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anturus · 3 days
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god you look at any fashionable fat person comments and it’s like so rancid.. people always talking about how they dont want to see our fat stomachs hanging out or rolls and its like. okay maybe for you and your shitty taste. me? when i see a fat person with their belly hanging out of a crop top i get on my knees and thank god for this gift
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anturus · 3 days
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jorts
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anturus · 6 days
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I know it’s not hard to point out reactionaries hypocrisy when it comes to like safe spaces or hug boxes or whatever but genuinely how much of an echo chamber do you have to exist in for you to think this is a reasonable thing to say
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anturus · 10 days
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bands to listen to other than Leftöver Crack and Choking Victim
Morning Glory
F-Minus
Public Serpents
No Cash
INDK
Against All Authority
The Infested
literally any band where the lead singer isn’t a domestic abuser.
i continually see patches of those two bands and it always makes me mad. STZA mentally & physically abused Whitney Flynn of Days N Daze. and she isn’t even close to the only woman did that to. don’t claim to be a punk if you’re going to support people like him.
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anturus · 15 days
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im finally committing to my first real grimoire! this is the basics of the moon chapter 🌙 im always open to learning more, my grimoire is ever changing 🧚‍♀️
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anturus · 15 days
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Protection Jar🗡
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Ingredients:
Sage
Hyssop
Rue
Juniper
Roses
Star anise
Myrrh
Wormwood
Black cumin seed
Pink himalayan salt
Jar
White candle
Rusty nails
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~layer your jar up and make sure to keep your intentions in mind the whole time. Put the cork in and seal it with the the white candle wax. Keep feeding the energy of the jar with incense and prayers every 3 days.
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anturus · 15 days
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anturus · 15 days
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notes for my impostor syndrome:
• no, it's not painful to walk for abled-bodied people
• no, healthy people don't usually use every chance they get to lean against walls or sit down
• no, ableds don't dream about shower stool
• no, ableds don't celebrate days when they're not in pain. because usually they're not in pain
• no, ableds don't want to stop walking mid-way, lay down on the ground, curl up and cry and whine from pain
• no, ableds aren't exhausted by their own bodies 24/7
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anturus · 15 days
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When someone has a chronic illness or is disabled and can't work, they say a few common things.
It must be nice to sit around all day/sleep all day.
I wish I could sit around all day and not work.
I wish I could sleep all the time.
They don't want to sleep as much as we have to. They'd feel sick and sluggish.
They don't want to sit around the house all day not doing anything. They'd be bored out of their fucking skull.
It's so unbelievably fucking frustrating, but there's a fundamental lack of understanding.
They liken our lives to a vacation, imagining that it's fun and relaxing and we can do whatever fun things we want to all the time.
In reality, it should be likened to an extended hospital stay. You can't do anything and you feel like shit.
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anturus · 15 days
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There’s no such thing as work-life balance for neurodivergent & chronically ill people.
This is because everything in my life requires work:
maintaining friendships
keeping up with my hygiene
managing bills
making money
remembering my basic needs
sleeping regularly
outputting creatively
All requires some aspect of work for me.
And when everything in your life requires work, your balance goes out the window.
If you're neurodivergent and overwhelmed — I see you.
If you're chronically ill and overwhelmed — I see you.
You're not dysfunctional.
You're not incapable.
You're doing your best.
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anturus · 15 days
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sometimes i feel like people forget autism is a disability. and that’s not a bad thing! i’m all for disability acceptance, im proud of my disabilities. but i feel like we forget autism can hurt.
it hurts that i have to put more time and energy into socializing than others.
it hurts when i need to move so bad, usually cause im overwhelmed by either my surroundings or emotions, that i thrash and hurt myself.
it hurts that i cant be in places that are too loud or too bright, which on bad days can be as simple as a small, quiet noise or dim lights.
it hurts that i struggle to tell when im hungry, thirsty, tired, etc. so i can’t properly take care of myself. it doesn’t help my insomnia and i get very nauseas and get UTIs.
i 100% believe in autism acceptance. i don’t want a cure. but i also want us the acknowledge that it can hurt. it doesn’t mean my entire life will hurt, but some parts will. and i want a community where we can see both sides, see the hurt, and celebrate it anyway.
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anturus · 16 days
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anturus · 16 days
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Sweet dreams
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anturus · 16 days
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anturus · 16 days
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anturus · 16 days
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anturus · 16 days
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let me be perfectly clear
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