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The Next Chapter Of Your Life

How To Pick A Pile:

Everyone has their own technique for choosing a 'pile'. My recommendation is to clear your mind and focus on each image for a few seconds. The image you find yourself coming back to even when you focus on the other images is the pile for you.

Quick notes on this reading:

It's a long one -- This reading is a lot longer (I think) than what I typically post. I'd appreciate any feedback on the length since it's something I'm experimenting with. The pile titles are colour-coded -- Hopefully, it helps make scrolling to the next section quicker.

Each pile references multiple scenarios -- some scenarios came through stronger than others, but I did my best to write what I was getting to be applied to situations not mentioned.

‼️ THIS READING IS MEANT FOR SELF-REFLECTION AND ENTERTAINMENT PURPOSES ONLY -- While this reading does contain a bit of advice and reflective questions, IT'S IN NO WAY SHAPE OR FORM MEANT TO REPLACE PROFESSIONAL ADVICE OF ANY KIND. Please use your discretion, think carefully before you act and only take what resonates be it a little, some or none at all. (The usual disclaimer is at the bottom).

PILE 1 (Scrapbook)

Who are you? Cards: The Poet, The Founder rev, The Queen of Roses

This pile may be the pile for you if any of the following resonates:

Wanting to connect or being very connected to your loving, nurturing and supportive side. You've been receiving messages or sensing that a new connection is on the horizon. Motherhood/parenthood or marriage. Seeking resolutions to a relationship. Leaving behind relationships that have been in your life forever. Giving too much to others. Ending toxic relationships. Finding or wanting freedom. Finding your voice. Finding you. Tapping into your creative side. A quest for happiness.

If none of these individual sentences resonate feel free to check out a different pile.

Who will you become throughout this next chapter? Cards: The Muse, The Gambler

You will begin to bloom. Maybe not fully, but you’ll be more open to taking the necessary steps (which may feel like risk) to flourish. The end result will be you tapping into your creativity and creator energy. But also putting in the work, and changing your approach. I pulled all the cards at once so being able to take in all the cards at once, it’s this sense of making you happen. Gone will be the sense of being who you think you should or are expected to be. You’ll be gaining a new sense of self that is brighter and more wild. The risk is non-existent. It’s more perceived. It seems like a risk to indulge in the aspects of yourself that may seem like they’re more whimsy, but by actually making those things happen, you will transform into someone who can inspire themself. You won’t have to look for inspiration elsewhere, you’ll have it there within you.

How will you find success? Cards: 3 of Keys (The Chess Game), The King rev

Through changing your tactic. This chapter won’t necessarily be easy. There will be conflict with those around or above you, especially if this relates to career or relationships, possibly even both. Detach from the situation and be objective. Waiting for your opening will be the key to your success. For some, it’s a situation where everyone is only looking out for themself and I’m picking up that it's creating a stalemate. With the king reversed, you know what’s best in the situation but someone with more authority than you or a level of seniority if this is a personal relationship thinks they know better but they don’t. It’s about being firm and holding your own as well as not letting your emotions, or the part of you that’s super connected to the situation, get the best of you and influence you to make rash decisions.

Challenges you may meet: Cards: The Astronomer, The Orator, Reflection rev.

I see the biggest challenge here for you being one of mastering yourself in this next chapter. There’s a battle between your emotions and your intuition. To navigate this you need to have a conversation with yourself and determine why you’re having such strong emotions. Where are these feelings stemming from? The astronomer card is here to remind you that whatever the situation is, it’s not really about the past-- it’s not going to help you navigate this chapter. Especially if you’ve been acting according to what’s expected of you when the current/upcoming situation(s) requires you to do what is true to you. I hope I'm not repeating myself too much here, but the challenge becomes exploring the why behind the emotions so you can better make decisions and listen to your intuition. BUT, keep in mind that it doesn’t mean not to listen to your emotions at all.

Another message here is that working with other people may also show up as a challenge. There's a reminder to listen to other people's perspectives but also know that choosing to hear someone’s POV doesn’t mean you have to absorb it as yours either.

Finally, even when it gets tough, don’t doubt yourself. Take your time. It may seem like you have to have it all figured out and know what to say and which decision to make, but not really. It’s easy to feel that way when it feels like everything is at stake, but again, if you feel that way, pause and ask yourself why? Once you have your why, you can take on the world.

Lessons To Be Learned: Cards: The Painter, 8 of keys (the master artisan)

This definitely feels like it relates to career or passion projects, but of course, just adjust to your individual situation. It may or may not mean anything, but your cards have lots of florals.

Your lessons in this next chapter of life relate to learning to connect with yourself, speaking up and putting yourself out there. Your energy is one that makes me feel like you have such an amazing talent you're hesitant to embrace. You have so much to learn and just as much to offer... this is the beginning of that journey. Don’t be shy. There are opportunities out there waiting, you just have to figure out the way to pursue them that is most authentic to you. Even if it’s simply an opportunity to give love and kindness. I know I focused a lot on career and creativty, but this goes for relationships too. There is a lot of heavy energy covering this beautiful light-hearted one that just wants to break free. If you are considering going into teaching or taking up a teaching opportunity (not necessarily even in a formal education system) or enrolling in a course of some kind, I feel like this is a nod to say go for it. Especially pottery or beadwork? Trade work as well, maybe even culinary school or food-related skills. (I could be projecting there on the culinary aspect though as that's what I did and the imagery on the card reminds me of it).

Advice to take with you in this next chapter: The hound and pear (loyalty) — This card is always a bittersweet card whenever I see it. The message here is one of loyalty and friendship. A new relationship (of any kind), one founded on friendship, is precious but also delicate. Don't make irrevocable decisions based on conclusions. It must be treated with care on both sides because it can be damaged easily.

The deer and oat (healing) — Rest and recharge. Moderation and mindfulness are also key for recovering from difficult or intense situations. Ask yourself, how you can rest and nurture yourself?

The snake and fern (starting over) — it’s time to finish breaking free from the past so you can become something new. So you can return to your true self. What has protected you and brought you to this point? Are you in a position to release it? Are there any parts of your past self that you can regrow from (like snipping off part of a plant that may be unhealthy and leaving the rest so it can re-catch itself, not sure why I picked that analogy) or must you grow anew? (Planting a new seed, from the old plant. The essence is still there but a completely new plant will grow)

If you made it this far I appreciate it. Feedback is welcomed and if there's a topic you'd like me to cover in a pac, feel free to let me know!

Pile 2 (Compass)

If you’re drawn to pile 1 feel free to check that out as well.

Who are you? Cards: The Oracle of Delphi, the Sentinel, the Forgotten

This pile may be the pile for you if any of the following resonates:

Intuitive. Connected to a higher power. Diety work. Past lives. Psychic powers. Perseverance. Fighting back. Confidence threatening to become arrogance. Dominance dancing on the lines of domineering. A force to be reckoned with. Someone who's sometimes brash. Amor fati (love of fate). An academic. Dreamlight Valley. Self-esteem issues (past or present). Someone who was looked past and from it learned not to try. Fear. Anxiety. A lost soul stumbling in the dark. Chaos. Morally grey. *You may be an avid reader or enjoy fantasy media as well.

My Overall Impression: You’re a force to be reckoned with and reckon you will. Your energy is just pure power and chaos. I low-key feel like you’re battling with life/the universe (call it what you prefer, that’s just how I prefer to call it). There’s this energy of "Try me" and the universe is like "I got one for you, watch and see". But there’s no malice. I just get fed-up vibes from you and the response from life is like "Okay 👀, but chill." Enemies to lovers with life itself.

Who will you become throughout this next chapter? Cards: The Ark of the Covenant, Beith — Birth, The Queen, The Assassin

The Queen and The Assassin flew out with such fury! You’re going to become someone worthy of wearing a crown. But it comes at a price, though it’s not one you can sit around and sulk about. The next chapter of your life reminds me of being forged in fire. Now you’re stepping into the role and identity of someone who can achieve your goals. It’s dark at times, but you’re gaining the skills to do what you want to do and I get the feeling this "thing" you're meant to do is one you may feel on a deep or soul level. (It is) fulfilling a higher calling or purpose. At the very least, you’re becoming someone who has decided that this is the last time they repeat a cycle.

You’re working towards something more and it feels like by the end of this chapter, you’ll be granted a brief reprieve. There’s still more work to be done though. You’re stepping into a new era where so much will grow from you. For some of you, a new romantic relationship is coming in and/or you're expanding your family-- that includes found family as well.

How will you find success?

Cards: 4 of Roses (views of the ego) the Witch. Rev

The first message that comes through is that your success lies in cutting someone off. Someone selfish and self-absorbed to be exact. It’s a relationship you’ve stayed in too long... they could have had some kind of hold over you, not necessarily in a controlling way, but they could have meant something on a deep level which could have been why you held on. You may have done a lot you’re not happy with because you’ve done it with this person in mind. Cutting ties with them grants you success as it allows you to focus on what’s truly important to you.

The other message with the witch reversed is the importance of remembering that while you’re forging your own path, it’s okay to look to others who have made it or 'gotten out'. Maybe they haven’t gone through the exact same thing, but it doesn’t mean there isn’t wisdom in the stories of others who’ve forged through and paved their own way as well. Pile one was about breaking away from the expected, but you’re being called to review what is expected and see if there’s anything worth considering. Kind of like shopping around for inspiration? You might come across someone else's story and it might spark an idea within you on how to navigate your own.

Challenges you may meet-- Cards: The Tailor Rev, The Scribe

Your challenges in this next chapter involve trying not to force your will upon the flow of your life and refining your focus. I know, I said forged in fire. There’s an imbalance of sorts... instead of firing and hoping you hit the target (your goal), you need to pause and take a good look at what’s working vs what isn’t. The 'wheel of life' worksheet/exercise comes to mind but I personally hate that exercise so much. I bring it up because it allows you to get a visual of what areas of your life you've been focusing on vs neglecting and pinpoint which areas of your life you’re lacking in. From there you can further assess and gain a better grasp on what you should be focusing on. After all, you can do anything, but you can’t do everything.

With the scribe, you may need to study or fine-tune your skills regarding a specific matter more. Here, there's something you need to learn to influence your life in the way you want, but you have to take the time to figure out what it is that you need to learn. It doesn’t have to be formal learning either. It could be something such watch a YouTube video, reading a book or article, or even taking a free online course or masterclass. Nothing is too big or too small here, as long as it's helping you to develop to get from point A to B.

Lessons To Be Learned:

Cards: 8 or scrolls (path unknown), the diviner, the puppeteer

The 8 of scrolls here reminds you that you’ve been travelling on a path where you know the outcomes, but to get to where you want to be sometimes requires walking down paths that may mean you don’t know what’s going to happen until it happens. At the same time, that’s how opportunities we didn’t know we needed arise. In the card imagery, there’s a basket next to the girl filled with scrolls, the same type of scrolls pictured in the scribe card. I think for you it’s learning the skill or information I mentioned that is going to help you feel more confident and assured on this path you’re following. You’ve got the energy of the queen archetype (regardless of gender), and though it may be a challenge, you’ve equipped yourself with the skills necessary to go after what you want. You’ll have what it takes 100% to move on to the next phase (after this one we're talking about).

