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ash, 22, she/her. likes to paint. ichimatsu matsuno's real life gf. https://ashmatsu.carrd.co/ PRINT SHOP/ASSISTANCE DOG FUND: https://www.etsy.com/shop/AshtoberPrints
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she pet on my scop til i arg
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CUTE DIGITAL GIRLS NEAR YOU
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erm any angel hare enjoyers here
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she's just like me fr
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ashuta in love!!!!!
i wanted to draw her catching feelings i have a ton of fun with it
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at least out loud
i won't say i'm in loooooove
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i regret a lot
#chainsaw man spoilers#csm manga spoilers#chainsaw man manga spoilers#csm chapter 78#chainsaw man chapter 78#denji#power#aki#makima
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"i only see you, in all that i do
to the rest, i am blind"
how ashuta's simp ass looks at aki when his back is turned
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so i know i havent supplied much ichimatsu x my insert food lately but imagine the other five knowing they liked each other but were too pussy to say anything
and they keep annoying the shit out of him when ash isnt around like "tell her tell her tell her"
and eventually when one confesses to the other when ichimatsu thinks he's home alone they both just hear a CHORUS of cheering from the other room
#self insert#ichimatsu#osomatsu san oc#ososan oc#osomatsu san self insert#oc x canon#self insert x canon
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mild gore cw
tried to channel my inner 2000s weeb for this
idk how i feel abt the result but i think i at least got the style i was aiming for
#aesthetic#digitalart#firealpaca#angel#dokuro chan#bokosatsu tenshi dokuro chan#old web#anime#manga#animecore#bludgeoning angel dokuro chan
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15, 23, 35, and 50 for the OC ask thing :3?
15. Ashuta definitely has a dry, sarcastic sense of humor, but she likes to think she's pretty funny. She can usually manage to make her colleagues laugh, but it's harder for her to get Aki to laugh. Mostly he just smiles at her jokes, and she makes a lot of them because she likes his smile.
23. (Answering below the cut)
35. Ashuta definitely believes in fate. It's the way she rationalizes how she ended up like this, and how she rationalizes losing people she cares about. However, it contributes to her inability to let go of certain people when she loses them...
50. Hmm... That's a hard question! I really like her conditions of immortality, probably... I really like that she can come back from the dead, sure, but will never have the exact memories as she once had or have the same experiences. No matter how much she tries to preserve memories and things, she'll never be the same. And if she somehow loses her journal or her photos of those most important to her, it'll be like it never happened, that those people never existed. And that kills her.
Question 23 answered below, PART 1 MANGA SPOILERS AHEAD
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23. Ashuta didn't quite care about how she wanted to die before coming to love her friends. After she was turned vampire, she didn't really care about death because it was hard to kill her anyway. For her memory-wipe temp-deaths, all she wanted was for her friends to preserve her photos and memories so she could keep a relatively continual sense of self between "lives". She mainly entrusted Aki with this before his death, and Denji had to essentially carry on the responsibility after Aki died to reteach her who she was; I have a ton of ideas for this.
For Ashuta's final death, there's quite a few ideas I have. I have two scenarios where she lives as immortal (at least up until current CSM) and three where she manages to get permadeath'd. I haven't set it in stone yet, but know that when Ashuta dies, she doesn't care how she goes. She believes in an afterlife despite all she's seen, so even death itself would be okay to her. Her only condition is she hopes is that Aki is there to take her to the next life.
#the angst is stored in the chainsaw man oc#selfship#oc x canon#selfship x canon#csm part 1 spoilers#csm manga spoilers#self insert x canon#chainsaw man#csm#csm oc#chainsaw man oc
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"you have uno, dipshit"
I really have been wanting to draw Ashuta with more characters so I decided to indulge myself and draw them having a game night. (she still can't focus on the game tho her ass is NOT paying attention </3)
btw i like to think Power tries to cheat by eating her cards
#csm oc#self insert#csm fanart#csm self insert#chainsaw man oc#original character#aki hayakawa x oc#aki hayakawa#denji#power#chainsaw man#csm#YOU HAVE UNO#oc x canon#self insert x canon
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Prompts 7, 45 and 48 for the ask game!
oooh ok!! thank u!!! :3
7. Ashuta doesn't have any particular unusual fears, aside from maybe fire if that counts as unusual. Most doesn't bother or scare her since as a vampire she's nearly immortal, but she does fear fire because the one way to take her out permanently is to behead her and then burn the body.
