[when you say won't be sharing the new Dean account. Do you mean with EVERYONE or publicly? Because I love how you play Dean and would love to follow you again :D]

I don't know why this didn't show up, but I thought I'd go ahead and answer anyway. The only reason I wasn't planning on sharing my new Dean is... Well, there's more than one reason. So, here goes.

I will be (and am) highly inactive for multiple personal reasons that I won't delve into just yet.

It's actually really, really easy to find if you know what my backup account's url was. I was way too lazy to come up with anything new.

For a good two or three months there, I felt like an invisible speed bump. I went through a serious funk in the roleplay world, though I was writing my ass off outside of it. I don't know what happened there.

Tumblr locked me out of my Jax account, and I'm still really pissed off about it.

I've been so ooc lately, it's not even funny.

If you're alright with all this, I decided enough time has passed that I'm okay with sharing it. Not like this blog is helping me out much anyway by sitting here as a wasteland. It's not the same blog I abandoned before (because that one's still getting bombarded with too many notes), but it is ameriicxna.

Official notice:          Since I just abandoned ship without a word.          This blog is now an archive.          I have not dropped Dean.          I will not be sharing his new link.

15 Things That Make Me Happy

Tagged by midwayinourlifesjourney

Long drives with loud music.

Open world video games with stunning scenery and graphics, and great storylines (looking at you, Assassin's Creed and The Last of Us).

Vonnegut books.

Shooting stuff. I just really love shooting stuff.

Well written ballads from hardass bands. They're always amazing.

Mythology, cryptozoology, urban legends, and all the things that go bump in the night.

Horror movies. And I'm talking all of them. Especially the really, really bad ones like The Purge and The Gingerdead man.

Alright, so let's just say I love the genre of horror in general. Books, movies, and so on. We okay with that?

Old cars.

People who don't try to diagnose you with things like social anxiety when you tell them that you really don't like talking. That sounds really bad, but it actually happens to me a lot, believe it or not.

I guess my family too. They're alright.

Antique and replica weaponry.

Singing. I'm not particularly great at it, but I don't give two shits.

Game of Thrones. Books and show.

I don't get into it often (only like once or twice), but cosplay.

Tag some people: Once again, I don't know who to tag. So, you.

tagged by: barbarastreisandthisbitch

repost this & tag ten people you want to get to know better.

  t a g g i n g ; 

I don't know who to tag, so you. I just pick you.

Name: Whatever you like, sweet cheeks. Nicknames: Batman, Assless Chaps, Baby Deen. Birthday: February 14th Gender: Female Sexual Orientation: I like dudes. Height: 5’3” Favorite color: Black Time and date at current moment: november 25th, 2014 -- 9:39 AM Average hours of sleep: Maybe four. Lucky Number: 13 Last thing I googled: Raymond Chandler. First word that comes to mind: Target. One place that makes me happy: My room. How many blankets I sleep under: Life five, because my bedspread is pretty much a goddamn napkin. Favorite Fictional Character: The Joker -- Preferably from the Arkham games. Book: Four short stories.            There Will Come Soft Rains -- Ray Bradbury            The Masque of the Red Death -- Edgar Allan Poe            The Call of Cthulhu -- HP Lovecraft            Welcome to the Monkey House -- Kurt Vonnegut Animation: The Princess and the Frog TV show: Supernatural Favorite Food: Everything that isn't sweet potatoes. Favorite Beverage: Irish Breakfast Tea. Last movie I’ve seen in cinemas: Annabelle.  Dream Holiday: Snow. I just want snow. Dream Wedding: The kind of wedding that doesn't happen. Dream Job: I have this shit planned the fuck out, okay?                      So get this, I write my own book trilogy.                      I play a part in the movie for it under a completely different name.                      Then, I befriend some musicians and come out with my own band                      under another name.                      That way, if I become a household name, three different people                      can talk about me with three different names and have no idea that                      it's all the same person.                      My siblings fucked up my sanity, guys.

One of these days, I'll be back to roleplay. Today is not that day.

reinainfierno replied to your post:

;; wtf its sooo weird

rIGHT? I need to wash my eyes out with soap.

