looked so… tired. drained by constantly travelling to system after system, seeing and feeling so many losses. light and content smiles had long since been replaced with drawn frowns and the light they brought into the room disappeared.
you saw it in kit fisto mostly. he was a regular appearance in your apartment. regular in terms that he kept coming back, however infrequent his visits had become. there was an extra bagginess under his eyes that hadn’t been there three years ago. the first steps of the war hadn’t shaken him too much, besides the added exhaustion, but after nahdar, he quickly started reflecting the other masters.
every time the door slid opened you waited with bated breath, though you typically knew if it was him before you saw him. a subtle flick in the back of your mind, and a soft glide on the base of your neck, followed by a knock. he’d tried explaining it to you once. how the force can connect individuals no matter how far, almost creating invisible strings and ties to others. how if it was done right, emotions, thoughts, could be projected to another with clarity. you just knew that it meant that he was alive when a warm presence engulfed your mind, feeling like an old familiar sweater over the cold months, and made you take a deep breath and comfort you.
last night was no different, you weren’t expecting him back, but as soon as he brushed your mind again you knew. he’d half dragged himself through the door, he only waited for the door to close before drawing you in. one hand cupped the back of your head, pushing it into his chest, the other around your back, gripping the back of your cardigan. he hadn’t spoken a word, but just dropped his head on yours, eyes sliding shut. he hadn’t spoken much for the rest of the night, not beyond the quiet loves, or to say that he wasn’t going to be here for long.
now in the morning, you hadn’t even opened your eyes yet. you knew that once he was awake, and when he knew you were awake, he’d probably have to start getting ready to leave again. so selfishly, you refused to open your eyes. you could feel the sun slipping in, reminding you of a new day. it was warming your hand on his chest, and despite it shining directly on your face, you refused to move.
the bed shifted on your side, so you knew he had twisted around to face you, and his hand had scooped yours off his chest. warm lips lightly pressed against your knuckles, and you heard him inhale deeply.
“good morning,” his voice rumbles in your ears, gruff from sleep still. you sighed, and held onto hope that maybe he wouldn’t have to leave again. without opening your eyes, you stretched your neck upwards, in the general direction of where his face would be. he met you halfway, gently pressing his lips to yours. it was slow, and much too short for your liking, but he simply stayed with his forehead against your own.
“how’d you sleep?” you mumbled, and received a breathy, short laugh from the nautolan.
“much better than how I did when I was away.” you hummed in acknowledgement. you could feel his eyes tracing your face, smoothing out all the stress that had come as he left.
reluctantly, you blinked your eyes a few times, to rid yourself of the morning blur. one of his hands grazed along the side of your face, pushing the hair aside, tucking it behind your ear. he was finally wearing a smile, soft and lighting up his face, pushing the stress lines that had formed upwards. you stared into his eyes, admiring the familiarity. many things about him had changed, his eyes had not. though you didn’t want to ask it, in fear of what the answer would be, you needed to know how much time you could hold onto.
“when,” you sighed mid-sentence, “when do you have to go?” he closed his eyes, and his smile turned to a frown.
“I’m not sure, it will be soon though. the council will call me when I’m expected.” despite knowing that would likely be the answer, you still sighed. the disappointment must have been palpable as he squeezed your hand a little tighter. as you went to speak again, your breath caught in your chest. before you’d even realised it there was anger burning in your stomach, pricking at your eyes and stinging your throat.
it wasn’t fair.
he sat up, pulling you with him. idly you felt his hand on your cheekbone, tracing it down to your jaw and along your lip. as you started breathing heavily from your nose, there was a familiar tingle in the back of your mind. it did nothing to distract you.
it wasn’t fair.
it wasn’t fair to him. it wasn’t fair to the galaxy. it wasn’t fair to all the innocents that got wrapped up in this. it wasn’t fair to the world leaders. it wasn’t fair to the clones. it wasn’t fair to the jedi. it wasn’t fair to you. it wasn’t fair that it felt so cold here despite the warm sun outside.
you felt bad for thinking it. you knew it was selfish. that there were bigger things. but fuck, it wasn’t fair.
you deserved him being close. you deserved to have him home every night. you deserved to have amazing days in the sun with him, not hiding in the shadows and behind close windows. you deserved kit being present, a constant in your life, the one thing that would be sure through everything.
hell even he deserved more. he deserved to wake up in his own bed. he deserved to have his girlfriend by his side. he deserved the choice to leave the order when he was ready, not be thrown into war. he deserved to be able to smile every day.
it just wasn’t fair.
you wanted to relax into him again. to forget that he had to leave. you wanted to hold his face in your hands and plant kisses along his forehead, over the creases around his eyes.
instead, you stood up from the bed, pulling away from him. you wrapped his robe tighter around your body as you peaked through the crack in the curtains, looking over coruscant. it was light outside, a stark contrast to the interior of your home. though you couldn’t see it, you could feel him frowning.
the bed groaned when he stood, and was accompanied by his bare feet padding on the floor. he rested a hand on your shoulder and half pulled you towards him, though you averted your eyes and looked towards the floor.
