It was April and she was the saddest thing under the sun.

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Anis Mojgani, from "In May she came, in May she stayed, in May she was gone"

I hope my laughter haunts your apartment till you won´t forget it, even when you´ll grow old and your daughter comes crying to you because of a boy

24th April I am angry at you, but you try to move my hair out my face cause its windy.

You planted trees and flowers inside of me.

Your name is written on my upper tight but only for a night

That look in your eyes was the same yesterday on the bus, We also had one of our long kisses, and I swear It reminded me of us in the beginning.

hi, since we're mutuals is it ok if i tag you in mutual stuff? totally ok if you're not cool with it i'm just checking! :)

Sure, I have no problem with it ;)

21th April I feel at peace today, but maybe its just the weed.

21th April I saw a fox crossing the street as I was sitting in the bus, wondering if I should drive to your place or not, instead I took the fox as a sign to check up on you instead. We texted a bit, cracked a few bad jokes and I decided to go home cause It was late anyway, I didn´t have to drive by your place today cause I was at peace with myself. I wasn´t angry at you anymore. Foxes are my sign of peace.

21th April I went to church today, stood up and Prayed, as the priest was singing, I grew tired, I forgot you for about 45 minutes I Prayed for myself. But I prayed for you too, I´ll always do

21 Aprl out with my friends, drinking vodka shots, smoking weed, and I still think about what you´re doing and where you are in this moment. As I am laying on the boat freezing even though the alcohol and the gray blanked warmes my body. I´d rather have your body warm me up. Cause I´d rather have you running trough my veins, than alcohol.

And What about the plans we´ve made? Am I the only one who remembers them?

I knew the risk of thinking about us growing old together, you just felt really familliar to my heart. Maybe my love was just momentary.

19th April The only thing I wish for is for you to love me again, for you to hold me and kiss me passionatly. But with love not lust.

19th April I walked trought the pouring rain all night, crying like a little child, trying to understand why it isn´t working out, why you don´t seem to care, why you don´t wanna see me, why aren´t the stars alighing like that one night. Where I felt religion for the first time, as you held me.

I looked into you and I see lust and It hurts because I love you. I´d wait for you and take the next bus just to catch it t, but you´ll rush to take the bus. I´d wait for you but you´ll rush it out, because it´s not love for you, Its just lust and it hurts