For those of you who like super fucked up stories. "I Hacked Into A Cam Girl's Computer And What I Found Truly Terrified Me" [x]

Because I'm sure that by the end of the week, I will reach the length of a novel, I'm deleting my story from Wattpad. However, I may make drop some teasers later on for those who are still keeping up with it. My hope is to have it finished by New Years. If not, then by the time my birthday rolls around, it will be completed. To those of you who have actually invested some time and interest into the project, thank you. 

Look at this pretty little thing who showed up to work today.

Everybody Loves a Clown

You're the main reason I made this blog, and I wanted to thank you for that

I meant to answer this before, but I didn't find the right words. Basically, I just wanted to say that I pride myself on knowing that. Sometimes, when I'm feeling down, I like to look through your blog and remind myself that your blog exists because for a split second, I had enough nerve to tell you to go for it. Honestly, I'm ashamed of myself for not keeping up a thread with you sooner, and I'm guilty of being one of those people who loses interest really fast. Long story short, you deserve every last follower you get. You are an amazing roleplayer and a fantastic writer. Keep doing what you do, because I can guarantee you're at least one person's favorite.

One or two people here are keeping up with it. So I thought I'd share.

Uh, welcome to my milestone of 200 followers as Marie. Not gonna lie — it might be a full-on Gallagher show up in this piece. Um, so those of you in the front rows may want to use the ponchos we’ve provided for you under your keyboards. You may, in fact, get wet on this ride.  Um, I would — I would like to thank the, uh, people who have stuck with me this long and…  Okay, um, and — and — a-and that concludes our introduction for the night, so everybody just sit back, relax, and enjoy the show.

The Cast and Crew

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Okay, Mun Talk Time

Hi, I know most people post their talking at the beginning of posts but I wanted to do that little introduction, mostly copy and pasted from a transcript I found of the episode. It was Marie’s introduction before the show started, so now it’s time for the Mun to say her thoughts on this subject.

So, hi! Most of you don’t know me just yet but let me introduce myself: my name is Shannon and I’m currently in my senior year of high school. I am co-president of my ITS (international thespian society) troupe at my school and before I saw Marie on Supernatural, I had about given up on RPing on Tumblr. Every time I made a character, OC or canon, I would always lose them within a month or two and people would pressure me to reply and send me hate or completely ignore me without giving me a reason why.

When I watched the 200th episode, I was crying. Never— I mean NEVER— have I had a character embody everything I stand for and everything I believe and wish to be. I almost talked myself out of making this blog, having heard such nasty things about the Supernatural RP fandom (though, to be fair, I heard about it when I was on my Clara blog and all I heard was flack about every fandom) and I have had far too many bad experiences in big fandoms like this. The only reason I made this blog was because I felt like I would be pushing a part of myself away if I didn’t make this blog.

You all— all 210 of you— have made me realize why I love doing what I do. You don’t pressure me to do things and you all followed me not because you hoped I would follow back and by interacting with me will gain you followers (and, yes, that has actually happened before). You all are here because you love me; you love Marie and you all have been so loving towards me and understanding that I actually have a life outside of RPing.

I know the list for my follow forever is small but there is a reason for that. Every time I have lost a muse it has been the most devastating thing of my life. I am scared that, each day I wake up, Marie will be gone and I won’t know how to tell you all. So I am hesitant to follow people and it takes me a bit to press that follow button— usually after we have interacted and have had more than one reply.

This is the reason I make greeters for each of my followers, because I want you all to know that I notice you and appreciate you. Marie and I are practically the same person— I feel what she feels and when I make you a post it is my way of reaching out to try to get to know you. I want everyone to have a chance to meet me and meet Marie and, yes, I am scared of rejection. I’m scared that you all will start to hate me one day and turn the whole fandom against me (this happened on my first RP blog in the ATLA fandom and has scarred me mentally and emotionally. It’s actually awful).

So, sorry this is long. I just wanted you all to know that you have saved my life— you, by following me, have given me one more reason to stay here and not give up on the thing that I love. Though you may not be on this list— and I might not even follow you just yet— I notice you. I notice all of you.

 If you want to get to know me, send me a message or wait for me to (slowly) get through my followers and finish making greeters.

I love you all and I hope you have a wonderful day.