The Diviner is about divine timing and evaluation. Here you’ve done all that you can with what is in your control. What’s left now is waiting for your desires outcomes to come to fruition. While you can’t rush or force things, you can make sure you set yourself up for success when you get it. So let's say you're waiting on receiving a sum of money, in the meantime you can learn/brush up on the skills to manage money etc.

Finally with the puppeteer, mending relationships could also be a lesson. Although I think it’s more about learning to interact with others better? But also remembering that sometimes apologies can mend relationships and other times they can’t. Going back to that relationship mentioned way before, it could be a matter of "are you willing to forgive the other person if they were to apologise and see the error of their ways?" (Though with the type of person mentioned that may be unlikely but, who knows).

Another possibility with the assassin card is that you may ruffle feathers at some point, so you may learn the power or limits of an apology in that sense as well.

Advice to take with you in this next chapter:

The Finch and Peach (romance) — romance is on its way to you. Things to ponder on could be: do you feel ready to welcome love into your life? What are some things that make you feel loved/how do you like to receive love?

The Marten and Foxglove (mischief) — this card asks you to stay open to opportunities that allow you to tap into your playful side, be spontaneous or travel. Ask yourself how can you make room for spontaneity? (It could be through trying new foods, reading a different genre, visiting a place you wouldn’t typically visit, changing up your daily routine etc). Also are you at a point where you can open yourself to new adventures, big or small?

The Boar and Pumpkin (confidence) — You’re not wrong to be confident in yourself, don’t let anyone tell you otherwise. Take a moment to acknowledge your accomplishments and think about what you’ve done that you’re proud of (doesn’t always have to be tangible, it can also be mindsets, situations you’ve walked from etc).

The Snake and Fern (starting over) — Again, if you were drawn to pile one, I suggest you check that out. Here this card nods to beginning a new and asks you to see if there are any parts of yourself you can return to, or if it’s time to completely start anew and discover yourself from scratch.

If you made it this far I appreciate it. Feedback is welcomed and if there's a topic you'd like me to cover in a pac, feel free to let me know!

Pile 3 (The Trunks/Suitcase)

Who are you? Cards: The Smith, The Twins, The Lookout, The Askashic Library, 3 of Forces (Bird’s Nest)

This pile may be the pile for you if any of the following resonates:

The overthinker. Having a twin or prominent Gemini placements. If you're considering something you’ve been wanting to do for a while but keep putting off. A relationship with someone in which you both started on the same path but they went in another direction. Holding onto resentment. Feel like everything is up in flames. Writing. Seeking self-awareness. Manifesting. Intuitive. *Read that book you’ve been meaning to read. Needing a backup plan. Expanding. Hopeful prospects.

*If this doesn't feel like your pile, and you were eyeing pile 4, definitely check it out. This pile was actually the last I pulled and the hardest to read for and it felt like many aspects of it related to other piles as well. I recommend checking out a secondary pile in general if you were drawn to one.

Who will you become throughout this next chapter? Cards: The Waker, The Runaway, The Warrior (Sorry, I forgot to write down some of the cards 🤦‍♀️, I believe it was 'Fated Meeting' and 'Queen of Scrolls')

You’re becoming someone who is becoming centred/aligned and more intuitive. Your internal world and external world are going to become more connected. Connected to your ‘higher self’ as well, it’s going to be you vs you (levelling up). You’re going to become someone who can face the things you’ve been running from head-on.

That thing you’ve been putting off, you’re going to be able to finally put into action. Coming into being filled with inspiration, clarity and direction. This is especially if you’re considering careers/education, or projects in the fields of writing, publishing, marketing, communication, counselling or teaching. If you’re seeking a mentor, this person could help guide you to becoming this way. It could also be someone in your life already that may help you who is in one of these fields.

For a select few of you, you’re becoming the version of you that was meant to meet your person. If it’s not a romantic partner, then you’re coming into contact with a soulmate (meant as someone you have a ‘soul bond’ with).

Where Will You Find Success? Cards: 4 of Keys (Clearing The Way), Reflection, The Cartographer rev, The Weaver

If you find yourself prone to many different avenues of ideas and project but never settling on one, you’re going to find your success through settling on one thing and focusing on it. It’s time for you stop buckle down and stick with one of those brilliant ideas of yours and make it happen.

Also while it may be time for you to focus on one thing professionally or creatively, when it comes to yourself, it’s time to embrace all the pieces of you that seem random. It reminds me of this post I saw a couple of days ago about how we don't have to force ourselves fit perfectly into an aesthetic... that it's okay to have and embrace parts of your personality that are completely left field of the other bits that go hand in hand. So for some of you, maybe it’s time to embrace all the pieces of you that don’t go together neatly. Maybe that’s why you have these ideas and start them and then ditch them, because you’re a multifaceted being and you’re not allowing yourself to be so and that is the way it manifests in your life? Maybe it’s time to learn how to let all the sides of you coexist without getting lost. Food for thought maybe?

Regardless, it’s time to remove distractions that are holding you back. Tap into your intuition. Become more aware of your emotions. There's a sense of self-mastery is needed here.

Challenges You May Meet? Cards: The Pathless, The Miser, 1 of Scrolls (On Track), Up In The Air, 6 of Forces (The Waterfall) rev

Your challenges kind of relate to the things that were mentioned already. Being in your head, overthinking things, being unable to settle, but also trying to avoid falling into a headspace where you’re being pessimistic and stubborn. Just because you stick to one thing doesn’t mean you can’t shift and adjust your approach. And if you find that you’re really stuck don’t be afraid to just take a step back. If this is all relating to something where other people are giving you their unsolicited advice, don’t be afraid to brush it off and say “Hey, I might have hit a block but trust that I know what I’m doing”. Another scenario is to not internalise any unsolicited advice or opinions because I feel like that could be a trigger for getting lost in your head for some of you.

For overthinking, it'll be about learning to accept that you won’t be able to know the exact outcome of certain things. If you’re working with someone else, then feeling like you are in control or that you have a say may be the challenge. For others, the challenge may simply be making the decision or committing. It could also be coming to terms with the fact that you waited so long to pursue this goal.

Lessons To Be Learned: Cards: The Brawler, The Forgotten, 2 of Roses (The Winged Messengers), Uriel and the Sphinx, the king of roses

With the Forgotten you’ll learn that you can’t be afraid of mistakes. Mistakes help you grow. You'll come to realise how much fear has been holding you back. There's also learning how to make something out of your anxiety. Learning not to run from conflict or maybe how to properly address it could also be another lesson. This could be regarding internal conflict or conflict with another person as I am getting multiple scenarios come up.

Again there's a message here that for some of a romantic suitor specifically coming in. Overall for everyone there’s an important relationship making its way into your life. The mentor shows up as a neutral energy throughout the reading (or balanced feminine and masculine). Their energy is thoughtful, nurturing/comforting and supportive.

Advice — The Goat and Willow (overdoing obstacle) — even though there are losses to suffer, you can overcome them with renewed energy and the right balance. When obstacles appear, prioritise realigning yourself with your goals. You can even get ahead of the game and brainstorm ways to handle potential obstacles before they arise. The Chipmunk and Laurel (success) — Your path to success will be a unique one, one you have to create on your own, but there will be adventures along the way. The Elk and Ash (strength) — Don’t be afraid to fight back when met with a challenge.

If you made it this far I appreciate it. Feedback is welcomed and if there's a topic you'd like me to cover in a pac, feel free to let me know!

Pile 4 (The plane around the world)

CW: Brief implication of strong language

Who are you? Cards: The storyteller, the mascareri, 1 of roses (commitment), 6 of roses (the war of roses)

This pile may be the pile for you if any of the following resonates:

Someone who struggles with the 'self'. You may hide your true self and struggle to accept others' true selves. For you, you could spend a lot of time crafting your persona. For some of you you maybe in positions where you delegate to others or are responsible for others' behaviour (managerial or boss positions). Some of you could work with kids or want to work with kids. Putting on a mask. Neurodivergence. You could enjoy writing or be a writer of some kind. The arts. Struggling with a partnership (romantic or business), trying to balance honouring yourself and their wishes? Conflicted about a relationship. Feeling like there's a battle between your head vs your heart.

Who will you become throughout this next chapter? Cards: 4 of Scrolls rev (The Karmic Trenches), The Patron rev, The poet You’re becoming someone with so much to offer and is still looking to grow. However, people may want to take advantage of that. Becoming someone who doesn’t hesitate and is in love with life. Embracing that life is imperfect. Becoming more vulnerable. Finding like-minded people. Embracing happiness. Tapping into your creative spirit. There could be an ending of some kind, though you didn’t want it, it brought a world full of new opportunities. You're finally breaking a pattern but also having the awareness to know when you’re tip-toeing along the lines of going back. Coming out of the dark. This sense of being healed on multiple levels and being able to finally experience joy.

Where will you find success? Cards: The Astronomer Rev, The Hound, 5 of forces (summer/winter), 7 of keys (The Ascent) You’re going to be finding success through setting long-term goals. If this is about a financial situation especially, then also finding a balance between focusing on what is necessary and not letting the 'wishlist' desires lead you astray. It can apply to any situation in general though. Focusing on what’s necessary and the things you would like to do coming afterwards.

There's also a matter of assessing where your loyalties or priorities lie and releasing habits, relationships, and ideas that are no longer serving you. Loyalty and staying true to your word might be something you value heavily and stand by, but I also see you finding success in this next chapter of your life by realising, you know what, sometimes you have to cut your ties, count any losses and move on because staying is only doing more harm than good. For some of you who have a relationship in mind or the relationship part resonated with you, this is especially true.

Taking action in general will bring success. This chapter could either close out or begin in the summer, or summer will mark an important time for you. With the 7 of keys, your success is guaranteed as long as you put in the work.

Challenges You May Meet: Cards: The Founder, The Shepard, 3 of Scrolls (Setting Your Course), Caught in The Ruins With The Founder, a challenge you might run into is needing to put yourself before someone else who is asking you for your help, although I'm also feeling it maybe asking you to put them first. You might struggle to determine whether or not you should offer them your help. The Shepard urges you to step up and take the lead when others need guidance. However, I think the best question to ask is what kind of person do you have to show up as in order to offer them your support? And also what type of person do you have to show up as to meet your goals? I’d say make a decision on how to proceed based on whether the two can successfully coincide or not.

A lot of different situations come up in this pile— relationships, career/finance, behaviours… but the common theme here seems to come down to mindset. Whatever the situation is that has you feeling trapped, you have to realise that it’s not definitive, even if it seems that way in your head. It seems like a lot of what is going on, and what you have to overcome, is self-sabotage and realising that just because you’ve always done something a certain way or a situation has always played out that way, doesn’t mean it will always be that way. You have the power to change; the challenge here simply lies in picking yourself up and dusting yourself off. There’s so much more out there for you than what you’re seeing right now. If relocating or travelling, especially where you have to cross the ocean, is something you’re hoping to do, then the end of this chapter we’re discussing in this reading might be the beginning of that next chapter in your life.

Lessons To Be Learned: Cards: 3 of Roses (Loving Elementals), 5 of Roses (The Garden)

The lessons here are about having a sense of child like wonder, and learning to find joy and exploration in life. Being able to laugh and play and find inspiration once more. If any of you have been thinking about starting a family (not necessarily right away) then it’s likely that this chapter will set you up for that. If not then I think a matter of legacy here. Being exposed to opportunities to nurture and grow the future you desire.

