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happy lesbian visibility week to her

I love you “unlikeable” female characters I love you rude girls I love you mean women I love you girl interpretations of the “Asshole with a Heart of Gold” trope I love you women who get labeled Cold and Unfeeling I love you girls who lash out I love you women who lie I love you female characters who make people mad just by existing

I’ve started to say “I need time to process this.”

thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

i'll never finish falling in love with you ♡

FINAL FANTASY VII REBIRTH (2024) // FINAL FANTASY VII (1997)

Persona 3 Reload | ▶ dev. ATLUS

Persona 3 Reload | ▶ dev. ATLUS

Like a Dragon: Infinite Wealth | ▶ dev. Ryu Ga Gotoku Studio

Persona 3 Reload | ▶ dev. ATLUS

FINAL FANTASY VII (1997) dev. Square Enix

Persona 3 Reload | ▶ dev. ATLUS

COSMO CANYON FINAL FANTASY VII (1997) dev. Square Enix

Like a Dragon: Infinite Wealth | ▶ dev. Ryu Ga Gotoku Studio

Persona 3 Reload | ▶ dev. ATLUS

Like a Dragon: Infinite Wealth | ▶ dev. Ryu Ga Gotoku Studio