45. Ashuta isn't the best at planning, so she often leaves a member of her team to do it and doesn't plan ahead- but if the planning takes too long, she'll likely jump ahead. She's happy to follow orders, not so keen on giving them out. If she was left to lead a mission she'd likely be winging it.
48. There are few things that can drive Ashuta to go for revenge, and when she does, it's typically a long, drawn out thing for her. She can wait for an opportune time- she has centuries, after all. But there's a particular instance that sets her off in the story to where she feels the need for revenge right there, and I think that's how she's going to lose a life so her friends have to reteach her who she is. More on it below the cut, but it's not officially set in stone yet (PART 1 SPOILERS BELOW):
How the "revenge" and backfiring play out:
So we know already that Makima doesn't give a shit about Ashuta, but Ashuta considers her a close friend, probably up there with Denji and Power or so but not as close as Aki (no one is as close to her as Aki is, over time).
When Aki is killed, Ashuta can't cope and confides in Makima, since she believes Makima has surely lost someone she cares about before, right? She tells Makima how she was closer to him than anyone in the world. How all she wanted was to see him live at peace. How she would have done anything to stop what happened to him. Even feels safe enough to tell Makima that she was in love with him.
Makima, of course, this whole time has seen this as an opportunity to kill Ashuta. She's ripped away Aki already and is about to kill Power, why not take away Ashuta? Better yet, why not teach/control her to hate Denji so Denji has to kill yet another one of his friends?
I haven't planned the dialogue yet, but Makima says something that basically lets Ashuta put two and two together.
Not much bothers Ashuta, but when in extreme emotional distress, she loses her shit and acts more like what you'd see with a horror movie vampire. The wool is ripped off from Ashuta's eyes at once, and she realizes that Makima was never her friend, that she's not what she seems, and that Aki is dead and it's her fault. Makima calmly walks around the room as Ashuta breaks down, becoming more and more dismissive as Ashuta sinks into more and more disbelief.
When Makima turns her back, Ashuta immediately leaps at her in attempt to tear her apart, wanting her to feel every second of it in revenge for Aki. Makima, of course, is not fazed by this at all and immediately beats the shit out of Ashuta within an inch of her life.
As Ashuta's basically choking on her own blood, Makima mocks Ashuta, explaining that she's the Control Devil. Except the sad part is she never even had to use her devil powers on Ashuta- Ashuta was so desperate for love and a friend that all Makima had to do was tolerate her presence to win Ashuta's loyalty.
Makima muses that it was very amusing getting to know Ashuta- that she was such a simple, loyal dog- and it's such a shame that she has to do this.
From here, I can't decide if Makima simply puts Ashuta under her Control Devil powers so she's completely brainwashed, or just fully kills her so Ashuta regenerates comes back as a blank slate.
If I make it so Makima kills Ashuta, that means Ashuta permanently loses her memories and Denji has to reteach her what her life was like before she died after Makima is defeated. She could also try to make a contract with a devil to get her memories back, unsure.
HOWEVER, if Makima just controls Ashuta, it makes more sense for her to be so desperate to cling to Aki even after his death (because I have plans for that). I can't decide at this point.
#csm oc#self insert#csm self insert#chainsaw man self insert#chainsaw man oc#oc x canon#original character#self insert x canon#selfship#csm manga spoilers
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You've Got Questions and I've Got Answers OC Edition
Do they have any crafting hobbies?
Do they wear perfume/cologne? If so what scents do they prefer?
Do they enjoy cooking?
Do they enjoy baking?
Do they have any tattoos? If so what are they and do they have any special meaning?
If they were badly injured, and for whatever reason couldn't go to a hospital, who would they go to for help?
Do they have any unusual fears?
Do they collect anything? If so what and why?
When they're sick what do they do to feel better?
Do they have any regrets?
Do they have any addictions?
Do they have any sense of style? Regardless of the answer do they believe they have a sense of style?
Do they enjoy poetry?