You’ll learn that sometimes you are the one who has to be the catalyst to change your life. I love this line from the guidebook of my Citadel Orcale cards regarding the catalyst. It says “ You are the bolt of lightning that topples the tower”. If you think about the Tower card in the traditional tarot deck, there’s lightning striking the tower and setting it on fire. Whenever it comes up it talks about upheaval and there’s often a sense of “oh great, something’s about to come **** up my life” but maybe [we] should consider that we’re not always the tower, but instead, we are the lightning. You have to make the decision to do or become something different, even if goes against what you've always known or what everyone tells you you should do.

What’s also important is not dwelling on past mistakes or regrets, it’s about learning from what happened and using it to make a better decision. Stop doubting yourself and overthink until your head hurts. Give yourself some grace and self-compassion. Take your time, changing isn’t going to happen overnight and often times we have to adjust to who we’re allowing ourselves to become.

Advice to take with you in this next chapter:

The Bee and Pomegranate (productivity) rev — If you find yourself struggling with procrastination, don’t be afraid to rest a while before giving whatever it is another go. Consider what makes you productive as well as what you can do to change why you’re not feeling productive towards another task.

The Racoon and Sycamore (curiosity) — The time is now to do some self-exploration. Explore new interests and hobbies as well as take time to think about how you’ve evolved and how you’d like to further evolve.

The Finch and Peach (romance) — Love is on its way to you. (I did kind of feel like it’s romantic love but it wasn't a prominent message in the reading.)

The Bear and Cedar (leadership) — You’re being guided towards leadership opportunities but remember to ‘rule’ with fairness and care. Ask yourself how can you be a better leader? Who can benefit from your knowledge and experience?

If you made it this far I appreciate it. Feedback is welcomed and if there's a topic you'd like me to cover in a pac, feel free to let me know!

*** Disclaimer: All readings and tarot/blog games are for fun and entertainment purposes only. It is in no way meant to act as or replace professional advice of any kind. You know yourself and what’s going on in your life best so I ask that you trust yourself above all else. Finally please take only what resonates from the reading which may be some of it, all of it, or none at all.

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arcana-indigo · 5 months

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I cannot suffer from anything other than believed-in ‘thoughts’ that are strongly held in my mind. I cannot experience sadness without first adding a ‘sad story’ about myself.

I never suffer from what happens to me, only from my negative misperceptions (misaligned beliefs) of my experience. It is our interpretations of life’s events that dictates how we feel. An unhappy narrative plus the feelings that flow from it, equals personal suffering.

-Anon I mus (Spiritually Anonymous)

Observe your unconscious habits of mental storytelling, recognize that your moods/emotions are based solely on whatever thoughts you choose to believe is real. You suffer more from your imagination than the actual circumstances. Always be aware of the though-created stories that you are consistently telling yourself (that you have identified with or attached to) in each moment.

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arcana-indigo · 6 months

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“There will always be an algorithm of “government conspiracies,” one after the other until you awaken to what these problems of the world are truly leading up to.

We think we’re leading up to a final moment, when it all comes crashing down but this will only happen from within you.

An instant realization… in the spur of the moment. It will hit you. That is what has been referred to as the “revolution” which will not be televised.

This is the true revolution. Physical revolutions only create cycles which repeat. The people revolt and still don’t know who they are nor who they truly fight at the end of it all, become barbaric and cannibals, and require some balance (system) to restore a civil being again.

The answer is not tearing down the system, it is knowing WHO YOU ARE. This is why the cycle repeats, we can’t ever know who we’re fighting when we don’t know who we even are — and the irony of it is once you truly know what you’re fighting against the fight ends…

This is the revolution! This realization of peeling back your delicate dream from the world to your own veil is IT.

Learning what you really are. The ancients didn’t have some secret or holy bible, they knew themselves beyond time and ego.

Once you know yourself, you will naturally fall into balance with the universal intelligence and everything in it because essentially, it is you.

The truest conspiracy remains not with you and the world, not with you and others, but with WHO and WHERE you and you alone believe you are.

That is what every single thing disturbing you in this “reality” is attempting to show you. Know thyself and you will instantaneously and ever so suddenly awaken from the dream.

NEVER BORN NEVER DIED

That which has never began, can never end. Coincidentally, no “human” origin has ever been found. The “Big Bang” is our attempt at creating a “starting point” throughout infinite space when there truly is none…

You are the great void, infinite space and there’s no “where” to go. The WHO and WHERE are the greatest conspiracy with you and yourself.

That is why we have created boundaries and cling to them — body, walls, sky, space, etc. these boundaries keep us from seeing beyond, into who we truly are here.

I am not against dreaming, I am not against sleeping, but if you wish to awaken, to find immortality, this is the way.

Turning your “third eye” (lens - focal point) in onto itself. This is identical to Toto pulling back the curtain in the Wizard of Oz.

We already are everything we seek (alien, A.I, angels, demons, gods, devils, etc), we already have everything we’ve convinced ourselves we don’t.

“Man becoming God,” Enoch becoming Metatron was an internal realization in which the two are realized as being one — therefore it can be misunderstand when we communicate and say to “become” God, because how can one become that which is them?

That is the great conspiracy.”

#quotes #soul #truth #enlightenment

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“When you see your matter going black, rejoice, for this is the beginning of the work.” – Rosarium Philosophorum

"The psychological magnum opus begins alchemically with the concept of the nigredo, also called “the blackening.” It’s a psychosymbolic death. This is the stage of revelation and catharsis. It’s where we burn away our psychological dross. It’s where the shadow is integrated and mined for hidden gold.

As Carl Jung said, “No tree can grow to heaven unless its roots reach down to hell.” Our shadow reaches all the way into hell. We descend into hell to integrate it. Then we must make the dangerous climb into heaven to animate it and bring it into sacred alignment with the whole self.

This is no easy task. It’s a dark time. Despair and disillusionment are all consuming. The blackening is a cocooning that cooks the corpse of the ego inside it. Annihilation becomes integration: the marriage of chaos and order, the coalescence of shadow and light, the union of summit and abyss. But this gives way to the illumination of the Albedo: a clean slate on which to create individuation."

Written by Gary Z McGee

#quotes #philosophy #shadow work #pluto #alchemy #awareness #healing #carl jung #shaman #dark night of the soul

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“Once upon a time I was an ignited spark..then a flame..and finally a raging fire. I burned and I burned until I burned myself into black ash. Now I’m scattered across this earth, all my pieces blended into the ground I once stepped upon. I lost a core to come home to.”

— 11/27/2015

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“I cry not out of longing, or joy, or even sadness, but a certain kind of detachment. I feel detached from my existence, as if I am a balloon floating above my personhood. I feel lucid in my separateness.”

— 7/1/21

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sun Square pluto

Literal or metaphorical death of the father (I feel the latter is more common and necessary).

A dominant parent attempting to control your life and even your personality, mainly seeing you as an extension of their own ego.

Ego lessons/karma passed down from the parents.

Learning to validate and encourage yourself from within.

Overcoming creative blocks.

The more you allow transformation into your life, the more creatively inspired and powerful you'll become.

Overcoming a compulsive need to seek attention, admiration, or praise.

Turbulent life events force you to change.

Resistance to transformation, clinging to the ego.

A need to actualize your creativity.

Personally identifying with and feeling deeply inspired by certain famous people, dead or alive.

Encouraging others to be authentic and express themselves.

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how to properly heal

~ my comeback post !! please pick one pile :) ~

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pile 1

the magician - queen of wands - the high priestess - 10 of wands - 9 of pentacles - 10 of cups - 4 of cups

really quickly my lights flickered extremely fast that may or may not be a sign? pile 1 you are a very resistant group at times. you WANT change you WANT to move on from this and get better but there’s fear. there’s a sense of anxiety when it finally comes to actually changing. you are a very strong pile mentally but your battle cry is terrifying. i see you may be someone who carry’s a lot of burdens and for a lot of you i’m seeing this being from family. lots and lots of family trauma in this pile. pile 1 you are a very psychic pile as well. speak to the universe. let them hear what you really want don’t hold back. you can receive anything you want. but? take that brick off your chest. untie those sandbags that weigh down your shoulders. you didn’t put them there in the first place so WHY should they stay? some of you may be sooo scared of spending too much money. go on a shopping spree. go crazy. text up an old friend. one you haven’t talked to in a while. text a grandparent of yours. they would love to hear from you right now. pile 1 you’re very resistant right now but you know if you move on your life will become better. so why are you holding back? don’t let this life changing moment go away. snatch it up. don’t let it go. it’s meant to be yours so let it be yours. if you look away from this you won’t see another just as amazing as this one. pile 1 you want to properly heal? change how you live. life feel like it’s repeating? don’t let that make you lose your sanity. one small thing you change day to day will make you feel human again. pile 1 i’m seeing that if you just change how you live for yourself and not for others you could heal. smoother and more balanced. you will come out of this feeling like you’ve accomplished more goals in your life then ever before.

(as i’m typing this i saw 222. this is a sign.)

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death - the emperor rev - 2 of pentacles - 3 of pentacles rev - the star rev - the chariot - 7 of swords - 10 of swords - queen of wands - 2 of wands - ace of wands - temperance - 2 of swords

getting rid of old habits. i heard old habits being people. getting rid of things that no longer serve you for good. finding balance in your day to day life with things you ACTUALLY enjoy. you’re too bored constantly. you feel so slumped and angry and bored because your environment is just one big dump. get out of there fast! go outside go see a friend go out to eat. do something other than being THERE. (this can also refer to thinking differently. get out of that gloomy mindset. think about things that actually matter.) you feel so tired right now. go get that rest. you’ve been sleeping too much? get up and do a walk around wherever you are. stretch your legs. pick up the things in your life that offer you a good future full of abundance and clarity. leave what DOESNT!!!!! oh wow some of you really need to kill of that old you. the death card and ten of swords are screaming START OVERRRR. really think this time. what do you want to do with your life and how do you want to live it? where do you want to go in the future and what will you do to reach those goals? the universe is offering you out a hand an offering. take this as a time to really sit and think. think about yourself. you’re mostly in a battle with yourself at this time. it doesn’t have to stay this way forever. start living a life where you’re in control and not living by others rules. you’re in control. take back the life you always deserved to live.

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4 of wands rev - 5 of swords - knight of swords rev - knight of wands rev - death - page of cups rev - 6 of cups rev - the moon rev - 6 of pentacles - 7 of wands rev - 8 of cups rev

soooo many reversals for this pile o.m.g. pile 3 not even a hug can fix your wounded heart. lol in all seriousness. pile 3 recently you’ve been in a LOT of conflict. and some of you hate to admit it… you’re the ones who start it a lot of the time. this doesn’t mean you WANT conflict hearsay. but you are someone who is a force to be reckoned with at times. take what i say personally because this is a biggggg wake up call to some of you. there are people in your life who love love love to see you fail. they crave the validation of watching you mess up in life. don’t believe me? how many so called friends actually are worried about how YOU feel? if you haven’t been able to open up with somebody due to fear or someone’s lack of interest they are NOT your friend. they’re an energy vampire. get rid of these people immediately. you may also experience a lack of focus recently followed with extreme frustrations. do some shadow work. why are you feeling these emotions? they’re not just showing up out of thin air. where are you when you feel these emotions? at home ? with a friend ? at work ? etc. what is happening in this setting that is making you feel such frustration? somebody talking too loud ? a loud chewer ? or just merely being there in the first place ? figure out what this reason is and try to understand it. maybe if your willing copy that thing. does it feel good to do? or does it only make you angrier? a lot of you cannot move on and properly heal because you’re stuck in the past. something has hurt you in your past badly but you can’t seem to let it go. you feel fearful? you’re very similar to pile 1. you’re afraid of change? some of you have become very very comfortable in this dark part of you. you’re afraid of leaving this headspace because you’ve lived in it for so long. start giving to others more? ask people how they’re feeling and about their day. soon enough you’ll see a change. more interactions less frustration. but don’t just ask other people, ask yourself. how are you feeling today? are you comfortable right now? what are you feeling is yummy for lunch/dinner? etc. do NOT by any means get up and walk away from this. you are capable of becoming that desired you. don’t let these thoughts interfere with your way of life; you are worth it.

