ohhh yeah that old thing

Do you ever have this thing where one of your friends starts texting you but you’re just not mentally in a good enough place to socialize but you text them back anyway because you feel guilty but as soon as you start texting them you regret it because you just can’t seem to be nice enough or answer properly and you know you’re probably hurting your friend because you’re being cold but you just can’t filter how bad you feel mentally so you just start ignoring their text because you don’t know what else to do?

Again and again and again and again

Until i give up

“Maybe one day I WILL be ok but as of tonight my heart aches and my eyes cry rivers so please do not speak to me about how happy I will be someday”

-me

The path to inner peace begins with four words… not my fucking problem

Somnambula, after Shadow Play

“I hope there are days when your coffee tastes like magic, your playlist makes you dance, strangers make you smile, and the night sky touches your soul. I hope there are days when you fall in love with being alive.”

— Brooke Hampton

Everyday has turned into sleeping as much as I physically can to avoid living.

I can’t escape my own thoughts...

‘Depression is being colourblind and constantly told how colourful the world is’

-Atticus