Do they have a hard time opening up to people?
What kind of sense of humor do they have? Or do they have one at all?
Do they have or want kids?
How easily would they be convinced to do something that goes against their morals?
How easy is it to become their enemy?
How easy is it to become their friend?
Do they have a strong connection to their culture?
What is more important to them, friends or family?
Would they ever betray someone for money?
How would they want to die?
Do they have any enemies?
Do they have a daily/nightly routine?
Have they met any of their heroes? Did they regret it?
Has a chance encounter ever had an unexpected effect on them?
Are they a #gamer?
If they were real would you be friends with them?
If they had the chance to be famous would they take it? If they are famous would they rather they weren't?
What superpower would you choose for them and what would they choose for themselves? If they have one would they choose something else?
If they could change one thing about themselves what would it be?
Do they play ttrpgs? If so what kind of characters do they play? Or are they more likely to GM?
How well do they deal with grief?
Do they believe in fate or do they believe they are in charge of their own destiny?
Would they ever kill someone? Have they already?
Are they religious? If so do they have a strong sense of faith, are they uncertain, or are they somewhere in between?
What are their dreams like? Do they have any recurring dreams/nightmares?
Would they ever crash a wedding?
If they found a sword in a stone would they try to pull it out? How would they react to being able to pull it out or not?
Do they learn from their mistakes?
Can they speak multiple languages? If yes which all do they speak and why?
Can they handle stressful situations?
Who, if anyone, would they trust with their deepest secrets?
Do they plan in advance or just wing it?
Would they lie to get out of trouble?
Would they lie to get someone else out of trouble? Even if they would have to take that someone else's place?
How likely are they to go on a quest for revenge?
Do they have trouble keeping their enemies and their friends straight?
What is your favorite thing about them?
I love these so I figured I'd make one of my own! Just be sure that if you reblog this ask one or two of these to the person you reblogged from (｡•̀ᴗ-)✧
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ASHUTA IS SO COOL OHHH MYYY GODDD •□•!!!!!
Hi hi I loveeee your csm oc / insert ♡♡ THEYRE SO COOL Her lore is so interesting 💭💭 At least. The lore that I've seen so far is so interesting. AND HER DESIGN IS SO CUTE I ADORE IT SM 🏂🏾🏂🏾🏂🏾
I always love it when ocs break the "norm" of their universe (idk if that makes sense but her being a vampire when most, if not all of the supernatural entities are devils/Devil adjacent is so swag and cool and based I LOVE SEEING CHARACTERS LIKE THAT 🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽)
Her and Aki seem so cute too :3cc I don't think you understand how STOKED I was to see them in the selfship tag. Saw it and ran around my room screaming (in spirit not in action) because YES !!! FINALLY!!! IM STARTING TO SEE MORE PEOPLE W/ CSM SELF SHIPS / OC X CC SHIPS !!!!
I wanna know all ur thoughts about Ashuta 💭💭 She genuinely seems like such a cool character they're so epic and awesome n cool n swag ((o(^∇^)o))
OMG HI!!!! IM SORRY I JUST SAW THIS
Ahhh thank you so much!!! It's super exciting to met another CSM selfshipper!!!! :DDD I'd love to hear abt ur self insert omg
I'm so glad you like her!!!!!!! It actually means a lot, she makes me really happy to work on :D
And trust me I will provide on Ashuta lore >:3
Here is The Food For Today. I didn't include art this time bc I have been eepy. I have ideas for long after this, but this is the general gist. I plan to eventually draw a lot (if not all) of this out. Here's her concept for her first appearance and mission (Chapters 14 to 20, or up to episode 7 in the anime):
So, after being found by Makima:
She is added to the team briefly after Denji and Power. I'm currently undecided at which point she should enter the story; I'm thinking about prior to Chapter 14.
Makima helps her find a place (up until this point, she's been homeless since becoming a vampire) near Aki's apartment, encouraging her to make friends. She suggests Denji could use a friend since he's similar to her (not fully human, rough background).
Ashuta believes that since she'll be on a team of devils and humans, she would be more likely to make friends since they should be more accepting, right? She shows up to the Hayakawa apartment with some food, trying to introduce herself as a new member of the team (and not disclosing herself as a vampire yet- Power can tell, but doesn't care enough to point it out).