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North node and what you're here for

North node represents your destiny, what your here for and your spiritual purpose.

For entertainment purpose only.

North node in 1st house : you're here to find yourself. You might have a hard time understanding yourself and might not know basic things about yourself. Like when you were born etc. You're here to serve a spiritual purpose and help other find themselves as well as yourself.

North node in 2nd house : you're here to find wealth and prosperity and this doesn't always mean material wealth or material abundance. You're here to find the true meaning behind wealth and here to make your own meaning of wealth orwhat you think real wealth is.

North node in 3rd house : you are here to learn how to communicate your thoughts and feelings. You might have neglected your thoughts and didn't communicate well in your past life or even in your younger days. You're also here to help other express themselves too.

North node in 4th house : You're here to find your soul family too and to clear the debt you guys have together. Most females with this placement became house wife and males look after their family most of the time. It can also mean that your main focus is going to be family. Or creating a home environment is important for you.

North node in 5th house : you are here to express authentic self. You might have had to life under constant pressure of what you should be Or you should do in your past life. You might have been a royal in your past life. So to say you are here to be what you want to be .

North node in 6th house : you are here to provide service and be helpful to people . You might have been to secretive or might have been seriously ill in your past life. So as a result of that you're here to provide help to people. You might work as a social worker too.

North node in 7th house : you are here to learn about relationships and partnership. You might been too much independent or you didn't have much relations with people or simply didn't care to carry them. So as a result you are here to learn about relationship with others.

North node in 8th house : in your past life you might abused your power or you were abused by someone powerful, so to balance that out , you are here to learn about power and transform yourself. You are here to learn how powerful you are and learn to use that power.

North node in 9th house : you are here to find beauty of life and your own philosophy of life. You might like to write poems or songs yourself. You might even question what's real and what's not. This placement can also make you not believe in God.

North node in 10th house : you are here for fame and to make name for yourself! In your past lives you might have been too much involved with your family that you didn't have a name yourself or no identity so to say. You might even be know for your family and not yourself.

North node in 11th house : you are here to be a part of the community that makes changes for the best of humanity. In you past lives you might have neglected you responsibilities as a member of society. So to balance things out, in this life you will help humanity/society to became better.

North node in 12th house : you are here to be humble and let go of your ego. One of the main lessons of your life would be to not let your ego get to you. In your past life you might have been egoistic. And we all know we gotta balance things. You are also here to reconnect with spirituality.

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🧿Ruler of the 12th house Through the Houses🧿

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🧿Meaning and Symbolism of the 12th House🧿

The Twelfth House is the House of the Unconscious, the House of the Unseen, the House of Sorrow, Loss, Shadow, the Inner World, and Invisible Enemies. It is ruled by the sign Pisces and the planet Neptune (Jupiter in classic Western).

The unconscious state can help us create successes and cope with failures. This house could be called the House of Retribution and Fate because it is here we review where we have been, where we are, and decide where we are going. It also discusses hidden strengths and weaknesses. While placements in this house have an active role, the sign that resides over it and its planet of rulership and placement acts as a gateway into our psyche's deeper and hidden aspects. Our subconscious works tirelessly on our behalf to make sense of our lives. This shadow play is slow, drawn out, and frequently fraught with fear and pain. We are confronted with our sorrows, suffering, and the secrets we keep from ourselves and others.

Here we meet the outcomes of everything we've done. This emphasizes repressed desires and restraint even more. What we have created in our lives is a significant theme of the Twelfth House ruler placement, and we will deal with it both consciously and unconsciously. The unconscious can teach us a lot. We will be prompted to be charitable in its most noble form. We are better equipped to move forward if we learn our lessons, both past and present. The Twelfth House compels us to seek spiritual closure to aid positive growth. The twelfth house shows how you undermine yourself. It's also referred to as the house of secret enemies. But if you think about it, these enemies are very often in the place where you'd never look for them: in yourself. It contains many patterns of behavior that don't serve us Or are straightforward destructive! Loops that are repeating themselves over and over harm us in many ways. The worst is that you aren't even aware of them, and it often takes years to realize that something isn't right (this is why I love astrology, it quickens up the process of self-discovery).

Often, you build your own prisons. Most people are the captives of their own limitations and false beliefs. A way to let go is by finding the connection with the source. The twelfth house in your natal chart suggests issues holding you back. The last house ruler also recognizes where we can feel stuck and confined. It governs places that restrict freedom, such as prisons, hospitals, institutions, and asylums, to name a few. Danger, secret enemies, and secret affairs add to the lugubriousness of the Twelfth.

On the other hand, this house champions positive transformations. This is where we stand on the ridge and decide how to proceed. We can learn about the future by visiting the unconscious and meeting with the past. If the 8th is the house of cycle death and transformation, the 12th house is the house of the ultimate end, soul ascension.

-Note: This is for entertainment purposes only and should not be taken as professional advice.-

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🧿The ruler of the 12th house in the 1st house🧿

The ruler of the 12th in the 1st can indicate that you have a deeply spiritual and intuitive nature. You may have a strong connection to the subconscious mind and are highly in tune with your emotions and those of others. As a result, you may naturally tap into the spiritual realm and receive messages or guidance from higher powers.

Mirroring yourself and being aware of your surroundings have been significant issues in your life. Depending on the signs/placements/aspects, you may be overly concerned with yourself, the impressions you leave, your place in the world, who you are, and how you can improve or change yourself and the world as a collective. This placement can also suggest a tendency towards self-sabotage or self-destructive behaviors, so staying grounded and aware of any negative patterns in your life is necessary. You need to be more open to expressing yourself and be completely authentic. Understanding grief, pain, solitude, loss, escapism, and the unknown and becoming aware of self-defeat and destructive behaviors will improve the relationship between your outer conscious persona and your inner true unconscious self.

Your emotions are one of the first things people notice about you. You wear your heart out for the world to see; even though your first impression is mysterious and difficult to pin down, your emotional state radiates through. This may make you feel like an outcast or an extraterrestrial. As such, you can form an internal image of yourself as a victim or someone who has suffered enough from the outside world. Your ability to express yourself is limited by your worldview and other people's perceptions. You may withdraw from your surroundings to maintain a sense of self and identity. Be wary of falling victim to constant daydreaming, escapism, and substance abuse (in extreme cases). You draw attention to your suffering, and your outlook on life is shaped by your encounters with unexplainable supernatural or paranormal events. You might feel isolated. People notice you as you have a spiritual perspective with a mystical and difficult-to-fully-grasp aura.

Be wary of associating with people who do not have your best interests at heart, as you undermine yourself. The 12th house deals with secret enemies, and yours may influence how you present yourself and your appearance. Don't fall victim to alleged healers, abusive lovers, enablers, difficult therapists, and associating with people of an unsavory caliber. Keep an eye out for red flags and people that force getting to know you hastily. Trust your gut feeling and intuition regarding what enters your life and what you're willing to share.

🧿The ruler of the 12th house in the 2nd house🧿

The positioning of the 12th ruler in the 2nd suggests that there may be some hidden or subconscious fears or anxieties around money, possessions, or self-worth. As a result, you may feel the need for privacy and solitude when it comes to financial matters.

Finding solace, engaging in psychic activity, and recognizing self-sabotage all contribute to financial stability, defining personal values, and accumulating possessions. On top of that, incorporating meditation, dream work, and spiritual practice can positively impact your self-worth and self-esteem. However, experiencing intense grief and loss can have a negative effect on your self-esteem and make it difficult for you to recover from hardships quickly.

You may feel the urge to escape from the reality of working for a living, particularly when you can't afford the things you desire. This can have a severe impact on your mental health. Consider working in an environment that aligns with your intuition or imagination. You may also have a strong attachment to your belongings and a desire to become one with them. Engaging in dreamwork, meditation, spirituality, and counseling could help you increase your income or attain financial security. It's important to recognize that your escapes from reality can influence your financial stability, but you can use your alone time to increase your net worth and earn more money.

Having time alone is crucial for your well-being, as seclusion and isolation play a significant role in your spiritual growth. You may attend retreats to boost your self-esteem and self-worth. Participating in charitable work can help you put things into perspective and align your purpose in life with your values, particularly when loss and grief impact your values. When it comes to self-worth and money, it's easy to lose your boundaries. An unhealthy attachment to money and possessions can lead to self-destruction.

You may spend money as a way to escape, numb, or improve your mental state. However, depleting your resources can lead to stress and dependence. You may also fantasize about having more money. It's important to take time for self-reflection and trust your intuition when making financial decisions. Seeking the advice of a trusted financial advisor or therapist may also be helpful. Your spirituality, constant desire for growth, and good use of intuition are qualities to be proud of. Prioritize your well-being, and don't let money or possessions define your sense of self.

🧿The ruler of the 12th house in the 3rd house🧿

The placement of the 12th house ruler in the 3rd house can significantly impact how a person thinks and communicates. This placement suggests a tendency to keep secrets and maintain privacy in daily interactions, as well as an interest in spiritual or mystical topics and a desire to uncover deeper meaning in intellectual conversations.

Furthermore, this placement can aid in communication, information gathering, and everyday interactions by providing solace, escapism, and awareness of self-sabotage. Those with this placement may be drawn to topics such as psychic and paranormal phenomena, conspiracy theories, folklore, kidnappings, and missing persons. They may even write about their experiences in prison or mental institutions or on topics related to mental health, spirituality, and the paranormal.

Individuals with this placement may work in fields such as hospital dispatch, prevention helplines, school counseling, or group-focused healing. They may also have a talent for singing and prefer one-on-one communication over group settings.

However, this placement can also lead to preoccupation with sorrow, grief, and loss, which may affect communication in everyday situations. These individuals desire meaningful connections with others and often incorporate their dreams and fantasies into their conversations and writing. Walking is a way to connect with the inner selves. However, they may also have experienced loss in their relationships with siblings. They can also be hidden enemies. Placing the 12th house ruler in the 3rd house can provide a unique perspective on communication style and internal information processing.

🧿The ruler of the 12th house in the 4th house🧿

According to astrology, the ruler of the 12th in the 4th may cause hidden emotions or past traumas to affect your home life and family relationships. To improve emotional security, familial relationships, roots, and heritage, it is recommended to release grief and sorrow, practice solitude, and become aware of self-sabotage. Loss and grief can impact your psychological makeup, while loneliness can affect your emotional security. Dreams also have an impact on your emotional well-being.