“what’s going on?” you chewed on your lip, and tried your best to not look him in the face. you’d probably crumble.
he said your name, barely speaking. his hand on your face turned you back up to him. when you met his eyes, you could see the sadness that pooled there, and made your throat sting again.
“it’s not fair, kit. you shouldn’t have to be out fighting a war that you have no part in. you should be here with me, or, or sparring or even on an aide mission, not fighting a war!” the stress was eating you alive. you pulled your hands through your hair and tried to choke back the sob. gods you knew it was wrong, but fuck, the anger was sitting at the forefront of your mind.
his hand had drifted off your shoulder.
“I understand how you’re feeling,” an indignant part of your mind supplied a ‘no, you don’t’, the corner of his mouth twitched further downwards, and pulled a piece of your heart with it. “but there are people out there who need-”
“you think I don’t fucking know that, kit!” it was all spilling over now. a tidal wave that you had been holding back for months all crashing at once, you wanted to stop. please, just stop. but you couldn’t. it just kept going. didn’t he know you just wanted him to be safe? “it’s like you’re never here anymore! you don’t smile, I can’t even remember the last time you walked in here smiling!”
you were crying now, and you desperately wanted it to be over. fuck, please just shut your mouth. “and then when you are here, we don’t talk! we just sleep together, it’s like we’re not even in a relationship anymore! I get that you’re tired and that war sucks, really I do,” you pulled your hair again, taking another step back and taking a breath. his face looked even more drawn out then before, and his eyes seemed to droop. he looked like he was sinking into himself.
you tried to take another deep breath, but all that occurred was a shudder. “I know that people need yo-” a sharp chime came from the communicator on the table. there was no movement. you just kept staring at each other. you tried to blink some of the tears as he opened his mouth again. his lips only fell open however, but all you wanted to do was kiss him. you wanted to hold him so close, and all the anger had left was sadness and regret.
his mouth moved again and his chest heaved, and it looked like he was going to speak. and then the communicator beeped again. higher pitched and faster this time. his face turned between you and the communicator several times before it beeped again. he breathed out a short string of curses and made his way to the table. you could only turn back towards the sliver of light coming through the window. the ships in the sky twisting around each other felt like they were in your stomach.
“master fisto, your report to council is required.”
“when?” his voice was gravlier then usual, and he ran his hand down his face.
“as soon as possible, we have delayed the meeting as long as we can. we’re afraid this can’t wait any longer.”
“very well. I will be there shortly.” the apartment fell into silence again. the only sound was the occasional speeder zooming past outside. he opened his mouth to speak again.
“no, please just go, kit.” you cut him off, removing the outer robe from your form. you could only describe it as the tensest moment as he tentatively took it back. your mouth suddenly felt dry.
“I-I’m sorry. I never meant to...” his voice trailed off, and you swiped a sleeve along your eye. you know it's not his fault, you know that. you only nodded, but still couldn’t bring yourself to look him in the face.
“I know.”
he seemed like he wanted to say more. you knew that you wanted to. you wanted to take it back, but it didn’t seem like any of those things were going to happen.
“we’re going to talk about this as soon as the meeting is over, i-I promise.” he paused for a second, as if he were mulling over his next words. “I love you.”
you heard the door slide open, and you squeezed your eyes tighter.
“I know.” he made a few quiet sounds towards the door. then the rustling of a cloak as he pulled it over his tresses. he stopped in doorway, and for a second you didn’t think that he was going to leave. that he’ll stay. that he’ll com the jedi, saying that he’s not coming back. that you’ll both fix things. that you two can go off and help whoever needs it in your own way, together. together.
but it was just for that second.
for the second after, he took a step forwards and out of the apartment and door slid shut behind him. the warm feeling retreated from your mind, and left it cold and empty. now you let out the sobs that had been stuck in your chest, burning up. gods you should’ve said I love you back. you could still make it out the door, chase him down. but for whatever reason, you don’t.
