i dont care. about myself, about my future, about my health. i dont care what time i sleep, i dont care how i feel, i dont care if i havent eaten, i dont care if i forget something important. i just dont care. i want to, i really really do, but i dont. i cant. there is something that physically stops me from giving a shit and if i cared enough, i would want it gone. i would want it to stop. but i dont care about that either. 

2020, a summary

No Noise November. everyone shut up

do you ever feel like everyone is just sick of you

90s babies we’re getting old

Depression and Anxiety is like radiation. There’s always a little bit of it in the background but not enough to kill you. Then once in a while you get a free trip to Chernobyl.

Smokin’ and chillin’ after a rave, circa 1990s sometime

Relationships don’t take your anxiety away Relationships don’t take your depression away Relationships don’t stop the bad thoughts Relationships don’t stop your mental illnesses