You may experience sadness and loss through family relationships and grief and sorrow through parental relationships. You might welcome people down on their luck into your home and volunteer at a homeless shelter. However, you might also live with people who do not care about your well-being, and your secret adversaries might be right in your own home.

Privacy and alone time are important to you at home, and family ties can sometimes contribute to self-undoing. Encounters with your ancestors or roots may also contribute to self-undoing, as it is a family tradition. You might have a dreamy or otherworldly presence in your home and family, and you may practice spirituality, prayer, and meditation in the privacy of your own home.

Addressing these issues and working on healing is important to create a more harmonious living situation. This placement also indicates a need for solitude, introspection, and the potential for psychic or intuitive abilities. Exploring these spiritual gifts and utilizing them in your daily life is recommended. Remember to prioritize self-care and seek support from trusted friends or professionals.

🧿The ruler of the 12th house in the 5th house🧿

With the position of the ruler of the 12th in the 5th house, you have a strong inclination towards expressing your creativity through spiritual or subconscious themes. Your personal experiences in finding solace, escape, engaging in psychic activity, and even self-sabotage are all influential factors in the way you channel your creativity, hobbies, risk-taking, romantic pursuits, and interactions with children. Notably, even your grief and sorrow can contribute to your creative work, such as music, art, theater, photography, or dance, which can have a dreamlike quality and may even involve entities from other worlds.

Your passion for physical self-expression is evident in your participation in sports programs and artistic endeavors and your involvement in charitable activities related to it. However, when alone, you tend to express your spirituality through creative pursuits, such as writing spiritual music, creating spiritual imagery, and meditating on paintings. You also have a strong interest in surreal photography and exploring spirituality and the paranormal.

It is important to note that your relationships with children may trigger feelings of grief and sorrow, and you may struggle with self-sabotage in matters of pleasure and romance. Therefore, to experience personal growth and fulfillment, you must delve deeper into any underlying fears or limiting beliefs that may prevent you from thoroughly enjoying these aspects of life.

🧿The ruler of the 12th house in the 6th house🧿

The positioning of the ruler of the 12th in the 6th house indicates that you may have a tendency to withdraw from work or health-related activities and prefer solitude. This could make it difficult for you to maintain a routine or a healthy lifestyle, leading to feelings of guilt or inadequacy.

You find solace, escape, and psychic activity in activities that help improve your health, work, routine, and animal interaction. Your interactions with animals may lead to feelings of sadness and loss, but they also help you connect with your spiritual side. You receive health advice through your dreams and working with charities is a regular part of your routine. However, working in places like hospitals, prisons, or other institutional settings is also a regular part of your job, exposing you to grief, loss, and sadness. You deal with grief one step at a time.

Your desire to escape reality affects your work. You dislike routine, office jobs, or conforming to set schedules. You may be unfocused at work and daydream a lot, but you bring creativity to your daily work. You may feel loss and sorrow through interactions with coworkers and employees. They may be your secret enemies, and you are more likely than others to lose your job due to your own undoing or that of a coworker. You want your work to be a part of you, but it may also bring you suffering through servitude.

You feel more comfortable completing daily tasks when you are alone, but you need to work on being more methodical when it comes to your health. You approach your interests from a spiritual perspective and practice meditation to improve your health. Health problems may cause you grief and loss, and too much alone time may also be detrimental to your health. You have a creative approach to nutrition and health. You communicate with spirits through animals, have a strong appreciation towards spirit representations of animals, and build strong emotional bonds with animals. However, your self-undoing may also come through animals.

It is important to remember that self-care is crucial to your well-being, and seeking support from others can help you overcome any challenges you may face. So stay positive and persevere to find a balance that works for you and achieve success in your personal and professional life.

🧿The ruler of the 12th house in the 7th house🧿

When the ruler of the 12th house is positioned in the 7th house, it can indicate a significant correlation between concealed apprehensions and intimate relationships. This specific placement may suggest that the individual might encounter difficulties in releasing past traumas or hidden secrets within their relationships. Furthermore, it can indicate a desire for privacy and a need to keep certain aspects of their relationships hidden from others. Releasing grief and sorrow, solitude, escapism, psychic activity, and becoming aware of self-sabotage serves cooperation, conflict, significant partnerships, and negotiations.

You experience sadness and loss through substantial relationships. You get in touch with your spiritual side through marriage and committed partnership. You marry an ex-con. Dreams show you your marriage partner. You have an otherworldly, spiritual connection with your significant other. Involvement with people who need help affects your significant relationships. Your grief and sorrow affect your relationships. You express sadness to your partners. Your approach to significant relationships is dreamy and unfocused. You bring imagination to your partnerships. You sabotage yourself in significant partnerships. You want to experience complete bliss with your partner. You experience complete merging with your partner. Your partner desires to escape from reality as much as you do. You lose your boundaries when it comes to significant relationships. You transcend boundaries through significant relationships.

Your experiences with loss and sadness fuel a business venture. You become a lawyer on behalf of a hospital or charitable organization. Your interest in paranormal and psychic phenomena affects your significant partnerships. There is a tendency to trauma bond and develop a codependent relationship.

You experience loss, grief, and sadness when relating to others. Your desire to escape reality affects your ability to maintain a serious relationship. You experience spiritual connections with other people, particularly angelic or ethereal beings. You find release through getting to know partners intimately, whether through couple therapy or something small such as playing question and relationship games.

It is highly recommended for individuals with this placement focus on addressing and releasing any concealed fears or emotional baggage to sustain healthy and fulfilling relationships.

🧿The ruler of the 12th house in the 8th house🧿

When the governing planet of the twelfth house is situated in the eighth house, it can exert a profound influence on an individual's existence. This celestial positioning implies a pronounced inclination towards investigating the enigmatic aspects of existence, such as the subject of death and the afterlife. Such persons with this placement may possess heightened levels of intuition or extrasensory perception, facilitating their immersion into the world of the unseen. They may also gravitate towards spiritual pursuits such as meditation, yoga, or energy healing.

However, those with this placement tend to be highly reticent and guarded about their private lives. They may harbor deeply rooted fears and insecurities, which they keep concealed from the outside world. Owing to the twelfth house's proclivity towards escapism, these individuals may be vulnerable to self-destructive or addictive behaviors.

On a positive note, this placement also signifies the potential for immense personal growth and metamorphosis. By confronting their fears and traversing the depths of their subconscious mind, individuals can attain an enhanced comprehension of both themselves and the world at large. They may also possess a natural talent for counseling and aiding others who may be undergoing similar tribulations.

🧿The ruler of the 12th house in the 9th house🧿

If the ruler of the 12th house is located in the 9th house, it suggests a strong inclination toward seeking spiritual knowledge and higher education through introspection and solitude. In addition, this placement implies a deep interest in exploring foreign cultures and beliefs and a desire for travel and adventure. However, it is important to note that individuals with this placement may tend to escape or avoid responsibilities, as the 12th house ruler signifies a need for retreat or withdrawal from the outside world.

Engaging in activities such as seeking solace, exploring psychic abilities, and becoming aware of self-sabotage can help broaden horizons, travel, publish, and explore foreign cultures and belief systems. However, recognizing that traveling and meeting people from different countries can lead to exposure to grief and despair in the world, which may lead to feelings of sadness and loss. Moreover, one's belief system may also contribute to self-undoing, mainly if it is dogmatic or rigid.

Higher education can provide a path toward spiritual exploration, while dreams can serve as a means of travel and awaken one's, inner explorer. Religious practices may also be approached from a spiritual or otherworldly perspective. Nevertheless, loss and sadness may affect one's relationship with faith and religion and interactions with people from other cultures.

Fascination with paranormal and psychic phenomena may also influence one's belief system, while interest in such activities may fuel the desire to travel. In addition, it may inspire individuals to become journalists. First, however, it is vital to ground oneself in practical realities and pursue spiritual and intellectual interests while fulfilling responsibilities in daily life.

🧿The ruler of the 12th house in the 10th house🧿

The ruler of the 12th house in the 10th house could mean that the person is strongly inclined towards being alone and reflecting on their career or public image. It suggests that they might have an unconscious desire to withdraw from the world and seek inner peace, but they may find it challenging to balance this with their work life.

Attaining acknowledgment and discovering a rewarding occupation can be aided by surmounting grief, isolation, evasion, and self-sabotage while heightening extrasensory perception. Nonetheless, interactions with authoritative figures may also instigate feelings of melancholy and deprivation, and aspirations and societal status can lead to self-defeating behavior. Similarly, parental bonds and reputation can also evoke sorrow. Striving towards spiritual objectives can enable you to channel your creativity and actualize your aspirations, even potentially leading to a position as a CEO. Your spiritual outlook toward career and achievements brings mindfulness to your professional pursuits, yet your encounters with sorrow and despair may impede your ascent to the top. Your fascination with paranormal and extrasensory phenomena, alongside your losses and publicly expressed dismay, may be widely acknowledged. Escapism could obstruct tangible accomplishments, rendering you renowned for your escapist tendencies. You may yearn for absolute elation and unification with your public persona, but this may result in the dissolution of boundaries and transcending them while pursuing your dreams.

To achieve a sense of harmony between these two seemingly divergent paths, these individuals must discover methods to honor their need for privacy and reflection while simultaneously pursuing their aspirations and objectives in the public sphere. Through conscientious attention to both their inner and outer worlds, those with this placement can successfully attain both personal fulfillment and professional achievement.

🧿The ruler of the 12th house in the 11th house🧿

If an individual's ruling planet of their 12th house lies in the 11th house, they may tend to avoid social situations and feel disconnected from groups. This can pose a challenge in forming deep connections with others, despite having a strong sense of the collective unconscious and a desire to aid others through spiritual or humanitarian activities. Furthermore, this placement may imply a need for solitude for clarity and rejuvenation. Through the release of emotions and embracing alone time, one can form connections with like-minded individuals, work towards social reform, achieve long-term goals, and foster friendships and admirers. This arrangement also allows one to explore psychic abilities and overcome self-destructive behavior.

Participating in social causes and making friends can positively affect one's ability to cope with feelings of sadness and loss. However, group participation can also lead to self-destructive behavior due to mob mentality or groupthink. Therefore, balancing the internal world and social interactions is crucial to enrich one's life. The desire to become involved in spiritual activities with like-minded people with similar interests and goals can be a powerful motivator to become a social reformer. Dreams can offer guidance toward achieving objectives and becoming a force for positive change. While partaking in group activities can be advantageous, it is essential to ensure that one's friends share similar interests and aren't merely a means of escapism. Striking a balance between solitude and social interaction can result in connecting with one's spiritual side, forming meaningful connections with others, and accomplishing objectives.

🧿The ruler of the 12th house in the 12th house🧿

If the ruler of the 12th house is also situated in the 12th house, it could signify that the individual possesses a deep sense of introspection and spirituality. Such people may tend to withdraw from others and feel compelled to engage in self-destructive behaviors. For individuals with this placement, it is extremely important to prioritize their mental and emotional well-being since they may be susceptible to depression and escapism. It would be beneficial for them to dedicate time to dealing with their sorrows and pain, spending time alone, exploring their psychic abilities, and identifying any self-destructive tendencies that they may have.

