"You should love yourself more, Pari."

-pats my own brain- this bad boy can house so many doubts

"Ah, my apologies. I'm not usually met with kindness from other keyblade wielders... eh... I do apologize for, eh, for what it is worth." aryin knew well that it would likely mean nothing, but they do hesitantly step out of the shadows of the people around them, waving the light touched hand in an awkward greeting.

"I was just curious... apologies for that. I know how curiosity guns down the pigeon. That... was not the right phrasing. Er... you get what I mean." a weak smile, and the six foot one clearly inhuman looking magician steps forward. "Let me make it up for you by paying for that for you."

@astrummorte | Aryin

Selena felt another's eyes on her as she stepped through the marketplace. A fleeting glance over the shoulder tells her nothing of note; perhaps it was in her mind. She continues her course, stopping by a stall to purchase food for the road.

"If you don't have something to say, leave me be," She starts bluntly, sensing someone behind her, "Otherwise, there were other ways to catch my attention." The keybearer pays for her goods and turns to face who she feels has been following her.

i know i said it was urgent before, but it has become even more urgent. my father and mother have gotten worse after i and a family friend confronted them about them not making me feel safe in my own home, and i'm in a dangerous situation. if you can manage *anything* i would be ever grateful.

SO... I NEED SOME HELP.

short version right at the top here: my family has been getting really bad about asking me for money, even though they all have jobs of their own. i've been openly planning to move out, and i think that's why they're doing it. if you can spare some money to donate/tip/commission, i would be most grateful.

link to donate: https://ko-fi.com/faepr1nce

longer version is as such.

i've been openly planning to move out for about half a year now. for half of that half a year, i've held a really steady job, going in every day for the past almost four months now with only two true sick day exceptions. for a person with the disabilities i have, this is actually exhausting, but i need to get the hell out of dodge as soon as possible.

this came onto my shoulders in a rush, and while, yes, the people i'm moving in with being unable to help for a little while with saving up is part of my stress, it's not the major point of it, nor a moderate part of it. (so, don't you dare blame yourselves, you both, because i know you can read this.) the point of the matter is, i'm being drained dry of all my resources, and even my scarce moments of buying something i truly need sometimes puts me in the red. (i only have two dnd related subscriptions and one basic discord sub, that doesn't bother me and i plan for it every month.)

i would have liked to get my license (60$ max) and at least a car before moving out, so i wouldn't rely on my parents anymore, but it cannot be helped, and it will be addressed when i can address it.

currently! i need help to save up just to get one of my roommates out of a potentially life threatening locale before summer gets into swing (the latest this can possibly be done is the second to MAYBE third week of june. absolutely no later than june 21st, and that's pushing it.) she needs to be out by june 21st, and a week before getting her up here, i need to have the new place to stay before that happens.

at minimum, i need to have 1200$ USD to safely get my first roommate in a place where she can stay safely and avoid the lethality of staying in texas (in her current situation). i currently have around 250$ out of that 1200$ so i'm not starting from scratch and i put away 100$ - 150$ every pay. i just won't have it for when i need it, nor in the timeframe that i'd need it to be collected. if i had more time (and texas didn't FUCKING SUCK), then i wouldn't be fretting so much.

but i truly do need the assistance, and i can even draw or make graphics or psds or anything you need for at minimum of 5$ donations. if... if you could spare anything, i would severely appreciate it. i'm not going to beg, but i will ask very very nicely if you can give anything i'd appreciate it.

link to donate at the bottom again: https://ko-fi.com/faepr1nce

Pic of the mun under the cut, I'm feeling Nice this Saturday.

pardon the lack of expression, that's the bipolar of it all.

what is the path you stride on honkai: star rail?

the erudition.

"If the truth of the universe is cruel and stale, would you still yearn for the answer? The seeker is impassive, for their core has always been cold and unfeeling… just as the end of Path they set out to seek." Those who seek the truth are assigned the "Erudition" Path. These individuals hold a deep admiration for thinking, logic, and strategic behavior. They embark on a quest to unravel the mysteries of the universe, driven by an insatiable thirst for knowledge and understanding. In the vast expanse of the universe, knowledge is a universal currency. It knows no bounds, transcending the boundaries of genius or mediocrity. Both the brilliant minds and those deemed average have their own unique ways of navigating the intricacies of existence, unraveling its secrets one thread at a time. As one passes through the hallowed halls of knowledge and reason, a transformation occurs within the followers of the "Erudition" Path. Pride, passion, and logic intertwine, giving birth to a more nuanced outlook on life. What was once exuberant zeal becomes tempered with a sense of defeatism, as the weight of knowledge brings forth an understanding of the vastness of the unknown. Indifference, born out of a realization that not all truths can be easily grasped, weaves its way into their perspectives. And at times, fanaticism emerges as they ardently defend the realms of rationality and logical discourse. While each individual's personality within the "Erudition" Path may vary, certain commonalities can be observed. They often display a calm and collected demeanor, guided by the pursuit of wisdom. They value critical thinking and logical reasoning, allowing them to approach challenges with a methodical and analytical mindset. In the grand tapestry of existence, the followers of the "Erudition" Path play a crucial role. Their passion for knowledge, honed thinking skills, and strategic behavior contribute to the collective growth of wisdom and understanding. They unravel the threads of the universe, illuminating the paths that others may traverse in their own quests for enlightenment.

ah, depression hours, Understood.

pardon, pardon, i'm currently enraptured w my two highest muses on different blogs ( @foughtbelief & @vcltaic )

"You can try to take me back,"

two different guns snap into place.

"but you'll hafta try a little harder than that."

how curious. no, this is fortuitous. how did you find me? did they send you to kill me, finally? ...unfortunate. well, i apologize for your rampant curiosity, for now i have to end your life here and now.

𝐢𝐧𝐝. 𝐬𝐞𝐥. 𝐦𝐮𝐭𝐮𝐚𝐥𝐬 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲. 𝒂𝒏𝒕𝒊-𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒐 𝒐𝒓𝒊𝒈𝒊𝒏𝒂𝒍 𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒂𝒄𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐡𝐨𝐧𝐤𝐚𝐢: 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫 𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐥. 𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐟𝐢𝐞𝐝 𝐛𝐲 𝐫𝐞𝐧. STRICTLY 18+, MDNI.

carrd. / inner moka icons.

has verses for ─ h:sr, genpact, bg3, and more planned!

i have a plan for her already and she's a menace to the worlds at large. her name is voltra demarquis and she's a part of the IPC -- or used to be. type is lightning, path is preservation.

this is her fc and she gives me very "fallen divine" energy.

actually, hm, i should probably finish/get close to finishing penacony before i make a decision about hsr stuff.

actually, hm, i should probably finish/get close to finishing penacony before i make a decision about hsr stuff.

the desire to make a fallen emanator of preservation is still super strong. grl help

oh i love this face claim already.

anyway. playing so much hsr and reading the lore of it all has made me want to make an oc.