3 hours later your own communicator pings from your desk. it was a short message. he was called away again, straight after the meeting. it was coruscant based so it hopefully wouldn’t be long. he said it was big, that the war will end, because they found the sith lord they had been searching for. he said that he would come home to you, and for a second, you saw a glimmer of hope on his face. he said 'I love you' and it seemed to linger through the recording. he said that everything was going to change.
nothing could have prepared you for what change would bring.
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I want to try and start writing again. I will do character x reader or character x characters (as long as I know that character well enough).
I do NOT write smut. I
Fandoms:
Disney
STAR WARS
Marvel + X-Men
Danmei/Donghua/Manhua
MDZS/CQL
TGCF
Xiao Mogu/ The Little Mushroom
K-Drama
MLSHR (Moon Lovers Scarlet Heart Ryeo)
Misaeng: Incomplete Life
The Three Musketeers (2013)
Strong Woman Do Bong Soon
Anime
Attack on Titan (I am behind tho so I can only go from what I've seen- partially through season 3)
91 Days
Zombieland Saga
Assassination Classroom
Death Note
Konosuba
Kotaro Lives Alone
Rascal Does Not Dream of Bunnygirl Senpai
Miscellaneous
Lord of the Rings / The Hobbit
There may be things that I have missed... But I can't remember.
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I'm sorry for the random Karl Urban obsession. I'll gwt back to MDZS soon ❤💜
Light of Valhalla, Fire of Hel: Chapter One (Skurge x Reader)
(A moment of celebration that someone made a gif of the Shake Weight and NOW AT LAST I CAN LIVE)
Pairing: Skurge/Reader
Warnings: Language, bickering, mentions of combat, SLOW BURN
Summary: You’re the best friend of Thor and Sif, a high-born Asgardian lady with a penchant for running off into battle, enchanted halberd blazing. The battle of Vanaheim brings your secret close to being discovered, but when the goddess of death arrives in Asgard, you must examine how far you are willing to go to preserve both of your lives when her new assistant happens to be the one man outside the Royal Family who knows the truth about how you spend your time.
AN: IT BEGINS! There’s a timeskip between the prologue and the first chapter here, but all you need to know is most everything is covered as the story unfolds. After this chapter, most chapters will include the main story as well as flashbacks to the Amora/Enchantress adventure referenced in this chapter, which should hiopefully help build up Skurge and Daybreaker!Reader more than what the Ragnarok plot bits allow. Enjoy!
Light of Valhalla, Fire of Hel
<Previous Next>
Chapter One: Return of The Prince
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Tolkien Masterlist (Tolkien-Fantasy)
This took freaking forever to make, but I hope you appreciate it regardless. Enjoy everyone, and thanks for being so supportive over these past few years!
Commission Page
Ko-Fi Page
4000 Followers Celebration
3000 Followers Celebration (active until July 17th 2021)
Lord of the Rings
Fellowship of the Ring
Witch S/O ( Elrond, Faramir, Sam, Frodo, Aragorn, Boromir, Lindir and Legolas)
Lotr x Modern Scientist Reader
Reader with Superhuman Strength
Boromir, Faramir & Eomer’s “Types”
Aragorn, Arwen and Boromir x Reader (Poly) Headcanons
Imagine being an Oracle
Chronically Ill! S/O
The Hobbits with a short, strong S/O
Aragorn and Faramir with an apprentice
Finding out about the Coronavirus from Modern! Reader
The Hobbits Fav Sleeping Position
The Hobbits with a really tall S/O
Helping a friend trapped in an Abusive Relationship (Platonic)
Legolas and Aragorn with a Chubby! S/O
From another world
Spectacles
The Hobbits having a crush on you would include
Magic in Mystery
Friend with a heart of gold (Platonic)
Witch! Reader
Aragorn
NSFW Alphabet (SMUT)
Self Insert Relationship Headcanons
ADHD! S/O
Seeing his S/O’s scars
Short! Reader
NSFW Headcanons (SMUT)
Legolas
Please don’t shut me out
Courting Legolas while traveling would include
Ear Kissing (STEAM)
Cuddling Headcanons
Short! S/O
Hybrid Child
Boromir
NSFW Alphabet
Dating Boromir would include
Being a Powerful Witch and saving Boromir’s life
Faramir
NSFW Alphabet
Dating Faramir would include
Trans! Faramir with a Trans S/O
Eomer
NSFW Alphabet
Eomer is a Himbo
Married Headcanons