Dealing with grief and sadness can be overwhelming and leave you feeling lost and confused. It's important to give yourself permission to process those emotions instead of trying to suppress them through meditation or isolation. While solitude can provide some comfort, it can also worsen feelings of sadness and loneliness. You may find comfort in connecting with your spiritual side if you have psychic abilities. Additionally, involving yourself in social work or charitable pursuits can help you better comprehend and empathize with those who are experiencing grief and sadness. Remember, seeking support and assistance whenever you need it, whether incarcerated or hospitalized, is perfectly acceptable.

Excessive isolation, confinement, acts of altruism, and intense emotional bonds with individuals or spiritual practices can cause self-undoing. Additionally, being overly susceptible to unconscious forces can exacerbate this issue. In such circumstances, an elevated state of awareness may encounter difficulty discerning actuality from deception.

If you wish to connect with your spiritual side, you can take two distinct paths. The first option is to fully dedicate yourself to a monastic lifestyle. The second option is to delve into the depths of your subconscious through your dreams. This process allows you to tap into the collective unconscious and better understand yourself and the world around you.

You possess a deep spiritual understanding, as evidenced by your approach toward prisoners. By counseling those in need, you can offer guidance and support to those who may feel lost or alone.

Your imagination is truly remarkable, and it's clear that you possess a high level of sensitivity. These qualities allow you to connect with others on a deeper level and to offer unique insights and perspectives that others may not be able to provide. Overall, your spiritual depth and insightful nature make you a truly remarkable individual. However, with a heightened sense of self-awareness and a solid commitment to personal growth, individuals with this placement have the potential to access profound insights and spiritual wisdom that can significantly enhance their lives.

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— Signs in the 12th house & whats underneath the Sea

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This transformative developmental process is completed by the Twelfth House and its natural governing planet, Neptune. We also link Pluto as the leader of Pisces with soul-centered esoteric astrology and therefore, with the processes of death and change, as the slow growth of awareness and the subsequent alignment of soul/permanence evolve intimately. The Twelfth is called by many astrologers the ‘House of Karma’ and the house of self-undoing. These names are not accurate, however, as all the houses of the astrology have components of the whole life karma. It is also worth pointing out that many karma are also benefits and wealth, not just problems and penalties. For the “self-unloading,” a capacity to unlock the bottom self and create room for the Higher is one of the best gifts we can give. This is done via the spiritual journey.

Karma unique to the 12th house relates to the collective to which we belong, in which we respire, and with which we have our being. The Twelfth House signates the synthesis of the astrological wheel, other life cycles, such as the cycle of reincarnation, and it indicates this through the symbolism of the zodiac’s 12 houses. Thus, the 12th is the place where our secret treasures are stored and the experience we get by accumulating them. This astrological house has all that was excellent and noteworthy about us as well as everything we accomplished with our oceanic power and energy reserves. Actually, the 12th is our reservoir of “good” karma.

If you do not believe in reincarnation, the 12th House may not be of interest to you. However, the Twelfth House does inform us about the obstacles that we will face during our lifetime, and this is a significant responsibility in and of itself. One or more of our secret riches may be revealed at the Twelfth. We return to the Ascendant after we leave the Twelfth, where we arrived for the first time. The love and light that we have contained inside us through spiritual discipline will allow us to boldly proclaim, everything is interconnected.

Aries on the cusp of the Twelfth House:

When the Ram is on the verge of the house, it indicates that a person’s personal confidence must be concealed or controlled. This is the type of person that is most effective when working behind the scenes. From a positive standpoint, this combination represents a smart approach since their effect is not visible, but it is genuine. While it is hard to speculate on the importance of the complete natal map, Aries on the Twelfth is an example of someone who performs the role of “the one behind the throne.” When bad, this stance can lead to emotions of victimization or, opposite, becoming someone else’s karma. The Ram is unafraid of confrontation and will go ahead, ignoring anything that gets in its path. The forceful techniques of Aries struggle to triumph in the watery and scattered environment of the Twelfth House. Their entire predicament is indicated by Mars’s location in the birth chart by sign, house, and aspect.

Taurus on the cusp of the Twelfth House:

When the Celestial Bull holds this position, the conditions are considered very favorable. Taurus on this cusp represents a reservoir of unique qualities, talents, and wealth that can be drawn on when times are tough. In addition, it might be a sign of a second sort of riches, the wealth of common sense, enabling one to see through many aspects of life’s scenarios. Taurus can see “all the way through to the heart of the matter” and isn’t easily misled by the subject. Money problems might result if a person is reckless or dishonest with their money. Care must be taken to avoid participating in illicit financial transactions. This posture is useful for the growth of plenty as it indicates that the individual has “universal supply” connected to them. Truly amazing! Significant aspects of the Twelfth House may be found in the location of Venus in the natal chart.

Gemini on the cusp of the Twelfth House:

Another thing to keep in mind is that, as you would expect with this placement, there is a strong dualism in the subjects that are discussed in the house. Communication in all forms must be treated with considerable caution, even when it is honest and constant. Because of Neptune’s impact on Mercury, it may be determined if a person likes to communicate in an honest or dualistic manner. This is true for many people born under the sign of Gemini in the twelfth house, who strive to be all things to all people. It is possible to interpret this location in the horoscope as an indicator that the individual possesses all of the “missing links” in any social context. That individual has an instinctive understanding of how things should be connected and how they should work.

Cancer on the cusp of the Twelfth House:

Someone with this position may be highly compassionate, eager to help and protect people who are in need of their assistance. However, the disadvantage of this point of view is that it may encourage people to become involved in personal problems that are completely out of their league. To put it another way, attachment occurs when it is most necessary to be apart. This placement emphasizes the ability to care for and nurture other people. It’s possible that if Cancer is placed on the cusp, it would indicate a desire to be a mother figure to everyone and everyone. Depending on where the Moon is located in the natal chart, it can predict whether or not a person will be an excellent or poor mother, as it is determined by the presence or absence of Neptune and/or Venus. Taurus and Cancer are similar in that they each hold a hidden store of earthly wealth on the cusp of their respective signs. Cancer is continuously looking for ways to save money for the inevitable rainy day that will definitely come.

Leo on the cusp of the Twelfth House:

Leo, by their nature, is a demanding zodiac sign, and that is all they want: to be acknowledged for one accomplishments. It is also the least personalized of all the astrological houses, the Twelfth House being the most personal of them. In this instance, the lesson is to how to incorporate personal expression (and recognition) into a larger context where these two things are less prevalent. This sign/cusp combination, therefore, enables the appearance of events that inspire humility and self-sacrifice, no matter the person. Some astrologers believe that the sign of Leo on the twelfth signpost indicates an individual with enormous willpower, but this is not allowed to be made obvious. Potentially, this may result in a highly manipulative person developing. Inspire a desire to be powerful yet unassuming, helpful but modest, and forceful yet subtle. Astrologers claim that once the Sun enters Leo on the twelfth house, it will boost its significance and extend its influence throughout the whole chart.

Virgo on the cusp of the Twelfth House:

When Virgo is in this position, healing and service is favored. The individual that demonstrates the aptitude to use numerous applicable strategies and approaches to meet various perplexing conditions have abundant capacity. If you compare it to going through the Universal Toolbox and obtaining a treatment for nearly every ailment, it’s almost like walking through with that universal toolbox on your back. People who work in hospitals and institutes where healing abilities are necessary typically bear this sign and cusp combination. This position is difficult since the individual in it is indiscriminate and chaotic. Finding a remedy for everyone, as well as a space to hold the many aspects of life, is physically impossible. Care must be taken here to prevent tangling up in the spool and to maintain a single strand of thread. Neptune’s location in a natal chart has a lot to say about how Virgo on the twelfth will impact a person’s external existence.

Libra on the cusp of the Twelfth House:

Even when Libra is in this position, it is impossible to be certain about the level of intimacy that exists inside a close relationship. When considering the surrounding conditions, one may feel too far from the other person, yet when considering the shared experiences, one may feel a deep connection with the other person. There is a significant danger of idealism toward others when Venus is influenced on the cusp of Libra, as it may be by Neptune. There is also a propensity to see relationships through rose-colored glasses when Venus is affected on the cusp of Libra by Neptune. During favorable Venus/Neptune alignments, these spiritual talents are at their peak, and this is especially true during the month of August. When prejudice is put aside, all persons are regarded as siblings, and a strong desire to be a peacemaker arises from among them. Additionally, the combination of this sign and the cusp that it forms might be indicative of hidden relationships. It would be necessary to examine the entire chart in order to determine whether these “hidden pals” are beneficial or detrimental to one’s life.

Scorpio on the cusp of the Twelfth House:

This placement has the ability to provide significant emotional and spiritual growth, but it also presents significant challenges. Much of how a person interacts with his or her want nature depends on him or her. The position of Scorpio on this cusp demands that one clearly identify one’s desires and requirements. The individual is imprisoned by a constant ocean of unsatisfied wants if this orientation is uncontrolled. What causes unrequited? The idea that desire cannot be sated is what propels the Law of Karma. However, if the principles that are inherent in the traps of the desiring nature have been taught and altered, then there is no part of the self that is more equipped to aid in the process of healing. To choose the latter route, one must locate the “universal catalyst” — that aspect of oneself that liberates one and allows one to refine expression on progressively more subtle levels. In order to find out more about this situation, an astrology student needs check to see how these three planets are linked: Mars, Pluto, and Neptune.

Sagittarius on the cusp of the Twelfth House:

A person with a strong interest in metaphysics and the occult may also be present based on this combination, since there is usually a strong desire to discover universal truth as a result of this combination. In concrete terms, a person may get new insights about a situation that one was previously ignorant of. Extra-personal knowledge is discovered while Sagittarius is in control of this house. Once this gateway has been constructed, we will have access to the “collective encyclopedia” of the human mind. This ability can be discovered in every person, although it is not possessed by everyone at the same time. With Sagittarius in the twelfth house, he is likely to produce a know-it-all, or someone who is utterly devoid of knowledge. On the spiritual path, the cultivation of the discipline of one-pointedness is essential for the advancement of knowledge and the development of insight. One should look at Jupiter’s position in the natal chart in further detail if they want to learn more about it.

Capricorn on the cusp of the Twelfth House:

As a result of Capricorn’s placement in the natal chart, there is often a need to distinguish between those who truly hold actual power in any social context. The idea that one’s own authority may be jeopardized by persons or circumstances outside one’s control is a common source of anxiety. It might be claimed that, in essence, this attitude appears to represent the idea: “Controlling or not controlling, that is the question.” Because of this, Capricorn on the Twelfth is particularly vulnerable to deception. Even while this combination of sign and cusp has the potential to be a wealthy source of hidden riches and resources, it is also conceivable that difficulties may arise in the future. In certain cases, it may symbolize a person who has gained knowledge on how to create mental structures that will lead to the growth of various businesses, non-profit organizations, and financial gains for oneself and others. Understanding the ramifications of Saturn’s position demands a thorough examination of the planet itself. This is highly significant in the context of Saturn and Neptune’s swap of positions. When the situation is favorable, the individual has the ability to liberate themselves from restrictions and constraints; nevertheless, when the situation is adverse, the individual has a tendency to get extremely perplexed.

