Endless Night . love this outfit
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Secret [Jeon Soyeon x Fem reader]
You were sitting on Soyeon’s bed. She was right next to you…
You held her hand tight as she looked away from you. You knew something was bothering her. Your girlfriend was usually distant, but now she was too distant, not even able to look into your eyes.
“What’s wrong?” You asked her. You wanted to know.
You could hear her sigh as she turned her head to face you. You saw the grief in her eyes.
“It’s just that…”
You held her hand tighter, urging her to continue.
“I love you” She confessed. She rarely said those words, and she didn’t have to. You already knew how much you meant to her. You still enjoyed hearing her say it… But that didn’t explain why she looked so sad.
“I love you too Soyeon, so so much! I would never leave you, you don’t have to be afraid of that” You knew that she had trust issues. No one had ever loved her, no one had ever stayed with her. You were the first person. She probably thought you would leave eventually.
“I trust you. I’m not sad because of anything you did. I’m sad because of me” she confessed and looked down. You reached out and touched her cheek. Her soft skin. You did truly love her. You had never loved anyone the way you loved her.
“Why? You’re amazing” You breathed while playing with her hair. You knew she loved your gentle touches.
“I’m not. We can’t date openly, and that’s my fault”
Your heart broke. You already knew that. Soyeon was an idol…. it was expected of her to stay single. It was also prohibited to be gay in this industry. She wanted to become famous. She would get kicked out of the group if anyone found out what she had been doing with you.
You looked at your girlfriend and you could see tears in her eyes.
“I just can’t do it anymore. I can’t live up to their expectations anymore” She began crying as you leaned in and hugged her. You rubbed her back trying to calm her down.
You spent the night with your girlfriend. Hugging her tightly as you both entered dreamland. A place where you were happy. A place where you could love each other and be free.
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