Dating Eomer would include
Jealous Headcanons
Frodo Baggins
(Platonic) MLM Frodo and WLW Reader solidarity
Kissing Headcanons
Asking Human! Reader to Marry him (Partial SMUT)
Wedding Imagine
Father Headcanons
Protective Frodo Imagine
Protective Headcanons
Charms
Samwise Gamgee
Dating a Scholar would include
Protective Sam Headcanons
Pippin
Self-insert Relationship Headcanons
Finding out Human Reader became an adult before him thread
NSFW Alphabet
A Welcome Distraction (SMUT)
Dating Pippin would include
Wedding Headcanons
Petite but Feisty S/O
Frog Catching
Merry
Dating Merry would include
Your Highness - Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6
Wife! Reader
Another Wife! Reader imagine
Elrond
Love like you (Platonic)
Elrond with a kind warrior s/o
Book Club
The Hobbit
The Company
Reacting to their S/O dying in a play
The Company’s ‘Type’
Helping a S/O with an Eating Disorder
I’ll come and find you (Fili & Kili)
Blunt! S/O
Tomboy! S/O
Autistic Reader joining the Company
Valentine’s Day with the Dwarves
Just Making Sure (Fili & Kili)
Being an Old Friend of Nori would include
The Girl from the Forge
Pegging Scenarios (SMUT)
Youngest Member is Kidnapped
Nonbinary! Reader
Razors on your wrist (Fili & Kili, may be Triggering)
Being a Lesbian adopted by the Company
Being Ori, Nori and Dori’s Sibling
Dating BOTH Thorin and Bilbo
Line of Durin with Chubby! Reader
Fighting an ableist asshole and comforting the reader
Thorin
A S/O with short, curly hair
First Time Headcanons (SMUT)
Under the Moonlight
Relationship Headcanons
Nonbinary! Reader
Bilbo
Meal Time
Asking Human! Reader to marry him would include
Dating would include
Fili
Wool and Stationary - Part 1, Part 2
At His Bedside
Lactose Intolerant Headcanon
Back from the Forge (for @Gaia-writes-stuff)
Turn Ons
Father Headcanons
Jealousy
Kili
Insecure! S/O
Jealous? No…
NSFW Alphabet
Transgender Kili Headcanon
Dating would include
Petite! S/O
Father Headcanons
Comfort in Chaos
Bofur
Of Folk Songs and Sea Shanties
NSFW Alphabet
Dating Bofur would include
Ori
Dating Ori would Include
Thranduil
Birthday Imagines for @red-riding
In the Halls of the Elvish King (for @kristinpawz)
Accidentally making his S/O cry
NSFW Headcanons (SMUT)
Short! S/O
Love of Mine
Tauriel
The Hobbit WLW Imagines
Being Elrond’s Daughter and dating Tauriel
Short and Chubby Human! S/O
Sigrid
Getting Married Headcanons
Both
Favorite Biology Facts & Feathered Reader
Bottom Boromir Post (Your favorite character finding out you write smut)
Reader with Speech Difficulties
Scar Comfort Imagines
Seamstress S/O
Lotr Lover Uquiz
Custom Imagines for Mutuals
Comfort Imagine for current events (American Capitol Riots in 2021)
Characters who have strong Lesbian Supporter Vibes
Songs that remind me of Tolkien Characters
S/O with very poor vision
S/O with a really big dog
Comfort Imagines
Selkie! S/O
Sci-Fi Reader landing in Middle Earth
Tolkien Women Appreciation Post
Pippin, Fili and Bofur seeing their S/O’s scars
First Kiss Headcanons
Love at first sight Headcanons
Elves’ Favorite Body Part
Hobbit’s Favorite Body Part
Dwarves’ Favorite Body Part
Cryptid Hunt
NSFW Headcanons for the Elves (SMUT)
NSFW Headcanons for the Humans (SMUT)
NSFW Headcanons for the Dwarves (SMUT)
NSFW Headcanons for the Hobbits (SMUT)
When you cry
Comfort imagine for @cryptichobbit
Self-shipping Headcanons with Mutuals
OC Content (Medea Taurdain x Eomer)
Physical Features Ask Game
Eomer purposefully rips his clothing (from @moony-artnstuff)
Medea is very smart (from @thewhiteladyofrohan)
Various Questions about Medea (from @beenovel)
More Questions about Medea (from @lady-latte)
Yet more questions about Medea (from @lady-latte)
Puppy Eyes Drawing
Taking Measurements drawing
Medea Introductory Post
Other
Tumblr Mutuals as favorite songs
Types of People as my fav Fictional Creatures
Conclusion? Cowboy Au
Why I’m a literal Vampire
“Laws” of Creature Design
Differences between Spell-casting Classes
Types of People as my Fav Gay-Coded Things
Dillcore Aesthetic
Highlandcore Aesthetic
Chaotic Academia Aesthetic
Physiology of Dwarves Guide
Dark Academia for the Disabled
Fav Tropes and Ship Dynamics
Earthy Academia Aesthetic
Diverse Fantasy Ideas
Witchy Book Recommendation
Famous Witches and Wizards as Aesthetics
Dwobbit Race Idea
Hobbit Strength Theory
Which Lotr/Hobbit Character would you ship me with?