Denji thinks at first she's friendly, but a bit too polite and wonders how someone like her got chosen by Makima. Power doesn't initially feel strongly about her either way, though she's delighted to meet Meowy.
Aki thinks she's polite (and finally someone easy for him to get along with on his squad), but questions why she became a devil hunter after a couple hours of them hanging out. She briefly explains that she's a vampire, and that her life was ruined by the Vampire Devil. Aki's tone quickly changes knowing she's not human, and the night is sort of abruptly ended.
CHAPTER 14:
She's integrated into the group with Chapter 14's mission in the hotel being her first (could be retconned later.)
She's a bit hurt with the talk of Aki and Arai not trusting "non-humans" and saying they don't have human rights, so she's quick to become very quiet since she assumed Makima's team of devils and humans meant she was more likely to be accepted.
Himeno can quickly tell that she looks upset and comes over to strike up a conversation, and the two make small talk throughout the mission. She tells her to not mind Aki, that he's just had bad experiences with devils. Ashuta protests that she's not a devil, but a devil makes an appearance before Himeno can respond.
Himeno discusses with Aki later in the mission that she's surprised Ashuta is so conscientious for a vampire- Aki shrugs and believes it's her being deceptive. Himeno goes to suggest he give Ashuta a chance.
CHAPTER 15:
Ashuta does bond a bit with Denji over the mission, both of them asking each other questions about their respective species ("So are you allergic to garlic?" and "Does it hurt when your chainsaws come out?")
CHAPTER 16:
In hopes of winning Aki's approval, Ashuta offers to help Aki hunt for the devil. She explains that since vampires don't really need to sleep much, she could help him all he wants.
Aki, unimpressed, asks why she's so hellbent on trying to please him when he doesn't care about wether she lives or dies as a non-human.
CHAPTER 18:
In the hysteria of facing the eternity devil, Ashuta finally snaps at Kobeni after trying to keep everyone calm the entire mission, telling her she's going to be a shit devil hunter if she freaks out at the slightest inconvenience. Kobeni yells back that it was easy for her to say, that she'd been calm and collected the entire mission because she can't die. Ashuta yells at her that pussying out and turning on her teammates made it more likely for all of them to die, and to shut the fuck up and help if she was going to stay a devil hunter. It certainly doesn't make Kobeni like her, but it shuts her up.
CHAPTER 20:
Ashuta joins the newbie welcome party. Denji questions how she can eat if she's a vampire, and she shrugs and explains that it's the same way devils eat- the only difference is human food isn't of nutritional substance to her and she doesn't retain any energy from it, she eats it for nostalgia purposes and the taste.
Ashuta lightens up when Makima joins the party, glad to see someone familiar- she considers Makima a friend, being the first person who was nice to her.
During the party, Makima asks Aki how Ashuta's first mission was, and wether she had done satisfactory. Aki admits that she did well, and Ashuta can't help but be a little happy at his approval.
As the night progresses, she gets drunk enough where she feels less afraid to approach Aki again. The two actually end up talking some. While drunk, Aki apologizes for the way that he had regarded her earlier in the night, and that she handled her first mission well, remaining composed in such a stressful situation .
Ashuta shrugs, and says it's fine- when she was turned into a vampire, she'd been shunned by everyone she once knew. She explains she still considers herself the same person she was before, but she fears rejection from humans more than she fears injuries from devils. He suggests she come stop by their apartment again sometime (more out of drunken guilt than actual like for her, but it's a start to them becoming friends).
#csm oc#csm self insert#chainsaw man oc#chainsaw man self insert#self insert x canon#oc x canon#selfship#self insert#chainsaw man#anime#character lore
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I feel like jyushi and power would kill together in a fun way :D
YOU ARE SO RIGHT
i need to draw this....
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ive had this piece in my head for AGES pls dont let this bad boy flop
i love everything everywhere all at once so i thought this would be funky
methinks this is how ashuta would confess to aki if she ever does
#csm#csm oc#chainsaw man oc#aki hayakawa#self insert#self insert x canon#selfinsert#selfship#oc x canon#originalcharacter#everything everywhere all at once
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