Honestly don’t think anything sums up how I go about life more than me starting my new job. I took this job as a temporary 4 week thing to earn money. It was a job in admin, something I have no experience in at all but I went in to try my hardest and then move on. I thought I was doing alright, trying my best and staying positive. Today I stood outside my bosses office and heard him tell another a memeber of staff, ‘I like her as a person but I can’t wait until she leaves and someone better at the job comes in’. Nothing fucking makes you want to cry more than going head first into something new only to be told you’re nice but you’re not good enough.

“The biggest mistake you can do, is leaving someone you still love”

-C.M.

help, my wife got wine drunk and tried to set our marriage certificate on fire, saying “good luck trying to return me without the receipt”

Everything is so incredibly shit

Nights are so long and lonely when you don’t have your best person to talk to

I am becoming increasingly aware that my brain is very easily distracted by cats and dogs. I cannot hold a conversation with you if I spot a cat because all my brain can think of is ‘there is a cat over there I can stroke’

“Sex is medicinal”

“So is cannabis”

Me: very lonely and desperately seeks attention from close friends

Also me: pushes everyone away in order to isolate myself

Oh man here comes the depression again

One of the worst feelings is being surrounded by people 24/7 but feeling completely alone

Look at this beautiful man, this my man. I’m the luckiest girl you know amiright??

Me when I get in bed: ooooh I’m a warm little bich!!!