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Favorite LOTR Fics
Here is my personal list of favorite fics here on Tumblr! I originally posted this to celebrate 100+ followers as a thank you.
Tumblr only lets me tag a certain number of people per post so I only tag (and bold) the new stories I’ve barely added. The other stories will still have the usernames for credit, just unlinked.
All of these are “Character x Reader” stories unless noted otherwise, and most of them are fluffy as hell since I love fluff. If anyone has any fluffy fic recommendations, let me know! It could be here on Tumblr, FFN, AO3, Wattpad, anywhere really.
I hope you enjoy these fics and give these writers some love! <3
PS: Some of the “multi-chapter” ones are literally just like 2 parts, but I didn’t know where else to put them so….multi-chapter it was. *shrugs*
I’ll keep this pinned and updated! :)
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Eomer ~ Exactly What It Needs To Be
1,300 Followers Challenge!
Request by Anon
Words: 916
Warnings: Slightly NSFW, fluff, hair washing
Eomer didn’t bother to hide his exhausted groan as he sank into the bath, the hot water stinging away at the minor wounds and bruises on his skin, relaxing his muscles as he breathed out a soft sigh of relief, his head hitting the edge of the bath with a thunk.
He was getting too old for this.
A smile creeps to his lips as he had this thought, knowing how you would react if he’d said it out loud, and he couldn’t help but glance to the door, hoping that you would come along once the news of his return had reached you.
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This is by far my favorite Eomer ff 😭 thank you, you wonderful writer.
Smitten
An Eomer Fanfic
You giggled, Eomer’s beard tickling your neck as he lovingly kissed you. He smiled, his arms tight around you.
“Are you right there love?” He asked.
“You know your beard tickles.” You giggle again as he renews his efforts.
“That’s not all that is ticklish.” His hands move and you momentarily tense until his onslaught began on your ribs, laughter leaving your mouth in loud bursts as you tried to get him to stop.
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Stubborn
Eomer x Reader
Eomer comes back from a ride with his fellow Rohirrim, but he got hurt and hates visiting the healer :(
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I love a nice serving of angst in the mornings.
Master List: Zuko x Reader
Summary: Reader is in love with Zuko, but sadly, he is very much in love with Mai.
Warnings: ANGSTY AF
Part 1: Mai Flowers
Part 2: Shinibana
Part 3: Yume
Part 4: Owari
Alternate Ending to Mai Flowers
Thank you all so much for the love and support. Send me some requests if you’d like ❤️
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Song Jiyang in The Birth of the Drama King - Behind the Scenes | Part 4/?
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so i’m watching the birth of the drama king right? and dr yan has a nightmare sequence in like,, ep 8. which in itself isn’t a big deal, but the thing is, he’s wearing white robes with black trim. and he has a white ribbon in his hair. and it’s from the back. so i’m like “haha xxc” right? well then, you know how dr yan is played by song jiyang. well he turned around and it was xxc’s face and i almost had a heart attack i think
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PET OWNER IS NOT A JOB (ノಠ益ಠ)ノ彡┻━┻
subbed interview
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random gifs of SJY in 少年江湖物语 / Shao Nian Jiang Hu Wu Yu / The Birth of the Drama King - 3/~
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@mdzsnet One Year with CQL Event (⺣◡⺣)♡*
↳ 27 June 2020: One Year with CQL!
Water Melody · When will the Bright Moon Appear? 水调歌头 · 明月几时有 (Su Dong Po 苏东坡 1037-1101)
人有悲欢离合，月有阴晴圆缺，此事古难全。
但愿人长久，千里共婵娟。
Just as people have sorrow, joy, partings, and reunions,
The moon has its dark and bright times, its full and waning times,
These imperfections have existed since ancient times.
If only we could all live long lives,
Admiring the moon together even when separated by thousands of miles.
Translations of excerpt (the actual poem is much longer) adapted from [dm me if you wanna know goddamn tumblr doesn’t show posts with links on tag searches], more on inspiration and my thoughts while making this set below!
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