Aquarius on the cusp of the Twelfth House:

Individuals with a high level of familiarity with everyone and limited experience with new events will have this placement in their chart. The definition of this type of person is someone who is in tune with the global collective flow of life that is flowing through every individual. When the sign of Aquarius appears in the horoscope, the excitement will expand. When the characteristic is applied to the Twelfth House, a more diffuse type of diffusion arises, as idealism and humanitarian speculation lose their self-focused quality and become more dispersed. If one’s attention is diverted from reality by excessive socializing and daydreaming, then one’s hopes, desires, and objectives will not be grounded in reality. Even while discernment and discriminating must be integrated into everyday living in order to realize that we are all one on a global scale, these folks are strikingly different when it comes to making distinctions on a more personal level in their daily lives. Due to the fact that the position is founded, it leads to a clear humanitarian point of view on the value of human life. A willingness to assist others is an additional characteristic of this personality type. Aspects of this orientation are indicated by the positions of Uranus and Saturn in the natal chart, according to astrological literature, which are major indicators of ones character and aim.

Pisces on the cusp of the Twelfth House:

Considering Pisces on the 12th, a person born under this astrological placement is likely to be someone who has a deep spirituality and an innate desire to be of service to humanity. Orienting oneself in this fashion fosters a huge sense of inclusion as well as a massive reservoir of personal compassion for the rest of the world, which is really beneficial. Although caution must be used in order to avoid becoming entangled in unseen currents and hidden depths, caution is also necessary. It is critical to be able to flounder in a world of dreams and illusions. When this appear together, they provide hints as to which individual is most likely to follow the spiritual path. The aquatic environment of the swimming-upstream Pisces is represented. The sign of Pisces on the twelfth represents a person who, like the rest of us, suffers from addictions and habit patterns. It is possible to gain a better understanding of the fish’s dualism and how one is likely to behave in the flow of life by analyzing the placements of Jupiter and Neptune, particularly as they relate to the Sun and Moon. This is accomplished through the use of astrology and the analysis of the positions of Jupiter and Neptune.

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𝐈 𝐚𝐦 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐞𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐧𝐚𝐥 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐜𝐢𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐬𝐞𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐥, 𝐈 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐢𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐞𝐝 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐞𝐝𝐠𝐞𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐬, 𝐃𝐞𝐥𝐯𝐞𝐝 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐞𝐩𝐭𝐡𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐨𝐜𝐞𝐚𝐧𝐬 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐮𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐜𝐫𝐨𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐬.. 𝐈 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐥𝐤𝐞𝐝 𝐚𝐬 𝐡𝐮𝐦𝐚𝐧, 𝐛𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐭, 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐥. 𝐈 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐧 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐨𝐫𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐬𝐤𝐢𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝𝐬, 𝐜𝐮𝐥𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐊𝐢𝐧. 𝐘𝐞𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐝𝐨 𝐧𝐨 𝐥𝐢𝐦𝐢𝐭 𝐦𝐲 𝐞𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐨𝐮𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢𝐬 𝐦𝐞.

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Someone commissioned me to draw a Rogue Toad

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the goal is to recycle pain into love. to translate pain into tenderness. to use pain to build instead of to destroy.

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Sun square Pluto: The Edge of Light and Darkness

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Mabel Mora from only murders in the building gives off major Plutonian energy. Her entire life has been marked by loss, whether it be the death of close friends, neighbors or the death (pluto) of her father (sun) at seven years old. She seems to best represent the sun square aspect of all the sun-pluto aspects, in my opinion. Squares are difficult elements, and there are several ongoing difficulties and demands. With sun square pluto, there is friction between who you are (sun) and the darkness you carry around inside you (pluto). It feels like an emotional earthquake, as if you are unable to rationalize your actions and feelings since they may be so extreme since that Pluto energy will amplify them. It will make you feel like a villain. Often times the Sun-Pluto individual will look in the mirror and wonder, "Am I even a good person?"

Mabel has flashbacks in the show of the times she spent with her father, how he was dying and how they attempted to keep it from her. Even at such a young age, only seven years old, a part of her knew something was wrong, but she decided it was best to close her eyes and pretend. To flip the puzzle pieces so that she couldn't see the full image clearly. Watching that scene from the couch had me reflecting on my whole life haha.

I have a sun square pluto aspect; coincidentally, my father also died when I was seven years old. Like young Mabel, I remember stepping into the hospital room. He looked so peaceful, like he was sleeping but I knew he was dead. I remember the doctor asking if I wanted to hold his hand one last time, but I just stood there and turned around, hiding my face. Sun-Pluto individuals experience loss at an early age, even if it is not physical death. There is a strong fear of losing control, which could arise from a traumatic experience in childhood, or from a unstable or emotionally charged family background in general.

For a significant chunk of their lives, sun square pluto individuals deny their intensity and dark thoughts. It's a whole mindfuck because these are the individuals who are adept at spotting it in others, picking up on other's habits, seeing what makes them tick, and growing accustomed to chaos and perhaps even attracted to it.

However, the square can feel like someone who is walking too near you (sun), almost touching you, and you have the desperate urge to shove them (Pluto) away. And what happens when you engage in such internal conflict? You self-destruct. You assume the worst of yourself and everyone else around you. You may give up because you believe that everyone already views you negatively. I've said in a previous post that I use to self-sabotage because I always expected shit would go left anyway. I had conditioned myself to continually anticipate that the other shoe would drop. So if I had something good, I would destroy it. And that would satisfy me at the time because it offered me a false sense of control (pluto) over my identity and life (sun).

It felt like, "Now you can never take this from me, because I made it go away all by myself." But then I would just be left all alone, secretly feeling like maybe I deserved that anyway. It may take the Sun-Pluto individual a long time to realize that they are deserving of joy and happiness and that they do not need to restrain or punish themselves. They don't have to hide their art, ideas, or who they are. But for a long time, they do because the uncertainty is terrifying. There is an intense fear of who they are and what they love being used against them.

Mabel is critiqued by the public in the show, labeled a killer "Bloody Mabel," a sociopath. And despite the fact that she is not, her actions reaffirm their perceptions of her. She is always saying, "It's not what you think!" When the sun-pluto individual is constantly scrambling to get themselves together, to "compose" themselves it’s a sign they have not tried to step into their full power yet. Sun-Pluto individuals are rarely entirely satisfied with themselves. They are highly sensitive to criticism and often destroy or hide what they create. I mean Mabel literally painted the most beautiful artwork on her wall in her apartment lmfaooo, her talents (sun) are hidden (pluto) from the world.

But you do yourself a disservice by concealing your abilities and shrinking yourself. The worst thing you could do for yourself is to admit that you have no control over a situation, that "it is what it is." The worst thing you could do for yourself is to shrug your shoulders and act as though it's normal to rip yourself apart to the point where you no longer recognize yourself.

What an incredible disservice you do to yourself and that infinite potential. Wherever Pluto is in your chart is where you have to refuse to be afraid, it's where you must accept that there will be change. You can't let your subconscious convictions make you cynical or paranoid. Your sun sign and its placement can show you where that effect of self-sabotage is hitting you the hardest. Sun-Pluto people have the power to transform (pluto) the lives of others just by being themselves (sun), through the use of their very own experiences.

Sun-Pluto individuals, you have to accept that you are going to go through a constant state of rebirth, and some people will not understand it. Some people are going to hate it. You may not be everyone's cup of tea, but why give them the gratification of witnessing your self-destruction? Letting go of this tight control you have over yourself, environment and interpersonal relationships is scary and it will feel like a sacrifice. But you will be rewarded for it when you step into your power.

When you stop self-destructing, overcome your paranoia, and let go of the urge to control every element of yourself and how others perceive you, you will be respected for it. Does self-acceptance mean the end of power struggles? No. However, it does imply that you are at least aware that you will rise smarter, stronger, kinder, and better than before every single time. Pluto governs the metaphysical, as well as the darker facets of existence, metamorphosis, and rebirth. With a Sun-Pluto aspect, this becomes an integral part of you. I no longer see this energy in my chart and in my life as a burden. A responsibility, a lesson, a catalyst, but not a burden.

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Sun harsh aspect Chiron: often have problems with their father, often do not receive support and support from the father. The image of the father is blurred, or addicted, scary, … the bad sides of men are obvious, causing them to have bad impressions of men when they are young, they are confused and difficult to express. his masculine aspects and with other men in general. They may exhibit passive-aggressive expressions, distrust, and fail to develop a healthy masculinity. But this can be changed if they are taught and learned the relevant lessons

Moon harsh aspect Pluto : is as dangerous as Sun hash aspect Pluto but it is not so obvious. It works on the surface below and within the emotional spectrum. They are emotionally intense people, may find themselves overwhelmed with emotions, and can look like a balloon about to burst if their inner mood is not deflated. They can be caught cursing in their heads about something that upsets them. They may have had bad experiences with the women in their lives: bossy, dominating, coercive, compulsive, aggressive, cheating, treating them badly and unfairly. They know whether the truth about words and other people's thoughts match. For example: an old woman treats men better than women, when men are present, they will change. the attitude of treating them like sisters and close friends, even though they weren't like that before…. They are often prone to mental health problems + My advice from this angle is: find out how your mother or other important women appear to influence you. That can be the source of the hate and understanding that the way they treat others speaks for themselves, not because you deserve it. With this angle it can be difficult for you to share your feelings, making activities outside of society open, because the darkness of Pluto is here, you may need to use methods. stabilize your mind such as mindfulness meditation, yoga, healthy feminine connections with yourself and others, this angle gives you psychological analysis and helps people who have been abused The mind behind the door can pass

What is the difference between a square angle and a conjunct aspect? here's one of my observations about this: the conjunction angle is easier to let the leaf go with the flow, and the square angle has a tension with what they feel that makes them feel uncomfortable so they It is easy to accumulate stronger emotions in people, so sharing and listening will help them reduce stress. Square angles help them find many ways to handle small things, they may learn something, process and share with others. The square angles will still be there and they will always find themselves in repetitive situations until they find peaceful solutions to their inner peace.

Jupiter in the 11th house can try being active on social networks, they can meet a lot of kind and interesting friends, knowledge and variety they can learn from the internet

With the 8th house moon, try looking at your mother's chart. Maybe you will be surprised with the angles in it

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Squares in the chart

🟤Sun square Moon: Multiple identity crises. The parents' relationship may be strained or they may be very incompatible. Great leaders. Difficulty expressing emotions uninhibitedly. They hate being vulnerable in front of many people. They want to discover their true purpose in life. They can differ a lot with their parents, or with one of them. Great chance of being popular, but also of being criticized.

🟤Sun square Mars: The temperament is strong and choleric, constantly impatient and defensive. There is some kind of conflict between the native and male figures, especially the father. They defend other people without hesitation. Demanding with themselves and people with whom they work. Great leaders. Great amount of energy. They want to see quick results. Injustices trigger them.

🟤Sun square Jupiter: Generous in excess, tendency to give more than what is received. Nonjudgmental. Of strong opinions and beliefs that defend to the death. Spiritual and very focused on their growth. Easily drained by spending a lot of time with others. Prone to excesses of all kinds. High intelligence and a strong ego. They often look younger than they are. They can oscillate between being very optimistic and very pessimistic.

🟤Sun square Saturn: Demanding with themselves, they set high standards for themselves. They do not usually show themselves as they are with others and hide some traits of their personality. Self-esteem issues. Tense relationship with father or authority figures. Lots of expectations are placed on them. Difficulty accepting compliments. They act more mature than people their age.

🟤Sun square Uranus: From a young age they experienced instability of many kinds. The father can be perceived as distant, indifferent, eccentric and somewhat cold. They are people who, despite being sociable, need a high degree of solitude. Tendency to nervousness, anxiety or fear of the future. They may feel like the black sheep of their family or group of friends. Their independence is seen as instability by many.

