My limit has reached.

By not using or seeing whatever the other person's items or the things he has or bought does not help you to forget that person.

16.09.2018 0140am

You always blame me for leaving. Why do I leave? You want to divorce me. I'm sorry. This is too cruel. Every single time you say it. And then? Where's your wedding ring? Deleted photos. 1 week see coen 1 time of possible. Mental torturing.

15.09.2018 1054am

What do you actually want from me? Your words and action is seriously mindfucking.

13.08.2018 2355pm

Happy birthday my love. How I wish I am the one celebrating your birthday with you now. Just like how we did for the past 6 years. Pls get well soon and the best for everything you do. I still love you.

11.09.2018 2333pm

Everyday pushing myself to continue taking leads so that I don't stop. But its really really tough for me. You might think I'm shit. But you might not know what I'm going through at this point of time. Coen is the one that always in my mind. Hard to focus. Afraid of the day comes. Whereby it all officially ends. Painful when I see him. Painful when I leave. Painful when I see you took off your wedding ring.

I told you. I will want to take care of you forever. No matter when, as long as you need me. I'll be there. I want to know how's your condition already....

When you decided to give up everything you have, I assure you I'll never leave you and you still have what I have.

The sacrifices you've made and no matter how you look, be it balding or stretch marks, I did not felt that its ugly at all.

All I want you to know is that. All that is true.

11.09.2018 1341pm

I missed Coen super badly. Left with tears again after visiting him.

This will be the place whereby I Express out how I truly feel. Date and timing shall be placed. Until I can totally let go.

Your decision is always what I don't want. I feel I am really committed. I am still the one that will give my all to the both of you. For this I swear.

I was once a super dad. And I always wanna be

Nothing is forever

I miss coen

I am still not ready to let go

Hello. I love my babygirl Zoe a lot