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at-lilbot · 2 months

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"Then for the next eleven years, I tried to work up the nerve to talk to you."

“Without success.”

“Without success. So, in a way, my name being drawn in the reaping was a real piece of luck.”

#everlark #peeniss #thg #the hunger games

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at-lilbot · 5 months

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Malted Milkshakes

Caveat to this is while I may be a storyboard artist for The Owl House, I literally have no idea where the story is going; I am not a writer! So do not read into this at all. It’s just a drawing. Just wanted to make a fanart for the show I work on, because you can work on something and simultaneously be a fan XD It’s a weird sensation, honestly. But yeah, just wanted to draw these cute characters in a vintage-y vibe. Bask in my lack of a background… bask in it. Please do not repost.

#lumity #luz nodeda #amity blight

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at-lilbot · 5 months

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sometimes I think about palestine.

sometimes I think about oranges.

sometimes I think about oranges, the way my father lights up, golden in the sun with a smile he reserves for special occasions, like when his children succeed or when the orange trees bloom.

sometimes I think about oranges, the way its peel makes a home under my nails, sprays oil until the smell of it lingers in the air, sharp and strong and livid in its joy.

sometimes I think about oranges, the way my sister stands over the grass, juice-sticky down to her elbows, and reaches her hand out to me anyways; I take it, and her skin sticks to mine.

sometimes I think about oranges, the way my mother passes up her slice, then another, then another, building pyramids of orange triangles built to last for her children.

sometimes I think about oranges, the way the knife pushes tension against the peel like a needle on my skin, slips past and cuts and spills juice like blood over my fingertips; if they are stained then I will walk the rest of my days with hands dyed.

sometimes I think about oranges, the way seeds settle between the thin flesh of each wedge, tough and safe and full of life, a victory as it grows into what it has always been destined for, reaching for the skies even as it collapses a universe of life into a single tiny stone.

sometimes I think about oranges, the way they litter the earth under my feet, rotted from the wind and the rain but so full of kindness it spills out over the edges, ready to give every drop of their soul to the earth if it means another flower will bloom in the spring.

sometimes I think about oranges, the way my best friend split an orange in her hands and held it out to me across land we cannot cross, the way each bite settles heavy in my stomach but light in my heart.

sometimes I think about oranges, the way sweetness coats my lips and tongue and teeth for hours, clingy; the way acid drips gentle into the cuts in my skin and stings, as if to tell me, "I'm here, I'm here, I'm still alive."

sometimes I think about you.

#palestine #free palestine

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at-lilbot · 5 months

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I fear I've been putting too much thought into the genocidal country, and not enough passion into Palestine. It is not enough to hate the oppressor, literally anyone can: it's about loving freedom and loving liberation. It's like when we say you have to love Black people more than you hate the cops, love indigenous people more than you hate America, and love Jewish people more than you hate nazis. The lives of the marginalized are so much more than the lives of the people that hate them, you feel?

#free palestine #palestine

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at-lilbot · 5 months

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Bisan's recent post. I think it's important for you to read it. Tonight 03.12.23, journalists in gaza share their last messages. There are no words to describe the horrors unfolding in gaza right now.

I no longer have any hope of survival like I had at the beginning of this genocide, and I am certain that I will die in the next few weeks or maybe days. I have been sick with severe viral infection for days and cannot move from the mattress!

I suffer from nightmares that are so closely resemble reality that I no longer differentiate between reality and dream.

I live in a world other than the one I claimed to be building! I am a community activist who lived on the fantasy that the world was free and just, and I sought to bring rights not only to my people, but to many men and women in third world countries!

I was shocked that I was not from the third world! Indeed, we are the most humane and moral! Yes, because the world approves, supports, and finances the genocide we are being subjected to, legislates it, and gives reasons for for 58 days! While we are a people who have been living on occupied land for 75 years and are still searching for our rights and communicating our voice to the world!

My message to the world: You are not innocent of what is happening to us, you as governments or peoples that support Israel’s annihilation of my people. We will not forgive you, we will not forgive you, humanity will not forgive you, we will not forget, even if we die, the history will never forget .

A Message to friends: Thank you and the supporters around the world. You have been compassionate and very strong. We ask you not to lose hope, even if the world seems completely unfair and your efforts have not yet resulted in a ceasefire.

#palestine #free palestine #free gaza

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at-lilbot · 5 months

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See you tomorrow

#lumity #amity blight #luz noceda

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at-lilbot · 5 months

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The way this AU is living on my mind rent free.

#sulemio #miorine rembran #suletta mercury

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at-lilbot · 5 months

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Idk seeing that the "pause" has been extended for two days I just can't stop thinking about the people affected by this the most

I mean imagine being in Gaza and really sitting there waiting to know if Israel will resume its ruthless bombardment of your city or if you're granted an extra day to continue counting the dead

The one word that came to mind when I saw the news was violence. The fact is, the manner in which this is done is in fact violent as it depends on prolonging the anxiety of the people of Gaza who are directly affected by this

While obviously we can feel some relief that the accelerated violence can be slowed down for two extra days, there is still the anxiety of what's to come and I just cannot imagine what it's like to live with this kind of looming fear

#palestine

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at-lilbot · 5 months

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if your support of decolonization (anywhere) is predicated on your view of the colonized people as exceptionally peaceable, equitable, environmentally conscious/“in touch” with nature, or otherwise morally superior by your own personal standards, it’s not support. the only moral high ground colonized people need to justify decolonization is …. not being the colonizer