🟤Sun square Neptune: They usually suffer many identity crises throughout their lives. They can generate distrust towards their father. They are very creative, compassionate and empathetic people. They are easily influenced by the emotions of others. They may feel a distance between themselves and their father. People have mixed opinions about them. Some were able to abuse their nobility when they were young.

🟤Sun square Pluto: They do not trust people easily and seem to be always on the alert. They have a strong presence and seem to be unapproachable. They have a tense relationship with the father or do not trust him. Strong intuition and great survival instincts. They are very reserved with their private life. They may remember their past heavily and have a tendency to hold grudges.

🟤Moon square Mercury: They have trouble talking about their feelings and expressing their most vulnerable side. They try not to think about their emotional needs. They have a tendency to forget things and can be easily distracted. They quickly perceive emotions and changes in other people. They are very empathetic. They may have very little communication with their family or feel distant from them.

🟤Moon square Venus: Many times they confuse what they want with what they need. They tend to have problems relating to women, especially if they are from the family. Great magnetism and a natural charm to interact with other people. They may have a hard time feeling loved or accepting that they need love. They are very devoted in their relationships and tend to give a lot in their relationships. Very appealing and attractive.

🟤Moon square Mars: They may have grown up in a violent environment or be forced to learn to defend themselves. Choleric temperament and always seem defensive. Protectors by nature, never hurt what they love. Quick to react, they seem to pick things up quickly. Their anger tends to pass quickly, ironically those of childhood don’t. The mother may have an aggressive, confrontational and in some cases violent attitude.

🟤Moon square Jupiter: They are naturally around people, because of how comfortable it is to be with them. With a good mood and a huge heart, they have a tendency to give much more than they receive in their relationships. They can either eat a lot or eat very little. Tendency to waste their money on things that are not useful in the eyes of others. They are very spiritual people, they seek to learn many things in life.

🟤Moon square Saturn: They ignore their emotional needs because of the feeling that they don't matter, a feeling that developed in childhood. They are people who seek stability due to the lack of one in childhood. Demanding with themselves, tendency to overwork to avoid emotions. Thinking about childhood gives them some heaviness and sadness. They are very trustworthy, reliable and loyal people in any relationship they form. They find it hard to trust.

🟤Moon square Uranus: Desire to let go of the idea of "being very emotional". They prefer to think about their emotions in detail instead of being fully carried away by what they feel. Irregularities in sleep and eating habits. Constant changes of residence. Admirable creativity and a curious nature. They learned to be independent from a young age. Feeling of being invisible or the black sheep in your family. Feeling that they don’t know what it is to be loved.

🟤Moon square Neptune: Intuition is heightened with this aspect, but so is the feeling of inner turmoil. There may be a feeling of being invisible to the family or not being taken into account. They like to make others happy and help them where they can. Warm and dreamy nature. Intense and even predictive dreams. Lots of creativity and artistic interest. The native may sleep a lot, and may have a tendency to skip meals.

🟤Moon square Pluto: Tendencies to distrust and be alert from childhood. Fear of forming a very deep bond with someone at the thought of getting hurt again. Insightful, intelligent and very observant. Great intuition and power of analysis. Family life may have been tense and may have left the native scarred in some way. Their mysterious nature captivates many. They can attract a lot of envious people.

🟤Mercury square Mars: Arguments with siblings can be common. They have a very direct and strong way of expressing their opinions. They can be easily irritated, they like to do things quickly and they arrive at deductions quickly. They can swear constantly. They are excellent and very skilled in debate, they also stand out for being sarcastic and having a dark sense of humor. They prefer to tell hurtful truths than sugarcoating things.

🟤Mercury square Jupiter: A great desire to know more and more, but they will never accept that they are intelligent. They make acquaintances easily and connect with many people regardless of their differences. They mature from a young age, but when they speak they maintain this fresh and jovial essence. They love philosophical conversations. They demand a lot of themselves intellectually regardless of whether they are exhausted.

🟤Mercury square Saturn: Tendency to pessimism and difficulty believing in their intellectual potential. They doubt their intelligence very much, even when they are very capable. Their voice is relaxing and calm. They judge themselves a lot and put a lot of expectations on themselves. There are many differences with siblings and living with them can be difficult. Contemplative and analytical mind. Wise and cunning.

🟤Mercury square Uranus: Tendency to nervousness. They think about the future and try to plan for it as best they can. Their ideas seem to be ahead of their time. Only with those closest to them do they bring out their joker side. They may have a distant relationship with their siblings. They dislike to see themselves as ordinary. They stand out for their originality. Their mind seems to be a difficult place for the native to control.

🟤Mercury square Neptune: Endowed with great creativity and a facility to capture their ideas in a unique way. They may frequently forget things, especially dates and names. They are people with a very poetic and charming way of speaking. There may be a distance with the brothers. They learn much better on their own. They are easily distracted. Tendency to daydream and think a lot about what is close to your ideal life.

🟤Mercury square Pluto: A powerful intuition, they realize what others go unnoticed. They often criticize themselves. Possibility of suffering from anxiety or having intrusive thoughts. They prefer not to talk or reveal much about themselves, just listen carefully to what others say. They are frank and blunt people once they decide to speak or give their opinion. Relationships with siblings can be tense, a sibling can be jealous of the native.

🟤Venus square Mars: They are very charismatic people who always attract attention. They have to work hard on self-esteem. They need to feel a strong emotional connection to think about intimacy. Can be jealous people in love. They are attracted to powerful people who make the first move. On many occasions they are very sexual people who are looking for a fiery connection with their partner. Highly attractive and a big amout of sex appeal.

🟤Venus square Jupiter: They are very attractive and magnificent people in the eyes of others. They may have a major sweet tooth. They are almost always surrounded by people. Tendency to give a lot in your relationships, sometimes in excess. Great interest in art and skill for this. They are looking for fun and inspiring romances. They may feel that their romantic life is dramatic. Tendency to spend a lot of money.

🟤Venus square Saturn: They are loyal and very dedicated in love, but they have a hard time accepting that they deserve love. Self-esteem issues. They tend to like people older than them in age and maturity. They are very demanding with themselves and it seems that they are not satisfied with the person they are. Their beauty is refined and elegant. They may feel that they do not have such an active romantic life. Looking for commitment.

🟤Venus square Uranus: They may have felt little consistency when others showed them affection. Feeling of not being loved or of being forgotten. Need for freedom in love, likewise, for a healthy and accepting connection. They love unique, friendly and intelligent people. They constantly change their style and are particularly attractive. They tend to have a closed circle and do not enjoy being in places with many crowds. Interest and talent for art.

🟤Venus square Neptune: Idealistic, romantic and very affectionate in love. Artistically inclined, love can be a great engine for them. Daydream constantly about love. They seek a full spiritual connection with another person. They would do everything for those who truly love. Tendency to idealize or not see the defects of their partner, so they may develop a slight fear of the idea of falling in love. Ethereal, delicate and out of this world beauty.

🟤Venus square Pluto: Great power of attraction, they attract attention wherever they go. They may feel that they are out of luck in love. Tendency to attract jealous and very intense partners. They reject the idea of being very intimate to someone in a short time. They attract very intense women with them and their relationship can be strained. Possibility of rejecting or feeling that they can’t connect deeply with their femininity. Tendency to be jealous.

🟤Mars square Jupiter: Quite restless, they seem to need to use all the energy they have. They are easily irritated, but take time to explode. They please and motivate others very easily. They start projects but may not finish them or may have a hard time doing so. They exude a lot of appeal and they catch the eye of other people. Friendly, but they are not afraid to defend themselves if they feel attacked.

🟤Mars square Saturn: Their self-doubts stop them from risking trying things. Their efforts are never enough for them. Difficulty starting projects, but persevering once they start. Great work ethic, they are very responsible and focused. Prone to stress and headaches. Great but demanding leaders, they easily intimidate others because of the power they emanate. They constantly try to control their impulses. May be/ into partners that are dominant in sex.

🟤Mars square Uranus: They prefer to do things their way and on their own. No problem questioning authorities and considered to be rebels. They will always defend their ideals and it’s almost impossible to make them change their minds. They’re experimental, creative and versatile in sex. Fear of failure. They channel all their energy into work to the point of exhaustion. Risk of anxiety or nerve problems.

🟤Mars square Neptune: They are very cautious with what they do and do not share their dreams with everyone. They distrust their environment, especially their father or any man in particular. Tendency to procrastinate. Charming and adaptable in social situations. In sex they are usually switchers and seek to please their partner a lot. They are very kind and people can take advantage of that. Can repress anger.

🟤Mars square Pluto: Natural mistrust of male figures in their lives. Feeling that they have to do everything on their own, that they cannot trust anyone and that they do not have to be vulnerable to the outside. They can be really scary when they get mad, but it’s very difficult to make them feel that mad. They are very sexual people, with a lot of appeal and sex drive. Vengeful tendencies, since they do not forgive easily, much less forget.

🟤Jupiter square Saturn: They are people full of great maturity, many things could have happened that led them to have a more realistic mindset than that of people their age. Lack of faith, both in life and in themselves. They may have many differences with the father. Their superiors may feel threatened by the native. They try to find balance in their lives and not fall into excesses. They can put upon themselves many rules and restrictions.

🟤Jupiter square Uranus: Revolutionaries and very interested in personal growth. A genuine desire to greatly help other people, a tremendous desire to inspire them. They want to develop their skills and potential as much as possible. They hate asking for help, and can make it very difficult for themselves to do everything on their own. They are usually very charismatic and charm everyone with their eccentric personality.

🟤Jupiter square Neptune: They are very altruistic and compassionate people who feel the pain of other people. Their spirituality is something very important to them, and they find refuge in it. Changes of religion are common. Existential doubts are multiplied for these natives, who live by questioning their purpose in life. Many may take advantage of your kindness and willingness to help.

🟤Jupiter square Pluto: Great ambition and a huge desire to achieve their goals, economic and job stability. Desire to feel powerful. They may give others the impression of being too self-centered. They prefer to be on their own than connect with other people superficially. Convincing power and quickly knowing what the masses need or want. Debts are possible, especially if it's underdeveloped.

🟤Saturn square Uranus: They may feel that the father limits them or that he is very different from them. Problems and differences with the authorities are enhanced. They may feel very anxious about the future and knowing what it holds. They may feel a lack of internal stability. They want to be more disciplined. They are usually very talented and skilled in their field of interest. Inner desire to break the chains that attach them to routine.

🟤Saturn square Neptune: Skeptical people who mistrusts people and life, but always tries to help if it is in their possibilities. Tendency to introversion and to prefer to be on their own. They distrust the father or authority figures. Trouble relaxing well or taking time off. They can work in the artistic, esoteric or humanities fields. They were able to feel very little support when undertaking projects or sharing their dreams.

🟤Saturn square Pluto: These people emanate a lot of self-confidence, a lot of righteousness and discipline. They see life as harsh and it is very likely that they will have sequels from bad events in the past. They may have felt left out or disrespected by other pople in the past. They are ambitious, they know what they want and they know they want to go far. Intimidating and intensely attractive aura. They like the idea of leading and commanding. The parent or authority figures may have been very harsh or demanding with them.

~Elysian

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